it may be a new begining but I, albeit sadly am leaving fa. not many people know me here but its for a personal reason. goodbye and have a safe and happy life.

I clean them out now and again. just be warned because if I missed one or two before they got wiped sorry

1: Have you ever had sex with someone just because they offered?
Answer: haha no I dont think I did

2: Have you ever taken your clothes off because someone offered you money to do it?
Answer: I wish I had that offer xD

3: In your school, if you were in the locker room, did you ever secretly look at the guys/girls as they got undressed?
Answer: I uhh...maybe >.>;

4: Have you ever day dreamed about seeing another classmate/coworker naked?
Answer: not really shockingly o.o

5: From question 4, how about a friend?
Answer: more than once~

6: What kind of underwear are you wearing right now?
Answer: ...i well...*blushes* dose a shower towel count?

7: Have you ever accidentally fallen asleep somewhere in public and woken up with that "morning problem?"
Answer: ...which time?

8: Ever had to paw off at school or work?
Answer: several occasions~ kinda fun now and again >///>

9: If you have any naughty pics on your phone or computer, has anyone ever found them?
Answer: *rofls* hell no xD

10: Ever played truth or dare and wound up completely naked by the end?
Answer: would do it but havent

11: Ever bought condoms, lube or a toy from a store?
Answer: yes yes and yesssssssss~

12: Ever got naked on purpose at your lover's house to turn them on?
Answer: ...cant say iv had a chance to do that

13: Ever got aroused at work or school?
Answer: yes I have

14: What is the biggest thing you've fit inside of you?
Answer: ...my 9" long 3" thick toy >///> twas a bit thicker than I thought it was

15: Ever done it in a public place?
Answer: nope

16: Done it with more then 1 person at the same time?
Answer: oh I wish so badly here!

17: When's the last time you've masturbated?
Answer: Last night before bed.

18: What makes you horny?
Answer: by now who dosent know? iv told alot of people but to be on my top fave...probably male crossdressing >///>

19: What would you do if you gender swapped for a day?
Answer: ...ok iv asked almost everyone this exact question...you hear that! the tables are turned! anyway, id probably find a few cute guys and have them do me in ways I never had before. (this is a pervy meme ok?)

20: Final question: You think any people reading this will look at you the same way again?
Answer: not really. nor will it change much

If you decide to copy this, leave a link so I can read too! (I want to look at you differently!)

I will not be online after the next 2-3 weeks...ever again

its so short it seems...some filled with love...some filled with hate and others filled with despair...and yet they all end the same...with death. be it short or long make your life worth something...all of you. never lose hope. never givin to despair. and never ever show true hatred to anyone...please heed my words so no more suffering will occur

aug 1 and its my b day! I actually hope people are reading these so they know whats going on lol but yay im almost 22

I need a new master, if anyone is looking for a male cax pet please let  alizabeth_shepherd know via note.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3644017/ please help her out. its her birthday and she needs it. I really want to help but my condition says no.

this is just a list of my chars I use for rp or to write. I will take ideas for later.

mages: flare (black), zural (white), nonan (red)
l'cie: merlin (com, rav, sab), stardust (com, syn, med), chilvend (rav, syn, sab)
fighters: R.A.I. (mimic), seth (warrior), holvant (warrior), xareht (knight), blackheart (warrior), leon (monk), shadow (dragoon), reala (paladin), windstorm (gunner)
others: sid, ember, "the godess"

:3 things have...mostly recovered

I need a break...from everyone...iv had some old wounds opened and now my questioning is more of questioning me and why im here...i dont know anything or what to do...i...i need to think...i need to know what to do...but when I ask someone...i only open more wounds...

ok now im asking for ideas for chars...i just want ideas please

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3598882/ go check it out!

honestly im not gonna be on much due to lack of energy...tryin to stay awake to write this

honestly I feel like crap irl but I can hope I get to live fue to some kind peoples ideas at poking the billing company

im sick...i made a smart ass remark about one disease which I will not name and turns out iv had the fucking thing for 3 months...all I can say is...game over for me...i thought being shot was a death sentence...

but I took the wrong train...im in texas T.T frick this was such a fail on my end

honestly can I escape my past for five seconds? gah...all this drama on here and irl is just irritating

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3547359/ honestly check it out. its not bad, and one of my first things for my fursonna. who I remember due to a written ref x3

hello everyone...i dont remember much...but...if you did know me I dont know anyone save 3 people...im in the hospital and I seem to have amnesia...im sorry if I forgot you...

please...if you need to know whats wrong I got shot in the arm recently. im trying to stay safe and alive in case the douchebags return...i have called 9 11 and im still scared...until I return...goodbye

hey everyone. if you read this I kinda want to start a family here. why? well I have a list of reasons but the big one is...im a orphan irl. I know what im asking but hell, as long as I know you well enough and we talk I can let you stay...just please dont get upset anyone

title says it all

dammit skype! im really hating you now! you dont like me getting on at all!

wow im sorry! I left fa for a long time! im shocked I did...though it was cuz I broke my laptop and now my android is what im using to wtite this but I am back on black (lol song reference) well I missed fa and everyone on it