Please move to the other <:

 dynosaur

Im not using this one, and the other one is well... running a bit <:

Yes,, its been a rather long time that I havent popped into this account ((over 2000 submissions x__x )). Anyhows, I wanted to check how everyone has been doing and hear bout their progresses in life and such. Also, I wanted to remention yet again, I changed my account hence my newer stuff is on the other account. Im thinking of reopening this account just for the fact of 1) divide myself and characteristics and 2) to keep up with most of the ppl that I have in this one ,since the other is ,once again, new. I dont bite, I dont take down and I will try and keep up. Thank you all for taking the time to read this and hope you all have a fine day ^^
Rayzour Ardlorent

Hello ppl who are watching me...and reading this journal -chuckles- Its me, Ray, once again asking for help from all of you guys. I have been a little bit lost from this page, but doesnt mean that my art skills are diying, you can see the proof on this page -smiles and shows his Sketchpad - You can help by buying me cheap commissions up to 30 bucks max. I dont know if its cheap, Im not good at pricing, but I know that if you all collaborate, I might be able to stabilize some things for a month on our family home till I get a job myself. Please ppl, this is not a very hard to ask request, but its rather helpful if you or other ppl you know are really asking for commisions or to be drawn as well.

Icon - 5
Sketch Lined sketch - 10
Lines cleaned - 20
Colored in flat - 25
Shaded - 30

*10$ per extra character. The sum changes when the char is either complex

This be the emergency price range for now, till I give it a bit of thought, but please do help out. Pass this journal or ask ppl who are looking for commisionees. Please thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you all have a good day -bows down-

And for what I have foreseen, only a few has noticed my dissaparience. Guess what? I still have another account you can look after. However, those who once were my friends, seem to finally show their true colors -sighs- Anyhows, I came back in here to let you know that my other account has been open as well as if you wish to follow, and be followed, please send me a note or ask me through any IM handle. Thanks for taking the time to read this ^^;

I have decided. I cant take too much pressure from many things that play with my insides. I decided to give up this account and move up to the next one. Alas, my watchers, do take care. Possibly you might find me soon again
-.=.-

PS: Change = everything, even sona

First of all, I'd like to tell all of you to have a happy new year and that all of you recieve many blessings and experiences throught the new coming year. That also, the last year be a learning experience for this upcoming one and well, I'd hope the best for all of you in many ways.

Well, I will get to the point. Its been actually weeks I havent accessed this place because of reasons and hugely, because, I find no point on being here. Once in every, I dont now...like months, I drop in to check in things. Hell, I even reached over 3000 or 4000 messages in one time due to my uninterest in here. Aside that posting art, I barely do nothing. No browsing, no journals, and grew tired of readin journals cause most of them are pointless memes which I dont understand ((or never do)) or drama or lots and lots of pointless "One sentence Journals" for attention. In fact, I grew tired of that, so if I read a journal, is one in a yet 20 chance to read them ((This being important live issues)).
I rarely browse cause, Im undecided on what to find or what to look for. Many things to see, and me, being a person who loses his interest quickly for other things, I fail at that. So In that, Im very sorry to all of you who do awesome arts and stories you wish to share.

Anyhows, I think I need either a time out, a new account to start anew just to start from scratch or either just leave this page. I just dont know what to do.

Im sorry if this sounds more like a rant or any other drama shit, but please enlighten me on something to follow to keep this up to date. Thank you all and yet again, happ new year.

Yeah, I need to do something on the mean time. Maybe throwing a 5 slot requests from anyone who wishes to ask. I need to expand my levels of drawing different beings, creatures and such. However, I give a warning:
-)I wont do them in order
-)No pokemon nor digimon, or any other kind of copyrighted character that might have a brand ((no offence, but drawing this it would do good in a way, but bad in my expanding. Its simple to get a refference and do them))
-)No kinks. Im trying to do this as general as possible
-)Characters that are extremly complex have a 50/50 chance of being drawn. Im kinda starting and I dont want to get fustrated
-)No Backgrounds will be included. Might do a filler on the background, but nothing like a stage or place. backgrounds will be done when I feel more confident about myself x.=.x

I don't mean to be rude or picky, but this is mainly to do things outside things that have been made. I wanna do more creative stuffs and such. Feel free to add your refference sheet ((if available)) or a well descripted info about it. Thanks for taking your time

PS: If this a success, maybe more in the future I might do the Pokemon or Digimon ones. But for now this will do

I will be doing doodles and shit, so yeah, feel free to come, and throw ideas which I need them to refresh my mind and expand my creativity O:. Anyhows, everyone is welcome XP

Follow the Link and please do throw Ideas
Might even do free sketches :P
http://www.livestream.com/mylittlecornerofmyworld

I will be livestreaming, finishing what I left yesterday and I will be doing doodles and shit, so yeah, feel free to come, and throw ideas which I need them to refresh my mind and expand my creativity O:. Anyhows, everyone is welcome XP

Follow the Link and enjoy XP
http://www.livestream.com/mylittlecornerofmyworld

Hello there fellow watcher and fellow person who passes by and take a peak on my everyday doings, I'd hope you are fine and as well as having a swell thankgiving day. I hope you all are thankful for at least one thing, because I am thankful of many things.

