So apparently trying to work, have a social life, and be healthy does come with drawbacks if you wanna relax too.

I've made my goal since last year, but I think I may need a while to rest up and stop writing. Focusing on my studies for the time being, and maybe work on stories if I have time, but that's probably not the case for a while.

Thank you everyone who has ever read my stuff, I really hoped you enjoyed the stuff that just comes out of my brain. Even though it is unstructured and messy, with my limited vocab and basic ass abilities to write.

It has been a year since I've last written a journal. So MUCH has happened since then. I've gotten a lot less active, maybe because I'm not willing to drop out certain stuff. Emotions are a roller-coaster, and life is too. Not sure what to talk about here, so I'll just write a message to myself as a reminder. Since you'd really commit things more if you made an announcement to everyone and are now forced to live up to it because of yourself.

"I will survive, work hard, study hard, and play hard. Nothing is impossible, unless totally unrealistic goals like wanting to fly to the moon in 2 days. If I ever feel down, I'll try to patch myself up instead of considering an escape. Hard work pays off, it just takes time and it is still nonetheless an experience which will make me stronger. I have good friends, don't let them down easily with constant negativity. They deserve better so I better get 'gooder.' Treat myself nice, torturing myself without a good reason is bad. Hope by the end of the year when I see this again, I'll be stronger."

Why am I even typing this here??????
Anyways, I'll be taking a long hiatus, for I have overtime, studies, and important matters to attend to and I still need some time to make myself feel better. Self-care if important everyone!

So...with everything going on, I don't think I'll be able to write as much as I can starting next year. I don't think I'll be able to upload once per week now, the uploads may be random at best, probably once in two weeks, a month, a couple months? To everyone enjoying my stories, thank you for the support so far.

I hope one day I might write more, but...who knows. So for now, I'll just do small things I'm interested in.

To get full context, look at my last journal.

Join as one character in Bunny class, who should be a non-ABDL who will realize fun of being an ABDL.


Because I'm almost done with the second character's storyline, which is probably in 2 days, the deadline to participate in this story with your character shall be before...well...within 2 days since this post!

To join, please comment your character~
Name:
Gender:
Species:
Age: (Must be above 18)
Height: cm
Plus a very very brief intro, mainly on personality! Don't write an essay!


I'll be picking the one that attracts me most~ doesn't have to be special or normal, just have your character be itself!

I would like ONE person to join a little story project of mine, don't worry, you don't have to help writing, it's just like the odd littles world series again, but different. It's just having your character being put in the settings, which is a little based on lucky draws, but you still have one hand on the steering wheel. Hard to explain.


The core of the story: Slow regression of one or more characters as they get their random and unexpected starting stats, going on an adventure to try and escape by finding clues. Their actions have consequences and rules to follow, buffs will be awards and debuffs will be punishment. Different characters have different adventures, even if they try to duplicate another, things will still go differently. It’s an unknown journey, never know if they would lose it, not willing to go through the game, or purposely lose to it, maybe even losing it by accident.

One of the settings will be your character will have their memories suppressed, so their personalities may be different from the usual.


Basic roles of players in world:
Preschoolers
- Age 3 Chick Class (Benefits: Youngest age, can avoid certain stuff by just fussing, no diaper caused punishments. Drawbacks: Decreased exploration time, further decrease of exploration time when failed to finish certain tasks, have to wear diapers. )
- Age 4 Bunny Class (Benefits: Increased exploration time, but will decrease if failed to finish certain tasks. Drawbacks: Will have diaper caused punishments, but are decreased. )
- Age 5 Ant Class (Benefits: Older age, gets to have more exploration time, do not need to wear diapers. Drawbacks: Expected to find the potty on their own, diaper caused punishments will be full. )

Currently, I have one character who will be in Ant class, that is Plum who will be a non-ABDL who is definitely trying to be a big boy, but will eventually be regressed down. Boochy, who will be an ABDL in Chick class, will be a happy baby just very eager to slowly regress. So I'm just missing one character in Bunny class, who in my opinion, should be a non-ABDL who will realize fun of being an ABDL~

Yup, so anyone wanting to be the Bunny class preschooler in this story? ;3
If you are very interested, you can comment down the journal, don't PM yet. If it ends up being like popular or something, please forgive me if I didn't pick you. Honestly I have no idea how I'm going to pick if there are more than one people interested. Please don't be absolutely entitled, like expecting you to be picked. It really depends on mood I guess.


