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A friend in need.
Posted 5 months agoHello everyone, I know I haven't been here writing much, just posting this art or that art for a while.
But today I am not talking to you to show you some kinky artwork or to post another journal about whatever has been on my mind, no. This time I want to share the tragedy, that recently happened to a close friend,
and his family.
Due to a fire, him and his family lost everything they had, they lost their home and are now standing there with few things left and they need financial help to at least have a place to live and all that a person requires to simply be alive. So if anyone finds a few spare coins in their pocket, they really could use the help right now.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/msrk9y-d.....-back-on-track
Here is their gofundme, where you can also read a bit more about what happened, better than I, as someone who has only been there, trying to help from a distance, can decribe it.
If you wish to contact them to help, you are also free to message me through a note and I will happily forward you to them.
Thank you for your time everyone, I really hope they will get back on track rather sooner than later after what happened to them.
Dearly, Nachty.
But today I am not talking to you to show you some kinky artwork or to post another journal about whatever has been on my mind, no. This time I want to share the tragedy, that recently happened to a close friend,
and his family.Due to a fire, him and his family lost everything they had, they lost their home and are now standing there with few things left and they need financial help to at least have a place to live and all that a person requires to simply be alive. So if anyone finds a few spare coins in their pocket, they really could use the help right now.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/msrk9y-d.....-back-on-track
Here is their gofundme, where you can also read a bit more about what happened, better than I, as someone who has only been there, trying to help from a distance, can decribe it.
If you wish to contact them to help, you are also free to message me through a note and I will happily forward you to them.
Thank you for your time everyone, I really hope they will get back on track rather sooner than later after what happened to them.
Dearly, Nachty.
Another year
Posted 2 years agoWell it's a bit early but I am not sure if I will be able to write this journal tomorrow(6th of october) at home as I am not even sure when I am at home.
As it has become kind of a tradition to me I am doing my yearly round up. Tomorrow (6th of october) is going to be my hatchday and I am kinda not even excited about it.
So what happened this past year: I kept loosing a bit of weight, but also gained some back, so this is kind of a draw for me here. Hopefully it will go better during the next year to come.
Then I finally found a new job. Been wishing to get out of the place I have been working at for a longer time so that is something very big and something I am proud and kind of happy about. Well, honestly it does keep me up quite a bit at least as I do not have to go back to that same place anymore that kept dragging me down.
Then something very excited had happened, I had found myself a mate again whom I really deeply loved, despite some issues it was a wonderful feeling and I did feel very safe in it. I thought I had someone whom I'd be together with for a long time........ But then I was thrown away after 6 months for reasons I can really not understand and it's like a dark cloud now, following me wherever I go. So just due to that where I had thought just 2 months ago I'd spend my hatchday with that person the whole day feels kind of sad coming up now... But I guess whatever.
I am super thankful for my friends and the people I have close to me but at the moment I feel pretty empty and kind of don't know where I have my place in the world.
Thanks for reading this and have a lovely day all.
Dearly
Nachty
As it has become kind of a tradition to me I am doing my yearly round up. Tomorrow (6th of october) is going to be my hatchday and I am kinda not even excited about it.
So what happened this past year: I kept loosing a bit of weight, but also gained some back, so this is kind of a draw for me here. Hopefully it will go better during the next year to come.
Then I finally found a new job. Been wishing to get out of the place I have been working at for a longer time so that is something very big and something I am proud and kind of happy about. Well, honestly it does keep me up quite a bit at least as I do not have to go back to that same place anymore that kept dragging me down.
Then something very excited had happened, I had found myself a mate again whom I really deeply loved, despite some issues it was a wonderful feeling and I did feel very safe in it. I thought I had someone whom I'd be together with for a long time........ But then I was thrown away after 6 months for reasons I can really not understand and it's like a dark cloud now, following me wherever I go. So just due to that where I had thought just 2 months ago I'd spend my hatchday with that person the whole day feels kind of sad coming up now... But I guess whatever.
I am super thankful for my friends and the people I have close to me but at the moment I feel pretty empty and kind of don't know where I have my place in the world.
Thanks for reading this and have a lovely day all.
Dearly
Nachty
At the end of a chapter
Posted 2 years agoI was kind of looking forward to eventually create this journal, it's been a few years and a lot of things happened, good and bad alike.
Though today marks the end of a life chapter for me as I finally finished my last work day at a job that was dragging me down and damaging me more and more over time. For a few years it was a lot of fun but particularly the last year it's been getting less and less nice and with the shifts I have been working it felt like it was doing a constant damage to my mental state.
But now it's over, I am finally free of that weight and even as my head still takes time to completely comprehend it, I felt a weight falling off my shoulders as I walked out. I have a few days off now before I start my new job and I am very much looking forward to it, very excited for it as it feels like a whole new chapter in my life is coming.
I hope you're all keeping up well out there and enjoy the weekend!
Love
Nachty
Though today marks the end of a life chapter for me as I finally finished my last work day at a job that was dragging me down and damaging me more and more over time. For a few years it was a lot of fun but particularly the last year it's been getting less and less nice and with the shifts I have been working it felt like it was doing a constant damage to my mental state.
But now it's over, I am finally free of that weight and even as my head still takes time to completely comprehend it, I felt a weight falling off my shoulders as I walked out. I have a few days off now before I start my new job and I am very much looking forward to it, very excited for it as it feels like a whole new chapter in my life is coming.
I hope you're all keeping up well out there and enjoy the weekend!
Love
Nachty
Star Citizen free flight event
Posted 2 years agoHello everyone, I am usually not someone to post advertisements here, but as I have been enjoying that game for quite a while now myself I thought I'd post it here for all the people who are interested in scifi/space games:
Star Citizen has a free flight event going until the end of may during the so called "invictus week" where you can play for free and test out a variety of ships for free as long as the convention is on. So if you have been interested into that game but weren't sure it is worth it, now it's a chance to try it for free.
Here you get to their page: https://robertsspaceindustries.com/
And if you create an account, feel free to use my referal code: STAR-J3QM-XDXM
The code will grant you extra 5000 UEC (ingame money) when the game eventually will be set into the release state and if you decide to pledge and buy a ship (not necessary to do so at all!) grant me a small bonus as well.
If you are interested, take the time to test it, it's free until the end of May.
And if not, just feel free to ignore this journal, as it has nothing else of importance to say XD
Sincerly, Nachtschwinge
Star Citizen has a free flight event going until the end of may during the so called "invictus week" where you can play for free and test out a variety of ships for free as long as the convention is on. So if you have been interested into that game but weren't sure it is worth it, now it's a chance to try it for free.
