Taken from  kelios

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •


- Name: Micky. Jo. L.
- Single or taken: taken
- Sex: female
- Birthday: November
- Sign: Scorpio
- Hair color: slightly dark brown
- Eye color: Hazel
- Height: 5'5"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi



• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •


- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Harley Davidson shop(mainly t-shirts)
- Favorite designer: has none
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Tight white t-shirt, pink mini skirt, high heals.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: loose blue jeans and a soft shirt
- What do you usually wear?: Durring school: Blue jeans, loose shirt, some sort of jacket, tenis shoes



• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •


- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Selson Blue Naturals
- What are you listening to right now?: Sabrina The Teenage Witch on TV
- Who is the last person that called you?: Either my Mom or my boyfriend....
- How many buddies are online right now?: i don't know



• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •


- Food: Pot-Stickers and chocolate covered fruit
- Girls' names: Amythist (amy for short)
- Boys' names: Sheane (german spelling)
- Subjects in school: Drawing with Fisher!
- Animals: Wolves and Fenec Fox



• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Given anyone a bath?: No...
- Smoked?: Can't... i have breathing issues
- Bungee jumped?: i want to
- Made yourself throw up?: Icky, no!
- Skinny dipped?: Almost.. but my brother was there, but if he wasn't i would of.
- Ever been in love?: yeah...
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Pictured your crush naked?: nah, i'd rather see it irl
- Actually seen your crush naked?: well... they aren't my crushes anymore when they get naked for me.
- Cried when someone died?: well duh. who hasn't?
- Lied: Everyone lies, so yes.
- Fallen for your best friend?: lol yes. I'm dating him now. and i dated her for a while before realizing, i love her like a sister.
- Used someone?: no.. but i've been used.
- Done something you regret?: yep yep...


• × • C U R R E N T • × •


- Clothes: White panties and bra, Harley Davidson t-shirt, black capries
- Desktop picture: http://fukari.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d251atx
- CD in player: I think Foo Fighters
- DVD in player: none... :/



• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •


- You touched: My boyfriend X3
- Hugged: Boyfriend
- You kissed: Boyfriend XD
- You IMed: Ren
- Talk to online: Rensaruwatari
- You sexed it up with: lol Boyfriend again



• × • A R E | Y O U • × •


- Understanding?: yep
- Open-minded?: yep.
- Arrogant?: Sometimes
- Insecure?: Sometimes
- Random?: occasionaly
- Hungry?: maybe... idk
- Smart?: Sometimes
- Moody?: um... Yeah.
- Organized?: In my own way.
- Shy?: sometimes
- Difficult?: Yes
- Bored easily?: Yes
- Obsessed?: Nah
- Angry?: nope
- Happy?: Yes.
- Hyper?: no.
- Trusting?: not anymore



• × • R A N D O M • × •


- In the morning I: don't wanna get up
- Love is: hard to find...
- I dream about: i have no idea o.o
- Sexual preference: Guys
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes. Actions may speek louder than words but the eyes tell the truth.



• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×


- Coke or Pepsi: Coke
- Flowers or candy: Flowers
- Tall or short: i'm short and like guys that are taller than me... just not extreamly taller cause they're hard to hug.



• × • W H O • × •


- Makes you laugh the most: Catrina with words, Bunny with actions
- Makes you smile: My Friends.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: I get a bad feeling when i see certain people but i don't know funny feelings and i just can't remember.


• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Waste of time...
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes, then i realize... Everyone would notice when i was horny and i'm thankful for my vagina.
- Wish you were younger?: Yeah.. i want to be innocent again... I hate Zach!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I used to cry all the time in 8th grade from what people said.



• × • N U M B E R • × •


- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 3 genuine, that caused real problems..
- Of guys I've kissed: 5
- Of girls I've kissed: 4 i think...
- Of Cd's I own: too many X.X
- Of scars on my body: i'm too pale to see them...

ok... I normaly don't ask this... But could someone draw something for me? Please?

