Sooo, I decided to move to FN just to make my life easier, if you guys want to, you can watch me on there, but you won't be able to see my submissions as easily as you could here.

https://beta.furrynetwork.com/oliverlindstrom/

I also have a tumblr and twitter if you don't want FN. owo

https://mintykoboldbutt.tumblr.com/
https://twitter.com/MintyKobold

Sooo, as I've said, a friend of mine suggested it since he thought it would be fair if I changed my own sona since I got my mate to go Kobold by accident, so I put up a poll on my new twitter if you guys want me to stay the same, don't vote anything. x3

Note that my mate's listed species that I've been before, so I may add some like Avian, Shark and a normal Sergal. x3

Which here'sthat

Sooo, my mate and I both did a sona change, moreso on him than I. x3

I do want to see if I can get art of his sona breeding mine, but, at the moment, I am broke, so I may try to draw it even though I have no clue how to draw it. x3 A close friend of mine did tell me that my mate should pick what species he'd want my sona to be since I accidentally turned him into a kobold so there's a maybe in complete sona change again? >w>;

Probably not, I do like being a bungal. x3

Sorry for spamming art I did for my mate, I was just.. really bored and felt like drawing a bunch of stuff for him because reasons. x3

Anyways, I may draw some stuff later today if I don't pass out from magically sleepiness. >w>;

Honestly, I see it so damn often on just the browse tab of FA, especially on the month of Halloween and I have this.. morbid curiosity to look at them even though I get queasy and feel sick looking at them. lol

I always wonder why artists would draw them and honestly, I think they're rather talented if they managed to draw something so grotesque that it makes me feel sick looking at it but yeah, I know it's for money, but I can't imagine them going through it entirely without throwing up.

And the people that commission it, I do show SOME concern for because, again, these fetishes are pretty god damn messed up, you know? I know it's fantasy but you have to be, at least, little messed up in the head if you commission several pieces of art with your sona getting killed or mortally wounded (or someone else's sona getting killed/mortally wounded by your sona)

I dunno, it just, it's one of the very few fetishes that manage to make me feel physically ill looking at them.

This is all just an opinion and such, don't kill me for voicing it. x3

Basically, my thoughts on this is that I feel like it's similar to dying because you no longer exist, you're just part of someone else's body forever and if you're not, you're just their cum, and what's the likeliness of you being spurting into a vag to be reborn?

It's just not my cup of tea, I guess. x3 It's like similar to vore to me. Just the thought of being absorbed into another's body is just like... I would lose my identity, my sense of self and my right to exist.

I don't mind if others like it, it's just my opinion on the matter. Don't take it seriously and burn me at the stake for voicing my thoughts on such a pointless thing. x3

Is that they can either have a cloaca or a genital slit in the fur fandom. x3 Sadly, though, most of them have the "default cock" (basically human cock) or have a sheath and external balls. o3o

Birds rarely have genital slits or cloacas, much less than Reptiles, which is understandable, I guess, since their bodies fit the sheath and balls thing more than reptiles do.. =w=

Jesus Christ that took ages, after like.. 3 months of asking the admins why I was not getting an activation email, I decided to go "Fuck it" and use one of my oldest emails to sign up with instead and it worked. God damn, I mean, they stopped responding after the first month, which was irritating because I wanted to know if they can fix the problem and they would tell me that they'll check in with their coder each time so I'd wait a couple weeks and try again with no success.

But yeah, I have a FN if anyone wants to watch me on there. =w=

And for those who like seeing RL naughty pictures and videos, I did set up a ToyPics account as well, probably will use it with my mate whenever he and I move to Huntsville, Alabama. x3

Have you ever liked an artist's art style when you were new to art but as you went up in skill, you started to dislike it? That's how it's been with a few artists I watch.. I mean, their art's okay, but just... the proportions and faces are just bothering the hell out of me. xwx

I mean, hell, I know I'm still not great at drawing, but it just still bothers me. o3o;

You know, I've always thought about it and thought how fun it would be to regress back to the age of a child but keep all my mentality and such like the character Jimmy, from the anime, Case Closed.

