Yep... I'm alive.... Just haven't had the time or access to even go on here.... Had to sell my tablet too... :( big fuck why did I do that... but hard times are hard... any who... im bored... and not sleepy so first to show a good ref (please no nude due to I live in a house with tiny kids... and well... ha yeah) will get something on their fursona doing something.... dunno what.... but ill do something.... :D


Also... Hope everyone had a good Turkey day :3 oh.... and all those other holidays I missed... :3

Friday Night at 12:10 I watched a woman I considered my second mother take her last breath..... I held her hand and kissed her goodbye and told her I loved her.... Im gonna miss her.... </3 So Forgive me if Im not on as much......

But Tomorrow... I will most likely be moving to Nashville..... I will still have Internets and stuff.... I will just be hounding for a job up there.... my friends finally talked me into getting the hell out of the small town before it winds up killing me.... So.... yeah... I will still be able to do commissions.... and other things..... but see you guys later :3

I draw cheap.. badges... icons.. you name it.... Willing to make deals :3 Even on large orders!!!!! PM me!

Yep You heard right :3 My commissions are officially opened up again... and just in time... got a $350 electric bill to pay this Friday! Yay for paypal not being stupid anymore... but I digress.... anyways.... Down to business...


I am willing to do anything just about.... I just really hate drawing the following: Scat, Watersports, Cub porn, and anything else... just ask really....

PRICES

ICONS
Non-animated - $3-5 Couples: $7-9
Animated - $7-9 Couples: $10-13

Examples: Snow Avatar Animated
Couples Avatar Animated
Regular Avatar

BADGES

Badges vary by what you want....
but they go from anywhere from $8-15 Depending on what you want and that includes lamination and the clip...

I do the following:
Headshots
Chibi
Bust
And Specials
Like Card Trick Badges
Googly Eye Badges
And Hang in There (see examples)

They can be Traditional or Digital depending on what you want :3

Examples:
Miku Badge
Utah Red
Card Trick Badge
Hang in there Edgar
Hang in there Kitty
Googly Eyes Badge


KEY CHAINS

Yep Key chains.... ya know for your keys and stuff... XD

Examples
Edgar and Reku
Gamer Key Chains


Sketch
$5
+$4 each additional character
+3 for Smexy (aka Porn)
Example: Blark
Only example... sorry... dont just sketch much XD


INKED
$10
+$4 each additional character
+$3 for Smexy (aka Porn)
Example: Red Inked
Edgar Traditional Inked


Flat Colored
$15
+$4 each additional character
+5 for Smexy (aka Porn)
Example: Flat


SHADED
$20
+$4 each additional character
+5 for Smexy (aka Porn)
Example: Tear Apart
Release demons


Anything minus the icons can be done in either traditional or digital!!!!!


OTHER STUFFS!


CUPCAKE SONA!
$6 without back ground
$7 with
YOUR FURSONA AS A CUP A CAKE!!!!! :3
Example: Ru Cake


CHIBIS!!!!!

Chibis... yeah they are awesome... :3 I do them... Ask about em!

Sketch - $3
Colored-$5
Shaded - $7

Examples: Sketch Chibis
Colored



ALL PRICES CAN BE NEGOTIABLE!!!!!! JUST ASK!!!!!


I accept Paypal or Snail Mail :3 If you need to ask any question then please feel free too PM me :3


My pay pal is Morbiddeadcat[at]gmail.com


Thanks guys :3

Im not going into detail...

But ive fucked myself over again....

History just keeps repeating itself....

okay so in a few days.... like 2-3 my paypal will be back up and running.... so yay :D

Be prepared... your gonna be seeing a lot of me from now on... :3 Commissions will be back opened starting today as well!!!! <3

Will also be on skype today for a while :3

So yeah.... I really wanna go to saint louis with my boss and co workers March 10-12 for Scarefest :3 gonna be some awesome shiz!!!! but I gotta make close to 500 but at least 300 to go.... so Im gonna be working my butt off till then to go... XD lol

Anyways... gonna be opening commissions as soon as I get my paypal unlocked -_- stupid paypal.... :3

So be watching! gonna have some major dealz guys!!!!

<3 much love

Edgar <3

so who ever is the first to screen cap my 9001 page view will get either a free icon or a free digital pick from me :D

Please post your link here!!!


Good luck and happy viewing!

My friend Is doing free commissions :3 go give her a watch and get cha something :3 She needs a lot of loving and her art is soooo awesome :3

<3

Yes Ima Pimping dis bitch

First off my paypal is locked... and I have to call em to get it unlocked... didnt know it was 8 bucks in the hole.... and i have not used it in quite a long time... but not worried bout that right now....

