everything I've done for the last 10 years has been lost to me because of a issue with my external hard drives ROM chip. from my college to my university days and more. every bit of artwork I've ever done as well as tens of thousands of words relating to stories is gone.
everything I've ever done is gone and all that's left is the downloads I can get from telegram and discord.
not a single file remains and the only thing I have left is what I can scrounge together with help from my friends.
I say this now and I say it for everyone, backup everything religiously.
have your active hard drive as well as an external and cloud storage setup and make reminders on your phone to backup everything.

all I can do now is rebuild and get to work on reclaiming everything I've lost starting from what I can salvage from social media platforms and with help from my friends.
do not let this happen to you. every machine you have is a ticking time bomb waiting to destroy everything.
I haven't just lost my art, my stories but all of my commissions all of my characters and every gift a friend has ever done for me and all I have done for them...

I've lost my CV, I've lost my reference folders, I've lost the stories I've downloaded and every bit of Media I've enjoyed. and I've also lost one of a kind photos of my dead mother that I was planning to upscale through an AI for better quality photos. do not let this happen to you.

PC hard drive: your active hard drive
Cloud storage: the external storage you will be backing up every 3 days and have a reminder on your phone set to the schedule and you'll do it religiously.
External hard drive: the external hard drive you will be manually backing up everything onto and rewriting all of the other files inside that are already there, once every Sunday night.

80% of my work is never uploaded or shared to anyone and all of it is gone, do not let this happen to you.

https://youtu.be/WCKUuI22cY4
if only you knew how bad things really were...

https://youtu.be/jn3ILaPntXI
I wonder how the history books will remember this... and the mainstream Media support and defends it, every one of them should be investigated as a sexual predator.
Hollywood, molests children, Netflix, hold my beer.

Removing old useless crap from my gallery and officially retiring all of my characters. just don't want them anymore since they've just been a relentless pain to always anchor me down.
these characters have just been relentless burdens on my life, a way for people to take advantage, or just a constant reminder of misery.
they are not going to be sold off or donated to anyone some pieces of shit just need washing away.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHu2EnPcQ48
wow, who saw this coming...

after I complete the one bit of artwork that somebody has paid and commissioned me to do I'm going to be done with the subject.
after wasting 4 years of my life and plummeting me into more financial debt then I care to mention, my university demands that I do another 80% of all of the work from a subject that I apparently only did 20% of after sitting down with my lecturers, mentors and other university staff going over the briefing of the subject over and over again and specifically narrowing down exactly what I needed to do.

I guess when getting the to do list from four different staff members each sitting down with me and going through the subject They All apparently missed 80% of the fucking assignment. and only mentioning this 3 months after the deadlines expired...

this is what trying to pursue a life in art will get you so after I clean up the debts that I owe people I'm done drawing.
this account will quickly become dead after that and good riddance. I would say it has been fun but honestly it's just been fucking miserable, I need a drink.

so many things have been going wrong for me.
my computer which is dying day by day and coming up with fascinating malfunctions that veterans that have been working and solving problems with computers all of their lives are absolutely awestruck by the technical malfunctions both hardware and software related.

the issues I'm having with my computer are in anathema to all things common sense logical technical physical and repairable.

my Photoshop being a prime example of everything possible that could go wrong going wrong through no action.

the issue that has ruined my career today is immense amount of pen lag that is happening for no reason and only affects the pen tool. when I go to draw a line it only draws 60% of it and the 40% at the very beginning is missing but it only works like this for the brush and things like the eraser work fine. yet again for no reason...

I'm in too much debt and have simply no love for art anymore. every time I've tried to pursue something I've wanted to do it's turned to dust in my mouth and the only thing I'm craving in my mouth is the barrel of a gun right now.
fake laugh, dying inside...

now my career is over and all I've got left is to lie in bed counting the days that I have left before I finally grow a pair and throw myself off a bridge.
(dark humour is how I cope don't get up on me.)

thanks to another technical issue I'm having with my computer, Photoshop for me as completely broken down into a unusable state once again.

therefore I can no longer even think to take commissions or even draw. my artistic career is over against my will and the only thing to blame is my constant rotten luck.