I've been trying to get around to it, but i can't get it how i want it... Not even in my own mind... I have art block and desperately am trying to overcome it! I drew something, but i hate it so much TT^TT it turned out nothing like i planed!... he's too fat, he has ugly arms, i can't draw certain parts(like hands) his hair looks funny, and i can go on...

Can someone please help me out, i really want to see this outisde of my brain. I normaly don't ask for requests, unless someone asks me if i want something... But i want a picture of Benny ( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4023111/ use outfit two or four... it's a guy btw) and Nick ( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3227146 also male) kissing. not like hardcore make out just a little kiss...

Don't feel like you have to... I would just like to see it... and don't say any bad stuff about gays. Gays are like nerds. They will someday rule the world! (i love my nerd friends and my gay friends, so i'm not being mean.)

Can anyone help me please? *puppy eyes* Pwease?..

Ok. Everyone might remember that long to do list... well... once i get those all traced (might not color) and posted, i'm going to be seeing about doing Art Comishions!

I don't really want to do dirty ones so if you can stear away from that, it would be nice please and thank you.

1: Bunny~ yet to trace

3: Mike in a school girl outfit~ yet to trace

4: Bunny X Mike~ yet to trace

5: Master~ yet to trace

6: New friend and Karter~ yet to trace

7: Bunny X Mike~ yet to trace

8: Renny and Mike comic~ yet to trace

9: Creeper Mike~ yet to trace

13: Bleeding hearts~ yet to trace and color

15: Drawing cause i couldn't see Kelios in a suit in tie for very long~ yet to trace

once all these are gone... Comishions will be open!

i will only be doing 3-5 at a time.

Price will be discussed.

I will not do any dirty ones, because i am just not in the mood for dirty. And (this sounds crazy) but i won't do them for just anyone. The only way i can get the money is through the mail... and i can't trust just anyone with my address.

Note me if intrested!

is it really or can it be controlled by others?

I recently deleated one of my newer deviations(on deviantart)... Why? Cause someone told me "Take. It. Down. Now." So why did i do it? The character was based on him. but... BUT... Who desined the character? Who drew the character? Who created the character? Who owns the character?

Is it him? Never saw or heard of him ever drawing the character. Does he know the stats of the character? probably not. He only asked for me to draw the animal the character is. Nothing else. I did the rest.

The character is mine, and i can do what i want with it, right? if i wanted to i could make it full homo, or whatever, right? i think the drawing i did was addorable and almost everyone else that i showed it too thought the same about it.

Why DID i let him controll what i could and couldn't post? it's not like it was an actual picture of him. if i took his photo and placed it as the head, yeah, he could be pissed, but i didn't. it's just a character, that i only used to represent him... now it's basically just another one of my empty characters...

should i repost the drawing?

Ok. so i have this friend... that no matter WHAT they do, if it's asking for a hug, to simply changing her profile picture on facebook.... It just makes me resent her more.

She's threatening to kill herself because she thinks her bf is mad at her. once i saw that, i wanted to take the knife and kill her myself! I want to grab her dyed hair, jerk her hair back and run it against her skin, not enough to draw blood, but enough to scare her and ask her if she REALLY wanted to die. Her Ex has even asked her "are you really going to kill yourself?!" worried. "No. I just want the attention." She says she's a vampire. She thinks she's out of a cartoon. All of her profile pictures on Facebook are anime, cossplay and just girls on the internet she's claiming to be. She claims she's drawn the anime photos she's posted, when i know for DAMN sure, that she hasn't. She thinks she's a ninja. She thinks her new black hair is Hot. It's not. It looks fake. Her red hair was better! but it was STILL fucking horrabe.

She always goes "one step too far." "I hate boys! i'll never date another boy!" the next day she has a boyfriend. And you know what else? she's a little slut. after she lost her virginity that's all she wanted from her bf. Sex. When he was dating her, Ty told me that she sometimes makes him want to just slap her!