Edit:
Okay, I'm an idiot!

I have no idea how am I suppose to pick someone! Alright, gimme your fursona that you want to be featured in the story~
Name:
Gender:
Species:
Age: (Must be above 18)
Height: cm

Plus a very very brief intro, mainly on personality! Don't write an essay! X3

Just curious! Like cute scenarios? Humiliating scenarios?
Really baby or kinky?

Lately because of a hard subject which is called business research is making me panic. I don't know. I keep making up excuses for me. Like it's only the first week, I still have enough time, it shouldn't be too hard, if I fail there is always a next semester...

But the weight building on my chest, I thought I would only have that last and last last time for taking a bunch of subjects in one semester. I thought I beat my anxiety by reducing the workload smartly. But now my previous experiences won't work. I'm still feeling this weird chest weight. hopefully this isn't covid...

I'm pretty sure it's anxiety. I'm so fearful, worried. I feel terrible. I know there are other people who are in deeper waters and I'd say I'm pretty okay in my situation. No financial burden or anything. But...I just feel super bad. It's been like this for the past few days.

Anyone knows techniques or anything to ease my anxiety?

Lately working in a commission that slowly exploits my increasing fetish and bdsm mixed with baby treatment. Which is A Lucario's Fall one, I've been fapping way too much on a daily basis because I get turned on by the things I'm writing.

I dunno. I just think that if I can't make myself horny, how could I make others horny? So I'm worried I'm being too horny for too long, and made far too many naughty cummies. How much is the safe zone?

Breathe in...breathe out. I can't believe this, but...
Starting next week, which is about 2 days later! I'll be uploading stories 3 times per week!

First of all, no. The pokemon mystery dungeon series is getting it's regular update on Friday evenings on US time, one chapter per week.

Second! Errrr... what's second?

Anyways, I got a long commission, which I don't plan on failing. Since it's gonna be a long one, I decided that only posting one chapter per week for the new commission would be tooo short. So I decided to post 2 chapters per week. That makes 3 chapters per week. OMG x3

This schedule will be rather taxing for me at times, so in case I get busy, it'll get cut to 2 uploads per week.

Don't worry about the quality, I've grown as a writer. With a story line written down, everything is under control. Heck, if I really drop the quality and write it without thinking, I'll be able to write loads x3

But nah, I'll try maintaining a good quality! So...yay for 3 uploads per week?

After so so long! I've finally finished writing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 2, yayyyyy.

I plan to upload them starting at 2021, which I hope will be a good year. The start of a really good time.
I'll upload them weekly, while I'll also upload my Odd Little's world series randomly, so sorry for the new slowed upload.

I can't believe it's been a full year since I ended the pokemon mystery dungeon with a cliffhanger, which spoilers, Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 2 ends with a cliffhanger too. Yes, I will be writing a pokemon mystery dungeon 3 in the future! The story doesn't end yet, I still haven't completely finished what it could be. So I'll try to give it the ending it deserves.

So while 2021 will be me posting the cute and rather fun story of Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 2, I've taken a commission which will go from cute and simple to kinky as fuck, yup...a new series of pokemon! I need a bit of rest, because I've been writing a lot. P.S. This commission will take a long time, because I still haven't made a story line and graph. So try and enjoy the pokemon story I've already finished in 2021

I hope everyone likes the new pokemon stories that I'll be posting!

Yeah, a lil curious. Does anyone have any questions to ask me? This is probably the first time I asked this here.

Alright, the event is over, only the ones I've recorded will be staring in this series~ Thanks for participation!



Edit: The story name has been changed to 'An odd little's world'

Hello my watchers! For those who reads this, I'm starting a mini/medium/long series, depending on how you guys/girls/sissies like it. Sooo... to start explaining it, my idea is about stats! You know, like stats from gaming and stuff.