Here you get to their page: https://robertsspaceindustries.com/
And if you create an account, feel free to use my referal code: STAR-J3QM-XDXM
The code will grant you extra 5000 UEC (ingame money) when the game eventually will be set into the release state and if you decide to pledge and buy a ship (not necessary to do so at all!) grant me a small bonus as well.
If you are interested, take the time to test it, it's free until the end of May.
And if not, just feel free to ignore this journal, as it has nothing else of importance to say XD
Sincerly, Nachtschwinge
28th round around the sun!
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone who is bored enough to read this!
As it has been kind of a tradition for me by now I won't skip it this year either, so today, 6th of october I am celebrating my hatchday and am going to make a small recap.... Which is going to be rather small as I did already made a large update on my life situation a while back: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10316722/
Other than that in the past weeks there has not been happening that much and I believe nothing that'd be worth mentioning... Oh wait, there has been!
I have been on VR for 2 years by now, but only a few weeks ago I got an own Avatar of Nachtschwinge/Nachtschweif (anthro as that works best for VR) which has turned out very nice! So that had me rather excited and happy recently and I have been enjoying it greatly to be around in that way~
No idea where this new circle around the sun will go, but let's see what is going to expect me here, I hope you all are holding up good enough and stay save in the unsafe times!
Sincerly and dearly
Nachty
As it has been kind of a tradition for me by now I won't skip it this year either, so today, 6th of october I am celebrating my hatchday and am going to make a small recap.... Which is going to be rather small as I did already made a large update on my life situation a while back: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10316722/
Other than that in the past weeks there has not been happening that much and I believe nothing that'd be worth mentioning... Oh wait, there has been!
I have been on VR for 2 years by now, but only a few weeks ago I got an own Avatar of Nachtschwinge/Nachtschweif (anthro as that works best for VR) which has turned out very nice! So that had me rather excited and happy recently and I have been enjoying it greatly to be around in that way~
No idea where this new circle around the sun will go, but let's see what is going to expect me here, I hope you all are holding up good enough and stay save in the unsafe times!
Sincerly and dearly
Nachty
The new me
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone!
As usual some time passed by since I wrote my last journal, though this is going to be a big one as I’d like to announce a few things. At least for the people who are curious enough to read about it.
So, a short look back, five years ago I was in a pretty bad place mentally. I wasn’t doing all too well and I was pretty much alone and it was my own fault. At that time someone told me “It’s time that you become the hero now.”
Well, I did some things over the past years that were not really good, made plenty of mistakes but at least I tried to learn from them. One big thing I learned by now is no matter how hard something gets, there is always a solution for every problem. You just got to find it and figure your way through it.
Anyway, I do not want to go too much into the past as I am now at a point, where I am planning on leaving all the bad stuff behind. Along with this comes a bit of a change though. Over the past months I put a lot of thought into who I want to be. And after getting rid of some bad habits and going through some change I figured it.
I posted a journal a while back where I was telling that I am transsexual and want to become female even in my human life. I have changed my mind after thoroughly thinking things through. I have started to become comfortable as who I am as human and figured that I do want to live a male life. In connection to that I do hope to find a female partner with whom I can found a family one day, even though I am not particularly looking at the moment. So much about that.
Additionally, Nachtschwinge who kind of resembles me will change a bit. Her appearance will stay the same and no art will be taken down, but she will become fluid in terms of her gender, which means that in the future there also are going to be artworks where Nachtschwinge will be male, despite that I will live my female side that I do have through her.
I have come a long way to figure that I am happy as myself and I feel I am on a good way. Sorry for any confusion and thank you for reading this journal.
Sincerely, Nachtschwinge.
P.S. feel free to comment on this journal, I will read them but most likely not reply to them.
As usual some time passed by since I wrote my last journal, though this is going to be a big one as I’d like to announce a few things. At least for the people who are curious enough to read about it.
So, a short look back, five years ago I was in a pretty bad place mentally. I wasn’t doing all too well and I was pretty much alone and it was my own fault. At that time someone told me “It’s time that you become the hero now.”
Well, I did some things over the past years that were not really good, made plenty of mistakes but at least I tried to learn from them. One big thing I learned by now is no matter how hard something gets, there is always a solution for every problem. You just got to find it and figure your way through it.
Anyway, I do not want to go too much into the past as I am now at a point, where I am planning on leaving all the bad stuff behind. Along with this comes a bit of a change though. Over the past months I put a lot of thought into who I want to be. And after getting rid of some bad habits and going through some change I figured it.
I posted a journal a while back where I was telling that I am transsexual and want to become female even in my human life. I have changed my mind after thoroughly thinking things through. I have started to become comfortable as who I am as human and figured that I do want to live a male life. In connection to that I do hope to find a female partner with whom I can found a family one day, even though I am not particularly looking at the moment. So much about that.
Additionally, Nachtschwinge who kind of resembles me will change a bit. Her appearance will stay the same and no art will be taken down, but she will become fluid in terms of her gender, which means that in the future there also are going to be artworks where Nachtschwinge will be male, despite that I will live my female side that I do have through her.
I have come a long way to figure that I am happy as myself and I feel I am on a good way. Sorry for any confusion and thank you for reading this journal.
Sincerely, Nachtschwinge.
P.S. feel free to comment on this journal, I will read them but most likely not reply to them.
Stand together and stand strong.
Posted 3 years agoHello everyone, I am usually not big to make a comment or post anything when it comes to political matters, but I feel this time I need to.
The past days we all have been watching something, that possibly only a few really expected to happen. One of the few nations with the largest arsenal of nuclear weapons and partially (as far as I know) their allies has declared war on an advanced eastern european country. It should be clear by now, what I am talking about: The war that is happening in between Russia and Ukraine.
First of all I want you all to know, I do not want to play down the wars that have been happening in the middle east and any other wars that have been occured in the past decades, so please keep in mind, war, wherever it is happening, it is a horrible thing.
But in this case it is a little bit different. I know many people here have friends in Russia and the Ukraine and other nearby countries and so do I. This is not a war that is happening in a countries we have no connections to. Particularly for the people in Europe, it is happening right at our front door. And furthermore it is a conflict that is going to have influence on the whole world, no matter what happens next, we are all going to be affected by it.
I know I am going to be only one of many people to say something about it, but even if my voice alone does not matter, I hope some of you read my words and take them by heart.
Remember, this war is not between the Russian people and the Ukraine, this war is one man who decided to kick basic human rights with his feet. So it is important to me that you all remember to think about the people you care, russians, ukrainians and any other nation that might become drawn into this horrible war. Stand with your friends wherever they are from, even if you can not be there physically, be there for them, don't leave them alone and help them if you can with the ressources you can spare.
