I made an about me thing in a descriptive way since I'm thinking of putting it onto my page .u.

http://sta.sh/02b7enoinz25

I am free to answer questions however some I may keep to myself (eg. e-mail address, home address, phone number.etc.)


I probably forgot to add something in the link |D

Now I can finally draw again plus go on my laptop x'D Using my phone was a pain for messages ;;

So now I am no longer on a little hiatus~

There's a lot of stuff to draw o_o I need to make refs (including a gift ref for CaptainDoctorGhost), ship art, commissions.etc.

I also plan on drawing fan art like The Walking Dead Game, The Wolf Among Us, Tales From the Borderlands and Life is Strange (I think I'd draw Max, Chloe and Kate in the same pic but would most likely be waistshots or headshots)

I am very curious how Bigby would look in my style xD I'm also tempted to draw Bloody Mary's true form



I'm not sure when all of them will be done though because I have a habit of planning something then something changes x-x

Let's see how much art I'll do this week~

My friend  Letipup is holding emergency commissions to raise money to help his FA bro  RoyalWolfKnight who's house got burnt down :c

Leti's art is adorable and he does different themes of art including NSFW, however some things you might need to ask him what he draws and not draws but it should say in this link here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16944717/

Thank you for helping him and RoyalWolfKnight, they'd really appreciate it .u.

Some updates:

1. My Dad had a look at my laptop and it turns out my laptop's battery is dead .3. So we're ordering a new one which might take 5 days. I am laptopless during then so I will be on my phone, sorry if I end up replying slow ;-; Using my phone to reply to messages is a pain and sometimes end up almost deleting the comment/reply (tends to lag sometimes too xnx)

2. We finally made an appointment for me to see the doctor .w. My sister will be taking me however if anything happens then the date will be changed (I cannot go to a doctor by myself and I'd have no clue what to say, even at the reception). It may happen on the 25th which is the day after my college induction. I'm really nervous but doctors are there to help ;w; I want to get this problem sorted since it will affect me in future, especially career-wise, also it's bothering me in general therefore making me feel down. I might possibly need to take counselling, anti-depressants or both, we'll see .3. I think what's freaking me out is talking in general to the doctor ;w; My Dad suggested to me to write my thoughts, feelings and problems down (without showing anyone) then say the notes to the doctor. Hopefully things will get better in future.

3. My contest is still running so if you're interested in joining then the link is on my DeviantArt page where the donation box is c: It ends on the 21st (winners announced/decided on 22nd so the 21st would be the last day to submit your entry). Also don't feel bad if you think others' art is better than yours because it's not based on "who draws better" but is based on the creativity of the piece, however I would expect people to put effort into it instead of a quick doodle. I wish people luck :D

It's been a while since I've done this meme xD

Basics
Name: Zoe
Nickname: Zo, Scotti
Location: Aberdeen, Scotland
Age: 20
Height: 5'5
Zodiac sign: Pisces (Pig for Chinese Zodiac xD)
Pets: A Staffordshire bull terrier named Muffin
Favorite thing about yourself: I think my sense of humour probably |D
Worst habit: Scratching my eyebrows and nibbling my lip
Fun fact: I am right handed however I cannot do the "Live Long and Prosper" sign with that hand, I can only do that with my left.

Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Female
Sexual preference: Grey-asexual
Romantic preference: Heteromantic
"Kinsey Scale" score: 0? .3.
Relationship status: Single
Myers/Briggs type: INFJ? .3.
Hogwarts house: I took a quiz and I'm apparently Hufflepuff o3o

Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night owl ovo
First thought in the morning: "What time is it?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Probably something based on what I recently talked about, that or a song xD

School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: I am a college student
What do you do well: Art? ;o; Idk
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: .3.; Hopefully doing a job I enjoy doing

Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: I rarely drink so it's only at parties or meetings, I don't get drunk though. I'm not that keen on alcohol xD So I pick the low volume ones that tastes like fruit juice
Smoke: No
Do Drugs: No and I don't plan on it
Have a go-to comfort food: Crisps
Have a nervous habit: Look to the side or ground, sometimes touch my hair (however usually it's actually me moving my hair since it's bugging me xD) Also mumbling x.x