STATS will be the main fun of it. I'll be posting something below for anyone interested to fill up, which everyone would most likely be a bit different due to some growth and lock, along with quite the array of stats I given choice. Please follow the rules carefully~

Basically the stats will be chosen by an unseen force(people from FA), the victim(Our characters) will be put to those stats. If you're interested, you can also fill up the below, and I might use your stats and the character to write a story about that character in this weird world. Oh yeah, this story will take place in like a world similar to the sims, except no one dies at all, lives for eternity, caretakers age will be locked between 25-35 forever. This world will have tons of weird 'bugs', but nobody cares!


Just to make it clear, this is a story thing which I plan to write using these stats


So the stats below will be these. (Don't use this sections stats to fill up, I'll put one at the very bottom for you babies to fill up.)


Current shown stats: (Pick a level for the ones with [Lv;] lable!)

Name:

Species:

Age:

Age perception: (LV:)

Gender:

Mind: Normal or (LV:)

Caretaker : (Fill in with gender, name, character if you have and details if ya want, or else it's the writer that decides how the caretaker is!)

Size: (LV:)

Potty Training: (LV:)

Motor skills: (LV:)

Intelligence: (LV:)

Physical strength: (LV:)

Growth rate: ?/12 (Symbol will be placed behind stats)

Life span: (Always set at infinite, along with caretakers)

Lock: (Symbol will be placed behind stats)


P.S. The player's perception of the world will still be the same,
but the player will be deeply affected by the stats.


Skills available: Choose 3 at maximum!
1.
2.
3.



The above is just what you're supposed to be filling, but I need to explain how to properly fill each one.
But first of all, I need to explain how these levels.

P.S. Every children is different, the above are just references on average, you can modify how you want below.

Level equivalent: (Just for refrence, you can set what happens at each age)
Level 1: Pre-infant level(Age 0.5)
--Clumsily handles object
--Can sit with support
--Can roll from back to front, vice versa
--Naps two times a day, usually 4 hour total.
--Sleeps for 12 hours per night
--Babbles, laughs, make simple sounds(Da, ma, ba)


Level 2: Little infant (Age 1)
--Unsupported sitting
--Simple crawling
--Can hold bottle
--Loves peek-a-boo
--Teething
--May be able to use sippy cup, but decided by the caretaker
--Can speak two sylable sound(mama, dada, baba), say some simple words
--Mimic simple sounds
--Clumsily turn pages on book
--Gains about six teeth
--Sleeps for 12 hours per night
--Naps two times per day, usually one hour each


Level 3: Infant (Age 1.5)
--Barely walk, beginning to run
--Definitely stand up like a big baby
--Loves baby blocks, can build towers with it
--Crayon lover
--Mostly feed themselves with spoon
--One nap per day, just one and a half hour
--Sleeps 11 hours per night
--10 teeth
--15 words maximum, simple two words sentences


Level 4: Toddler (Age 3)
--Run and walk well, jump, kicks, stands on one foot(momentarily)
--Build baby block towers of ten blocks
--20 teeth
--Turns pages on book fluently
--Can drink from straw and cup
--Starts to have bladder and bowel control at two, can learn
--One one hour nap per day
--11 hour sleep per night
--Learn 800 words, using three words together and sometimes 4 to 5
--Colors!
--Say own name and use polite words like "Please" and "Thank you"


Level 5: Pre-schooler (Age 5)

Level 6: 'Big Kid' (Age 9)

Level 7: Children (Age 12)

Level 8: Teenager (Age 16)

Level 9: Weaker adult (Age 18)

Level 10: Big fully grown adult(Age 20)


P.S. Every children is different, the above are just references on average, you can modify how you want below.




Now you know how these levels work, it's time to explain how the stats work.




Name: Any (A simple name would be preferred)


Species: (Can be anything from pokemon, fur, scales. P.S. No hard species to diaper up, I just can't diaper up a spider QwQ)


Age: Choose initial starting age with range from 0.5 minimum to 20 years old maximum
(Player will only be able to grow up to 20 years old max, and continue
to stay at gain age for eternity, bu no longer will grow.)
Example: If the player chooses age 15 to start for the character, their character will only gain 5 years of growth for their character.