When i'm compared to her... I'm the better looking one. Ty said that the only reason she was hot was because she wore those tight clothes and without them, and with her face she was NOT good looking. I will admit, i'm not ugly, but i also won't say i'm pretty. I'm average. Now, considering that i have self esteam issues that's a damn good improvement. I do have a better look than her and when her CURENT BF says that SOMEONE ELSE is prettier than her, and that sometimes he wants to slap her.... Well.. She's got some problems.

And the man she has now, she does NOT deserve!... Oh. Oh look at this. THIS is her status RIGHT NOW. "Noone wants to help me im going to take me own life know....i have not heard from him.....im scared...all this voices in my head are killing me.....im sorry i wonder if he will still love me after my heart has stopped beating..???" Oh please bitch! BITCH FUCKING PLEASE!!!! She wants me to forgive her, she "forgave me" when i KNOw i didn't do anything wrong. I have a problem and i'm taken advantage of alot, and she did that. She took advantage of the fact that i always want to make my friends happy and that i always see myself as at fault, well... That's not me anymore. It's not my fault. yeah, i'm still going to make my friends happy, but i'm going to be more careful about WHO and HOW i do it.

She does not deserve David. She broke up with him and didn't even tell him, she pulls him around and tells him what to do. He's like me. He always wants her to be happy, and is submisive. She takes advantage of him... She broke him up with a girl he was perfectly happy with so SHE could have him because it was HER birthday. She didn't give a shit that they were happy. SHE wanted him. SHE made him break up with her. SHE ruined a perfectly good relationship.

i'm never going to forgive her. She can count on that. Not after what she told me. What she LIED ABOUT. "M****** you can just shut up and keep your hands off my boyfriend! Stop hugging up on him and try to make him feel bad for you when damon is trying to tell you the truth no one likes you!!!" She can bite me. David's MY FRIEND TOO. I can hug him(i have to stand on my toes cause he's so tall) if i want to and i have since FRESHMAN YEAR(i'm a junior now) and i'm going to CONTINUE to hug him. I don't try to make him feel bad for me. i try to make him feel better about himself. And Damon never told me no one liked me. He never told HER no one liked me. I was getting a little annoying and he was just telling me to back off a bit so i wouldn't get people mad at me. He was trying to help, she just tries to HURT ME. She always has. She says that she has to watch all of her best friends die in front of her(actually be killed), when i was telling her about how i was hurt because i've had too many people die before the time i was 14... 7 is WAY too many. And guess what. All her friends.... Were in her ANIME LIFE. YEAH! I'm in REAL life and she's in her IMAGINARY WORLD... WHATEHFUK!

I think my count of how many people i could really hate is tilting more towards 2. Yeah. Fucker...

i failed at my first atempt at a new avatar... sooo... i desided to draw a new one and i had this idea for a drawing so... yes...

http://www.iaza.com/work/100621C/OOOM80974.gif is the start of it... I can change the person next to Mike into anyone i want, so...

Does anyone want to share an avatar with me?

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Single or Taken:

4. Favorite Film:

5. Favorite Song or Album:

6. Favorite Band/Artist:

7. Dirty or Clean:

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

9. Do we know each other outside of FA?

10. What's your philosophy on life?

11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

13. What is your favorite memory of us?

14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?

15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you?

16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?

17. Can we get together and make a cake?

18. Which country is your spiritual home?

19. What is your big weakness?

20. Do you think I'm a good person?

21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?

22. Describe your accent:

23. If you could change anything about me, would you?

24. What do you wear to sleep?

25. Trousers or skirts?

26. Cigarettes or alcohol?

27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

MAKES ME WONDER:

These are just some things i have been wondering recently...

