So... I have one set up now!
I am posting sketches, fursuit pics, and furry manga recs there over there a bit more often than on here.

mirachaya.bsky.social

That is also where I will be primarily checking for commission info and potentially hosting art raffles.

Apparently I remember once a year I am supposed to upload. Ooops. >.> I still draw lots I just forget to post here sometimes. I will try to remember.

Sorry for the little flood of images. I am uploading all I drew over the winter to show where my skills are at these days. For a while I was unable to access my FA as I had been staying at my mother's. Once I finish the updating, I'll go back to a normal postting speed of a few times a week.

I moved back to Connecticut again . In the past month I have acquired two jobs, reopened commission and am looking at another retail job. I was put on management track at #1, given a decent amount of hours at #2. I need to update my FA with recent sketches. I may consider moving my page over. Samples of the conbadge commissions are being uploaded as I complete them, I still have to laminate the batch I am working on.

Account dead, surgery NOT a success(scars healed, yet on even more meds), lost job, indefinite leave due to health, feel like I'm failing, stuck here, haven't moved, hate this! Mother-in-law wants wedding plans now, but has to be as cheap as possible, she's ashamed of her son for picking someone like me. She already told me I don't deserve to enjoy a wedding or my life, and she's right. I don't plan on marriage anyways, might as well stay in this pseudo-engagement forever, seizures suck, never getting back to school, cut off from friends, can't sleep, then sleep for days, don't even feel like myself.

Mania, that's right this is mania, been here before. Welcome back, old friend. Or perhaps are you depression? Too ashamed to tell anyone the cocktail of medication is not stable with me. Too ashamed to tell anyone I am a nut job. Hold it together, just a bit longer. Keep up appearances, his families coming, his brother's getting married and I don't want to make this about me.

Selfish they'll say, crazy, shameful.... why'd they pick her? I don't know. I hate myself right now and I don't mean to sound so mopey. Here they keep yelling if I cry. "stop feeling sorry for yourself, shut up, stop pouting." Working WAS everything to me, even it it was a piddling little job. It meant I had won over epilepsy, that i could be normal. But when you go down as often as I do, need to see a doctor so often, have to go to the e.r. from work more than once, you're no longer wanted. Cast off with disgust like my fiance's family would if they could. I only exist here because of him and I can never truly be welcome.

I apologize to any who actually bothered to read this. Thanks for listening.

I realized today I have had many 'sonas as I grew up and they changed regularly. Though, I didn't call them such until I discovered the fandom. My father referred to himself as a Red Dragon sometimes when I was a child, so at the age of 6, I was the green dragon Karasendreth, I loved to roleplay and he began to teach me other games but as well I'd act in character all the time to my mother's annoyance. It seemed a relatively normal thing for a kid that age. I would grow out of it.
In second elementary school, grades 4 and 5 we were the Oak Street Jaguars and I became T'Aru the Jaguar. She was a feral and despite having human emotions didn't talk. I didn't roleplay her physically or anything but I wrote out stories of her in first person often. Then when we moved away at 12 I had
a harpy(Shiva),and a Vaporeon (Freez). Later it was a winged feline(Harpy),a Renamon(Ren), a winged werewolf(Kara Selken), and finally Mirachaya the caracal/scottish wildcat hybrid. I have an unnamed feral Liepard that keeps showing herself as well.

Most of my earlier shifts were due to characters no longer fitting. Later characters began to take on more of a life of there own, tended to be anthro instead of feral and were better aspects of me. Yet looking back I am neglecting my old characters and wish to revive them, although perhaps with changes.

Anyone else go through several forms before they found their self? Perhaps Should I just label myself shapeshifter?

I keep getting told this over little things. Can't sweep the floor right, can't vacuum right, no one would hire me. He deserves better you're worthless, you eat too much(I eat maybe 500 calories a day) I can't take it anymore. I love Wolfen, but his mother is toxic to listen to. I feel like I can't accomplish anything. I'm terrified to go upstairs, ashamed to be seen for the worthless thing I am.
She keeps saying not to bother trying to help as she'd just have to redo it anyways. I want to disappear. Someone help. I want to be useful again. My resume is a disaster, my seizures are bad and I'm sure noone will give me a chance. I was going to wait until my VNS goes in but why bother. I want to keep taking the klonopin and sleeping it off and not eat so she can't bitch about food cost.

I am very uninspired so I am taking older art and breathing new life into it in the interim to see how far I've come. Don't be surprised if your art reappears better than before.

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Are you a virgin?

5. Are we friends?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

9. Would you walk on the beach with me?

10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

11. Do you talk about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you could change anything about me?

14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?

15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

16. Where do you live? if US what state?

17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Draxxus pay flygon that should even everything out. In other news, goodbye. My mate seems to find me undesirable and I feel worthless so there's not much point in continuing.

My beloved  wolfenbrother is now a year older! :cheers: I am still living with him and slowly recovering but it is rough going. After the doctor's "discovery" I am still not fixed and will be going to a neurologist in June. A huge apology to my commissioners as I am not in a good environment to be drawing furry stuff and my hands shake all over. Hopefully soon these things will be resolved.

 wolfenbrother has me for an unknown length of time. No worries, I'm healing from being ill. I will possibly do a few sketches but this is a much needed time of healing. I known I've been sick for a month or so but at least the doctor finally figured out what was causing it. Wolfie will keep an eye on me and soon I'll be as good as new.