Age perception: This stat affects how other people see you. Including your caretaker.
Example: If you choose Level 2 and lock it in place, others will always see you as a sweet 1 year old despite being like 20 years old~
Lockable


Gender: Male/female


Mind: This affects on how you think and act. Either choose normal or a level. (This stat is affected by Intelligence, even if your mind is as normal as an adult, the low intelligence will render
words and numbers beyond you!) Can set yourself(LV:)
Lockable
Choose a growth rate for this stat.


Caretaker : Mommy/Daddy (Non-blood-related, can be different species)(Can drop reference and explain the ideal caretaker, or just leave it to me!)


Size: Affected by age, can set yourself(LV:)
Example: Age affect is like a 1 year old infant cannot be as big as an adult, but a 20 year old adult can be as small as a 1 year old.
Lockable
Choose a growth rate for this stat.


Potty Training: Affected by age, can set yourself(LV:)
Example: You can't expect a one year old to have the potty training skills of a 20 year old right?
Lockable
Choose a growth rate for this stat.


Motor skills: Affected by age, can set yourself(LV:)
Example: Cant really get motor skills of a 20 year old when you're 1 years old right?
Lockable
Choose a growth rate for this stat.


Intelligence: This stat affects how they perform, as in if the intelligence was set at Level 1, they couldn't understand words even if it's just ABC, their mind will register it as weird words they don't understand. But they can still understand what others are saying! It's just when they try to perform, it fucks up.
Affected by age, can set yourself(LV:).
Example: A one year old could hardly be as smart as a 20 year old. But a 20 year old can be as dumb as a 1 year old
Lockable
Choose a growth rate for this stat.


Physical strength: Affected by motor skills and age. Can be set by yourself(LV:)
Example: A one year old baby can't possibly be as strong as a 20 year old, or even walk if his motor skills are barely at the level of crawling! This stat can even affect motor skill if he's too weak to walk, but motor skills good enough to walk.
Lockable
Choose a growth rate for this stat.


Growth rate: 1-12/12.
Can choose to affect any stats except age and gender.
Growth rate can be set different to each stats. But growth rate will only count from the initial age started (As in, if you started at age 1, you'll get 19 years of growth.)
Growth rate can be set from 1/12 to 12/12. Example: 12/12 growth on strength will help the player gain a full year of growth from one year old to two years old in strength, but a 1/12 growth on motor skills will result in the player to gain only 1 month of growth for that one year.
(The best stat coming from 1/12 is 20 months of growth until the growth ends at age 20, that is assuming the player chooses the initial age of 0.5)
Just to clear confusion for growth rate, you can choose how much can your character grow. A 6/12 meaning they will only grow about half the original stat. Like if ya start on level 1, your growth is only 6/12, that means you're probably be getting 10 years of growth instead of 20 years of growth.


Life span: (Always set at infinite, along with caretakers)


Lock: All stats except age and lifespan can be locked, which means there will be no change in that stat forever. This makes the growth rate stat nullified. Lock stat can also be modified to lock it up once it reaches a certain age/level.



Of course, just to spice thing up and make things more interesting. I added skills to the mix. Of course, there is a limit to how many skills can you take, three is the limit! Or you can choose to take none.

Skills available: Choose 3 at maximum!

Big glutton baby: The baby will have less frequent cries for milk and baby food. But it results in having a bigger meal than average.
(Does not affect size or weight.)

Infantile amusement: The baby is easily amused to anything that is infantile. Baby toys will never get bored of~

Potty-unfriendly: The child will show discomfort with using the potty, would prefer using diapers instead.

Diaper lover: The baby loves diapers! The sensation is always bliss to feel. He/she will love the bulkiness between his/her legs, using them feels just as good as being dry!

Big diaper filler: Baby often makes hyper messes, even if he eats less.

Baby bottle lover: Player would prefer using baby bottles to drink, no matter the age. Choosing this skill will result in a spill in every other things that is not baby bottles, including sippy cups.

Messy eater: Always a messy eater!

Bed-wetter: Always a soaked baby during sleep no matter the age!