A: Why is it that when you're offering to draw ANYTHING people seem too scared and shy to ask about me drawing something dirty? I remember even OFFERING to draw dirty things once!!! Now people are all "well.... um... i dunno." "Do you want something naughty?" "I have a few ideas." Is it Taboo or something? i'm not some psyco bitch who's going to go all "OMG WAI TEH FUK DID YU ASK FUR THAT?!?!" on your ass! When i'm up to draw anything, i mean ANYTHING!!! Sometimes i wanna draw clean, or dirty, and i don't care which. I will tell you, "Does anyone have drawing ideas? if so keep it clean." if i don't wanna draw dirty! If i say "Does anyone have any drawing ideas? I'm up for anything." Again, i mean ANYTHING! In my to do list there are 2 dirty things of all of them... why? cause when i asked people if they had any ideas they were all clean... like... 4 more were semi dirty. And 3 were my ideas. So when i say anything, seriously. don't feel afraid to ask for something that's naughty. i don't mind. as for the ones i have now: Which ones are dirty? Which ones are semi? Dirty: X Semi: M

B: QUESTION: when does parental punishment turn into abuse? i honestly do not know, and would like to know. Why? Because i say so. So in your opinion when does Punishment turn to Abuse?

C: When you feel hungery should you eat? and should you eat even when you don't feel hungery? Why i ask? i try to eat when i feel hungery but since i'm just that fucked up, i forget what physical feelings are like, but i can recognize them... I just have a hard time feeling hunger. So... My dad started getting worried about me a year or so ago because i didn't eat as much, because i didn't feel hungery. So i started eating even when i wasn't hungery... Is that good for you? (btw, i only weigh near 100... i'm 16.)

D: What does a guy normaly tend to look for in a girl? and what the hell is in me that makes guys so attracted to me? I've had 4 bfs this year, and like... 3 guys i know have intrest in me, and maybe more i don't know about.... What do guys look for and why do guys like me so much?

E: is it normal to feel bad for a cat when you scare it on accident?

F: When you have voices in your head, is it normal to want to freak them out?

G: When you drive, is it normal to talk to yourself, or other cars?

H: Does being playfull make you immature?

I: is it a bad thing when you have what looks like a dent in your leg? is it also bad when you can run your finger down your shin and feel ridges/dents/bumps?

J: how can i be a better artist?

I have more but i'm not gonna ask them now... and besides, some are just WAY too personal.

TO DO
1: Bunny~ Sketch and photo taken

2: New Avatar~ Finished

3: Mike in a school girl outfit~ sketch and photo taken

X 4: Bunny X Mike~ sketch and photo taken

X 5: Master~ Sketch and photo taken

6: New friend and Karter~ sketch and photo taken

M 7: Bunny X Mike~ sketch and photo taken

M 8: Renny and Mike comic~ sketch and photo taken

9: Creeper Mike~ sketch and photo taken

M 10: Femboy-Aron~ Finished

M 11: Femboy Ben~ Finished

12: Request #3~ Finished

13: Bleeding hearts~ sketch and photo taken

14: Hyena in a suit and tie~ sketch and photo taken

15: Drawing cause i couldn't see Kelios in a suit in tie for very long~ sketch and photo

I have 15 sketches. FIFTEEN!!! some were from other days, but like... 12 are from just yesturday.

1: Bunny~ Sketch and photo taken

2: New Avatar~ Finished

3: Mike in a school girl outfit~ sketch and photo taken

4: Bunny X Mike~ sketch and photo taken

5: Master~ Sketch and photo taken

6: New friend and Karter~ sketch and photo taken

7: Bunny X Mike~ sketch and photo taken

8: Renny and Mike comic~ sketch and photo taken

9: Creeper Mike~ sketch and photo taken

10: Femboy-Aron~ Finished

11: Femboy Ben~ Finished

12: Request #3~ Finished

13: Bleeding hearts~ sketch and photo taken

14: Hyena in a suit and tie~ sketch and photo taken

15: Drawing cause i couldn't see Kelios in a suit in tie for very long~ sketch and photo taken

I'd like 3 drawing ideas before i go to sleep... I wanted to draw 10 things today, but i ran out of ideas...

I drew ONE that i know i won't be posting cause i hate it... it turned out horrable. I drew a comic yesturday and started on another drawing. Today i drew myself a new avatar, i just gotta animate it, Mike as a school girl, Master(mature), my new friend and Karter, Mike snuggling up to Bunny, and Mike being a creeper.

