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I’m so sorry, dears..
Posted 5 years agoI fell out of life again..
Recently I found out that a person who is not indifferent to me got sick with a virus.. a virus that everyone is talking about right now..
This is just my guess..
We haven't been in touch for very long, (one year) But I know that even if he was ill, he wouldn't tell me about it.
For some time, he said that he was not feeling well, the temperature was rising... I asked him to see a doctor, but he refused. he said that he could cure himself with home pills.. But alas, that will not do here, for this is real..
He worked in a cafe. Recently said that he on vacation. What I could be happy about with the thought: "finally, he will have a good rest".
But he wrote: "I will on vacation for a long time. At all".
And then delete this message..
He writing that the vacation will last 2 weeks. As if the previous message was a joke. But I don't think so..
You know, there is an expression "between the lines" - this is when you write the truth, but veiled from the interlocutor, hoping that he will catch it, and if not, then fine..
So it seemed to me that his message about a long-term vacation was such a message..
After this event, I withdrew into myself. Communicating with him was an exciting process, because I knew that he could lie to me so that I didn't worry about him too much.. But you can't fool your heart..💔
From the moment we communicated with him, my heart began to feel everything that was happening in his soul. His sorrows and experiences rang in my heart with a sharp pain.. Even if he didn't talk about them directly, I could feel it..
Eheh... Yes, this may all seem unreal to you, a fiction... I will not force you to believe in this sense of" connection " with a person. But it is..
Recently I found out that a person who is not indifferent to me got sick with a virus.. a virus that everyone is talking about right now..
This is just my guess..
We haven't been in touch for very long, (one year) But I know that even if he was ill, he wouldn't tell me about it.
For some time, he said that he was not feeling well, the temperature was rising... I asked him to see a doctor, but he refused. he said that he could cure himself with home pills.. But alas, that will not do here, for this is real..
He worked in a cafe. Recently said that he on vacation. What I could be happy about with the thought: "finally, he will have a good rest".
But he wrote: "I will on vacation for a long time. At all".
And then delete this message..
He writing that the vacation will last 2 weeks. As if the previous message was a joke. But I don't think so..
You know, there is an expression "between the lines" - this is when you write the truth, but veiled from the interlocutor, hoping that he will catch it, and if not, then fine..
So it seemed to me that his message about a long-term vacation was such a message..
After this event, I withdrew into myself. Communicating with him was an exciting process, because I knew that he could lie to me so that I didn't worry about him too much.. But you can't fool your heart..💔
From the moment we communicated with him, my heart began to feel everything that was happening in his soul. His sorrows and experiences rang in my heart with a sharp pain.. Even if he didn't talk about them directly, I could feel it..
Eheh... Yes, this may all seem unreal to you, a fiction... I will not force you to believe in this sense of" connection " with a person. But it is..
Return of the prodigal me.. :">
Posted 5 years agoI apologize for missing from the FA >~<
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BUT! I'm back:3
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Where did I go?👀
I was reviewing a blog. Quite a lot of requests were collected there.. And I finally caught up to them in the form of a cute Chibi traditional arts^^✨🌸
I did not expect that so much art will turn out😳😳😳
🌿💗Links album: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....older/816887/- 💗🌿
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
BUT! I'm back:3
✨🌿✨🌿✨🌿✨🌿✨
Where did I go?👀
I was reviewing a blog. Quite a lot of requests were collected there.. And I finally caught up to them in the form of a cute Chibi traditional arts^^✨🌸
I did not expect that so much art will turn out😳😳😳
🌿💗Links album: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....older/816887/- 💗🌿
I'm disappointed..
Posted 5 years agoLately, it's been completely unreliable..
The other day I received the same order-a graphic tablet. I expected a lot from him:
-that I would finally start drawing more freely;
-it would become easier to make sketches;
-it would be drawn as if on paper..
I used to be told that drawing on a graphics tablet is easier than on a phone. I fell for it and got it. I even downloaded drawing software to my computer. But drawing on it seemed like more hell than on a phone.
Until that time, I was drawing on my phone and didn't complain much. A try on a graphics tablet.. there drawings came out 1000 times worse. It's like I'm a kindergarten kid who just learned how to hold a pen, and then I didn't know how to handle it very well...
I'm disappointed..
The other day I received the same order-a graphic tablet. I expected a lot from him:
-that I would finally start drawing more freely;
-it would become easier to make sketches;
-it would be drawn as if on paper..
I used to be told that drawing on a graphics tablet is easier than on a phone. I fell for it and got it. I even downloaded drawing software to my computer. But drawing on it seemed like more hell than on a phone.
Until that time, I was drawing on my phone and didn't complain much. A try on a graphics tablet.. there drawings came out 1000 times worse. It's like I'm a kindergarten kid who just learned how to hold a pen, and then I didn't know how to handle it very well...
I'm disappointed..
