Hey, me  guax and  theraf have been working on a game for almost two years.

Here is it c:
https://store.steampowered.com/app/565180/Dogurai/

This will be my very first con! :D


LET'S FILL OUT THIS MEME!


Where will you be staying?
Loews O'Hare

How long will you be staying?
Arrival in the morning 28 nov, and leaving 3 Dec

Will you be dancing at the raves?
Im not of a dance kind... but i would give a shot :D

Can I hug or snuggle you?
Totally unless you're stinky XD

Can I give you stuff?
Well, yep... here we have a popular saying: "free, even forehead injection" XD

Will you be drinking at this con?
Im not a drinker but i can follow up with 1 or two beers

Can I have lunch or dinner with you?
YES. Call me to eat all the foods.

Can I touch you?
Ask first.

What's the best way on getting your attention?
Shout: BEAAAAARRR

What do you look like?
Welp, check my gallery for my fursuit photos

Can I get a picture with you?
Just say: "hey picture!". Also please share those with me, i will spent most of my time talking and suitigin. I want all those memmories <3

Are there any parties or panels you're going to?
I have planned none of those.


Who will you be hanging out with during the con?
So far, the roommates, and a few friends like Toya, Drachetto, Tonnicanolli, evo red bear etc...

Can I come to your room and hangout with you there?
If its okay to all other room mates, i guess its fine.

Well that should wrap things up!

Yay! Now i see you at mff, its gonna be awesome. And i hope i will be aple to speak without any trouble until there :D

Yep! im going to mff :D

Would be awesome if you guys check it out :3

Not released yet, only the store page. Me  guax and  theraf are working on it for some time. Wr're finishing and in some months will be avaliable :D


http://store.steampowered.com/app/565180/Dogurai/


if you liked, add on wishlist then you will be notified by steam when it releases x3

cake

i like cake

sit down, wall of text incoming

Well some of your might not have noticed. I am creating this note to finish it all. Now evebody will know :3

Some years ago i started to get panic attacks, preety bad ones... As i went to therapy and made some personality tests i was able to knew myself a little better. Most of my panic attacks came from childhood problems, mostly bullyng. Things like trust near friends and get "betrayed". I mean it was kinda bad, trust in class mates then they turn against you and stuff. So one of the things of my tests was: "you are closed to the world by choice or defense". "you are really looking to defend yourself, alwayscreating mechanism to protect yourself".

Well, besides some problems in the college that i can fix, this one i had to really break some paradigms of my life.
Some of yours know i am with guax for about 3 years and my family dont know about it. Also i had something inside me since my... idk 5 years old? :V

The thing was: i had an diaper fetish. Until my 12 y'o i never tought that would be something sexual, was just an unusual interest.
For some reason, i dug inside myself and tried to bury that in there. Every time i tried to avoid that or ignore, it came stronger and stronger, until my 18 years i decided that it was an part of me and no one will never know this.

When i started dating guax, he asked me "mock, do you have any fetishes or things like that?". I said calmly: "nope :)".
Well, inside i was like: "ÇLASKDÇ~LASK WHY IDIOT, DONT KLSAJKASLJSALAS, should i tell? i dont wanna ruin it".

Well, some times i asked him like an joke: "Hey guax, if i were an cub or something? xDD". then he always said: "i would still love you even diapered <3". Outside i was in a poke face. Inside... welll infinite blushes and stuff :3

Now go back to the panic attacks... I started treating with some medicine and random therapy with no results... When i tought that i would never get those attacks while i was using the medicine... i got one. i never felt so alone and helpless before. Like, me and my famly spending tons of mony to fix that, and i got another attack? fuck!

Then i started to think what i heard about myself and decided to take an action. I was hiding too much of myself for an LONG time. C'mon, i always wanted to be an open person, but with fear of rejection, hate or be target of bully again, i never done that. Then i took a great step:

Decided to open myself.

It tooke about 9 hours trying to talk with guax about my diaper fetish... was the hardest thing i ever made. I kept that inside of me for 20 years, NO ONE EVER KNEW about that. god was hard omg.
He accepted me and forgive that i lied to him at the begin <3333333333333

So i decided to start slowly, tell my closest friends first. They all supported me... Then i created an alt account on f.a, but dont told anyone but the description. Mostly stalkers or lucky persons would notice xp

Then changing the avatar to an babyfur thing in some random places ...places

Found some others babyfurs that were in the same situation that i was (not with panic attacks). Actually i helped some of them.


Gotta say, i guess i never felt so good and happy with myself in like... 10 years? No sign of panic attacks or even anxiety stuff. Thinking in stop the medicine, just waiting i get to another psycologist (i had to change).

Next step: tell my famly about <3

I will do it after christmas.


So, thats my history. Now evebody should know. For the ones who already know me, one thing you will see in me: i am more happy :]
Otherwise nothing changes, i am still the same XD

Also, if you are wondering if i will start posting diapered stuff? I won't... in this account :3
I will do it on this one  mockulino

I guess thats it :3

Fell free to ask me ANYTHING on this journal. I will try to reply everything :3

:D

http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfil...../?id=791833712

an game made by me  guax and  theraf is on greenlight.
would be awesome if you guys give an vote there ^^

Soon i may need help of your guyses C:

me  guax and  theraf made an game, ans we're going to put it on grenelight at 5 november!

Checkt its trailer :D

Potatoes

Hello

Well, next year in Feb 6 to 9 will be happening an furcon like camp feral.
Its called Abando. I was in the past 4~5 years and it was awesome!
Why i am posting this? Because this year the con will be happening in a better place, with 2 honor guest (tempo and cores), AND
the best part:
1 usd =~ 4 BLR :V (around 175 usd)

 abando

http://abando.com.br/international/

oh, and i almost forgot to mention, there will be 3 days after the con, the furboliche!
its a furry bowling  furboliche

i got one :B

https://telegram.me/Mockthebear

feel free to add me

Well some have noticed that F.A have "folders"

just saying that i have made some :B

http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/mockthebear/

burr.


burr?


bear.

just making a random journal to sai hi :V
hi

Hey ppl! Check this game:
https://www.facebook.com/4228325678.....4/?pnref=story

is an game made for ludum dare, the team was  guax  foxt  mockthebear
we're the 19th from 1.400!!

Its an brazilian furcon like camp feral  abando
i will be back on 17/02

Lalala im making an useless journal


And saying hi

Hi.

here

http://www.furgather.com/mockthebear :p

this is rude.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/57c2o7dc0....._1525.JPG?dl=0

huehue

Actually i am just waiting the parts arrive to start. The fursuit studio  fishrfuriendsstudios asked me to make 4 animatornic modules :P

I think they are planning do all the Five nights at freddys' characters with some animatronics at the head :P

@.@

https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....lore-dreamtime

OMG