Please consider that there are Russians and Ukrainian people in this community and many of them all helped to make our imaginations come alive. From my point of view I met many russian artists and they have been some of the nicest and sweetest people I have ever met. Don't bully them or push them away, they are victims of this war, just as the people from Ukraine are.
We have to stand together, as dragons, as furries and as the people we are. Let's do our best to stay strong and help everyone who needs it to get over these times.
Thank you for reading this.
Nachtschwinge
The past days we all have been watching something, that possibly only a few really expected to happen. One of the few nations with the largest arsenal of nuclear weapons and partially (as far as I know) their allies has declared war on an advanced eastern european country. It should be clear by now, what I am talking about: The war that is happening in between Russia and Ukraine.
First of all I want you all to know, I do not want to play down the wars that have been happening in the middle east and any other wars that have been occured in the past decades, so please keep in mind, war, wherever it is happening, it is a horrible thing.
But in this case it is a little bit different. I know many people here have friends in Russia and the Ukraine and other nearby countries and so do I. This is not a war that is happening in a countries we have no connections to. Particularly for the people in Europe, it is happening right at our front door. And furthermore it is a conflict that is going to have influence on the whole world, no matter what happens next, we are all going to be affected by it.
I know I am going to be only one of many people to say something about it, but even if my voice alone does not matter, I hope some of you read my words and take them by heart.
Remember, this war is not between the Russian people and the Ukraine, this war is one man who decided to kick basic human rights with his feet. So it is important to me that you all remember to think about the people you care, russians, ukrainians and any other nation that might become drawn into this horrible war. Stand with your friends wherever they are from, even if you can not be there physically, be there for them, don't leave them alone and help them if you can with the ressources you can spare.
Please consider that there are Russians and Ukrainian people in this community and many of them all helped to make our imaginations come alive. From my point of view I met many russian artists and they have been some of the nicest and sweetest people I have ever met. Don't bully them or push them away, they are victims of this war, just as the people from Ukraine are.
We have to stand together, as dragons, as furries and as the people we are. Let's do our best to stay strong and help everyone who needs it to get over these times.
Thank you for reading this.
Nachtschwinge
It's my hatchday!
Posted 4 years agoHey everyone!
It's the 6th of october and that means I am turning 27 years old today! <^w^>
As this is the first time in years that I am working on my hatchday as I am scheduled to nightshift this week, I won't do my recap of the year right now, but probably in a week or two.
I developed a tendency to make short recaps of the year at my hatchday, but the past 365 days had a lot to offer and so I rather want to take some time to write that down.
At least if I don't end up forgetting it XD
Anyway, I hope everyone is doing great and thank you if you decide to read those few words <^w^>
Dearest
Nachtschwinge
It's the 6th of october and that means I am turning 27 years old today! <^w^>
As this is the first time in years that I am working on my hatchday as I am scheduled to nightshift this week, I won't do my recap of the year right now, but probably in a week or two.
I developed a tendency to make short recaps of the year at my hatchday, but the past 365 days had a lot to offer and so I rather want to take some time to write that down.
At least if I don't end up forgetting it XD
Anyway, I hope everyone is doing great and thank you if you decide to read those few words <^w^>
Dearest
Nachtschwinge
I am on Twitter now! <^w^>
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone!
Yeah I know, I am most of the time a bit of the quiet type, but I thought I'd announce here today, that I have recently created a Twitter account. I kind of hope it does not only help me to open up a bit about things like answering to comments and faving things (Yeah, I had issues with that, long story <^w^">), but also to share a little bit more of my interests, things I do for fun and maybe also a bit more of my personal life (not like anyone is interested in that XD).
So I'd be more than happy if you have a Twitter account if you would follow me there, but if not that is all fine, too. I will be posting and uploading some things (also some of my own art pieces) there that I won't be sharing here, so if you are interested, feel free to visit me there. So far I have only started to "Tweet" some old stuff, some of the art pieces that I gathered through the past years, there. So here is the link: https://twitter.com/Nachtschwinge3
Dearest greetings to you all
Nachtschwinge~
Yeah I know, I am most of the time a bit of the quiet type, but I thought I'd announce here today, that I have recently created a Twitter account. I kind of hope it does not only help me to open up a bit about things like answering to comments and faving things (Yeah, I had issues with that, long story <^w^">), but also to share a little bit more of my interests, things I do for fun and maybe also a bit more of my personal life (not like anyone is interested in that XD).
So I'd be more than happy if you have a Twitter account if you would follow me there, but if not that is all fine, too. I will be posting and uploading some things (also some of my own art pieces) there that I won't be sharing here, so if you are interested, feel free to visit me there. So far I have only started to "Tweet" some old stuff, some of the art pieces that I gathered through the past years, there. So here is the link: https://twitter.com/Nachtschwinge3
Dearest greetings to you all
Nachtschwinge~
Some words from the heart
Posted 5 years agoHello everyone!
I want to start off with wishing you all a Merry Christmas, despite that I am aware that things might not be as they have been the years before. I know that many of you out there can not see their families and some might feel very alone or even abandoned. I know how some words are not going to change this, but you all stay strong out there! Don't push the ones away who care for you, don't burry yourself or hide away, none of you are alone, I am sure everyone of you has somebody whom is with you in their heart and you should not understimate the care of theirs. <3
In this I want to ask you all, remember to be kind with everyone, meet people with warmth and care, gift them a smile when you can. I am not just talking about your friends and family, I am talking about everyone you meet. Life is hard and life is challenging and I assure you, this year almost everyone had to pay their toll, everyone felt a pain, a hurt, a loss. So please meet people with kindness and warmth, your friends, your families and the strangers you encounter these days. Some people are really good at hiding their own pain and you might never know when they actually need it the most and I promise you, gifting kindness in the right moment can make all the difference to someone. And I assure you they may never forget that moment when you were kind with them, just at the very right moment they needed it. <3
You all stay strong out there, keep smiling and be safe, you are all loved and you are all needed <3
Sincerly and dearly
Nachtschwinge <3
P.S.: You are free to copy this journal and make it a journal yourself, I wish that this message reaches as many people as possible, I only ask then to "sign" with your own name.~
I want to start off with wishing you all a Merry Christmas, despite that I am aware that things might not be as they have been the years before. I know that many of you out there can not see their families and some might feel very alone or even abandoned. I know how some words are not going to change this, but you all stay strong out there! Don't push the ones away who care for you, don't burry yourself or hide away, none of you are alone, I am sure everyone of you has somebody whom is with you in their heart and you should not understimate the care of theirs. <3
In this I want to ask you all, remember to be kind with everyone, meet people with warmth and care, gift them a smile when you can. I am not just talking about your friends and family, I am talking about everyone you meet. Life is hard and life is challenging and I assure you, this year almost everyone had to pay their toll, everyone felt a pain, a hurt, a loss. So please meet people with kindness and warmth, your friends, your families and the strangers you encounter these days. Some people are really good at hiding their own pain and you might never know when they actually need it the most and I promise you, gifting kindness in the right moment can make all the difference to someone. And I assure you they may never forget that moment when you were kind with them, just at the very right moment they needed it. <3
You all stay strong out there, keep smiling and be safe, you are all loved and you are all needed <3
Sincerly and dearly
Nachtschwinge <3
P.S.: You are free to copy this journal and make it a journal yourself, I wish that this message reaches as many people as possible, I only ask then to "sign" with your own name.~
Hatchday 06.10 and 2020
Posted 5 years agoHello everyone!