First stop, Im thankful for meeting a bunch of ppl which have changed my everyday life. I'm thankful for them showing me how to improve my social skills and artistic skills as time passes. Without these ppl, I would have been stuck in the same wheel I started as:

 Dranzer , more than a friend, Im thankful for him being there for me always when I need him. I look at him as a loving and caring father which I love dear. Im very thankful for meeting him. His meet have changed my whole life ((and furry life)) completly due to many things we passed, shared and cherished together. I love you pappa Dranzer <3

 Kelnar, Being Dranzer's mate, he's as concerned as him in regards of his own son (me). He looks after me when pappa Dranzer isnt around to check on me. Thats what I call good parenting :3. Im thankful for him being an extra friend and parent I look up to. -hugs both Dranzer and Kelnar-

 Dracon, Being Dranzer's Guardian, he looks after me as well, in any matter possible when not busy. This dragon is very sweet hearted as well as very well...teasy in many ways -chuckles- But I love him no matter what. He deserves loves and something I'd be thankful as well <3

 drakaji ...you, you have introduced me to everything I never knew off in this fandom, yet never gave up on me on everything I felt bad and depressed with. Within him, lies a very sweet and caring soul which I love dear as well. He's that piece of Pie no one can touch because he's very sweet and deserves a praise. Happy Thanksgiving to you hun!

 Ivybeth, I thank her for giving me the huge ammount of courage to do loads of things I lost hope on as well as giving me steps of how to be better in life. Also, I thank her for giving me the aid on many things I always felt stuck with. She is a very wonderful friend and a very loving person with many things in common. I give thanks to that and -hugs her tightly- She derserves more than what she has <3

I would mention a lot more, but either their usernames are hard to spell or either too many Icons make up to vanish -chuckles- Those know who they are hehe. Anyhows, I give thanks for them who have helped me changed my life entirely and help me push on for a better future with I will try to unfold. I hope all of you who I love and hold dear would give thanks to something more praisable that What I have said.

I also, give thanks for living, for having a place to stay for the next year, for the meals I do, serve and eat, for having a wonderful expressive talent I dont wish to waste and having a loving family which I can cling for the rest of my life.

I also give thanks for the past-in-pain experiences which had led me to many learnings for a better future. I know one day I will find my man/woman of my dreams and will not give up on that. I just know, and thanks to all of you my friends, for backing me up on that, I just know he or she is out there waiting for me

Anyhows aside all of this Im sharing with all of you, I wish all of you a very happy thanksgiving and well...Dig in! Eat all the turkey you can eat :3

I dont know if its laziness, or artblock, or just plain low confidence, but I cant summon the interest on drawing or at least doing something aside my own sona, when Im bored or Idealess ((feels selfish -lowers head)). If someone have a way that would make me bring up my spirits to do such, or at least something that would bring me off my own laziness, I'll be thankful for that. I need help -whimper-

Well, seems I haven't touched this part of FA for a while and yet, I rarely do because it seems pointless nowdays due to torrents of "Free art" or art related stuff. Not to mention the spammed memes as well.

Anyhows, I won't take much of your time in this journal because it might concern most of my contacts on either one of the 3-4 IM handles I have a grip on. Anyhows, back to the point. It seems that nowdays, (thanks Drakaji for teaching me to be as so) I have been starting conversations to alot of peopel from my contact lists. I assumed that if I keep them as close, I might grow more upon different friendships, share Ideas and most of all, have a little fun on these things called "Roleplays". I do like roleplays to a limit, exceeding that might cause me to actually give up on continuing on them, so for those who I constantly seem that are actually ignored on their "interesting" roleplays, my apologies given by many facts I might not explain here.

That aside, the point of this journal mainly is because, aside that I have around 300 to 450 contacts ((I know there are ppl in this page with more than that, counting SL/Skype/ETC)) and even with the effort of actually speaking to them, most of them either ignore, most of them either come at me with a late reply right when Im busy, sick, distracted. For those who love more attention than a friendship, I will just say in these vague words "FUCK OFF". I hate the facts that these people come at me, just for RPs/Showing off their Requests/Achievements, and then just go silent, or find more ppl to annoy, or actually have a person more important than the one at hand and just do such ridiculous expositions just for show offing. I know you AAAAALL love being drawn, being praised, and being concerned over, but dont come and expose to me such...achievement and then at the next minute go extremly silent without any excuse. Also, the other part of the people online to my contact list, do you really think Im a friend to you, or just someone for show? Because, endless times I have tried to communicate and yet, they dont respond, or dont care if Im at precense.

Im doing this journal, why you ask? Because I will do a new set of accounts for MSN and Yahoo. Point is, more or less, I cant have contacts for show (1), I have over 300 contacts on MSN, and I dont want to actually delete one by one because its just annoying and might get the fact of the "why you deleted me?" or " WTF is your problem?" messages. (2), and also, need to make a new MSN account because the old one has enough spam mail to deal and also need to make a Furry mail account.

I will give time to read this. Those who wish to actually stay in contact with me, send a note or send an IM to my old account, which will remain active for a few days. If by the time is up, I vanish, you will only have to send notes asking for it.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and hope it helps for a better future, also, may the ancient dragons guard you from any harm.


Ray the Drake

My good digi-friend  lonelygabu is in a very tight spot and needs all the help he can get. So please show some care and try to help in any way possible as well. Thank you for your patience to read this

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1711919/ Go here for better info

Yesh, I has to ask cause I really want someone to do this for me. You see...I tried endlessly drawing something in specific and well, it always comes wrong. All I ask is from anyone who can or have the time to do a lil request I wanted, but since Im shy or well...Im scared to death to ask anyone to do drawings. All I want is some sort of Desktop sized drawing ((if possible)) of me and Rosalina ((from Super Mario Galaxy)) on the edge close to the Fountain dome, looking at the stars and my character snuggling on her lap. I know it sounds wierd ((and never played the game to a 100% complete)) but I just wished it would be done. If someone does it, I be forever thankful -bows in advance-

=RAY=