I'm sorry I couldn't respond sooner, I was swamped with a mixture of trying to beat Xenoverse 1 and messing about on Guilty Gear XRD Revelator x3.

Seriously thank you so much!

On an unrelated note here's a vid of me playing fetch with my kitten.

Fixed the link

https://youtu.be/vtmq1lcPNT0

I will be 24 years old tonight at 8pm

Because to be honest, this year has been one flaming pile of GARBAGE, just one disappointment after the other, broken dreams, broken promises and having to deal with so many WEAK WILLED people, who would rather give up on good things and achieve amazing things because something got in the way, someone told them no, someone refused to let things happen, and it always seemed to happen AT MY EXPENSE, I have never wept so much in the space of the year and it's down to how it seems the norm of this world wants to conspire against people like me to make sure that my plans get ruined, that they don't want me to meet the people I want to meet, and if that doesn't work, they manipulate others to make them say that I SHOULDN'T EVEN TRY...THAT I'M NOT WORTH IT...


I'm sorry but SCREW THAT, I'm sick and tired of being told "NO!" I'm sick and tired of being given reasons...no...EXCUSES why things planned aren't happening WITHOUT COMPROMISE or A WORKAROUND, and after all of that is said and done, I'm expected to give up, go find something worthwhile, stick to your boring life...eat pizza and be fat and disgusting


I'm not sorry for this but if people expect me to stay in my crappy town that no-one can hardly point on a map, eat the same junk everyday because it's a 20 min walk from my place and expect me to find perfection in a town full of the worst kind of people.

Constantly being badgered by my relatives if I have someone in my sights....well I do and I'm willing to do anything to be with them.

This is why, I'm training FIVE DAYS OF THE WEEK in a local gym...

This is why, I'm waking up to my body screaming with pain everyday

This is why, I'm saving up for not only a train trip to a place I've been dreaming to go to...

I don't expect people to believe me as I know a majority of them would say that it's just Mike being stubborn, I'm sorry but it's not stubbornness, it's called Determination, I hate to quote a videogame here but Dr Winston from Overwatch said "Never accept the world for as it appears to be, dare to see it for what it could be"

And this is what I'm doing, instead of seeing this world where any attempt at disrupting meet ups, my workouts and not being with the one my heart truly beats for is accepted without dispute.

I'm daring to see the world and live in the world where when I promise to meet up with friends...IT HAPPENS, when my workouts yield results and I lose weight and become the person I want to look like...IT HAPPENS and when I finally make the opportunity to meet up with the one that I want to hold in my arms and say "I LOVE YOU!!!" and do all the things that we both love and enjoy...IT....HAPPENS!!!"

Be it at the end of this year or throughout the next, I'm not going to give up, I'm not going to accept that bad things happen and I can't do the things I want to do because of it, and I'm certainly not going to let Distance or Orientation Discrimination get between me and true love!!!!


I'm done being the weak willed fool I was, I'm going to be stronger and more determined in my resolve to make things happen...

Any resistance and I'll will break through it...

I'll be 24 years old on the 2nd of November and the best thing about it is I'm not at work.

Let's hope it goes just as well as my 23rd birthday and not like my 21st when I went to the hospital haha.

Why some members of the furry fandom have such a dislike towards the Musclefur Community

Is it because of certain members...?
Is it just the concept...?
Or is it just triggering to them?

Okay so I've been playing Overwatch for a good while now and already I see myself liking Reinhardt, Hanzo, Pharah and Junkrat but that's not the problem I have with this game, Mei can freeze until the cows come home and Roadhog can chaindrag people like he's an obese scorpion cosplayer but the problem I have with the game is how it finds games...

Yes, for some reason when looking for games for me to find instead of finding me games that are just about to start or even set up a new match, it decides to drop me into a match THAT'S ALREADY IN PROGRESS OR NEAR THE END!!!!

I don't care if I win or lose from these matches because it doesn't help the fact I was dropped in at the deep end and usually with a team who don't know what to do, Blizzard for Sombra's sake sort this out or give me the choice to filter this out!!!

We got her this Monday and her name is Kali, she's a Siamese Cross and she's a playful little kitty.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/vepk9tqer.....67621.jpg?dl=0

I'm going to be playing some game streaming on Twitch to see how well my PS4 works with broadcasting along with my internet of anyone would like to drop by, I'm playing some Cel Damage HD

www.twitch.tv/moonlightwerewol…

Hope to see you

I'm not doing it personally but I want to know what is the thought process behind starting a new account for any number of reasons?

My Bengal Cat Lili was hit by a car at some point in the week and was found in a great deal of pain...we took her to the vets but there was nothing they could do for her...her internal organs were badly damaged and she was close to death regardless...it was the only thing we could do...I feel so heartbroken and angry...Knowing that my beloved cat was taken from me by someone's carelessness on the road...

Rest in Peace Lili...


embedded_item1469805169878 by MoonlightStrider

Hello everyone, I know it's not good to ask for help on a site like this and I highly doubt this to work but I need your help...

My long time friend  Kevindragon's family is running out of food and they don't have enough money to help them last the rest of the month...

Please if you can help in someway, visit his page http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kevindragon and you can either donate to him through PayPal or you can commission him and help him out like that, please spread this message along yourself if you can by posting journals yourself...I don't expect this to work but it's the least I can do...

Why is it that everytime I get a small chance to experience some form of happiness, something has to come around to reduce me to a pile of nothing...?

Why is it that when I go out of my way to achieve happiness...it gets torn away from me...in brutal fashion...?

Why can't I have at least some long lasting happiness...