What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): Probably my blue eyes e.e
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I think my random side because that can make some people including myself laugh but it's easier to illustrate it than saying it xD
Food: Steak and a lot of things that are BBQ flavour or Southern fried
Drink: Milkshake, but I like Irn Bru, blue raspberryade, vanilla coke and cherry coke xwx
Animal: Probably dogs xD But I love other animals like red pandas, spotted hyenas, rats, guinea pigs, wolves.etc. ;;
Colors: Purple and blue
Artist/Band/Group: P!nk, All Time Low and recently I'm liking Halestorm e3e
TV show: I don't really watch TV shows nowadays ;w;
Video game: Telltale's The Walking Dead Game, Tales From the Borderlands, Life is Strange, Tekken...a lot xD

I keep getting this song in my head xD

My laptop is doing good so far however my laptop is saying that the battery is in critical health .3. Plus it still shows 0% available where the charging icon is along with a large red X, saying that it's charging but consider replacing battery. I'm not knowledgeable with technology so I'm pretty much a derp xD I also get wary if I was to fix something.

I might be able to do drawings again but I would REALLY need to save a lot just in case my laptop does turn off again.


I was laptopless since the 5th August so things were a pain for me, especially message-wise because I hate replying to messages with my phone x-x I feel like I have a big thumb that presses more than one thing that I don't want to press x'D


So yay, art again xD But I won't host any join.mes for a while, I don't know when I'll host one again but I'll let people know in a journal~

Looks like I'm going to be laptopless for probably a few days x.x So I am on my phone.

My battery needs to be replaced since my laptop now dies shortly after it's on (even when the charger is plugged in).

That means I won't be able to do digital art during this time x.x

Also sorry if I'm late doing replies because I dislike replying with my phone since it tends to click elsewhere xD I'm actually typing this in a note with my phone so I'd paste it here xwx


Sorry guys .n. In the meantime, I might be doodling on paper or actually take a break.



Random Unrelated thing: I feel like I've been obsessed with my character Vincent recently xD I want to draw him more and I feel like (point) commissioning/requesting art of him if I have enough points ;3; *currently doesn't have PayPal* Whether anthro, feral, kemo or human.

I asked this on a poll on DeviantArt, so I thought I'd ask here too .u.


In "your world", do anthros live in a world where there are no humans? Or do anthros live in a world that has both anthros and humans in it?

I thought of this as some people have different thoughts of this, so I was curious what others think on here. I was probably thinking of the Zootopia trailer as well though xD


In "my world", it has both humans and anthros in it.

The funny thing though is that almost all my anthro characters have a human, kemo and feral form that they can shift into, so they aren't a solid "only one form" or an "anthro that can turn feral whenever, nothing else". Some people might find this weird but I'm not the only one who does this xD

- Finish PWYW (point) commission for WarriorWolfsBane on DeviantArt
- Start sketching (point) commission for SpetsnazKaz on DeviantArt
- Complete owed pixel icons for people on FurAffinity (I don't know how many I'll get done, I need to think how to animate them or poses/backgrounds)


As for personal art, I'll probably just be drawing more chibis of my characters including my newest one.

1. If you could make any of your characters come to life, who would you pick and why?
2. Are you the type of artist who would do silly/random quick doodles and possibly submit them from time to time? (still do regular art) Or do you strictly just stick to regular/serious art?
3. What fandoms are you in? (movie, video game, TV show.etc.)
4. What was the funniest comment/conversation topic you have received? Whether ages ago or recently
5. Do you make gifts for people online or do you only draw personal things (along with commissions)? Also have you ever bought a commission/piece of art for someone else whether they're a friend or a nice person?
6. What was the last thing you ate before reading this?
7. If you were an animal for the day, what kind would you be and what would you do?
8. Who is your favourite female character of mine and who is your favourite male character of mine so far? Also why are they your favourite? (I have a character folder)
9. What's the one drink you can't live without?
10. Have you ever been to a furmeet and/or a furry convention? (Note: They're two different things)

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Since people usually ask me "What about you?" then I will type my answers:

1. I would pick my llama character Vincent because he's a fun character to me xD We could play video games, go to the park.etc. Also he would keep me smiling with his humour |3

2. I occasionally do silly/random doodles xD They're pretty fun and let the craziness out. If they worry people then sorry about that |D This mostly happens when I host a join.me and my friends are there.

