Since I seem to keep getting people asking me for RPs that I've never met before, I figured I'd clarify my policy on role playing.

I will RP with you IF:
-We have a previous history together
-I am watching you and you are watching me
-I have shown interest in one of your characters
-I am in the mood for an RP

I will NOT RP with you if:
-You do not watch me
-You have never contacted me before
-You ask for an RP immediately after watching me
-You try to get to know me so that I will RP with you

Yeah, so I finally caved and got Telegram. Still figuring out how it works. Apparently you can do stickers for expressions with your own character. I dunno. Someone wanna explain this stuff to me?

THE CUBS BECAME WORLD CHANPS TODAY!!!

After 108 years, the title is coming back to Wrigley Field! FUCK YES!!!

I've had to hide yet another person insulting my limited art talents on a picture I made for a friend's birthday a while ago. So I'm gonna say this so everyone can understand.

Yes, I know the art that *I* make is bad. I don't do it to gain fame or popularity. When I do draw, I take time out of my day to draw something for my friends out of the goodness of my heart. I'm nowhere near a professional artist's abilities, and I don't need someone pointing that out and asking if I'm seriously proud of it.

So this is your last warning. If you comment on ANY of the pics I have or will draw and try to make me feel bad about my abilities--those that I KNOW are not up to par with the majority of this site's popular artists--I will not hesitate in not only removing your comments insulting my drawing, but you will be automatically blocked.

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Nthn
TWO - Are you single?: Yes
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 4
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: My work shirts, all different colors
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Puke green
SIX - Favorite candy?: Skittles
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Some parts yes, others no
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: No
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: It was English
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: No
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I work at a commissary on a military base
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I have two; one from my birthtown and one from my current location. I'd rather not disclose their names
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: I graduated from Murray State University
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Somewhat
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Loving
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Asics
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: In the arms of someone who loves me
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Sleeping
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: A couple

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Getting my car its oil change tomorrow
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: This questionnaire/survey/meme
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Not according to me
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: Never
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My father
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Always jealous of some people
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: My overbearing mother
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: No
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: There are times where I get upset with someone, but I don't hate them

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Spit bubbles, yes. Gum bubbles, no
Can you dance?: Somewhat
Can you do a cart wheel?: Haven't done one in years, but I'm sure I can still do one
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried
Can you whistle?: Yes
Can you wiggle your ears?: No
Can you wiggle your nose?: Yes
Can you roll your tongue?: Somewhat
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: No

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: Slam a door, scream into a pillow
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Dropped the F bomb on my mother
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Probably

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yes, a few friends I had arguments with
Do you cry when you get an injury?: If the pain's intense enough, yes
Do certain songs make you cry?: No
Do certain movies make you cry?:No
Ever cried from reading a book?: No

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: Usually
What makes you the happiest?: When I have someone that likes me
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Of course
Do you believe in yourself?: Somewhat
Do you wish you were happier?: A little bit
Is being happy overrated?: No
Can music make you happy?: Most of the time

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: I lost count
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Yes
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: Yes

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Other than the "hate" of certain celebrities and politicians, I don't really think so
Have you ever been on a hit list?: The fact I'm still here either means no, or that they've failed
Are you a mean bully?: I'm the one who GETS bullied
Do you hate George Bush?: If it's Dubya, OH yeah.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Yes
Do you think you're good looking?: No
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Somewhat

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Brown, but thinning out
What is your eye color?: Brown
What is your skin tone?: White
Current piercings?: None
Have any tattoos?: None
Straight hair or curly?: Straight and disappearing

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: White sleep shirt from a festival I attended in high school
Necklace(s)?: None
Shoes?: None

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Yes
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: No
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: Yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: Yes
Got in a fight with someone?: Yes

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: A coworker
Person you talked to online?: My friend  gogglesbengallum
Person you hugged?: A coworker

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Somewhat
Do you get along with your parents?: My father yes; my mother, occasionally
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Occasionally

CURRENT:
Current mood: Meh
Current music: None
Current hair style: Short
Current crush: A few friends on Facebook, as well as  rebelborn
Current thing I ought to be doing: Sleeping
Current windows open: Just my FA journals page
Current desktop picture: A pic of me in my fursuit

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Yes
Did you ever run away from home?: No
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Maybe
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: No

THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Yes
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes
Do you own a bike?: Yes, though I haven't used it in years
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: GOD no

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Yes
Does your car get good gas mileage?: Somewhat
Does your family have family picnics?: No

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: No
Have you ever painted your nails?: No

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: About 5'10"-5'11"
How much money do you have on you right now?: $1 in my wallet, but I've got about $90 in my dresser

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: My best friend in December when we watched The Force Awakens
Last thing someone said to you?: I'll see what we can do to fix your internet.
Last thing you said out loud?: Why am I so hyper?