It has been a while that I dropped any journal at all, but now I believe the time has come~
So today, right now, the timezone of europe, whatever you choose, today is my hatchday, the day I turn 26 years or 26 circles of the planet earth around the sun.
I wanted to put up a short resumee about 2020.
It has not been a great year thanks to Corona AKA Covid-19 but I managed to get through this and all. I managed to be more of myself, to be more alive and to be more me. With all that I want to announce something that might push a few of you away, yet I am tired of hiding this: IRL I am male to female trans, yet I am the most of a female that I can be~
I know I am taking a bit of a chance with that, but as much negative there is, there will always be a way for the positive. I hope many of you will stay around me, I hold you dear~
Dear greetings Nachtschwinge~
P.S. I disabled the comments for that post, but I will happily read and reply to any notes~
Love you all, Nachtschwinge <3
It has been a while that I dropped any journal at all, but now I believe the time has come~
So today, right now, the timezone of europe, whatever you choose, today is my hatchday, the day I turn 26 years or 26 circles of the planet earth around the sun.
I wanted to put up a short resumee about 2020.
It has not been a great year thanks to Corona AKA Covid-19 but I managed to get through this and all. I managed to be more of myself, to be more alive and to be more me. With all that I want to announce something that might push a few of you away, yet I am tired of hiding this: IRL I am male to female trans, yet I am the most of a female that I can be~
I know I am taking a bit of a chance with that, but as much negative there is, there will always be a way for the positive. I hope many of you will stay around me, I hold you dear~
Dear greetings Nachtschwinge~
P.S. I disabled the comments for that post, but I will happily read and reply to any notes~
Love you all, Nachtschwinge <3
300 Watcher raffle by Rationelle
Posted 5 years agoWell hello everyone, it has been a while that I made any journal at all. I need to catch up on making one soon but for now I just want to announce Rationelle's 300 watcher celebration raffle~
You can find it here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9402145/
Even if you don't plan to participate, have a look and maybe leave a watch for them <^w^>
Greetings to everyone, Nachtschwinge~
You can find it here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9402145/
Even if you don't plan to participate, have a look and maybe leave a watch for them <^w^>
Greetings to everyone, Nachtschwinge~
1000 Watchers and YCH
Posted 6 years agoHello everyone.! <^w^>
I know I am usually the more quiet type about comments and such, so first of all I want to thank everyone for watching me.! I sometimes don't understand why you do, I mean, I am not an artist or anything, but I am definetely happy I can make all of you a little bit more happy with the artworks I am getting, at least I hope that it is like that <^w^>
And even as it is hard to believe for me, I recently reached 1000 Watchers <OwO> I never thought that so many people would show a faint interest and as I said above, I am happy you enjoy the artpieces I am gathering here. I feel honored and hope, even tho there will be times where I can not upload stuff, that it will always be a little bit of a smile and pleasure for each of you to visit my page to check out what has been happening there lately <^w^>
And with this whole, I decided to make a 1000 watcher YCH that will be featuring me. I wished I could just go for a raffle, but sadly I am not, so I hope this will be still an idea some of you might show interest in <^w^"> I will not yet tell what the YCH will be about yet, but I hope like my other artworks it will be something for you to enjoy and would be happy if you participate there. Of course it is also not bad if you don't <^w^">. I will make another anouncement once the YCH is set up and ready to go~
So yeah, sorry for me having trouble about comments and thanks again to everyone
Dearest
Nachtschwinge
I know I am usually the more quiet type about comments and such, so first of all I want to thank everyone for watching me.! I sometimes don't understand why you do, I mean, I am not an artist or anything, but I am definetely happy I can make all of you a little bit more happy with the artworks I am getting, at least I hope that it is like that <^w^>
And even as it is hard to believe for me, I recently reached 1000 Watchers <OwO> I never thought that so many people would show a faint interest and as I said above, I am happy you enjoy the artpieces I am gathering here. I feel honored and hope, even tho there will be times where I can not upload stuff, that it will always be a little bit of a smile and pleasure for each of you to visit my page to check out what has been happening there lately <^w^>
And with this whole, I decided to make a 1000 watcher YCH that will be featuring me. I wished I could just go for a raffle, but sadly I am not, so I hope this will be still an idea some of you might show interest in <^w^"> I will not yet tell what the YCH will be about yet, but I hope like my other artworks it will be something for you to enjoy and would be happy if you participate there. Of course it is also not bad if you don't <^w^">. I will make another anouncement once the YCH is set up and ready to go~
So yeah, sorry for me having trouble about comments and thanks again to everyone
Dearest
Nachtschwinge
Sorry
Posted 7 years agoHello everyone who dares to read this...
I am really sorry for the lack of new content lately. I had a couple of really hard months, that made it really hard to get anything new to show.
I am slowly starting my way back up and am going to try to show you new content of myself.
So yeah, sorry, for the newcommers of the past months who might even have assumed there is nothing new of me.
Soon there will be. Thanks for watching and yeah, stay all good yourself there <^w^>
Dearest, Nachtschwinge
I am really sorry for the lack of new content lately. I had a couple of really hard months, that made it really hard to get anything new to show.
I am slowly starting my way back up and am going to try to show you new content of myself.
So yeah, sorry, for the newcommers of the past months who might even have assumed there is nothing new of me.
Soon there will be. Thanks for watching and yeah, stay all good yourself there <^w^>
Dearest, Nachtschwinge
News
Posted 8 years agoWell, since barely anybody reacted to my project idea I am not going to do that, sorry for that, but well, it was apparently not wanted...