3. I'd say I was in the "Tales From the Borderlands" and "The Walking Dead Game" fandom. I don't really watch TV shows much anymore and I somehow can't seem to enjoy watching cartoons without me feeling like I'm too old for them, even though you're never too old for cartoons. It's either because of the voices or the plot or both, maybe something else. I'd still watch animated movies though xD Whether 2D or 3D.

4. Recently it was a crack ship between my character Vincent and "Llama Luke" with Ghost xD Also an innuendo of how I had smoked BBQ sausages and onion rings last night (sausage ended up in the onion ring).

5. I tend to make gifts a lot but mainly for my friends but I occasionally do surprise gifts for people who watch me or I watch them. Also I have (point) commissioned and requested art for someone else before since I was in a generous mood and I wanted to show how much I appreciated the support and stuff, it depends if I have enough points xD

6. I had a (lamb) doner kebab for supper o3o

7. I'd be a dog xD Probably play with my dog, run around outside then sleep.

8. My favourite male character of mine is Vincent and I have explained my reason above xD Female character is a tie between Avril and Jamie (who funny enough are friends). Avril is hilarious as a character since she can be silly and hyperactive xD Like a puppy in a grown adult body, she is also optimistic. As for Jamie, she is my most developed character of mine and she reminds me of a friend of mines who had trouble in her life (to be honest I think I based Jamie on my friend partially). I like Jamie's personality and she has changed a lot since 2013 because she started to develop a sense of what's right and what's wrong, however occasionally she would act before thinking depending on the situation, sort of like how my friend was which included being protective.

9. I'd probably say milkshakes xD Yet I think Coke/Pepsi as well or even Irn Bru (Scottish soda/soft drink)

10. Never been to a furry convention but I am hoping to go this year however I'm scared in case I get a panic attack or anything x.x I mean, yeah I'd know a few people there but I don't know-know them if that makes sense, it's a different feeling compared to a best friend you've known for years. As for furmeet, I've been to a few in Aberdeen here but I've always been quiet, I also don't want to interrupt people yet I have nothing to say anyway. I'm not as chatty as I am online so I'm pretty much a ghost xD

Well, looks like I have a new character xD

Jesus I have like a million characters |D

This character is going to be a female smilodon (saber tooth tiger) since I personally find them fun to draw plus I had a lot of ideas in my head x3

I have the design in my head, I just need to draw her but I'm typing her information first.

Yay more feline characters |3

http://scottishredwolf.deviantart.c.....lots-549844950

Saying DA related because points only ;w; *doesn't have PayPal yet*

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Zoe, Scotti, RedWolf

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE GONE BY
MoxyWolf95 (FA), XxAnthro16xX (old DA username), ScottishRedWolf (current DA username)

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Listened to music, checked DA messages, uploaded drawings on FB


THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Sense of humour/random, usually not really judgmental according to my friends and family, my eyes


THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My shyness, my anxiety and not being able to push myself to do things


THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGIN:
ovo ...Scottish, German aaand I think Irish


THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Death, heights, future (I know I'm only 20 but thinking about "growing up" is scary for me, especially with the state I'm currently in with my shyness, anxiety.etc.)


THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Nightie, PJ bottoms (PJ trousers) and panties |'D Unless my headphones count


THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Laptop, tablet, phone (because WiFi)


THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
o3o Other than food and other stuff that keeps you alive and people xD Laptop, phone and bed x'D


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/GROUPS/ARTISTS:
P!nk, All Time Low, Avril Lavigne

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Friends, humour, music

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
"You Call Me a B*tch Like It's a Bad Thing" - Halestorm
"F*cking Perfect" - P!nk
"You're Gonna Go Far Kid" - The Offspring


THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Experimenting art, make friends, get rid of whatever condition I have


THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
Not talking to some of my friends recently (online and RL), not helping Mum more than I should (even when she's stubborn), not joining in conversations much (due to shyness and no clue what to say)


THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Cuddles, loyalty and trust


THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
Art, gifts and laughter *can't think xD*


TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I have dyed red hair, I have a Staffordshire bull terrier named Muffin and I can do cartwheels & backflips


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO:
Hair, eyes.......smile? xD


THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO:
Humour, kindness, sensitive (you'll be fun to cry with at movies x'D)


THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Have confidence, do some things myself like ordering food, hold a dead animal/pet


THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
My Grandads, my dog Ben and how less stressful things were


THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
Art, partial fursuit of Zoe, video games


THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
Bullied by people, fake friends in the past, overprotective mother .3.


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Typing/speaking to my friends, drawing and watching YouTube videos


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
xD Visit my friends, eat, draw *too lazy at the moment plus late*


THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Illustrator, cartoonist.........character concept artist maybe? .3. (They wouldn't be like the things I post)


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Washington State (again), Oregon (again xD) and maybe Paris or somewhere in England


THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Baymax, Stitch, Genie (if they count xD *from Disney movies*)


THREE BOYS NAMES:
Zack, Alexander, Jamie


THREE GIRLS NAMES:
Jamie (because unisex name xD), Charlotte, Melissa


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO:
Listen to more music, watch videos and maybe sleep xD

Since I'm feeling bored at the moment .w. Name character(s) of mine and I'll tell you if they were originally adoptables/customs or if I made/designed them by myself.

But I'll be saying them in a singular word each

Made= Character was an adoptable I bought or a custom I received ("Made for me")

Scratch= Character was not an adoptable or a custom, it was made/designed entirely by myself ("Made it from scratch")



If I put a "*" next to made then it could mean that I made a slight change eg. added accessories/clothing, hair.etc.

I do love the pixel sprite one I made of Biscotti but I'd like to make one of my main fursona Zoe this time .w.


I had a funny idea but I'm still thinking XD I'm open for ideas and it will be a sprite icon again


The funny idea is similar to the one I made for my friend Letipup when a cookie touched Rocky and he grew (like how a mushroom made Mario larger). This one would be steak that touches Zoe to make her grow xD Then suddenly there's a Brussels sprout that touches her and she'll do a fall "dead" animation like what happens to Mario when he touches an enemy |D Like the Rocky one, the food would have a face on it so the steak will have a ".u." face and the sprout would have a ">:c" face xD

The only thing I'm worried about is the KB x.x So if I do this idea then I hope it will work

1. Do you like animals?
Yes

2. What's your sexuality?
Grey-Asexual

3. What's your favourite color?
My favourite colour is purple but I also like blue

4. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Yep, I met  RanierFoxy,  AvengedReiko and Q-M-B c: But also Ranier's little sister DOGGYgirlDUBSTEP

5. Are you athletic?
*laughs hard* I'm as athletic as a slug

6. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built, etc?
Chubby (fat)

7. How much do you weigh?
I think I was 259lb last time .3. I haven't weighed myself recently

8. What's your height?
5'5

9. Shoe size?
Depends on the shoe brand but I'm usually a size 8

10. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
I'd say I was normal yet slightly leaning to the boy side maybe? xD

11. How old are you?
20

12. When is your birthday?
1st March

13. Do you like to receive giftart?
Yes I do x3

14. Are you sociable?
No since I'm shy and uneasy but I would talk if someone starts a conversation with me.

15. Do you have many friends?
I feel like I have more friends online than I do in real life

16. What's your race?
Caucasian (Scottish)

17. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Depends owo

18. Are you single or taken?
Forever alone |D Single

19. Do you eat meat?
I feel like I'm a carnivore when it comes to meat xDD Yes

20. Are you paranoid?
Sometimes

21. Do you read a lot?
Not as much as I used to

22. Do you listen to music, what kind?
xD Honestly it depends on the songs because if I say "I like (name of genre)" then there would be songs in that genre that I hate or not too keen on. I like P!nk's music though.