Although, I would have wanted my cock to be the same size as it is right now if that was possible for reasons... x3


And I have thought about making my sona permanently a cub, but then I wouldn't be able to use FA for art of my sona. :u

So, I had an idea that my sona would be c-boy during the Spring and Summer (due to my urges to get bred) while my sona can be male during the Fall and Winter (due to my urges to hump someone during that time) x3 My sona has no control over the gendershifting, it just happens as soon as Fall starts or as soon as Spring starts. >w>

Quite simple but something I thought of last night while I was drawing my sona with his cock out. x3

So, as of right now, my sona's a full-on Male with a quite large equine cock dangling past his knees until Spring starts. >w>

EDIT: We decided go for Huntsville, Alabama thanks to a floof in the comments, so instead, we just need $500+. owo

Soooo, my mate and I have been talking about moving into an apartment, but we need money for that so while he's looking for a job, I want to ask you guys for help, in return for this I promise to do something in return, like a YCH or pin-ups. owo

A studio apartment in Semmes/Mobile, Alabama is about $800 and I think a one bedroom apartment is somewhere around $1,000 - $1,200.

But we don't care either way as long as it's decent enough for us not to worry about killers and shit, and big enough for basic stuff. owo Preferably the studio apartment since it's affordable enough for even a fastfood employee to live in.

The reason why we want to leave is because we both live in a home with a crappy family, while mine's abusive in one way, his is abusive in another. Like mine is abusive to mental health (which I've explained in a previous journal) while his is wellllll, abusive to health in general. owo;

But yeah,

You can either go for my ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/mintybunnybutt

Or just my paypal (ask for my paypal if you do >w>; )

You know, when you're trying to look up a fetish on Inkbunny, FA, e621 etc. for either some pawing off material or for references, it's always lumped in with some other fetish you don't like.. like for example Watersports. It's almost always stuck with scat and it bugs the hell out of me, but at least you can block the scat keyword on Inkbunny but on here you can't. =w=

There's also other fetishes like diapers that are almost always thrown in with the scat fetish. While bondage gets the short end of the stick because it can always be seen with snuff, gore, flogging as well as scat.

It's just very annoying, you know? lol On FA, I have to flip through dozens of pages before I could find literally one art piece that only involves watersports. >w>;


And for fun, you can name some fetishes that are always stuck together in art. x3

Sooo, I recently made a twitch accountafter my close friend kept telling me to use that instead of youtube if i want to have a kind of stay-at-home video sharing job since youtube's going to shit... and I need SOMETHING to give me some sort of income since I can't rely on normal jobs.

So yeah, would Twitch be a good idea?

I am looking for a MMO for my mate and I to play and well, kinda hard to do when you've played every well-known MMO in existence and do not like it. =w=;

I even tried some of the lesser-known ones and still not what I think my mate and I would enjoy.

PS. Do NOT recommend me console MMOs, I can't play them, I'm not wealthy enough to afford consoles like you guys.

Also, stop recommending me Warframe, WoW, League of Legends, Guild Wars 2, Destiny, TERA etc.., I don't like them, I've played all of them except Destiny because I don't own a PS4 and I could care less.

I DO NOT OWN A PS3, PS4, Xbox 360, Xbox One, Xbox One S, PS4 Pro, Switch, 3DS, 2DS, 3DS XL, NEW 3DS XL and any other consoles younger than 15 years old.

I get tired of being recommended well-known MMOs, I get it, they're popular, but they aren't my cup of tea,
I just don't like them and most of them are too WoW-like for me to enjoy anyways.

Whoever said this is either a giant fucking liar, or a sarcastic prick. Ever since I graduated from high school my life's been fucking hell compared to what it was WHEN I was in high school. I mean, seriously. I want to punch whoever said that in the face.

In my personal experience, life gets worse, much worse, after high school, and if it doesn't, it's pretty much like being in high school because you still have to deal with assholes treating you like dirt, you still have to deal with the "popularity contest", but this time, you have to join in on it, there's no options, you'd go homeless if you don't.. Oh, and if you show signs of having a mental illness/disorder, you're instantly labeled as "retarded" and "useless" like me.