Things have not been so well here lately... Im having a really hard time trying to get myself back together... and it does not help im alone most of the time in my house.... too much time to think I guess.... everything is hitting me all at once... and im having really bad mood swings constantly.... its to the point where my anger scares me... and Im not sure what I will do....

Art will still be happening along with the art I owe... so dont worry on that... it just might take a lil longer since I really have not felt the need to be around people and my computer with all my art programs is at my parents.... so please bear with me... there will most likely be a lot of emo shiz.... ignore it... like i said... not in the greatest of places at the moment....

Edgar has to find herself.... that is my new years resolution this year....


once again sorry for the emo shiz...

[1] Are you bi?
Only when I'm messed up... not like hard drugs... but like high or drunk... I dont know why though.... 0-o I really only like boobs....

[2] Where was your facebook profile picture taken?
errrr....in my friend's car (which is now totaled lol) on the way to Ohio

[3] What is your middle name?
Nichole.... I hate it... hate my real name in general....

[4] Do you have a crush?
Slightly....

[5] Does your crush like you back?
fuck I dont know... and tell you the truth dont care

[6] What is your current mood?
Bored..... waiting for my ride home

[7] What are you looking forward to?
Summer... fucking hate the cold

[8] What makes you happy?
Warm sunny days hanging with my friend at the creak.... :3 yeah

[9] Look at a poster in your room, who's on it?
Not in my room.... im at my fathers.... lol.... but my fav poster in my room is kinda a tie between my Nightmare Before Xmas and the Joker :3

[10] What are you not looking forward to?
Going home alone tonight... -_-

[11] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
Any type of Feline :3

[12] Have you ever had a near death experience?
I was electrocuted by an ice cream truck once... 0-0

[13] What was the last phone conversation you had?
Talking with Candy.... cause im going over to see her in a bit

[14] The song stuck in your head?
Combichrist- Without emotion

[15] What is your desktop background?
I have wallpaper changer... so it is constantly changing... right now its Black Lagoon

[16] What are you wearing?
Edgar jacket.... torture factory beanie.... zombie shirt.... camo pants... m and m sock.. and my black converses... oh and of course my collar :3

[17] When was the last time you cried?
from Dec 5 on... lol

[18] Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yea... at a party... I sung the llama song... yes I was kinda drunk

[19] If you could have a super power what would it be?
hard one... I like shape shifter... but pyro would be cool too

[20] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hips... wont like I love the hips....

[21] What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Never been to one

[22] What's your biggest secret?
Guess.....

[23] Who makes you the happiest?
No one anymore

[24] Who makes you the most depressed?
the one who use to make me the happiest....

[25] Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
well hell yeah

[26] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing.....

[28] What's your favorite smell?
strawberries... puppy breath.... syrup.... honey... errr... dead rotting flesh?

[29] If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
Poop

[30] When was the last time you had a hug?
..... fudge... um... today at some point

[31] What do you want most in life?
to just live my life

[32] What are you thinking about right now?
what the hell one of my friends was thinking about

[33] What should you be doing?
cleaning my house....

[34] What's your favorite candy?
butterscotch

[35] How often do you laugh?
all the time

[36] Do you like working in the yard?
in summer yes... winter no

[37] What are you doing this week?
working... hanging with friends

[38] Do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
nope... im myself

[39] Who was the last person to make you cry?
Jiffy

[40] Did you lie at all during this survey?
nope....


this was hard to do with my puppy laying in my lap while I type... -_-

So I will be partying tonight at my house with a bunch of my friends... yes.. I plan on getting ripped off my zombie ass ;3 and off Zombie and strawberry vodka... plus a few other surprises :3

But I will get back on the art come Sunday... Need Saturday to chill cause I know im gonna have a hangover... >.< lol but worth it...

Anywho.... Avatar commissions are still up if anyone is interested <3

Much Dead Love and Happy New Years everyone!!!!


BTW

What is your new years resolution?

Im gonna do a few avatars in between the last two commissions I have left... :3 So if you want a snow avvie like mine ( seen Here : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5000512 ) they will be $4USD each :3 Im only taking 5 for now... just so I dont get to ahead of myself...

Comment here with a Ref and what kinda expression you want :3 along with what type of clothing...



1 Jinxy_Falina
2 Jinxy_Falina
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4
5


My paypal is MorbidDeadCat[at]gmail.com

Thanks guys :3 and Happy Holidays

Okay so here is an update on what has been going on with me while I have been... well... really dead lol...