Sometimes you just need to rant.... Things have been going well here for the most part. I'm moving forward with my life. Temp job, two new mates(yes two) and I will soon be going back to school.
I am polyamorous. This is something I really haven't discussed in detail except to a few close friends. I am able to love more than one person and I was lucky enough to find two others that mean a great deal to me. After a few months of hanging out with them regularly we decided to start dating. I must make something clear. Polyamory doesn't mean a lack of loyalty. pisses me off. Why do people think if you have more than one partner you are disloyal?! Especially if your two or more partners are also dating and aware of each other. I have no issue with mono- couples. I understand there is legalese against poly. But I don't love either partner less than if I only had one.
Also I came out partially to my mother. in that I am dating another woman. She took it poorly. She even went as far to say "you can date other people casually, you know" "it doesn't have to amount to anything serious". >.> She is hopeless.
A few friends seem to feel slighted that I haven't been around as much lately. I feel bad about it but I really am stretching myself thin. I spend much of the day on the phone arranging things for jobs and school. Admittedly yes I spent last weekend with my partners. Is it too much to ask for a break and some alone time with the ones you love?
-Mira

Okay certain fetishes squick me out and a few are hard limits for me. These are things I will not draw. The squick ones I might be persuaded to draw for a bit of extra money. The Hard limits are just that. No! Never! If you ask me to draw them repeatedly after I say no, I may go as far as to sic  Karnimani on you. As we should all be civil adults here this should not be an issue right?

Squick(either something I personally am grossed out by or don't want associated with my art):
Anthro Hardvore
Absorption by goo monsters(as in sex)
CTF(and I don't mean Capture the Flag)

Hard Limits!!!(Never drawing, Do not ask!)
Rape/ NC!!!! (this is a big one! these subjects are very upsetting to me)
scat
guro
anything demeaning to a partner

And the things I am actually okay with and look forward to drawing:
bondage
tentacles
watersports
sounding
any kind of geeky fan art
F/f
TF(transformation)

I have found a temp job... I have several commissions going. My life is falling into place. I am taking the weekend off from everything.

The winter blahs... despite it being green and warm here in CT. I feel particularly uninspired lately. Perhaps this is due to stress and frequent illness.
I'm lagging behind on commissions for Drax. I'm disappointed that I've not found work here yet. :/ At least I'm slogging through practice work that's less important to perfect a style. :(

NSFW!!!!!
http://passionateexotics.blogspot.com/ work in progress toy review blog and info on exotic toys sites as well as custom collars, etc. Yay for small business pimpage!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/
=^.^=

My commission account is Doing this to simplify traffic and show prospective commissioners better work. This account will continue to show works in progress, personal works/gift art I draw for people and the occasional older piece I stumble upon. This will be where my personal journals will be.

$8 one-character colored pinups... you show me the character I pick the pose and get it approved by you... color and shade. (backgrounds will be gradient)

Random idea.... but is there any interest in were-/TF/furry porn done with CG or possible live action? Image hosting, forums, things of that nature for people who enjoy transformation fantasy.
I am still around, recovering quite nicely with and . I am now looking for work in this area and getting back in to my regular day to day life. My mood has improved for the better as well as for general health. I will be returning to commissions in the next few days.

I deeply regret having to write this journal. All of you have been so kind to me and I feel I haven't returned it as I should. My health has been faltering over this past year, I've had a grand total of 3 "real" jobs end for different reasons and I've been trying to push myself past my limits. I've had a confusing mess of relationships and even more confusion with my identity and self worth. All I've failed this year I regret deeply and don't see much point in me being around longer. In my condition I'm naught but a burden.
Flygon- I'll be refunding your commission slots via paypal after I get some money into the bank, thanks for always listening mate. Good luck with your server and any other endeavors you take.
Draxxus69-Thanks for your patience with me and good luck with your new mate, you've given me hope there may be more after death. I will arrange for repayment to you as well.
Kynx- I really hope you can make it out of there soon and start a good life for yourself independently. You deserve more respect.
@Average, Toto and Classified- I really wish I could have gotten to go down and meet you all. There are so many things I wish to say and yet, I can't put words to them.
Runa- Thanks for tolerating this QQ rant, you're a great guy with good views, keep standing behind them.

who happens to live in another country, and is another girl and is just as confused as i am about trying something with another girl. Never have I wanted to try something so badly. But on the other hand its not as much lust. I don't want sex. I just wanna kiss her and tell her I feel. I tried telling her I love her but she took it in a friendly way. She's gonna be coming to visit soon and i'm not sure how well I'll be able to control myself. On top of it we're both engaged. Now both men are okay with it if we did anything but those things always are more complicated in real life. Any thoughts, anyone?

We've been having freqent storms lately and sadly my computer got zapped... it turns on okay but refuses to recognize any input devices including my mouse, keyboard and headset even after reinstalling windows. I will be around less until this issue is resolved. Sorry for any inconvienence. Once we figure something out I will be uploading many sketches and lineart including but not limited to: the "not" dark kobold finally, an espeon tearing in to a freshly killed mudkip for average(now with 30% more gore), bound naked wolfess slaves, a nude tauren relaxing in nature, a kitsune herm and more! ...yes you read that right, Mira has resorted to drawing teh pr0ns!

This is a list of idea for practicing my pyrography skills I'll working on between commission pieces. Please feel free to request something you'd like to see. No porn though!!!! I need to use the pen in a common household area shared with a lot of people.... tasteful pinups/ecchi is okay.
in no particular order:

(new fanart)
Kirara from Inuyasha
Mokona from numerous clamp works
Ouka the divine fist from .hack
Espeon
Luka Megurine x Black Rock Shooter

(previous linearts)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5315471/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5356734/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5358244/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5343054/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5302071/