I might as well just face the truth...no one wants me to be happy...no one wants me to live my dreams...hope is myth...because I don't fit in society...

I want to move out of the shitty town that no one even knows about...move somewhere more accessible...

Fucked off beyond imagination now, first my laptop breaks then my bike breaks then I can't see my boyfriend up north and now the power goes out in the house while I'm playing games...what's the point of waking up and planning stuff if shit like this keeps happening to screw me over...

My laptop has broke...
My bike has broke...
Now I can't meet up with my bf...

It's just one big humiliation conga...

Sorry if I don't seem interested to talk to...

Okay so my laptop is somewhat fixed, the keyboard and touchpad is smegged up beyond repair (DAMN YOU FOSTERS LAGER!!!!) but I'm working around it by using an external gaming keyboard and mouse (They've got pretty lights and I'm easily entertained shut up tho....x3)
Hopefully this is the end of this annoying affair with my laptop but I know for a fact I'm putting a restraining order out for any drinks to not be within a certain distance to my laptop, speaking of which, I'm also going to have to start telling people when I'm going to bed...plus I need to start heading to sleep on my own volition now, it's my fault I try to stay up later just to try and take part in RPs and such so, sorry about that everyone.

In other news, it's all well and good that FA is back up but seriously, whoever runs the site needs to buck their ideas up and start seriously installing some serious defence measures against these "hackers" it doesn't matter if it's a furry hater, a bored numpty or even one of the fandom's own who's become disillusioned of this site, when someone can exploit a third party system to easily give them the source code for something, it's gonna be a bad time for everyone involved, I just hope that FA can learn from this.

As the tenth doctor said...."I don't wanna go...."

From what I've seen it looks like I was fairly lucky not to be severely affected by the actions of the hacker/cyberttacker but my heart goes out to those that have been affected.

I may not be some super popular artist with a thousand strong watchbase but I think I speak for everyone that not only does the individual(s) involved need identifying and punished for their actions but FurAffinity needs to step up their security to make sure nothing like this happens again, the worse case scenario could be a total site shutdown, I'd rather not see that as a reality...

spilled something on it overnight and it's making the touchpad stick and some of my keys aren't working also my capslock key light keeps blinking on and off.

Simply put I'm gonna be super not active as much here.

Hey everyone, could you all kindly take the time to check out  Chesters journal entry here please, he's offering to do commissions on literature, the things he specializes in are muscle, muscle worship and muscle erotica, also some rather hot action involved, here's the link.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7568771/


Thanks for your time.

His name is Benedict, he's a Cyber Rocket Hawk from the Gearbox Studios game Battleborn.
http://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net.....20160107183040

I really hope to see some great fanart of him and not the crappy MS Paint by a 5 year old fanart of him, specifically of him being a Badass BattleBird and not another victim of someone's disgusting nappy fetish.

My great buddy  Somdude424 is looking for commissions would you mind taking a look at his commissions price sheet and hopefully get something from him please. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19808851/

I've just come back from watching it with my brother, seriously, it is one of the best animated features I've seen in recent history, the characters and dialogue is well thought out, the voices are fantastic and O-M-Goodness, Nick and Judy are awesome in their own ways, I can't stress enough how brilliant the film is, I implore you to watch it, 10/10 would watch again.

Expect fanart and Lycaon making appearances in them in the future.

Hey everyone, as some of you may know I've just uploaded a new piece of art, this kind of leads onto what I'm planning to do in the future or at least for a while until stated otherwise.

I've been putting it off for a while and I want to start drawing other people's characters, most of these are mainly gift art ideas that I have had in my head for a while now and I'm going to start pushing forward to making these a reality.

Plus I understand that you're probably sick of me drawing the same old things, I mean, I love my OC a lot but Mike Lycaon isn't the only thing that I could draw, this needs to change to be honest.

:::::::::::::::::

In other news, I'm hoping to go to the cinema to watch Zootopia, I know that in the UK they call it Zootropolis but seriously, Zootopia rolls off the tongue better, I'm going to watch it with my brother this Saturday.


::::::::::::::

That's pretty much it right now, I figured this journal should be a nice change of pace for everyone instead of another rant filled journal.

The site used to be good, a chance for me to reconnect with old friends and make new ones but now it's nothing more than a pathetic excuse of a pedestal for any monkey brained idiot to spout racial hatred and it's reduced to a scrolling billboard packed full of adverts for people to eat up and vile disgusting shock imagery designed to shock us into "opening our eyes" to the harsh reality of the world, it does not help people it desensitizes them to violence, it makes it commonplace.

Meanwhile people that I have met over the course of my life so far on Facebook hardly talk to me or speak to me on that site and the fact that I get more social interaction from two art sites, one dedicated to FURRIES!, You can tell Facebook no longer does anything for me.

But of course you know, it's probably because most people on Facebook care more about which grizzly faced character dies in some Zombie series or some Edgy Skyrim show that I have no interest in watching.


Sorry for the rant, I needed to get something of my chest.

Hey everyone, just thought I'd give you all a quick update on what I'm doing recently.

Well first things first I'm back drawing stuff again especially after the complete mental breakdown I had a few weeks ago, and I'm in the process of finishing a sketch.

I have bought some new Copic markers that are flesh coloured so expect to see me try some human artwork.

In terms of real life updates I have been playing Dragonball Xenoverse lately, Mike Lycaon is in the game as a Saiyan Time Patroller.

Also late on in the summer I have booked a holiday with my family to a seaside resort called Butlins located at Skegness in the UK.

That is all, I hope you're all having a nice time.

I've only just noticed a block button has been installed right on the artist's page, what kind of idea is that?.