It fucking sucks when you know suicide is a cowardly thing, and yet, you feel like it would be better than having to live in the god-forsaken planet. Just for fucking once, can I have a day where I can get a job with no problems? All I want is to be able to get my own place, with my mate, and be able to afford things again. That's all. I don't care if it's an apartment or a crappy trailer, just somewhere else, away from my shitty brother and my overbearing father.

I made a bunch of them, like a naga, draggy, birb, cabbit, and argonian. x3

If you want to buy them, go for it, if not, I'd appreciate it if you guys shared it a bit to see if anyone wants one. owo

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24811635/

So, a while back, I just set up a Ko-fi account to see what it's about and it seems similar to Patreon and GoFundMe... But you don't have to do anything unnecessary or whatever.

I mainly set it up because I need something to help me get the money I need to get out of here and finally set up my own life instead of feeling like I am living in a prison. It's not like you guys have to do anything but it would be greatly appreciated if you guys help out sometimes. owo

With how much of a pain it is to find a job and keep everything safe, I'd need this to help me out.. Like my hard drive is going out and I don't have the money to replace it and I need money to re-open my bank account... however the fuck I do that with Paypal. >w>;

All I want is to have enough money to get myself and my mate into an apartment and start a new life where we can stop worrying about EVERYTHING a bit less. =w=

If you read my previous journals, you'll know why I want to move out so badly, my mate wants to move out too.

But yeah, here's my Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/mintybunnybutt

So..The main reason I moved out last time was to get away from my family because I grew sick and tired of dealing with their bullshit every day, the only person in my family that doesn't cause me issues is my mother.. She actually understands me, at least.

While my father and brother constantly yell at me, nag at me, and accuse me of shit all the damn time and when I try to straighten things out, they call me a flat-out liar when I wasn't lying. Like my dad accused me of stealing his meds and his $300, as well as my brother accusing me of stealing the same $300.. My dad, however believed me while my brother thinks I am lying about it.

And my brother always gives me this condescending look, like "I'm better than you" kind of look and he always has this passive-aggressive attitude with me.. He thinks I don't notice these things, but I do and it's just upsetting, really.

And he has the gall to insult me every chance he gets.. I get that I'm not as smart or as motivated as my brother, I get that I'm a fuck-up, I get that I have mental issues, but does he have to remind me every day? Just. I feel so much hatred from my brother, unlike my father, I actually don't think my father hates me, he just misunderstands me. What the fuck happened over the past decade and a half? I remember my brother treating me like his actual sibling when I was a kid.. Like we always talked and hung out when both of us were not busy.

Moving back to my parents' place was nice for a little while but after a month, I started to remember WHY I wanted to leave here so badly.

Do your orgasms tend to be full-body, or crotch-centric?

Crotch-centric. owo

Spit or swallow?

Swallow hehe

When you ejaculate, do you more shoot or dribble?

Both. x3

Is it hot or gross to get ejaculated on?

Hot

Have you ever had sex in a public place?

Never had sex in public, but I have pawed off in public quite a few times. x3

Have you ever had sex/masturbated while somebody was sleeping near you?

Yup~, did it during a sleepover when I was a kid because my cock wouldn't go down when I was trying to sleep. >w>;

Strangest/most unique place you’ve had sex?

Ehhh, nothing strange, I've had sex in the bedroom and in the living room. o3o

How about masturbated?

In my Highschool's gym. x3

Have you had any sexual experiences that were downright gross?

Nope. owo

Are you particularly “vocal” when masturbating/having sex?

Nope, too shy to talk during sex. >w>;

Have you ever been caught masturbating/having sex?

Yup. =w=

Have you had or do you want to have a threesome (or foursome, or more)?

I have had a threesome and it was a lot of fun. x/3

Have you ever used a homemade sex toy, or a regular object as a sex toy?

Yup~... Brush handle, pen.. etc

Can a dildo feel as good as a penis?