23. Do you play any instruments?
I only know a few basic tunes on the keyboard 8D

24. How long have you been drawing?
Since I was a toddler ovo But for digital art then 10-11 years old but first used a non-MS Paint program (Paint Tool SAI) when I was 16, so that was 4 years ago, technically 3 years ago since I used it more when I was 17 but still used MS Paint

25. What's the meaning of life?
It can be challenging and a struggle but some may manage to make it through and be happy *have no clue*

Paw YCH= http://scottishredwolf.deviantart.c.....TION-548393428

Canine YCH= http://scottishredwolf.deviantart.c.....TION-548238959

Letting people who won the raffle know how I'm getting on with the icons I owe from the raffle .u.

I've started to complete four icons and now working onto a few others along with listening to music to keep me motivated!

The hardest part was thinking of a background or how to animate the actions along with poses xD But I think I got an idea for them :3

Sorry for the wait and thank you all for being so patient and understanding c':

...you wish you can change your username but you don't want to move accounts .3.

It's a pity that FA didn't have the same feature as DA when you can change username but that's for PM people over there xD I changed my username there in October so it went from XxAnthro16xX to ScottishRedWolf.



The reason why I wish I can change my username on FurAffinity is because my character Moxy is technically not a fursona plus I don't draw her often nowadays. If I changed it to ScottishRedWolf then it would be more relatable to my fursona Zoe since she's my main plus goes with my DA account username.

People used to call me Moxy because of my username but now it just feels meh because she's not my fursona and she is younger than me (she's 18 and I'm 20), she's just a clone of my fursona.


.3. This is just a random journal about how I feel about my FurAffinity username.

I think I'm going to say out loud of who I'm thinking of drawing for soon as fan art and/or a gift c:

A few of them will probably not see this journal since they don't watch me but a few do so they'll probably see this |3

They'll be waist-shots or headshots, depending on the form .u.


The People I'm Thinking of Drawing For:

 TerraWolfDog &  Lodidah

 ShutUpJen

 TheOutli3R

 Because_Im_Pink

 AquatheOhioKitty

 Lillyth

After having a long discussion with my friend and getting a better understanding of things, I now know what I am and I've decided to say it in a journal .u.

I am officially Gray-A

Urbandictionary Definition: Someone who identifies as asexual, but occasionally experiences sexual attraction. Similar to demisexual.


I was honestly nervous to type this journal but now I don't uwu;

It makes more sense now for me .u.

A -Available?
Yes .3.

B - Birthday?
1st March

C - Crushing on?
No one .3.

D - Drink you last had?
Milk *was eating an apple pie and must need milk with sweet things xD*

E - Easiest person to talk to?
 AvengedReiko aka LordMayo on DA

F - Favourite song(s)?
"F*cking Perfect" (P!nk), "You Call Me a B*tch Like It's a Bad Thing" (Halestorm), "You're So Creepy" (Ghost Town)...there's a lot xD A lot are from P!nk as well

G - Grade you hated?
Hmmmmm.........probably primary 4-5 because I got bullied A LOT then xnx As for secondary school then I'd say maybe 4th-5th year since people got so b*tchy including a History teacher x.x

H - Hometown?
Aberdeen, Scotland

I - Ice cream flavor?
Cookie dough

J - Jellybean flavour?
o3o...Anything to do with berries really XD Raspberry, strawberry, cherry, blue raspberry, blueberry.etc.

K - Killed someone?
No D:

L- Longest friendship?
I've been friends with Helen for about...around 12 years? .-. Or 13 years.

M - Milkshake flavour?
This is hard XD Blueberry Muffin was my favourite but I don't know if they still do them D: I also like toffee aaaaand strawberry.

N -NUMBER of siblings?
One

O - One wish?
My friends to be ok .3.

P - Person WHO CALLED ME last?
My best friend Ashleigh

Q - Question you're always asked?
"Do you do requests/commissions/trades?" or "Did you draw that?"

R - Reason to smile?
Something funny from your friends, videos or even people around you xD I've smiled at places like college, friend's house, shopping.etc.