I lost pretty much everything there for the longest moved about 4 to 5 times... got back with jiffy then he left me again and got married the 5th to his baby momma...man... I really hate that use of word but I really dont know what else to put there lol... needless to say... I have nothing to do with him anymore... I have been through some of the worst downs in my life over it... but I had two of the greatest people in the world who have helped me through everything... my boss Ryan and his wife Donya who are two of my greatest friends right now :3 <3 I have a job and a home right now... its not the greatest home... but its a place for me to lay my head down at night <3 And that is all I really needed.... I'm sorry I have not been on here as much... but life has been hitting me pretty hard... but now that I have things worked out... I will be on quite a lot more.... :3 All art I owe will be posted and finished over the next week or so... I will be working all night tonight on finishing the ones I have already inked...

IF I OWE YOU ANYTHING! and I mean anything post it here or mail me.... if you want it changed I dont even mind... :3 You guys have been wonderful to me and deserve so much more! And I plan on giving you my all!!!

I will be on skype and my messengers all night tonight! So if you wanna talk... just message me! I wanna hear from all my friends!

Yeah that is right... I the fuck am :3 sadly my computer is at my moms right now... but since hers is out of commission... I will be using mine over here for the time being... prepare for a crap load of art uploading... and a lot of commissions... that I SERIOUSLY OWE as well uploaded :3

I really cant wait to be back with all my friends here!!!!!! <3

I will be on skype and my messengers for most of the day so catch you guys there!!!!!!!


<3 the undead kitty




PS.... I soooo need to make me a new avvie.... -_-

This person is doing some for free and they are awesome!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:14338629

Give it a go!

-_- Im really ticked off right now....

so I got to scan my pictures I have already sketched out and inked the other night... and as I go to put in the scanner's Cd so I can dowload all the need info.... It came to my notice.... that my CD drive.... is missing.... GONE.... Not present in my computer at all....


WHAT THE FUCKING HELL......

I didnt know what to do except sit there and stare at my computer for the next hour in pure stupidity....

So yeah... Edgar... not a very happy camper at this moment... and wants to know where the fuck her CD drive is......

Note to self though... I will never let anyone borrow any of my things ever the fuck again.... -_-;

:3 yeah Got my tablet pen from Reku... and my adaptor!!!! so guess what Morbid is doing when she gets home... that is right bitches... Im draw the rest of yo shit! Then scan and color all of its.... mmmmm yeah you like that? I think so.... :D

*runs off*

Okay.... anyway... still waiting on reku to find my damn tablet pen....

I have over half of the commissions done inked and or sketched out..... so whoooot!

I should have my computer set up tonight..... *crosses fingers*

Dad is doing well in the hospital :3 <3 He should be coming home soon.....

and.... errr... *dances* wanna know anything else.. pm me

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3 Things Meme

Three names you go by, other than your given name:
1. Edgar
2. Morbid
3. Eddy

Three screen names you've had:
1. Korn_chick2005 (long ass time ago)
2. Flames_Firecat
3. Morbiddeadcat

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. Wrists
2. Eyes
3. Dick (lol... its huge)

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. MY ASS -_-
2. belly
3. boobs....

Three parts of your heritage:
1. German
2. Cherokee
3. French

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Flaming Dog Collar with my tags
2. Korn Bandanna
3. Hot topic skull shorts

Three favorite bands/musical artists:
1. Korn
2. System of a down
3. Gorillaz

Three favorite songs (currently):
1.Abney Park - This Dark and Twisty Road
2.A Perfect Circle- Pet
3.Sadistik- Murder Of Crows

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. Love
2. Honesty
3. Trust

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you:
1. HIPS
2. Eyes
3. >.> Dick... LOL sorry Im honest....

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Drawing
2. MMOing
3. Chillax-n with friends

Three things that scare you:
1. Walking sticks (the bug)
2. Windows
3. Old people

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Cigarettes....
2. Doodling
3. Music

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Germany
2. Canada
3. And go see Rain :3

Three nicknames you dislike:
1. Jen
2. Big sexy (thanks to my dear friend jason)
3. and... really that is it.....

Three careers you have considered/are considering:
1. Vet
2. Anything Artistic
3. World Leader

Three ways you are stereotypically a man:
1. Violent as hell most of the time
2. Not caring what I do around people at all
3. And my uncle tells me I have the most testosterone in the whole entire house

Three ways you are stereotypically a woman:
1. errr... hmm... Emotions I guess would go here
2. I have a va-jay-jay?
3. I like accessories?

