mine are RHCP By the Way album and their song Scar Tissue (but this one is from Californication)

How are you folks? Note me on telegram if you want to chat, I'll be very pleased. I have to pass some qualification exams at work - kinda - so I'll note you if I got any more commision slots, as I have filled schedule for now. So expect more art. But it has been ages since I draw something for myself, I just have to earn money and I use all opportunities available.

You can always note me if you want anythhing artsy from me in future, so I'm gonna gather the refs and prepare the schedule, but my completion time can be long, I'm pretty busy nowadays and it takes many hours to complete the artworks.

i'm a little bit depressed, i see people going to vacations or various geek/furry cons while I don't have time, opportunity and friends to go with. That just sucks, my youth is pretty much wasted, I don't have many nice memories and I miss that out.

Have any of yours sensory issues?
I'm constantly overstimulated - bright lights, sounds etc. tend to give me severe headaches and sometimes even migraines with aura and partial paralysis of the face and limbs at one side of the body. I use antiepileptic drugs to control those issues. But I'm still unable to work long hours on commissions, I tire extremely quickly. I am unable to drive a car as there is too much things for me to process, I'm barely able to ride a bicycle and I suffer from frequent crashes and falls. I also can't stand the texture of water - since childhood, water makes me extremely uncomfortable. I can't swim, I bathe/take showers only due to hygienic reasons but it's an always extremely unpleasant sensation for me. Sports activities also made me uncomfortable due to sweating, hotness, air, shouts, smells.
It sucks in general. I'm excluded from many activities I wish I could participate.

Regarding recent news in USA, are you prochoice or prolife?
I don't judge anyone

about religion and politics? What is your stance?

Mine views are very eclectic and difficult to explain.

for my Orthodox friends

Sometimes I fear that Putin might invade/or nuke Poland to ashes for helping Ukraine.
What do you think?

Dar furries, I am really curious about your jobs and life paths! So lets start

1. What is your job? Mine are the cinema projectionist/technician and the media analyst/researcher.

2. What is your education? I got Msc in Zoology and postgrad degree from art school/university. I wish I could start full art school 3 year programme someday.

3. Are you financially satisfied? Do you earn well? I'm not, due to inflation and covid I've lost the large part of my income. I regret I haven't graduated with a degree related to medicine/veterinary medicine/architecture/forestry, those jobs pay very well at least here in Poland and the knowledge and skills are much more practical and useful IRL.

4. What are your hobbies? Mine are the artmaking, military and history stuff, cycling, gaming. And many others. Unfortunately, I don't have much time, I'm often too tired.

5. What are your kinks/fetishes in porn and IRL? I personally enjoy chubby/bbw women, breeding/impregnation, cumshots/cum leaking, rough animalistic sex, biting, hairpulling and ahegao faces.

6. What things/situations scare you the most? I have an irrational fear towards venomous insects, arachnids/myriapodes, those scare me genuinely, especially the hornets and scolopendras.

1. Could you guys and gals note me sometimes? It would be a pleasure to chat with someone on telegram or exchanging notes, I like the civil and funny convos.

2. What movies/music/games are your favourites?

3. Do someone of you had problems with drugs/alcohol? I cannot get high due to having many responsibilities and a baby but I feel cravings everyday, weed/benzos mixed with alcohol/sporadically opiates have made me feel so comfy and euphoric, I miss that every day, every time.

4. What car do you drive? I drive only bicycles.

What have you enjoyed/watched/played/listened to recently?

I've noticed that in general, my contact with furries online, using telegram and stuff, it's very well uhm - one sided. I have almost always to write a message first. And the convo is often business related - discussing commission payment and details.
I feel well ghosted all the time must say, people seem to be uninterested. It's frustrating. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, maybe I'm just boring.
I suspect that I might be on the autism spectrum as my wife suggested that.

Yesterday I've noticed that two furries from my little hometown I've contacted and talked a bit to - they have blocked me on furaffinity without an explanation.
Have you experienced this? Honestly, I'm trying to be polite, civil and funny. This is just ridiculous. I'm not lewd or creepy (at least I think so).

My commissions queues are currently full and I am painfully slow with the commission work due to having a baby and being busy with two jobs. Of course I might be open in future, it depends from many things.

Furries, are some of you a virgin? Or have you meet someone who's an older virgin - over 30-40 and older, without any sexual experience?
I'm legitimately curious. In my spare times I'm "researching" the subjects as incelism, involuntary virginity, autism and similar issues. I was always curious what happens with old virgins, the unwanted, unfucked people in this sex-obsessed society. I'm also reading about mass murderers like Elliott Rodger. It's a strange and fascinating subject for me.