So basically i'm doing 3 requests again... here they are:

1:  kelios Yena in a suit and tie

2:  kelios heart bleeding rainbows

3:  Tails-V3(i fucked up and made his fursona a she... o.o;;; )

Comment asking what you want!

I'm thinking about doing a BIG comish. I loved doing this with a goard my grandma gave me. I got to paint it and all that and it was epic! I got an apple goard, and i need to sand it down, and paint it white before i can do the commy but if you're intrested in buying a painted commy on a MOTHER FUCKING GOARD, tell me.
The price will range between 20 and 50$ , mainly because it's really hard to paint on a goard...

Other than that i was thinking more and more... and i desided to write a couple of stories about couples and made a couple new couples...

Remember wearwolf Nick? I desided to pair him with Ben. Why?... I just felt like it... I know they're not gay, but i just wanted to.

I already had Crew with Aron a few times, just never posted

Muttsy with master, never done yet... keep forgetting

Bunny and Micky Jo

Ginger with whoever i want >:|

Negative and Mike

And Karter is now Pocket Friends with  Kelios

And i think that's it... So yeah... I'll get pics when i feel like it and maybe have an orgy drawing if i feel like it :/ but i wouldn't count on it...

1. (x) Have you ever howled at the moon? (yeah, but i tend to howl just for the feeling)
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone? (yep! i love the looks people give)
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else? (tend to do that...ALOT)
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal? (well yeah. i still have a tail and ears i made)
5. () Have you ever eaten out of a dog bowl?
6. () Have you been to at least one furry con? (I wish.)
7. () Do you like to look at furry porn all the time? (not all the time, but sometimes)
8. (x) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character? (RP is fun!)
9. (x) Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail? (I made a tail X3)
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. () Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. (x) Has your fursona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner? (i do it myself ^^; )
13. () Are you well known in the furry fandom? (I wish)
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep?
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar? (I don't anymore cause my parents won't let me and the last collar i wore got burned...)
17. () Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. () Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. (x) Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you?
20. (X) Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries? (i even know some in real life XD )
21. () Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA? (honestly... if they did the bashing would be wors than obama.)
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry?
24. (x) Does your furry friends call you by your furry name in public? (sometimes)
25. (x) Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years? (all my life and never knew it till i found out that my fandom had a name)

1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry. «« me
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.

Lols :D

i've been swaring allot less lately... i say my goodness or gosh, and for oh my god it's oh my dear now... what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! D: anyways...

my dear my dear my dear... Finals... start.... tomorrow.

First hour is going to kill me. it's English and vocabulary is my killer...
Second hour will be fine. It's just geography.
Third hour took me a week to do. I had to write a childrens's story, hand drew it and colored it... it was creative writing class, btw. So it took 2-4 hours to write, 5-10+ hours to draw, and 7-8 hours to color. MY GOD IT WAS HARD.
Four/five hour (fith is a lunch hour so they have to have two "hours" but it's only really half and hour for each. the people who have 5th hour lunch have 4/6 hour... it's weird...) is Geometry. we get to use a "cheat sheat" for the equations so it's ok.
6/8 hour won't be hard... The teacher's really nice and the tests are easy. it'll be fine
7th hour is lunch <.<
9th hour is probably going to be an open book test... All the tests are open book... so yeah...
10th hour is my graphics class... it'll be fine.

I won't be doing a whole lot on here. but after this week school's all done for the summer!!!! it's going to be awesomes.

I don't have a whole lot to worry about on finals. with my Creative writing, i'm hoping i get it back so i can get the pics and stuff and upload them. but it'll be on deviantART... My KC-Mutt account because of the name sake. my alious is "Karter Chase Mutt" and KC-Mutt is the reason for the name. so it's going up there. hopefully....

If not i'd be pissed! i put allot of work into it!....

anyways.... wish me luck!

MASTER STUFF~~~

Ok, Well. Zach broke up with me, but he was really quite distant from me so... i'm fine now. My "master" is just a little blank character with no face, species or anything like that... But i do have a bf again <.<;;;

some of you will remember my character bunny, based off of one of my friends, well... He REALLY is NOT gay... in the least... I'm with Bunny now. We'll see how this works, and hopefully it will work out well... Let's hope!!!

