Hello there!


I finally decided to post about commissions here on FurAffinity. :)

For those who do not know, I've been on DeviantArt for YEARS, and kinda just lurking here in FA also for years, but have only started posting maybe within the last three or so years...

I finally feel comfortable in my art to post about commissions!
I have a Caard page: https://jiigoku.carrd.co/

Feel free to comment here, or note me with any questions. I'm trying to figure out how to use the commission page here, but I am unsure exactly what to put in each box. O-o;;

I stream art on Twitch or Picarto for NSFW. Ko-Fi commissions are for SFW only, NSFW will have to be PayPal, Venmo, or CashApp...
Though I've read stories of people getting in trouble using PayPal. >_>;;

I am hoping to start making money to start selling art at conventions, and prints online.


That's all for now!

I know I don't update these much, but there is a small update.

Feeling more confident about my artwork, and I feel like I'm really Improving as an artist. Currently not feeling any self-doubt I used to feel a lot in the past.

My birthday passed, and I am getting up there in my years. XD

Trying to stay healthy, and move around.. working from home is easy, but it's not my dream job.

Obviously my dream job is to be able to make a living off my art. Working in small steps to make that happen.

I work on art a lot in my freetime and that has kept me very happy.

I stream on Twitch on 2 of my 3 days off, come say hello sometime! I draw smexy Pokémon art!!

Twitch.tv/Jiigoku

On there I am a Vtuber and draw any commissions I have, or art I'm working on. A LOT of them end up here on FA, or on my Deviantart.

Still existing! Staying positive. :3
I have a bunch of WIPs, but no commissions on my plate... >_<

I got a new computer, and plan on starting a stream schedule on Picarto, or Twitch- links will be updated on the page here.

This journal is just a random thought thing and kinda venting because I only have a few people to talk to... You can disregard.


The holidays have passed, and I spent it with close family, and didn't get to do everything I set out to... And that's okay.

Recently (a few months ago) I decided to cut someone out of my life that was extremely toxic, and had been a really important person to me. The void they left behind is immeasurable, and I was so used to their toxicity dictating my behavior, even when they weren't around.

That void is scary because I don't know what to do with that excess energy... And it's terrifying...

A few years ago I went through a similar thing, and had a literal breakdown at work because of it too.

Looking at it from where I am now, that episode probably led to those events of removing that person.

I didn't understand it at first, but now I think I do.

I had lamented the loss of my negative self image, and that was strange to say the least. I hated it for so long, and when it was gone- l was afraid I had lost a huge part of me. That negative self had been there every moment of my waking life.

I am no expert. But after sitting down, and reflecting upon myself. I see the saddness that came from the removal of negative feelings and opinions about myself is, is just fear.

Fear that I don't know what to do with the many hours a day I would spend thinking on negative things, and I would find something else to stress about.

All those negative feelings are gone.. and it has taken me my whole life this far to get rid of them.

I am learning to channel my energy into something positive. :)
And the entire experience has led me to one of my favorite saying to use.. "Know your truth."

I find myself saying that a lot, just know who you are, what you like, and don't let anyone make you feel bad about it.

~time to draw more lewds~

I made this account many years ago, and finally got the courage to upload to it!
... nothing else much to say...

Feel free to PM me about commission info if you are interested! :)

I have been wanting to draw Pokemon in adult-themed situations. If anyone has any requests, message me, or comment.

-Thanks!

My first Journal Entry!
YAY!
I have drawn Furries in the past, I have not drawn any recently, but I am hoping to look into some contests here on the site. :3