Besides that, I am being a bit stressed lately by my job, we have a big project going that is rather important for the company, detail on request, tho I doubt that there is many people who actually care about what I am doing to earn my money XD
I really wished there was more to tell about good news right now but there is not many news at all, so I will keep you updated about what is happenind in and around me...
Oh and a belated happy new year to everyone <3
Besides that, I am being a bit stressed lately by my job, we have a big project going that is rather important for the company, detail on request, tho I doubt that there is many people who actually care about what I am doing to earn my money XD
I really wished there was more to tell about good news right now but there is not many news at all, so I will keep you updated about what is happenind in and around me...
Oh and a belated happy new year to everyone <3
End of the year + project idea
Posted 9 years agoHello out there to the ones who bother to read this..!
Some time passed by now after my car accident and I am back up. Things turned out ok eventually, my dream car is gone but at least I got the money I paid for it back from the insurance so I could at least afford a new car and the costs around that. Not my dream car anymore but also not a bad one so no reason anymore to complain too much. <^w^>
Now the end of the year is getting closer I couldn't avoid thinking back a bit, two years to be exact where I did not even knew of the fandom... Heh, funny I guess, I knew about the art but not that there is a whole "world" around that. Within these two years a lot of things happened and somehow I ended up here now, typing some weird thoughts down for those who are interested in listeneing... I can not say that 2016 was the best year for me and there is quite some amount of memories I wouldn't have needed but now they are part of me and will accompany me through time so I at least know some things to make better. For the next year I hope the best and of course also wish all of you the best. <^w^> <3
I also wish all of you a merry christmas and a lovely time with friends and family. For me it is the most exciting Christmas in years since it is going to be the first time I will not be at home but with my mate what makes me all tingly and excited and... of course worried of ending up doing silly <OwO> XD. But I guess everything will be fine on the one or the other way.
Lastly I want to come to the project idea I have: I would like to write a story together with all of you.
The thought of this idea is putting either 5 new characters we would develope together or some already existing characters together. You would decide about the setting the story will take place in (though I have some personal preferences here) just as what is going to happen in that world. I would write chapter by chapter and after each of those you get to decide how our story will continue and what will happen next. The ideas for how it will go on will be given by you and after collecting some ideas we decide together and vote how it should go on. I would like to hear your oppinions about that and how the generel interest in that is. If you feel to shy to comment in the journal feel free to note me <^w^>
That's it for now, most likely the last journal of the year from me. Stay save especially when driving ;P and get all well into the next year <^w^>
Greetings, Nachtschwinge <^w^> <3
Some time passed by now after my car accident and I am back up. Things turned out ok eventually, my dream car is gone but at least I got the money I paid for it back from the insurance so I could at least afford a new car and the costs around that. Not my dream car anymore but also not a bad one so no reason anymore to complain too much. <^w^>
Now the end of the year is getting closer I couldn't avoid thinking back a bit, two years to be exact where I did not even knew of the fandom... Heh, funny I guess, I knew about the art but not that there is a whole "world" around that. Within these two years a lot of things happened and somehow I ended up here now, typing some weird thoughts down for those who are interested in listeneing... I can not say that 2016 was the best year for me and there is quite some amount of memories I wouldn't have needed but now they are part of me and will accompany me through time so I at least know some things to make better. For the next year I hope the best and of course also wish all of you the best. <^w^> <3
I also wish all of you a merry christmas and a lovely time with friends and family. For me it is the most exciting Christmas in years since it is going to be the first time I will not be at home but with my mate what makes me all tingly and excited and... of course worried of ending up doing silly <OwO> XD. But I guess everything will be fine on the one or the other way.
Lastly I want to come to the project idea I have: I would like to write a story together with all of you.
The thought of this idea is putting either 5 new characters we would develope together or some already existing characters together. You would decide about the setting the story will take place in (though I have some personal preferences here) just as what is going to happen in that world. I would write chapter by chapter and after each of those you get to decide how our story will continue and what will happen next. The ideas for how it will go on will be given by you and after collecting some ideas we decide together and vote how it should go on. I would like to hear your oppinions about that and how the generel interest in that is. If you feel to shy to comment in the journal feel free to note me <^w^>
That's it for now, most likely the last journal of the year from me. Stay save especially when driving ;P and get all well into the next year <^w^>
Greetings, Nachtschwinge <^w^> <3
Car accident
Posted 9 years agoI am sorry if I am bothering you with this but I just need a place to get it off my mind what had happened to me today... I am telling it from my perspective...
I am sitting in my car, just entering the Autobahn, the highway of germany. I am still driving pretty careful since I am driving a car, my dream car that I had just got at friday. I accelerate a bit, 120 km/h or 75 mp/h. I want to go to the left lane and just start to do so, as I suddenly notice a car in my mirror that had been in my dead point before. I try to dodge but not knowing the car enough I steer to much to the right. The car starts slipping and just as I notice that I am slipping and loosing the control, starting to scream. All screaming and in panick since I am pointing at the right wall of the road I pull my steering to the left and start sliding left. I try to correct again but I see the concrete wall already getting closer. Still screaming I know what it is about to happen... Then there is a loud bang... multiple of them. The cars side crashing against the wall and without any delay the airbags blow.... Then everything goes quiet. The first thing I hear again is a loud squeking noise. A moment later I notice that it is me, still screaming in fear and terror. Then I hear voices, the knocking on the car and only then can get out of it....
The rest is a long story of getting the car to a garage, talk with the insurance and stuff.... I am mentally really hit by that and I don't expect anyone to react to this.... not anyone to read this, but either way, thanks if you take the time to do.
I am sitting in my car, just entering the Autobahn, the highway of germany. I am still driving pretty careful since I am driving a car, my dream car that I had just got at friday. I accelerate a bit, 120 km/h or 75 mp/h. I want to go to the left lane and just start to do so, as I suddenly notice a car in my mirror that had been in my dead point before. I try to dodge but not knowing the car enough I steer to much to the right. The car starts slipping and just as I notice that I am slipping and loosing the control, starting to scream. All screaming and in panick since I am pointing at the right wall of the road I pull my steering to the left and start sliding left. I try to correct again but I see the concrete wall already getting closer. Still screaming I know what it is about to happen... Then there is a loud bang... multiple of them. The cars side crashing against the wall and without any delay the airbags blow.... Then everything goes quiet. The first thing I hear again is a loud squeking noise. A moment later I notice that it is me, still screaming in fear and terror. Then I hear voices, the knocking on the car and only then can get out of it....