So yes. Micky is with Bunny now... and yes. But there's still the enigma of Master. So that's my master/bf situation.

VIDEO~~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5HT-OMTSXI CHEAK ME OUT!!!!

yeah! I'm in it!!!

Those of you who haven't seen any pics of me before, if you can guess which one is me, I will give you one free gift art... well... if you are the first to guess correctly.

anyways! Tell me what you think! :D :D :D

FURCON?!?!?~~~

OMG THERE'S AN INDANAPOLIS FUR CON IN AUGUST?!?!?!?! OMG WANT GO WANT GO WANT GO!!!!!!!!! OH PLEASE I WANT TO GO SO FUCKING BAD!!!! that would be so fucking great D: WANT WANT WANT!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5HT-OMTSXI CHEAK ME OUT!!!!

yeah! I'm in it!!!

Those of you who haven't seen any pics of me before, if you can guess which one is me, I will give you one free gift art... well... if you are the first to guess correctly.

anyways! Tell me what you think! :D :D :D

I has master.... Sort of... We're not compleatly sure of our relationship right now... I'm sure i love him and want to be with him, but he's not sure if he wants to be with me.

What about the cheetah? Cheetah was a dick, and i broke up with him... Yeah... We never really did anything, so... it doesn't really matter.... i guess...

But my new master, and i have done something, so... i'm really hoping he doesn't leave me...

Anyways... From now on, Mike's master will be called simply Master, and be an inigma. He'll be a morpher, so sometimes i might draw him as a Dog, or as a Stalion, or even a Fuzzy Cat. But that's about all i can say. My current Master is pretty much a Stalion. so, 1 it's hot, and 2 it's kinda funny ^^;

ANYWAYS. I has master. Master has no name. Master has no species.... Master is Master. I has master.

I may be openin commishions!!!!!!

yep. i talked to my mom and she liked the idea. i just gotta talk to my dad about it, i'm sure he'd be fine with it. I'd have my own buisness! and if i become a Graphic Designer it would look good on the resime.

"But you took so long to do those requests!" What was my motivation? I drew them out, and then i got a little busy with school so it took a little bit to get them up on here. If i get paid for them then i'd be happy to do it, but if they can't wait a while, then the people who want them will have to ba patient. Especially if they want color... Color takes a long time..

"How much?" Depends... I'm not sure quite yet. Probably about $1-2 for just a scetch, $3-4 for a trace, and for color it would differ greatly...

So that's it for now! :D THANKS!

OK... About the requests... I know i havn't worked on them in a while...

The fact is, i've been busy in the "real" world. I have a new boyfriend, and i've been hanging with him for quite a while.

Anyways, about the requests... I was going to color a couple of them but now.... I kinda changed my mind about it because if i do color them... it'll take longer and if i do them in color, then it'll take forever, and well... I don't want to keep it all held up and keep yall waiting for a long time.

I'll get them as soon as possable. Sorry for the wait!

Requests...

Request 1: Taken by  crystalfox88 - Finished

Request 2: Taken by  fangthepup - Finished

Request 3: Taken by  k17 - Sketch compleated(picture still need taken)

Due to circumstances... the requests are going to be put off and be a while.... Sorry..

I've finished the scetches, but the rest will have to wait cause i'm really not feeling good enough to do it. Sorry Yall..

Hope you can wait... if not then do it yourself. Sorry but unless you want to do do it yourself you have to wait..... Sorry.

Requests...

Request 1: Taken by  crystalfox88 - Color in progress

Request 2: Taken by  fangthepup - Sketch Compleated

Request 3: Taken by  k17 - Sketch compleated

Heyy all who watch me!!!! Ok... This is WAY LONG overdue. One of my friends  rensaruwatari has lowwered his commishion prices! GO CHEAK IT OUT IF YOUR INTRESTED!!!!!! HE'S A GOOD ARTIST! DO IT! DO IT DO IT DO IT!!!!!!

on another more... very less important note. i'll take 3 requests... but... i'm in a really perverted mood, and i kinea wanna draw stuff like what i have been.. just.. nakedness, not really sex sex... soo.. if anyone wants to see how i'd draw something naked, or whatever and if you want you can tell me a specific pose, i'll do it. If i can and if you request it fast enough.