I often wish I could genuinely help those people because they struggle. Sex is an important part of life.

1. How are you folks, I mean my watchers? Do you want to chat on telegram? I'm feeling lonely often, I have to admit.

2. How to get more watchers? I just want to reach out more to find more potential commissioners.

3. Are there any furry auction portals you could recommend?

My dear watchers, do you socialize with other furries? Do you travel a lot? I wish I could. But when I was younger, I never had the money for that purpose - I supplied my family with my stipend and salary through the years. In 2017 I finally moved out and started my own living but very recently I found out that without my cash supply my family went into a debt spiral. Yeah, I saved some money I refurbished my flat and moved in with my wife, and stopped supporting my parents and this is the result. We have paid it off but still, I have to support them and I can't spend money on unnecessary things.

And I live in the pretty remote part of the country, in a small town, where literally nothing happens, except busting another meth lab and common petty crimes/occasional murder. I don't drive due to medical reasons and I can't afford myself a car anyway.
I found out that there are other furries even in my small town but they have ignored or simply blocked my signals. Well, it's been years and except for my brother and his GF, I have never met other furries. And honestly, I believe that such a hypothetical meeting would be super awkward because I don't have much to share, much to recollect, to tell - my life was always pretty boring.
But I wish I could meet someone other than my family. And travel some, see Japan, USA, Canada, Italy. But I can't, especially after I became a father. I kept my involvement in the fandom purely online and it's mostly offering the commissions and dealings with customers. I wish I could travel somewhere with the pack of trusted friends/furries, to enjoy something like a trip or convention or festival, feel alive, you know what I mean? I live in Poland for 36 years and I never visited Kraków or Warsaw or the Tatry Mountains, do you believe? Never because I was always broke/busy/whatever.
I haven't been on proper vacation since 2006. I work two jobs. Sometimes I play Call of Duty online and that's all.

Sorry for my rant in this dark gloomy shithole town. And caring for a little one is often very tiring and frustrating especially for my wife. Covid19 epidemic fucked up my income very much, I don't earn as much as I used to earn before. And prices are skyrocketing here in Poland, due to inflation.

So on the 30 November my son was born so I have new duties since then. I may take a few commissions in the future.

My wife is pregnant, will deliver a baby soon and she was hit by the nasty case of Bell's palsy. Someone from my watchers has suffered from this? Any protips are welcome.

I'm trying to learn to draw digitally using a tablet but the results are unsatisfying and I can't get used to it. Could someone help me? I need some advice and tutorials for photoshop you found useful. I'll be eternally grateful.

So I've received a spare Huion tablet from my brother's fiancee. Could you guys show me some youtube or Deviantart tutorials - whatever - for basic character flat design, inking, and shading? There's plenty of such tutorials, I know, but I want to watch and recreate those you guys found especially useful. I have difficulties with getting used to digital.

I'll be very grateful.

Some of you may know it, but my wife is pregnant. Having a baby means expenses, so I am open for commissions (I'll be able to start working on them after 14-16 April). Furbuy is dead and I really don't know where to find new commissioners.

I'm feeling lonely.

https://t.me/Nitrous_Oxide

I find it difficult to hold a conversation but any contact and chatter will be very welcome. I and my wife both have nobody to talk to/chat with.
I'm also open for commissions.

Our theater is closed again and we don't know when we'll reopen. So we have to stay at home and we both feel like having some sort of cabin fever.

https://t.me/Nitrous_Oxide

I am bad at maintaining conversations. Any note, message and trying to chat with me is be welcomed. We both just feel isolated and lonely pretty much.

https://t.me/Nitrous_Oxide

I'm open for chat. Started to work because our theater has been reopened. But I'm feeling lonely, this is a small town and nothing interesting happens here really and we don't have friends here. Also, I am bad at maintaining conversations.

https://t.me/Nitrous_Oxide

I'm open to chat. Started to work because our theater has been reopened. But I'm feeling lonely, this is a small town and nothing interesting happens here really and we don't have friends here. Also, I am bad at maintaining conversations so it is up to you to be more active, ask me questions.

Also, if you're curious about me, ask me anything in the comment section, I'll reply.

There's no art from me because I suffer from an art block and depression. I could use weed to enhance my creativity, but after a few recent years of smoking almost daily I started to get memory and concentration issues so I stopped. But I can't draw anything, I feel just hollow and empty.

https://t.me/Nitrous_Oxide

I'm open for chat. Started to work because our theater has been reopened. But I'm feeling lonely, this is a small town and nothing interesting happens here really and we don't have friends here. Also, I am bad at maintaining conversations. But I am open to chat.