Cute sissy: Only wear girly clothes.

Hypnotic trance: Your caretaker would know what makes you a big baby, making you helplessly fall back in a deep trance of being a baby/sissy.

Naughty baby: For some reason, your caretaker sees you as the doom of every being, so strangely you're always put in baby-safe bondage that makes you extra helpless. (Can choose as many bondage stuff as you want, from pacigags, locking mittens to even straitjackets) (This skill causes certain behavior difference in interaction, and others will take it as the norm)

Always too little: No matter what age, your caretaker always dresses you up in whatever they want, they even diaper you for fun. (This skill is assuming the "Age perception" is at normal, and everyone can tell you're 20 years old wearing whatever you caretaker gives you)

Adult baby: You're definitely a 'lucky' one to be able to grow normally into a big adult, but you just want to be a big baby! (This skill will cause age perception of the world to you to be tampered, and you'll wake up dressed as a baby, treated like a baby, and will be a baby until you decide to quit. Activation of this skill will only start after age goes over 20.)

Potty curse: By using an adult potty, your potty training skills will decrease one level per usage.
Only the use of child potty chairs can revert the potty training back.
But only at a limited time, if you use the adult toilet yesterday and did not use the child potty to reverse the decreased level, you will have to train back the lost potty training level!

Mean girl punishment: Because of being able to grow up normally, you treat others that are unable 'badly'. So you wake up back in diapers and the baby-style life, unable to grow up again~(This skill is unable to be seen by the player himself, only the other players that are been treated 'badly' by her bullying. If more than three players press 'YES' to regress her, she will wake up the next day being a big baby. But retains her mind to humiliate her.)

Little sleeper: Loves to take naps, especial on road trips. But this skill makes the player much more weaker in terms of potty training.

Caretaker curse: This skill makes that players caretaker can have some of the same stats as the player. (Limited to: Potty training)

Diaper usage trance: Using diapers on number one or number two will result in a two minute trance of loving the feeling, enjoying the helplessness of the situation, acting like a quiet baby. (This skill can only activate if the player with potty training over level 4.)

P.S. Can totally make a new skill up yourself!



If anyone is interested! Comment down and post your chosen stats and character. A reference or a description of your beloved character would be appreciated, or if you want, you can choose not to your your character! This is just a simple and fun project I wanna do with my readers.

P.S. Since this is the same world, don't be surprised if your character appears in others chapters.
For example, if my story goes like this:
Baby world stats: Sam the kitten
Baby world stats: Mushy the puppy
Baby world stats: Xxxx the xxx.
Baby world stats: Riley the riolu
Baby world stats: Plum the draggie

Don't be surprised if you see Sam or Mushy appearing in Riley's chapter. It is a small world!




Since this is a cute world, I would be decreasing the kinky stuff, so don't expect naughty stuff like chastity or sex, or even butt plugs! But of course, the boundaries are pretty high, so paddling arousal would be included in the story!  firstsong has his little beloved character a very naughty baby! He also helped with some of this! Thank you so much!

Please participate! No worries about messing up the stats and stuff, if anything is wrong, we'll just fix it together!

Here's a clean stat chart for you to use.




Current shown stats:
Name:

Species:

Age:

Age perception:

Gender:

Mind:

Caretaker: (Fill in with gender, name, character if you have and details if ya want, or else it's the writer that decides how the caretaker is!)

Size:

Potty Training:

Motor skills:

Intelligence:

Physical strength:

Life span: (Always set at infinite, along with caretakers)

Skills available: Choose 3 at maximum!
1.
2.
3.



Enjoy!
P.S. I am super bad with names, and this story name may need to change. Any suggestions?


Edit: This does not cost silly!
Edit: Anyone can post and sign up!


Edit: Because of how complicated this is, I'll make an example for others to look at.
Name: Tsune

Species: Vulpix

Age: 2

Age perception: (LV:2, locked) Everyone sees this vulpix as a little baby!

Gender: Male

Mind: (LV: 7, full growth) He can think like a normal child!

Caretaker : Riley the big strong lucario

Size: (LV:2, 2/12 growth rate) Starts as toddler size, only to be able to grow as big as a 5 year old.