SO BUY A FUCKING COMISH FROM REN!!!! if you do that and he can back that up himself, i'll give you two ;3

DO IT! NOW!~

~~~~ Update:

Request 1: Taken by  crystalfox88 - Color in progress

Request 2: Taken by  fangthepup - Sketch Compleated

Request 3: Taken by  k17 - Sketch compleated

I just wanted to get the last journal off of here.. it was so BIG! anyways... I'll updaye you if anything comes up or something.. So yeah... Bye bye!

Taken from one of the people i watch...

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair. Defently

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Yellow.. or black... whichever

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
FUCK YEAH! :D

4. Do you plan outfits?
nah... just grab whatever

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Happeh

6. What's the closest thing to you that is red?
T-shirt

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
let's seee... One of my friends

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Not realy <.<;

9. What are you craving right now?
Dunno.

10. Do you floss?
No <.<;;;

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
New Years. We always have cabbage on new years day.

12. Are you emotional?
Extreamly. especialy on "that time of the month"

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Yes. took a while, but i did it.

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick it and suck it ;3

15. Do you like your hair?
Yes, it looks nice this way *flips*

16. Do you like yourself?
Sorta. I like how i look now that Benny's raised my self estem :3

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
..... eeeeeehhhhhhh....

18. What are you listening to right now?
TV

19. Are your parents strict?
Pretty much, but kinda not.

20. Would you go sky diving?
FUCK YEAH!!!!

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
eeeeeeh no.

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
... not really. i met the mayor of indiana and shook hands with him... but that doesn't really matter.

23. Do you rent movies often?
Yeah we have a subscription to Netflix

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
YES! I has the beautiful necklace that benny gave me for christmas X3

25. How many countries have you visited?
1. Canada. I want to go to Germany, Japan, and Thailand

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yes. <.<;;;

27. Ever been on a train?
Yup! I love it!!!

28. Brown or white eggs?
Either. It's not like there's a huge difference.

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yeah, i barely use it though

30. Do you use chap stick?
sometimes. not a whole lot.

31. Do you own a gun?
No, my family doesn't trust me with one <.<

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yup. I use 'em at dinner a lot. it's awesome.

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Benny X3 well... online. ^^;

34. Are you too forgiving?
sometimes... but i can hold a mighty grudge.

35. Ever been in love?
yeeessss

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Cat's probably going to go to Faith and i don't really know about anyone else...

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Nope. ^^;

38. Last time you cried?
last night O.o;;;

39. What was the last question you asked?
"Wanna continue the rp?"

40. Favorite time of the year?
SUMMER! I like heat and i can't stand the cold very well <.<;

41. Do you have any tattoos?
No, but i want a paw print on my left hip :3

42. Are you sarcastic?
Noooo not at aaaalll.

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
a little. i can't remember it much <.<;

44. Ever walked into a wall?
YES. and a door... more than once.

45. Favorite color?
Any shade of blue. mainly neon or navy.

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
FUCK YES AND THEY DESERVED IT!... unless i'm just messing with my friends and we're play fighting ^^;

47. Is your hair curly?
nah. natrually straight, but when it gets longer it waves a bit at the ends.

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Nickleback- Dark Horse. :3

49. Do looks matter?
Naaah... i like people for their personalities. :3 i know alot of people say that, but if someone's nice my mind automaticly thinks they're cute or whatever. tis strange.

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Cheated in a relationship, fuck no. cheated off me on a test, NO. Cheated off my paper, not really. See a pattern?

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Nope. We got AT&T and well... it's pretty low.

52. Do you like your life right now?
Yeah, pretty much :3

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Not anymore. Now it's the radio.

54. Can you handle the truth?
Yes.... most of the time.

55. Do you have good vision?