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: SportsCenter in the background
What is the weather outside?: Too dark to tell
What radio station do you listen to?: 94.3 The Rewind
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I can't remember
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Diet Cherry Pepsi
What was the last movie you watched?: Deadpool

I've been a member here since 2010. MY fursona, Nate Bowler has been around a little less than that, as I had originally been here as a hormonal teenager looking for free porn. Many of you know Nate as the gentleman mechanic that is quite the ladies man. Nate was essentially supposed to be me, and I never intended him to be used in any mature or adult pictures. But after tonight, I've had a revelation about my fursona.

I was talking about Nate with my friend on Skype, and he asked for his personality and flaws. After I gave him what he was asking for, he pretty much hit the nail on the head when it comes to who I am as a person. He said ""Sounds like he gets his heart broken a lot. And he's a bit clingy. He might also have a self-esteem issue. He may feel alone and feel that a relationship would define him or fulfill him as a person."

Describes me to a T. Time to reveal something to you all. Nate may have some of the best luck in the world when it comes to his friends and his partners, but when it comes to real life? I'm nothing like Nate.

Growing up, I was given glasses at age four. I had to go through braces twice, although the second time wasn't nearly as bad psychologically since lots of kids in high school had braces too. Before I was diagnosed in high school with Tourette's Syndrome, I started around second grade making noises or motions often and uncontrollably with no understanding of why. Didn't help that my parents told me I WAS able to control it for so many years. All of this was ammunition in my classmates/schoolmates' arsenals against me. They made fun of my appearance. They made fun of my motions. They made fun of my name. They made fun of what I said. And when the internet had gotten into full swing in the late 90s to early 2000'a, I wasn't safe there, either. When I'd go to school, I'd get word of my AIM screen name being posted in the girl's bathroom for them to message me and bully me there, either through one-on-one messaging or a gang attack in a chat room. My personal page would be memorized by those who terrorized me and repeated aloud to everyone, as if this was some form of entertainment for them.

And then there's the horrible luck I have with women. Every time I had an interest in a girl, my reputation through these school bullies shattered any chance I had with anyone. I'd get turned down by them saying they're not looking for anything right now, and then a week later they've hooked up with someone else. Basically they lied to me to spare my feelings, only for them to be hurt more by not being honest with me.

So in reality, Nate being intimate with all these female characters in pictures I either receive as gifts or commission myself, it's really me trying to have the popularity I craved but never had while growing up. It makes me feel like I'm accepted. Like I have merit as a person. Like people can actually stand me.

I'm sorry if I got a little emotional in this journal, but I just wanted to put this out there. I hope no one thinks any less of me for going a bit into my IRL history and my basis for what you see in my gallery.

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Switch
89% Experimentalist
75% Bondage Giver
72% Brat Tamer
71% Bondage Receiver
71% Dominant
71% Voyeur
66% Brat
63% Daddy/Mommy
63% Girl/Boy
63% Primal (Predator)
63% Submissive
56% Primal (Prey)
45% Degradation Giver
43% Non-monogamist
39% Pervert
38% Exhibitionist
38% Masochist
38% Slave
34% Vanilla
25% All-Rounder
25% Degradation Receiver
25% Master/Mistress
25% Sadist
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=50781

Just as I thought, I am a switch!

Trinity Bowler

Gender: Female
Age: 17
Species: Mouse/Rabbit
Parents: Nate Bowler and Brooke Bunny
height: 5' 4"
weight: 120 lbs
likes: Machinery, her parents, friends, sugary sweets
dislikes: Bullies, fighting, bugs/insects (save for Yukiko and Raikou)
hobbies: Studying, Inventing, Understanding how machines work

Bio: Socially, Trinity is a shy, awkward girl that doesn't speak out too much. However, she gets really enthusiastic when it come to machines and technology. She was taught by her father, Nate, about fixing things and it's where her interest in how things work came to be. She would often take things apart and rebuild them to better understand how they work because she wants to be like her father and be able to fix things and help people. When someone comes to the shop and talks to Trinity, she would spend hours talking about her passion.

Though not a confrontational girl by nature, her mother Brooke enrolled her in kick boxing/karate classes so she would be able to stand up for herself when she needs to. It was here that she met a half-ferret dragonhalf named San.K. While San.K didn't notice her at first, they grew to a mutual friendship. Trinity can often fix problems with San.K's electronics like it was nothing, and the dragonhalf spars with her and teaches her new moves in return. When not training at the dojo, the two of them sometimes hang out at an ice cream shop to grow closer. San.K tends to keep most of the bullies away, but she lets Trinity get a few shots in to those who hang around long enough.