The rest is a long story of getting the car to a garage, talk with the insurance and stuff.... I am mentally really hit by that and I don't expect anyone to react to this.... not anyone to read this, but either way, thanks if you take the time to do.
Replacement
Posted 9 years agoWell, in first point I am writing this journal to get rid of my sort of depressed hatchday journal that has been on my page for some time now. But there is at least as bit more to say so if you care please continue.
I finally managed to get out of my daily trot, I gave myself a push and now slowly things are starting to get better. I am working up on things and am changing things to finally get my life into ordered lines. Not much I guess, but at least something is happening now.
At that right moment I am wondering about if anybody wonders what is going on with me... thoughts, my situation and anything. I am thinking about writing a journal of recent events, like a sort of diary with one new journal per month, but I just wonder if anybody would care?
I would like to know the oppinion of the ones who bother to read this journal, because then I am considering to write a monthly journal, but not only in a sense of diary, but maybe if I find enough interest in a dragonised story of the recent events as far as possible.
Thanks for reading and with love, Nachtschwinge
I finally managed to get out of my daily trot, I gave myself a push and now slowly things are starting to get better. I am working up on things and am changing things to finally get my life into ordered lines. Not much I guess, but at least something is happening now.
At that right moment I am wondering about if anybody wonders what is going on with me... thoughts, my situation and anything. I am thinking about writing a journal of recent events, like a sort of diary with one new journal per month, but I just wonder if anybody would care?
I would like to know the oppinion of the ones who bother to read this journal, because then I am considering to write a monthly journal, but not only in a sense of diary, but maybe if I find enough interest in a dragonised story of the recent events as far as possible.
Thanks for reading and with love, Nachtschwinge
Story of a year
Posted 9 years agoIt happens not really often that I am writing a journal and it happens even less often that I write a journal like this.
As the title already suggests it is my hatchday today, a whole year of my life has passed and I am taking a look back from exactly a year ago till now. I might miss a few things that happened or mix up the order of some things, but I will try my best to keep everything chronological.
I am starting with the day exactly a year ago, my last hatchday. It started like a quite normal day, usually I don't make a big thing out of it so there was nothing special to expect. Some friends decided to show up in the afternoon, what was a quite nice surprise since I hadn't expected anyone, so yay for that I guess <^w^>. However, it was still not the best of all days and it was overall a bit sad that someone who means a whole lot to me didn't had the time to spend it with me. With quite a distance between us I didn't expect him to show up, but it was also a disappointment that he didn't had time online to spend it with me. But alright, this is a year ago now and quite a lot has happened.
Just a few weeks later for the first time in my life I had contact with more furries than my (so far not) mate... Dragons, foxes, wolves, rabbits and a lot more, it felt like a great, shiny new world. Even as we had been at EF21 where we had still huge trouble with making contact and mostly stayed for ourselves, it was a great new experience to chat with others now, RPing with them, just spending time with them. But the peace stayed not for long.... On one hand I had to fight for the care and the attention of the one whom I loved.... and suddenly I had to take additionally care for more people... In the beginning it was still bearable, so I kept going. Things that really pained me were that the one whom I loved didn't felt like... Well, like I am enough for him... but that wasn't a reason for me to stop fighting and I kept going the best I could.
By an interesting coincidence I managed to get invited into another group and met even more people... it was insane, so many opinions, so much love and care but in the end... also many problems. I couldn't just stand besides it and watch, that is simply not me... not at all. So I stood up for each of them and fought the best I could, still fighting for the one whom I was in love with. Since I wanted to spend every minute of my life with him I also invited him to the newer group after he had invited me to the other one before. But he didn't felt well there.... He felt ignored and didn't really want to have anything to do with them. Besides that he had his own group, where he... well, simply didn't even ask me if I may wanted to join. I swalloed it and kept going, like I always did in my life. At one evening I met an artist and shared experiences with them... And I got more into contact to get more into everything, to finally get a picture of my dragoness self. And I got it and with that I ordered something very special. I ordered a plushee of my dragoness self for the one whom I loved, at that time finally being a couple with him. The sad thing was.... in a specific way I still wasn't enough for him.... but at least I had made a step forward I thought. A few weeks later we are in ther new year now, 2016 had just started and my strength started to get less, but how should it be else, I kept going because I had something to keep going for. I had a couple of friends who were important for me and I had that loved one for whom I tried to keep going and try to capture his heart so he would finally love me as much as I did love him.
A few months it went on like this, constant fights, the constant try to make things better... meanwhile I also had to search for a new job because my contract would have ended in summer, so yay, even more stress. But somehow I kept going... I have to admit I had a couple of moments where I actually hurt myself and a few less where everything seemed to much, including some moments where my mate, the one who should protect me broke my heart in ways I could have never imagined, hurt me in a way I didn't thought I can feel pain. But I loved him still and kept fighting. In the meantime I had left most of the groups and kept only contact to a few less persons.
At one faithfull day one of the for me most important persons, a dragon, came up to me and told me in the most harsh way to go away... he kicked me to the ground and even as he was not the one I loved... he was a that important friend for me that my heart splintered and I felt like I would never be able to get up from it again... at that point I decided to restart everything, I would throw over my whole social life.... and that is what I did.... I kept the most important persons and with that I restarted.... a few days later I got into a horrible discussion with my mate... I wanted to leave him because I didn't felt like I could go on with it how it had been going.... I really did not saw a sense there anymore... but at the point where I had given up on it he finally started rising and he started fighting for me. So I gave him another chance and.... many things have changed since then...
Also this was the time I started meeting new people out of groups, trying to find people who interest me and well... who just seem like the might make good friends... lucky as I am I find quite a couple of those <3
Now the story of the year almost ends, I went as far into detail as I dared, but can't and don't want to explain everything 100% detailed... the ones for whom it is important know about it. The actual status is I have a job again, not my dream job, but I earn good money from it, so it is fine for now... I am still stuck in a depression, it is not permanent, but it can catch up on me at every minute of the day, often it hits my beloved Mezame who has really recognised what he got in me now and... Even as I after all don't understand why he is fighting for me, caring for me and loves me like no one ever did.... sadly I often drop my depressions on him because he is the one I trust most and who goes with me through every minute of my life.... but that doesn't means that I love him less... not at all, that is what makes me know even more that it is him whom I love and with whom I want to spend my life with <3.