S - Song you last sung?
UNDER THE SEA XDDDD BECAUSE OF EMILY FFF

T - Time you woke up?
o3o I woke up after 10am, had something to eat then went back to sleep XDD

U - Umbrella colour?
I don't own an umbrella but usually I'd get black or a dark blue

V - Very best friend(s)?
Ashleigh, Rachel, Leti...THERE'S TOO MANY ;A;

W - Which celebrity you'd marry?
Idk

X - X-Rays you had?
I don't think I had any

Y - Your last time you cried?
A few days ago

Z - Zodiac sign?
Pisces

Yet awkward thing for me to type since it's personal .3.

Sexualities can be annoying, no I'm not talking about other people or sexuality in general, I'm talking about labeling myself because I have no clue.

I tend to put myself as straight because I haven't had an attraction to women :/

But learning sexuality terms along with things, this is something that makes me think "I think I might relate to this but I don't know and I don't want to label in case I'm wrong".


Having a long discussion with a close friend of mine, it is possible that I might be Gray-A or heteromantic asexual .3.


UrbanDictionary definitions:

Gray-A= "Someone who identifies as asexual, but occasionally experiences sexual attraction. Similar to demisexual."

Heteromantic= "In the case of asexuals, heteromantic would mean they have romantic feelings towards the opposite sex, but not any sexual desire."

Demisexual= "Demisexuals are characterized by a lack of sexual attraction toward any person unless they become deeply emotionally or romantically connected with a specific person or persons. The level of connection it takes for sexual desire to form is dependent on how close the relationship is rather than initial attraction. It is an orientation that is not chosen."


Being with a group of straight friends and family, I feel like the odd one out. What tends to bother me is when people ask "Do you think he's hot?/How would you rate him?/Would you go out with him if you could?" and all I can say is "I don't know" or "I don't know but he's not ugly" because I feel nothing plus I don't know the person but it can be the same with someone I do know. I think of the person as a person and not some sex god or whatever word that's best to describe it :/ Eye candy or something.

About a year ago, my sister and mother was saying that we're going to a party and I was thinking of it as a regular party like we usually go to...but it turns out it was an "Ann Summers" party <.> They didn't tell me that part, they worded it as a normal party. If you're wondering what Ann Summers is, it's a shop full of (as I quote from Google) "playful lingerie chain supplying women's underwear, fancy dress outfits and bedroom toys"..........so this party had shirtless guys and a few male strippers along with an Ann Summers catalog that was on your table in case you wanted to order anything. I was very peeved at my sister and Mum that night, not just because they were lying but because they dragged me to it and I couldn't leave until it was finished. The embarrassing part of the night was that I was crying while looking away from the guys :I Eventually I got told why I got dragged into this and it was for me to "have fun and grow up more", also I got told by a family member that I was being childish for crying and should've went to the bathroom to cry (to be honest I think I was on the edge of a panic attack that night because I started to get a few symptoms such as nausea). The shirtless guys weren't a bother but I think it's because they were mostly decent plus it's not the first time I've seen guys shirtless xD If they were almost naked wearing speedos then I'd be like "F*ck this sh*t! I am done" |'D Just no.

I don't think I actually had a crush on anyone but I have admitted in a journal before that I had a fictional crush before but the funny thing was that it wasn't because of his looks but because of the personality the more we get to know him (won't say what character and where he is from though). Then again I don't think it's a strong crush considering he's not real xD Just fictional.

I'm 20 years old, I never really been in a relationship (or even a date). Sexual stuff I'd see in a movie, online pics on FurAffinity or wherever :/ It doesn't really appeal to me yet I'd allow VERY few characters (eg. Riley) in the role but it's because it portrays the character, not because I'm into it.

The strange part is if people ask me about what kind of appearance I'd like in a guy, I'd say longish dark/medium hair and brown or blue eyes but to be honest...I don't think I even care as long as he has hair xD I wouldn't care if he had blue hair, ginger hair, green eyes, pink contact lenses.etc.

I would've explained more but it's hard to say plus it feels a bit awkward and that this journal is getting long xD

I'll find out one day .3. And I felt like sharing this since it's been bothering me.