With my glasses, without Nope!

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yep... And they know it.

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
about... a few times a week <.<;;;

58. The last person you held hands with?
Cat. We like to hold hands in public places... so we don't get lost from each other ^^;

59. What are you wearing?
Jammies :3

60.What is your favorite animal?
WOLF! duh ^^;

61. Where was your default picture taken at?
default?.... What?...

62. Can you hula hoop?
not really ^^; I can do it around my arm but that's about it

63. Do you have a job?
Not yet. I want to get my licence first and my dad won't let me get it for a while.

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
hm... Late christmas gift for Cat. ^^;

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
To clean the outside of the windows of the second story of our house. :3

Ever notice that it's always the little things that people love about you, or the little things you do that make people love you?

Ben was suicidal when I met him... He's not anymore, I'm very happy about that.

I have a good school named David. David walked in yesturday and walked right past me. Not saying anything. He sat down alone, Jordan told me that he was there. I walked over and sat by him. I asked him what was wrong. His sister had gotten in a car acident. He didn't know if she was OK or not. He was really upset about it and some of the people weren't being nice and like... Comanding him to be happy. That didn't help. Later, i sat with him again after an hour and like..

I sat with him. i put my head up on his shoulder and looked at him. He looked back at me. Unsmiling. Unhappy. I looked at him. A straight face, and told him.

"there's a chicken."
"ok?..."
"In a bucket."
he started to smile.
"It's at KFC waiting for you."
He started to laugh a bit.
"Let's go get it."

we started talking about chicken, KFC and he started to feel better. After the next hour, he was even said he was feeling much better, even though his gf wasn't online.

Later, that day... he hugged me. I had to stand up on my toes just to wrap my forarms around the back of his neck. it's the only spot where i CAN reach all the way around him. he's very muscular. He put his head near my shoulder. He whispered to me... something that... almost scared me.

"You saved me today..." those simple words. but... it's so different. I never would have expected it.

Leter, i was talking to my dad. i told him about what David had told me. he told me... how i was special for have saved 2 people. 2 people. I've lost 2 people because of stupid choises. But saved 2 with compleatly different thoughts.

i joke about why people like me. I say it's because I'm addorable and cuddly. it's actully quite true.
I love my friends. I hate it when they're upset. I always try to make them feel better. unless it's someone who does it constantly. like. He/she's always upset over the same damned thing. "oh my bf/gf is mad at me.." "my bf/gf just broke up with me" the same damn thing pisses me off.... but for everything else. I help the best i can. I do whatever i can to make my friends feel better. Sometimes, even if i don't want to.

I'm amazed that David was like that. amazed that he went to me and told me specificaly that I saved his life. It was amazing. It is amazing.

Isn't it amazing that it's the little things that can make a big difference?

HEY YALL! HELP PLEASE!!!!

I'm sure you watchers or just visiters see my newest character named Ginger...

Would someone help me please? I'd like to see how other people would draw it. It would be nice to see other styles in which people draw my characters. I think it's fun!

So, please? *puppy eyes* It would be highly apriciated... no... i don't have money for commishions.... but... just for fun?... please someone?

I'd love you lots!

Help a poor critter out *puppy eyes again*

listen everyone... i'm sorry... I'm sorry i'm such an attention whore, and that when I get upset I take it out on all of you...

I'm just.... i've been really upset lately... I'm sorry I took it out on you all...

Especialy you, Ren.... I know you've gotten the hard end of it... But... When I'm chatting with people online... I don't like it when people take 10-30-60 minutes to reply... It just.... makes me feel alone... and... i'm sorry.

*sighs* and... I kinda also got upset about the fact that the only comment I got on the journal where i was asking for a favor... the only comment was pretty mean... and... it kinda upset me cause... What he told me at school wasn't mice and i didn't enjoy it at all...

I just... i get upset with people not talking to me even when i tell them i need them to talk to me and all that...

I'm sorry i've been acting so pathetic lately.

I love you all... bye....