Before I end this way too long journal that hardly anyone is going to read I want to thank a few people, dear friends I never want to have to miss: Drerika; my big sister Avelos; Raize; Cronic and of course my so much loved mate Mezame. Thank you to all of you, I never want to have to miss one of you, because you are all really great friends, really important to me and I would do pretty much everything for you <3
Thanks a lot for everyone who takes the time to read this. With much love, Nachtschwinge <3
As the title already suggests it is my hatchday today, a whole year of my life has passed and I am taking a look back from exactly a year ago till now. I might miss a few things that happened or mix up the order of some things, but I will try my best to keep everything chronological.
I am starting with the day exactly a year ago, my last hatchday. It started like a quite normal day, usually I don't make a big thing out of it so there was nothing special to expect. Some friends decided to show up in the afternoon, what was a quite nice surprise since I hadn't expected anyone, so yay for that I guess <^w^>. However, it was still not the best of all days and it was overall a bit sad that someone who means a whole lot to me didn't had the time to spend it with me. With quite a distance between us I didn't expect him to show up, but it was also a disappointment that he didn't had time online to spend it with me. But alright, this is a year ago now and quite a lot has happened.
Just a few weeks later for the first time in my life I had contact with more furries than my (so far not) mate... Dragons, foxes, wolves, rabbits and a lot more, it felt like a great, shiny new world. Even as we had been at EF21 where we had still huge trouble with making contact and mostly stayed for ourselves, it was a great new experience to chat with others now, RPing with them, just spending time with them. But the peace stayed not for long.... On one hand I had to fight for the care and the attention of the one whom I loved.... and suddenly I had to take additionally care for more people... In the beginning it was still bearable, so I kept going. Things that really pained me were that the one whom I loved didn't felt like... Well, like I am enough for him... but that wasn't a reason for me to stop fighting and I kept going the best I could.
By an interesting coincidence I managed to get invited into another group and met even more people... it was insane, so many opinions, so much love and care but in the end... also many problems. I couldn't just stand besides it and watch, that is simply not me... not at all. So I stood up for each of them and fought the best I could, still fighting for the one whom I was in love with. Since I wanted to spend every minute of my life with him I also invited him to the newer group after he had invited me to the other one before. But he didn't felt well there.... He felt ignored and didn't really want to have anything to do with them. Besides that he had his own group, where he... well, simply didn't even ask me if I may wanted to join. I swalloed it and kept going, like I always did in my life. At one evening I met an artist and shared experiences with them... And I got more into contact to get more into everything, to finally get a picture of my dragoness self. And I got it and with that I ordered something very special. I ordered a plushee of my dragoness self for the one whom I loved, at that time finally being a couple with him. The sad thing was.... in a specific way I still wasn't enough for him.... but at least I had made a step forward I thought. A few weeks later we are in ther new year now, 2016 had just started and my strength started to get less, but how should it be else, I kept going because I had something to keep going for. I had a couple of friends who were important for me and I had that loved one for whom I tried to keep going and try to capture his heart so he would finally love me as much as I did love him.
A few months it went on like this, constant fights, the constant try to make things better... meanwhile I also had to search for a new job because my contract would have ended in summer, so yay, even more stress. But somehow I kept going... I have to admit I had a couple of moments where I actually hurt myself and a few less where everything seemed to much, including some moments where my mate, the one who should protect me broke my heart in ways I could have never imagined, hurt me in a way I didn't thought I can feel pain. But I loved him still and kept fighting. In the meantime I had left most of the groups and kept only contact to a few less persons.
At one faithfull day one of the for me most important persons, a dragon, came up to me and told me in the most harsh way to go away... he kicked me to the ground and even as he was not the one I loved... he was a that important friend for me that my heart splintered and I felt like I would never be able to get up from it again... at that point I decided to restart everything, I would throw over my whole social life.... and that is what I did.... I kept the most important persons and with that I restarted.... a few days later I got into a horrible discussion with my mate... I wanted to leave him because I didn't felt like I could go on with it how it had been going.... I really did not saw a sense there anymore... but at the point where I had given up on it he finally started rising and he started fighting for me. So I gave him another chance and.... many things have changed since then...
Also this was the time I started meeting new people out of groups, trying to find people who interest me and well... who just seem like the might make good friends... lucky as I am I find quite a couple of those <3
Now the story of the year almost ends, I went as far into detail as I dared, but can't and don't want to explain everything 100% detailed... the ones for whom it is important know about it. The actual status is I have a job again, not my dream job, but I earn good money from it, so it is fine for now... I am still stuck in a depression, it is not permanent, but it can catch up on me at every minute of the day, often it hits my beloved Mezame who has really recognised what he got in me now and... Even as I after all don't understand why he is fighting for me, caring for me and loves me like no one ever did.... sadly I often drop my depressions on him because he is the one I trust most and who goes with me through every minute of my life.... but that doesn't means that I love him less... not at all, that is what makes me know even more that it is him whom I love and with whom I want to spend my life with <3.
Before I end this way too long journal that hardly anyone is going to read I want to thank a few people, dear friends I never want to have to miss: Drerika; my big sister Avelos; Raize; Cronic and of course my so much loved mate Mezame. Thank you to all of you, I never want to have to miss one of you, because you are all really great friends, really important to me and I would do pretty much everything for you <3
Thanks a lot for everyone who takes the time to read this. With much love, Nachtschwinge <3
Back from EF
Posted 9 years agoHello everyone...!
I am back from having a lovely time with my mate and an amazing time with my mate still EF22..!
I was able to gather lot's of impressions from the Eurofurence 22, meeting a lot of intersting people and sharing my mind and my thoughts with them...
I can't deny that I am actually sad to be back at home again, especially after that lovely time my mate gave me... I already miss him and I miss all the amazing floofs and scalies I met at that huge, awsome convention....
Greetings, Nacht
I am back from having a lovely time with my mate and an amazing time with my mate still EF22..!
I was able to gather lot's of impressions from the Eurofurence 22, meeting a lot of intersting people and sharing my mind and my thoughts with them...
I can't deny that I am actually sad to be back at home again, especially after that lovely time my mate gave me... I already miss him and I miss all the amazing floofs and scalies I met at that huge, awsome convention....
Greetings, Nacht
EF 22 meme <^w^>
Posted 9 years agoWhere are you staying?
The Estrell Hotel in Berling
Means of transportation?
By Car..! Wrrrooom <^w^>
Sharing a room with:
With my beloved mezame1805 <3
What is your gender?
male but identifying as and want to be spoken with as female <~^w^~>
Relationship Status:
mated with my Mezame <^w^> <3
How old are you?
21
How tall are you?
1,82
Which languages do you speak?
English and Deutsch (German) <^w^>
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
Everywhere, discovering the con and the other interesting creatures who will be around <^w^>
Who will you be with?