I am in too much financial debt to buy a new computer new drawing tablet and new Photoshop software which I can't download anywhere else and everything I've worked towards has come to nothing.


how does it feel to have everything you've work towards go down in flames. feels great.

so telegram decided to shut down on my computer for no particular reason after experiencing a complete system meltdown. a few other things have gone haywire like my ability to use my drawing tablet on Photoshop so no art for the time being...
also my family disowned me over the weekend because why not...
and then article 11 and 13 got past so I guess say goodbye to the internet and especially websites like this...

this year is turning out to be a bombshell.

https://youtu.be/t_szq0eIhJ8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLKz6E4vlXI

if there was one game I wanted a sequel to it was Alien isolation but holy shit.
you know what's good immersive horror? you're fucking phone.

I was never a diablo fan but Jesus fucking Christ I feel their pain and it's a complete twist in My nutsack...

how does it feel to watch all of your favourite franchises crash and burn?












feels great...

https://youtu.be/ISyiTcA6RIw

well say goodbye to this website in all EU countries and say goodbye to every friend you've made under the thumb of the EU.

Llogical Assumptions:

1. I am allowed to refuse servicing you for commission work for any reason.
2. You are permitted to re-upload your Commission from me, but only if appropriate credit is given.
3. You must be aware and approve of my art style. I will not attempt to draw in another artist's style.
4. When depicting your characters in my style you must provide a digital reference of the character or characters. (You may also include a few lines of a written description however this cannot come without the company of a functioning reference unless you intend to commission me to design a character.)
5. You must have 100% ownership of the characters you want me to draw.
6. If you are commissioning me to draw another person's character, this person must be aware and approve of this. If this is a gift you must prove that this person is an acquaintance of yours, or ok with receiving said gift.
7. You must notify me if you intend to go offline for an extended period of time while I am drawing your commission. Unless stated otherwise I will continue to complete your commission to the utmost of my capabilities. (however I will be unable to provide you with WIPs for your approval.)
8. if you are commissioning me for NSFW art, you must be above the age of 18 and fully cognitively able to understand said work.


Ethics of My Work:

1. I do not intend to take more than 3 commissions at a time. Meaning I do not intend to gather a backlog of commissions I need to do before accepting any others.
2. If I am planning to take on a big project I will close commissions until I have completed said project to avoid overstretching my work load.
3. Communication between both parties is a obvious requirement which you can do so through the notes system on Fa or more conveniently telegram or discord. (This will also make it exceptionally more convenient to discuss WIPs.)
4. When accepting custom commissions not based on a previous YCH I will be sending proof of concept drawings either through any communication method discussed above. I will not ask for payment until the pose is approved, and then when customer satisfaction is assured and the full commission is ready to begin I will ask for payment. (If one pose does not meet your pleasing and I draw a different one that meets your expectations of what you desired. I still retain the right to use the previous sketch in any other project as long as it's not the one for your final commission.)
5. When discussing business such as commission work I do expect a little bit of professionalism which I will return in kind, but overall I am pretty relaxed in my attempt to provide customer satisfaction and art.


Things I Will Not Draw:

1. I will simply not draw characters belonging to a established franchise. IE: Spyro, Zootopia, Shrek or Boku no Pico. I am not a rule 34 artist and I am here to draw original content.
2. I will not draw the promotion of degeneracy, or immoral kinks. this includes: Watersports, Scat, Puking, Filth, Diapers, Lolly, Cub Porn, Cuckoldry, Erotic Cannibalism, Erotic Gore. I have no patience and respect for those who desire such things.