Potty Training: (LV:1, locked) He could never feel himself peeing.

Motor skills: (LV:2, locked) Toddler level forever

Intelligence: (LV:3, 1/12 growth rate) Starts at being as smart as an infant, only able to be as smart as a 2.5 year old at max when he gets to 20 years old.

Physical strength: (LV:2, locked) Forever a weak baby


Life span: (Always set at infinite, along with caretakers)

Skills available:
1. Infantile amusement
2. Cute sissy
3. Diaper lover

I just realised that I've been writing kinky stuff, walking down the path of a hornier vulpix. I think I'm forgetting the simple love and crinkle of a diaper and being a big baby at it.

I've decided! My focus on stories will be half focused on innocent baby stuff now~
Lesser kinky stuff~

Until I want to just go full on kinky mode again >w<

I have nothing to offer uwu'




Hehehe
Still stuck with tons of assignments and exams


Testing:
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What

My new degree subjects is taking up too much time to write, so sadly I will have to halt posting for a while until I got free time.

Sorry to everyone watching me. :(

I'm sure quite some of you reading my stuff knew my first work. The abdl pokemon mystery dungeon that was poorly though off and was supposed to be a short thing that turned long.

That.

I was wondering, because of the story being long and having many characters. Do you guys become confused by the names and everything? Like...if like 9 characters appear at the same time, it's gonna be hella confusion.

Should I put their names under the warning abdl thing? Also listing species to lessen confusion.

Sorry everyone. I know I said I'm only postponing the story for a couple months. But I've been crammed with other stuff lately, so the story is gonna continue to be in halt until I finish it.

I hope you don't mind

Just realised this is pretty fun. Like nothing is going on right now, but I can type random things to get comfortable here.

Technically that's supposed to be what my twitter is used for lol

My nintendo switch has been living for 2 years now. At least...that's how long I met it and bought it. It may have lived for a year in someone's basement before getting sold to me, so I don't exactly know how old is my switch.

Anyways, I love my switch, but the drift thing is killing me and recking this relationship. If this is marriage, then...well...um...that...um...
...
...
...
Anyways, how do you fix the drift problem? I don't have much money to replace both joycon, so any ways you know how to fix this problem?

Lately shit has just hit the fan. I hope everyone is doing okay now. Our place just had another increase in people with sickness, so schools are closed for the time being. Then college is also being closed too.

I guess I have more time to write and stuff, and I do need a lil rest after the mentally tiring mid-terms.

Please keep yourself squeaky clean everyone! And don't forget to properly change your diapers...after fully using it to the max. :3
We gotta reduce the amount of changing uwu

It's been so long since I last posted something in journals....well...maybe not that long considering I've deleted stuff. But don't mind that.

Like said. Lately I'm feeling a little lost in creating stories, sometimes I think I'm just copying the same stuff with different names and species. But still, I friggin enjoy others stories whether they repeat or not. Still good in my books.

I heard of others unable to enjoy stuff they used too when they do it themselves. I used to love stories, still love them, but just a lot more picky now.

I'm actually planning to draw, which I don't know if it's gonna be a good idea or a bad idea. Start drawing, and lose interest in art plus starts nitpicking. Well, however this goes will go. Try things in life so I don't regret.

I, again, have no talent in making names. Guess what I thought would sound alright? Hyeder. Frick!! This is sorta...not so good.

Mind if you guys think of a nice ninetales name? For a ninetales! Make it sound cute!


Sorry for asking this, I feel like I'm the worst. So lazy that I let my readers make up names. But...for the sake not not having to look at an awkward name, please help me on this one!

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/thecharchar/
This baby had a problem with his game. Which he says...
"TURN OFF AUTO-SAVE AS SOON AS YOU CAN! There is a bug that will fuck up your SD card and corrupt your save files! I don't care your thoughts on the game, I'm just passing on the word because this is one nasty bug on release. It will hopefully be patched soon, but just to be safe for now if you are on digital turn off the auto-save."

Kind notice from Char char!

69696969!

There's a special chapter that I wanna try, so any suggestions on what Pokemon should I diaper?