Happy thanksgiving to all who celebrate, spend this time with friends and family alike and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday :)

I'll just put it bluntly, people who think that they can guilt a response out of you as a means of being right have no interest in actually being civil with you. People that claim to be an ally to causes are usually the most racist and hateful people that I have met in my life. I have gotten to the point of seeing people say the term 'ally' while supporting the idea that you are better off in your own race and away from all other races. This is not the american way, this is not a way to neutrality. When you decide that everybody should be separated based on group identities you create a nation of divided people, it used to be that America could be a country where you could disagree but with these radicalized individuals I have not seen that. Already I can hear the voices of doubt the "oh that's not me." and the "oh yeah those white supremecists" .

Stop, stop right there. Do you hear yourselves? You are literally saying that people who disagree with you are an extremist instead of meeting in the middle and having conversation. People want to label you as a bigot, or a leftist. Do you notice that? It's because it's easier to group you than to understand you, if someone disagrees with you, why don't you try understanding why they disagree with you. The people I see more willing to have that conversation with people are why Trump won. The people who were willing to understand voted against the woman who literally wants to return the country to 'colored only' styled politics. Doesn't it seem strange that in 50 years we went from a movement to include everybody to a movement to exclude specifically white people? Isn't that weird? Does that make any degree of sense to anybody anymore?

I'm tired of it, tired of people calling me names because they refuse to understand me or my position or my history or my life. You don't know me, I'm a voice on the internet.

If you can't be reasonable, then continue to stay in your circles and wonder why the rest of the world doesn't agree with you. Make excuses like the shit I've heard from people on the left saying "oh they just tricked mexican's into voting against themselves" . Like that was just a thing you should say in public, that's disgusting and racist. It's you presuming something for another racial group just because you can't understand their reasoning and refuse. I'm tired, if you have an emotional response and want to cry in my comment section. Have at it and if you want to then scream at me and block me because I don't agree with you, I just want you to know you are weak, and weak people will continue to be weak and lost and maybe those demons in your head that tell you to bad things might actually be your fault.

Like people who don't understand why Jordan Peterson of all people could resonate with so many young men. It's because he emulates a message of strength to make yourself a better person and to always be striving to improve yourself. Instead of sitting online all day looking at drawn images and touching yourself lewdly.

Anyways, I'm tired. It's why I'm not a furry I'm just a person who enjoys good art from time to time. I don't associate with your community because your community threw me out for not wanting to give into your doctrine. But hey, I'm sure they did the same thing in heaven's gate before the kool-aid.

Do you feel Exhausted? Have you been following the latest thing happening in politics?

Try going outside, you'd be amazed how normal people will act. They will generally not give a shit and live their life. You can go to the park and they will not bother you. If you can't go outside, go to your back yard and literally sit in the sun. I'm exhausted too, but I'm exhausted with people that want to get so wrapped up in politics that they don't even see anything outside their echo chamber.

I keep my politics to myself, you should too. Plz get some sun :D

So, I don't know what is going on lately but apparently paperwork involving paying/hiring me is seriously screwy, it took way longer than necessary for me to even get hired in the first place and now I may have to seek a legal attorney because "they want me to adjust the hours I reported on my timecard so that it doesn't exceed the 10 hour limitation". This may go into a legal dispute but REALLY! >: (

Hello everybody, I understand that some people enjoy my character and that is awesome I enjoy her too. I do not by any means want to come off as a stuck up bitch or one of those popular people who get really self absorbed and don't see the little people. Because trust me I do, and I see myself as little people.

That being said. Please, can people stop sending me notes with full intention to flirt with me. I understand that the character may appear beautiful and all those things I am not but I have no intention of misleading people. I used to see this a lot on Second Life where people fall in love with the character and not the personality. Now, I know that is why people are noting me and wanting to know me but I almost always get asked for roleplay. Which is NOT what I would like to do. Yes, I am an avid roleplayer in my communities I go to however I do not go to FA for that. Not because I think I am better than FA or anything like that but instead it is because I use my notes mostly for professional reasons. Because I would like to keep tabs on art that I got and in one instance I had a computer failure and had to get all of the art I had commissioned back on there that I hadn't posted. Generally, when I haven't posted art though it is because I just haven't thought about it. That's my fault it isn't that I don't enjoy it I mean I wouldn't put it out there if I didn't like it.

Although, now that I have realized my tangent I apologize. If you honestly want to contact me or speak with me please do it on my Second Life where in the time I have for you I could be bothered. Amelia Sylvestrus. Poke me there, not here please. I don't get on my FA often enough for people to talk to and I do not wish to be rude to those of you who watch me. Because honestly I am grateful that people even watch me. As far as I'm concerned I am nobody and that; I am okay with.

Hello everyone, I wanted to put up this link because the owner unfortunately has to sell this character for funds. I think they put a lot of heart and soul into it so if anybody wants to help her out they would be awesome and I will pay for an art piece of their character and myself (your choice don't exceed $100 please). But you have to be buying it because you love her, if you can't afford her just post some positive things on the page.
character sale

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17016640/

this artist is doing a free shark week raffle thingy i'm just boosting cause they are awesome :3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6866936/

Check it out she's a good artist and doing a raffle.