Commencing Commissions:

YCHs: Since the pose has already been sketched and approved by the commissioner. The request for payment will be delivered after the approval of the character that is desired to be drawn. If it is a bidding ych payment will obviously be the designated amount or the AB if the piece reaches that.
Custom Commissions: When I display I'm open for commissions I can usually accept them through notifications unless specified otherwise. If you come to the table prepared with a idea in mind I will be happy to pursue the serious possibility of accepting your commission. Genuinely I try and establish a more reliable means of communications instead of notifications. (Telegram or Discord.) When desiring a custom commission you must come to the table with an idea and not just "draw me doing anything!~ XDDDD " Request like that will be ignored and at worst get you blocked because I have little patience for such things. Although I am genuinely relaxed about most things discussing commission work should be treated as respectively professional. with the idea and character references provided I will commence in doodling a few thumbnail sketches for the perfect pose. at this point I do not ask for payment but for any poses not used in the final product I have the full right to recycle. when the commissioner is satisfied with the pose at this point I will ask for payment depending on the type of commission being purchased.
Large Projects: Often I attempt to take on large projects such as a multiple character YCH or a really good idea that somebody brings to the table. under no circumstances will I attempt to take on one of these projects while any commission is pending. This also applies for accepting comics which are equally as big of a project.


Payment:

1. At the moment I currently accept payment through PayPal, the currency I trade-in is USD which I convert to Great British pounds.
2. When the basic thumbnail is approved that is the time when full payment must be delivered.
3. Depending on previous arrangements two people are allowed to split the payment between each other. As long as the total amount reaches what was specified two people can share the price of a commission to which ever arrangements they have discussed between each other.
4. By payment you agree to the terms of service I have listed here.
5. If there is an unspecified modification requested in the middle of the commissions progress. This may cost extra depending on the previous price of the commission.


Refunds:

Custom Commissions: For custom commissions refunds can be requested, but depending on how much work has been completed the less I can refund you. If 50% of the work is done I can only refund you 50% of the total cost. If the commission is 100% done then unfortunately I am unable to provide you a refund.
YCHs: Because of the nature of a YCH commission I would be unable to provide you a refund when everything is set in stone. Please take this into consideration when accepting such a transaction.
External Conditions: If a substantial event occurs and I am unable to complete your commission I will be providing a 100% refund. Applies for both commissions and YCH.
Recycling: If said sketch is refunded I will remove all details regarding your character from the pose and I also retain full rights to recycle said pose


Artistic Priorities:

1. If I am in the position to except a commission I have fully dedicated the time necessary to complete it as soon as possible and to my utmost capabilities.
2. When discussing business it is not within my nature to go radio silent when discussing said business with the commissioner. this usually comes in the delivery of multiple WIP images displaying my progress and allowing the commissioner to display any grievances or corrections regarding the image itself.
3. Since I only take 3 commissions at a time I try my best to avoid gathering a backlog of projects. which means when I have accepted your idea I will mark your name down in the order in which said commissioner has come to me, and only ask for payment when I can dedicate my full effort to providing the product to you with utmost haste.
4. since I try my best to avoid gathering a backlog of projects. Once I have accepted payment for your commission if I take longer then 2 months to come back to you with any updates you have full right to request a refund with no strings attached. I do my best to avoid this but if you are still interested in pursuing the commission and I have let my standards drop I can compensate with additional add ons to the image such as alternatives and close-ups.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJFRr6AV9i4

see what diversity women bring to the table. the first woman Prime Minister was probably the most Stern out of all of them besides Winston Churchill.
and now we have the weakest joke of a prime minister that should be tried as a traitor.

Theresa May has confided herself to Pure authoritarian evil and sacrificed hard-working British people to the tyrants of the EU. history will remember you Theresa May as a weak spineless cowardly traitor of democracy and your name will be cursed alongside Mussolini, Joseph Stalin and Adolf Hitler as bottom feeding traitors of all that is good about humanity.

UKIP for life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRt-iFANWKg

https://www.change.org/p/theresa-ma.....tommy-robinson