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Find Someone
2. Take over the world
3. Save someone's life

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Go see my dad
2. Get down to my preferred weight
3. Talk to Jeff

so yeah... got my computer back... waiting on  generalreku to find my tablet pet that I let her borrow... then I am lining and coloring all the commissions I have finished so far..... soooo WHOOT cant wait to show you all my new stuff... :3 I have been working on my anatomy for the last few weeks... I think I have improved... dunno though... anyways.... I drew at a friends house and they took pics of what I drew to upload on their computer..... so ima upload that in a few.... just letting you all know what is going on with that....

I got to go see my dad Sunday.... so tomorrow.... I will be making money to go do that..... so yeah.... Im hopeful they will have good news on him when I get there.....

If you wanna know anything else then just mail me.... :3

I need help with anatomy... I am getting stuck on a lot of things.... so anyone know any good sites? Like that have pics of people standing in diff poses? or anything?

So I got my computer back today... sad thing is Reku could not find my tablet pen so she is going to look for it tomorrow.....

Also went and saw my dad today..... I cried the whole entire time because he looks just so horrible... He has a urinary track infect, Merca, Pneumonia, and his oxygen is really low... so he is in ICU .... They are not sure if he is going to pull through or not.... and I plan on seeing him again tomorrow.... Jiffy even came by to comfort me.... which helped a lot.... He kept my mind straight... but my never are still shot to hell....

Commissions are going along great I hope to have them all scanned and posted soon.... but they wont be CG-ed till Reku finds my tablet pen.... which hopefully that will be real soon....

I wont be on as much as I would like to be... but I want to spend as much time with my dad as possible while he is still here.....

Thank you all for your patience <3

Instructions:
Start with 100%. Put an (X) on everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked. (X )
2. Drank alcohol. (x)
3. Cried when someone died. ( X)
4. Been drunk. (X )
5. Had sex. (X )
6. Been to a concert. (X )
7. Gotten/given a handjob. ( X)
8. Gotten/given a blowjob. (X )
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. (x)
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (X )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. ( X)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (X )
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before. ( )
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. (X )
15. Been to prom. (X )
16. Cried at school. (x)
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. (X )
18. Went streaking. ( )
19. Given or received a lap dance. ( X)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (X )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. (X )
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. (x)
23. Kissed a stranger. (X )
24. Hugged a stranger. (x)
25. Went scuba diving. ( )
26. Driven a car. (x)
27. Gotten an x-ray. (x)
28. Hit by a car. (x)
29. Had a party. ( X)
30. Done serious drugs. (X )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball. ( X)
32. Got paid to strip for someone. ( X)
33. Run away from home. (X )
34. Broken a bone. ( X)
36. Bought porn. (X )
37. Watched porn. (x)
38. Made porn. ( )
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. (x)
40. Been in love. (x)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 65%

41. French kissed. ( X)
42. Laughed so hard you cried. (x)
43. Cried yourself to sleep. (x)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep. (X )
45. Stabbed yourself. (X )
46. Shot a gun. (X )
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. ( )
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (X)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (x)
50. Watched an animal die. (X )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56%

51. Watched a person die. (X )
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. (X )
53. Pranked somebody. (X )
54. Put somebody in the hospital. ( X)
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. (X )
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex. (X )
57. Dressed punk. (X )
58. Dressed goth. ( X)
59. Dressed preppy. (X )
60. Been to a motocross race. ( X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 46%

61. Avoided somebody. (X)
62. Been stalked. (X )
63. Stalked someone. (X )
64. Met a celebrity. ( )
65. Played an instrument. (x)
66. Ridden a horse. ()
67. Cut yourself. ( X)
68. Bungee jumped. ( )
69. Ding dong ditched somebody. ( X)
70. Been to a wild party. (X )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 39%

71. Got caught stealing something. (X )
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. (X )
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. (X )
74. Gone out with your friend's crush. ( )
75. Got arrested. ( )
76. Been pregnant. ( )...
77. Babysat. ( X)
78. Been to another country. ( )
79. Started your house on fire. ( X)
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. (X )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 33%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients. ( )
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. (X )
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex. (X )
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. (X )
85. Sat on your butt all day. (X )
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. (X )
87. Had a job. (x)
88. Gotten cut from a sports team. ( )
89. Been called a whore. ( X)
90. Danced like a whore. (X)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 25%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity. ( )
92. Been in a car accident. (x )
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. (x)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. (x)
95. Raped somebody. ( )
96. Danced in the rain. ( x)
97. Been rejected. ( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx)
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. ( )
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. (x )
100. Been raped. ( )

PERCENTAGE: 20%

So today once I woke up I called my mom to see how my dad was doing... since he has been sick here lately.... He got worse and is back in the hospital....Life is kicking me in the ass right now... my dad is the number one person in my life and if I lose him... I dont know what I will do.... I seriously just wanna curl up and die right now