Guess three times..! Pretty sure most of the time with my Mezame <^w^> <3 and maybe some others
Do you do free art?
I can TRY to do some quick little sketch for you but I am still in training, so do not expect anything much <^w^;>
Do you do trades?
Most likely now with the level of art I am doing so far <^w^;>
Do you do commissions?
Not able to yet
Do you have prints/ CDs?
None
What suit(s) will you have?
I will have my Nachtschwinge hoodie which I will be wearing most of the time which is the body part of a partial that is not yet done, sooooo by now it will be the hoodie alone <^w^>
Can I dance with you?
If you are able to talke me into dancing I will for sure also dance with you, but good luck with that :P
Can I touch you?
Only when I can see you and allow it to you, I am very sensitive to that :S
Can I talk to you?
Of course..! That is what I am there for, talking, having fun and meeting new interesting creatures <^w^>
Can I hug you?
Like before only when I can see you, but hugs are always allowed, also without asking for my permission, rawr <^w^>
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Feel free to do, but let me know if you upload them <^w^;>
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure...! If you feel like it feel free to do so <^w^>
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I do both, but careful with alcohol on me, too much of that is not a good idea on me and please respect it when I say I had enough..!
Can I give you lots of money?
Sure you can, but expect me to give it back, I am not good with sudden gifts especially in shape of money <OwO>
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are always welcomed happily, snuggling only if I know you already a bit better <^w^>
Can we hang out?
Sure, feel free to start a talk with me and we can see how it goes <^w^>
Are you nice?
usually I am, but I can be a bit shy at first, so careful <~^w^~>
Other cons you may go to?
Not anything planned yet :S
Attending any events?
Nothing planned besides EF and at EF itself I will be for 100% sure to find at the motorfurs meeting <^w^>
How can I find you at the con?
Look for the badge you can find in my FA gallery or contact me via a Note, I might add more options later <^w^;>
Can we go out for a dinner?
Feel free to ask, but don't overfeed me <OwO>
Are you buying art?
I will of course try to do, but I will be like "Oh what is that... and what is that" soooooo... hihi....
What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
Avoid yelling and touching me without permission, I have very sensitive senses and might end up feeling not well when it is too loud around me
What is the best way to contact you?
Hmm, you can write me an FA note, but that might need a bit long to contact me there, I might add other options for contacting later or write me a Note before the con, then I can give you my skype <^w^>
May I kidnap you to my room?
Rawr? If I know you and you also take my mate along you might can
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
I am probably having a moment where my senses overload and need a few minutes or I am just warm
Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
I forget about names easily, I am sorry about that <QwQ>
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Hmm, I might, but assume that when I am on my room I most likely need some time off and might not be up for a surprise visit, I am sorry
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Ask me anything you want..! I do not at all get easily offended, more the opposite of that, but do not expect me to answer every question, I might simply deny to answer it if I don't like it
Everyone have a nice time and I hope to meet plenty of you at the con...! <^w^>
The Estrell Hotel in Berling
Means of transportation?
By Car..! Wrrrooom <^w^>
Sharing a room with:
With my beloved mezame1805 <3
What is your gender?
male but identifying as and want to be spoken with as female <~^w^~>
Relationship Status:
mated with my Mezame <^w^> <3
How old are you?
21
How tall are you?
1,82
Which languages do you speak?
English and Deutsch (German) <^w^>
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
Everywhere, discovering the con and the other interesting creatures who will be around <^w^>
Who will you be with?
Guess three times..! Pretty sure most of the time with my Mezame <^w^> <3 and maybe some others
Do you do free art?
I can TRY to do some quick little sketch for you but I am still in training, so do not expect anything much <^w^;>
Do you do trades?
Most likely now with the level of art I am doing so far <^w^;>
Do you do commissions?
Not able to yet
Do you have prints/ CDs?
None
What suit(s) will you have?
I will have my Nachtschwinge hoodie which I will be wearing most of the time which is the body part of a partial that is not yet done, sooooo by now it will be the hoodie alone <^w^>
Can I dance with you?
If you are able to talke me into dancing I will for sure also dance with you, but good luck with that :P
Can I touch you?
Only when I can see you and allow it to you, I am very sensitive to that :S
Can I talk to you?
Of course..! That is what I am there for, talking, having fun and meeting new interesting creatures <^w^>
Can I hug you?
Like before only when I can see you, but hugs are always allowed, also without asking for my permission, rawr <^w^>
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Feel free to do, but let me know if you upload them <^w^;>
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure...! If you feel like it feel free to do so <^w^>
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I do both, but careful with alcohol on me, too much of that is not a good idea on me and please respect it when I say I had enough..!
Can I give you lots of money?
Sure you can, but expect me to give it back, I am not good with sudden gifts especially in shape of money <OwO>
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are always welcomed happily, snuggling only if I know you already a bit better <^w^>
Can we hang out?
Sure, feel free to start a talk with me and we can see how it goes <^w^>
Are you nice?
usually I am, but I can be a bit shy at first, so careful <~^w^~>
Other cons you may go to?
Not anything planned yet :S
Attending any events?
Nothing planned besides EF and at EF itself I will be for 100% sure to find at the motorfurs meeting <^w^>
How can I find you at the con?
Look for the badge you can find in my FA gallery or contact me via a Note, I might add more options later <^w^;>
Can we go out for a dinner?
Feel free to ask, but don't overfeed me <OwO>
Are you buying art?
I will of course try to do, but I will be like "Oh what is that... and what is that" soooooo... hihi....
What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
Avoid yelling and touching me without permission, I have very sensitive senses and might end up feeling not well when it is too loud around me
What is the best way to contact you?
Hmm, you can write me an FA note, but that might need a bit long to contact me there, I might add other options for contacting later or write me a Note before the con, then I can give you my skype <^w^>
May I kidnap you to my room?
Rawr? If I know you and you also take my mate along you might can
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
I am probably having a moment where my senses overload and need a few minutes or I am just warm
Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
I forget about names easily, I am sorry about that <QwQ>
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Hmm, I might, but assume that when I am on my room I most likely need some time off and might not be up for a surprise visit, I am sorry
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Ask me anything you want..! I do not at all get easily offended, more the opposite of that, but do not expect me to answer every question, I might simply deny to answer it if I don't like it
Everyone have a nice time and I hope to meet plenty of you at the con...! <^w^>
Wondering
Posted 9 years agoI am wondering how many of you are actually going to take a look at this journal... Wondering how many of you actually care and will take a look at this and how many are just watching for the pictures of me... I know, many ´who will read this might just see it as silly... but I am having a pretty... thoughtful... evening and just wanted to ask XD
