Yea this will probs be my last journal post for a while, sorry to all those waiting for art, it will probably never happen!

im having problems at home and i cant go on FA, so if you want to look at anything else in the future! go here (http://myran13.deviantart.com/)

if you have questions about the whole thing, email me (dont add me unless you asked in an email and i said yes) at this adress (synicalshadow@hotmail.co.uk)

probs wont be very active on FA for a while

if im lucky that wont be a problem!

i may make an occasional

This. . .Film. . .Is. . . AWSOME! It was SOOOO well done! it was hilarious throughout the entire film, the action was amazing and the acting was brilliant!

I honestly suggest you see this film. . .its far better than Avatar thats for damn sure >.<

i know to most of my watchers that is not big number, but to me thats really big! =3

also on antoher note to the people waiting for free art, i am so sorry that it is taking so long to even get started on! i am having huge artist's block and cant draw anything i set my mind to! so if i tried to do it now,it would be terrible, even by my standard of art! >.<

I'm almost to my 300th pageview! Im SO FRIGGIN EXITED!

to most of my watchers, that is really a tiny number, but to me! That is big! >3<

If any of my watchers grab a pic of the 300th view, then i will give them something, sketch or something, or heck! maybe a full blown drawing!

i also noticed i have 16 watchers now!

Thanks to all who watch me! you are very kind to do so!

*sighs* i just wish i had some more T_T

I am in the mood to draw so i am willing to give out some free art! now i know im certainly not the best and most of my watchers are far better artsists but i just want to draw something! not for me but for some one else!

There is one thing i ask in return! i wish to draw on my tablet and also live stream! but i dont know what software is used when people do it! could some one help me? if you do some free art is mostlikely heading your way!

Dont think this is for one person alone! im willing to do ONE or possibly two for any and all of my watchers!

I stole this From  Dragoshi

[] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you (i tense up and have a very pissed off look painted on my face)
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
Total: 2

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car (i would love to but im not allowed T_T)
[x] you like when people pet your head
[] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 7

[] you sleep a lot during daytime
[] you enjoy scaring birds
[] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (well i would want to but i know not ONE furry in real life so i cant! T_T)
[] you bite people if they annoy you (God no! i'd lose so many friends that way!)
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 9

[] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (nope as i think people might look! but id love too when i go to a furry meet!)
[] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit (dear god do i want a fur suit! ah well some ears and maybe a tail will have to do for now!)
[] you enjoy long walks in the park
[] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 9

[] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[]you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 12

[] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[] you meow or bark very often
[] you hide when you get scared
[] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand (i have a phobia of insects T_T)
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 13

[] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[] you refer to your self as an animal
[] your username has something to do with animals
[] your e-mail has something to do with animals (again, as above)
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 15

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[] people think you act like a pet
[] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[] you like to eat grass
[] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water

Now, take your score and multiply it with by two to get your final score.

And my Grand Total is! Drum Roll Please

: 18

multiplied by 2 and it is . . . 46% awww i was hoping for more! ah well, around 50% is good enogh for me!

truth be told though i would do SO much more of this but i dont because i dont know ANY real Furs and also if i did most of the other stuff around my friends i would look plain weird and im already noted as weird in the social status book of my area!

yea as the subject states i would like some free art!

If you want some too go here : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:13353517

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1583742/

i hope i get a spot ive never had any art of my fursona done yet . . . it makes meh sad cause almost every one else has! T_T

I finnaly found some one to call my own! and i love him to bits! His name im not going to share but hes a furry and his page is here : http://www.furaffinity.net/user/blood-primarch

he is real cute and i hope were together for a while,

AND were in the same country! hes in Blackburn while im in Essex which is four hours from each other so we may actualy meet in the future!

I have almost finished it right now! well actually i is finished i just need to scan it in!

it is a far more acurate representation of me! everything else showed this thin/average fox when i am any thing BUT that!

OMG! we had power cut here, this may be not the most spectacular thing in the world but my last one was around 7-8 years ago!

on another note i have mad a friend in the US! shes real nice, not a fur though ( T_T ) but weve become good friends! dunno what is going to happen with this friendship but she is hopeing to come to the UK to work for a game studio! Lionheadi think!

Went to throp park on saturady, twas a school trip so i was eith most of my firends, im not saying i was popular but most of my ffinds went on the trip too, so i was with company whic made the expericane so much more enjoyable!

wne on only a couple rides as ques slowed us down or time spent going to register or what not so i went on 5 or six rides, dosn't matter thoughas they were all AWSOME!

THE RULES...
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

1. My favorite band is 'The Beatles'
2. I am 16
3. I Can drawn, look at my gallery for evidence showing i can!
4. not one of my friends is on Fur Affinity
5. I watch S*** loads of Webshows
6. I have a PS3 and i will always be a sony Boy! i have nothing against Microsoft or the X-Box 360 mind you.
7. possibly Straight, Gay or Bi, you will never know untill i have a crush upon you!
8. i am a hardcore Gamer untill the end!

 farorenightclaw
 shalonesk
 Elessara
 Sedric
 sonicremix
 Nintegajjp
 Wuffamute
 yiharbin

Woot, my best friend has finnaly invited me to stay the night at his home. i have waited for 5 years for this. WOOT! i guess i dont feal so lonley now ;)!

I feel lonley out here where i live, i know none of my friends are furs, I dont know any one who would remotly be a Fur and i want to meet some one who is. T_T i mean i see so many people who submit pics of themselves and many others in fur suits having fun, and well... i want to be able to join them in the fun. lonlieness can truely be a horrible thing.

Why. Oh Why Does the UK have to be so empty and devoid of furs! T_T

i felt like making a post, i havnt really got much to say other tan...eat healthy....stay in school......do well in life........be nice to others and thats about it really.

oh and to all of those who have looked at my page, attempt to draw me if you wish and make s hout on my page when its uploaded!