I don't think so. x3

What are your favorite positions?

Doggy

Your most embarrassing sexual experience?

I dunno

Have you ever had any genital injuries?

Nope

Have you ever had a sexually transmitted infection?

Nope

Do you think you’re “good” at sex, or your performance/skill could use improvement?

I dunno. owo

If you had the opposite set of genitals for a day, what you would do.

I'd be happy. x3 Probably just spend a lot of time rubbing it and riding my toys. =w=

What’s something you like about your body?

My butt for sure. x3

What’s something you dislike about your body?

The fact that I'm chubby. owo;

What body parts do you find the sexiest?

Still my butt. o3o

What was your most recent sexual thought?

Being knotted by my mate as our sonas.. =/w/=

Do you ever just play with your balls, penis, hole?

Every day. x3

When was the last time you touched your genitals?

Like.. 5 minutes ago. x3

Do you often imagine people naked?

Never, surprisingly. o3o

So.. over the past decade, my brother constantly tells me how I am a "Sociopath" and such and.. it honestly concerns me, because I know I've shown some sociopathic behaviors in the past but I don't think I do anymore..

I've shown other symptoms of other mental illnesses/issues as well, like.. obviously, Depression and anxiety.. as well as Bi-polarism, OCD and schizophrenia, most of these, I don't show enough symptoms to officially call them my own mental illnesses, the only ones I do show enough of would be Depression, anxiety and OCD.

I've never been in a mental hospital.. unlike quite a few of my friends and well.. I thought about enlisting myself to one in the past because I don't think I'm mentally healthy enough to do anything like a normal person does.

Honestly, I probably wouldn't be so concerned about my mental health if it wasn't for my brother and for what happened in Texas.

I just wish I was someone else who had no mental illnesses/issues as well as being physically fit and attractive.

Well, ever since I came back to Alabama, I've been thinking about like.. selling some of my stuff, like my steam account and such.


Which, I wouldn't sell my steam account if they actually gave an option to sell or trade the games you've bought to other people or whatever because like.. I barely play most of my games and I'd gladly sell them to someone but nope, Steam doesn't do that. >w>;


Plus, I doubt I'd get even half the money I spent on my steam account back if I sold it. =3=

It wouldn't hurt steam if they added a function that allows users to sell games they no longer play to others as long as it's no more than the normal sale price.

Since i do think I'll sell my steam account, how much should I go for with it? it has 184 games on it, half are cheap while half are like $20-$80.

https://steamdb.info/calculator/76561198179441979/

Soooo, this hurricane is heading our way soon, so if I am not on (on Telegram/Discord) for a while, it's because Irma's fat ass hit where I live. lol

Damn, hurricanes really hate the south this year. :u

Every time I sit around bottomless/naked, my cock gets hard, no matter what. =/w/=

Before I lose my cock, I want to get a cock piercing just to see what it’s like. >w>

When I was a kid, I was able to suck my own cock quite easily, but now (13 years later) I am too chubby to do so, I am still flexible enough to do so but the chub gets in the way. x3

I’ve only topped/dommed during sex twice, it was a lot of fun, but kinda hard to do since both times I was so short compared the the guy that I would need a stool just to stick my cock in. >/w/>;



That’s my TMIs for today, if you want, you can ask about more naughty stuff from me on Tumblr. x3

https://mintybunnybutt.tumblr.com/

So, the reason why I stopped making videos is because youtube would demonetize my shit nearly instantly for no reason, it's not like I had any copyrighted music or anything in the video so I am like "What the shit?"

Honestly, it's only a matter of time before someone makes a video sharing site that's better than Youtube in every way because this demonetizing and copyright striking bullshit is so god damn annoying. It's just "You want to make video sharing a job? WELL TOO FUCKING BAD. We'll demonetize/copyright strike your videos for the most ridiculous reasons possible"

Like, poor Rob Dyke had a video that got demonetized by youtube seconds after it got uploaded, there's no fucking way they could have looked at and reviewed the 10 minute video in such a short amount of time.