I was always hesitant to come out to my dad about my sexuality and my relationship, but I told him a while ago and was surprised at his welcoming reaction. Now that I look back on it, I can see it wasn't so positive. He said something to me back then that I didn't really think about, he told me that it was probably a good thing that my partner and I couldn't have kids after all. I know exactly what he meant by that, and recently he made some comments that reaffirmed his archaic views. Point is, I thought that knowing about me might soften him, but it really doesn't seem to. In fact, I'd say it has had the opposite effect.

He now regurgitates talking points that sound exactly like something you'd hear on Fox News or some far right-wing website, essentially forcing me to emotionally distance myself from him. I have to, because I know I'm going to get hurt more otherwise. Several family members on his side share the same opinions, so its not as if his views are an outlier. I feel like I'm never going to be accepted by him now, even though I know he loves me to death. But all the love in the world won't cover up the fact that he thinks my relationship is deviant and wrong, and that hurts me more than it probably should.

I know now that he probably will not be coming to our wedding, and its likely that a lot of my other family won't either. But I'm not changing who I am; I wouldn't alter anything about myself even if he disowned me. There is nothing wrong with loving someone of the same gender, not even family can make me feel ashamed of that. Keep being yourself, don't doubt who you really are, and do not be afraid to open up.

I wrote this to try and reach out to others who might be having a similar problem with their family, or are having doubts about coming out to those who are close to them. I've been with my fiance for over four years now, and I've never been happier in my life. I'm lucky that I live in a point in history, and even the right country, where I can safely express my opinion without having to worry about resulting verbal/physical abuse or even death. We have come so far, but we still have so much work to do in battling inequality. The truth is what we owe ourselves in the end, when we can look in a mirror and know that we are no longer lying to ourselves or others about who we really are. Let this be what instills a sense of pride in you.

Rip and tear, rip and tear! Going to be making a Let's Play of the entire game and almost all of its secrets.

Specifically the Praline Cream soda, and this shit is amazing. Its like drinking bubbly syrup made of happiness. I first found out about this stuff after watching the trailer for 10 Cloverfield Lane; glad I tried it, easily some of the best soda I've ever had.

Sadly I'm not going to be visiting my fiance or my girlfriend, that's not till May. I'm just taking some time off work to relax, kick back, and make some more videos!

You may all resume your daily, scheduled lives.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANy6mRGNqlg
In this episode, Simon crashes on the outskirts of Delta, his shuttle damaged beyond further use. Taking his omni-tool, which contains Catherine, he begins exploring his immediate surroundings in the murky deep, trying desperately to find a way to get into Delta.

Hope everyone has an awesome and safe night!

Hope everyone has a fun and safe holiday!

After trudging along the sea floor for a time, Simon and his new companion, Catherine, happen upon the wreckage of an enormous ship. Stalked by some unknown horror, Simon has no choice but to enter the rusting hulk and attempt to escape on the sole remaining life-boat.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZ570973KX8 I'm doing a separate playlist for the Greed mode in Afterbirth, jump in and watch the insanity!

He's 88 and he had a heart attack, they had to put six stints in his heart. He's doing better, but he still has a while to go to fully recover. This year has been pretty tough for my family and I...

Eat all the damn food!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8Ti6FtQC2Y Enjoy the new video guys!

Please stay safe, and for those of you who lost loved ones in this horrible attack; stay strong and know that the world is thinking of you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=im9eYhvCnt8 Afterbirth video is now live and will be part of an expanding series!

Hope everyone has a nice, safe, spooky night!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBa8vnTL8Bs Fourth video is out, let's continue this creepy adventure!

Birthday dragon is still young. ^.=.^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0_kS5tZ_t4 Enjoy guys!

https://youtu.be/bzlTPFrf4IE New video is up, enjoy!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VV.....ature=youtu.be Here is the first part, enjoy!

You came to see me.
You asked me to be yours, I said yes.
I'd never been happier.
Four years later...
I'm still happier than I've ever been.
With you in my life, I'll always have purpose.
I love you.


For  eternalundeath, yesterday was our four year anniversary. <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17628313/ Give her a look!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WHQ3x2WbvE I've uploaded ten videos, feels good!

Okay, I'm going to get right to the point: Citifinancial is calling us to court because we cannot fully make house payments sometimes. This is a serious issue that can only be resolved if we give them more money and make up some of our lesser payments. My parents declared bankruptcy in 2013 and we've been struggling ever since. I set up a GoFundMe page previously for donations but this time I'm just going to link to my PayPal address if you want to donate: NaruneWatercrest@gmail.com. Anything is appreciated guys, even a single dollar will help us. The prospect of not having a place to call home is terrifying for us. Please spread the word whether you donate or not! <3

Update: So we may be able to get them to lower our monthly bankruptcy payments. My mom and dad have to provide the last 60 days worth of pay stubs to show that we are indeed just struggling to get by.