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Posted 12 years agoNo.
Posted 12 years ago☆
Are you kidding me?
DO NOT NOTE OR EMAIL MY FIANCE ABOUT THIS SHIT.
It will be counted as a donation due to the various amount of negative circumstances I have been put through. You will NOT get a refund. Countless redlines, artwork and a mass amount of traced work that not only I, but my fiance and sister have not been credited for has lead me to this decision into not only blocking but ceasing contact with you. This is ridiculous.
Post a journal, note your friends, spread rumours. All you will be doing is making yourself look bad.
This is fucking ridiculous. Jesus christ.
Leave me, My fiance, and my family alone.I'm done. ;v; Finally~
Posted 12 years ago☆
Oh my god, I'm done. Finally done with all of my to-do list.
It feels.
So good.
I'm going to open up more commission slots later after I take a loong break. Feels weird to have an empty list, man. Minus something that was forced on me, and that money will be counted as a donation due to various amounts of redlines and other art I was not given credit for, the name of the person will not be mentioned. :3
BUT YES.
ALL DONE.
FINALLY DONE.
-CRIES-Trying to get over this slump. :'c
Posted 12 years ago☆
I've been in a real art slump lately and I haven't been able to draw anything decent. So I am going to be practicing for a bit, try and get a few sketches out to get the hang of things again. I am really sorry about this, I really don't know why I can't seem to draw shit. I hope I can get out of this soon.
I'll probably be doing a few gift art sketches, practicing doing different characters and body types. There's quite a few artists and people who deserve gifts. Hopefully, I will get rid of this block. Weeeh.
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Also, any good Anime I should watch? Been getting back into it and I'd really like to check out a few so if you have any suggestions let me know.
Yes, Orange and Kiwi I will start NGE too, I just wanted some suggestions.
I like anime like Free!, Highschool of the Dead, Full Metal Alchemist, Ghost hound, Hell Girl and Higurashi, so maybe something like those?? Or whatever you think is cool.
Huehuehue, Thank you~ <3I hope this will help. [Depression Advice, Helping others.]
Posted 12 years ago✖
To anyone who deals with a friend, partner, family member, etc. that suffers from depression, suicidal thoughts or any mental health issue, I would like to give some advice to you, I am an individual who has frequent suicidal thoughts and extremely low self esteem so I am only speaking from my experience.
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NEVER. I MEAN NEVER. YELL AT THE PERSON FOR HOW THEY ARE FEELING.
That is never fucking okay in any situation. They need your help and comfort, trust me, I know how scary it is to think you might lose a loved one when they are like that but yelling at them and telling them they are stupid or wrong is not going to help. If you are there with them, hold them and even if you are not tell them how much they are loved and desired. Remind them that even if there's nothing else that you will be there for them. Tell them how much they mean to you, because some people just want to know how you individually feel, not everyone else.
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DO NOT THREATEN TO CALL AN AMBULANCE OR LEAVE THEM.
Do not threaten to call an ambulance unless they are very serious about the threat. Please, they are probably scared and don't want to be forced into anything and for god's sake, DON'T fucking threaten to leave or abandon them. How would you feel if someone did that to you? Why the hell would you crush someone like that? Not okay. Be there for them and reassure them that you will be there for them through it all and do your best to convince them that whatever harmful thing they want to do isn't worth and tell them how it will effect you.
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LAST BUT NOT LEAST, KEEP. THEM. TALKING AND LET THEM LET IT ALL OUT.
Please, let them cry it out, let them tell you what's wrong even if it has to be with you. It might hurt, but losing them is not worth it. Don't tell them to shut up or anything like that, that's not okay. Do not PUSH them, do NOT GUILT TRIP THEM, just don't. Just listen, that's what they need. Please, just listen and hell don't be afraid to cry with them and NEVER get on to them later for letting it out. That is very wrong and selfish.
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Well, that's all I have to say.
I really hope this helps people, and I'm sorry if I stepped on any toes, I can only give advice based on my experiences but if it helps others I will be so happy.
Thank you for listening~
and hey, if you are looking for people who are going to listen or links to hotlines please check out these groups:
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To anyone who deals with a friend, partner, family member, etc. that suffers from depression, suicidal thoughts or any mental health issue, I would like to give some advice to you, I am an individual who has frequent suicidal thoughts and extremely low self esteem so I am only speaking from my experience.
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NEVER. I MEAN NEVER. YELL AT THE PERSON FOR HOW THEY ARE FEELING.
That is never fucking okay in any situation. They need your help and comfort, trust me, I know how scary it is to think you might lose a loved one when they are like that but yelling at them and telling them they are stupid or wrong is not going to help. If you are there with them, hold them and even if you are not tell them how much they are loved and desired. Remind them that even if there's nothing else that you will be there for them. Tell them how much they mean to you, because some people just want to know how you individually feel, not everyone else.
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DO NOT THREATEN TO CALL AN AMBULANCE OR LEAVE THEM.
Do not threaten to call an ambulance unless they are very serious about the threat. Please, they are probably scared and don't want to be forced into anything and for god's sake, DON'T fucking threaten to leave or abandon them. How would you feel if someone did that to you? Why the hell would you crush someone like that? Not okay. Be there for them and reassure them that you will be there for them through it all and do your best to convince them that whatever harmful thing they want to do isn't worth and tell them how it will effect you.
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LAST BUT NOT LEAST, KEEP. THEM. TALKING AND LET THEM LET IT ALL OUT.
Please, let them cry it out, let them tell you what's wrong even if it has to be with you. It might hurt, but losing them is not worth it. Don't tell them to shut up or anything like that, that's not okay. Do not PUSH them, do NOT GUILT TRIP THEM, just don't. Just listen, that's what they need. Please, just listen and hell don't be afraid to cry with them and NEVER get on to them later for letting it out. That is very wrong and selfish.
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Well, that's all I have to say.
I really hope this helps people, and I'm sorry if I stepped on any toes, I can only give advice based on my experiences but if it helps others I will be so happy.
Thank you for listening~
and hey, if you are looking for people who are going to listen or links to hotlines please check out these groups:
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~<3 People Who need to be mentioned!
Posted 12 years agoThere are a few people in my life that need to be mentioned and who I care about and love like my family. A few peeps in my life who bring me up when I'm down and I can go to for anything. These are not the only people who I care about but I just wanted to put these special people in this journal ;v;.
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❤ This man, god, I love him with all my heart and soul. He is my everything, my perfect fiance. He is such a sweetheart and an amazing artist. He is so talented and learns so quickly, I love listening to him go on about all the things he learns. I honestly can not see my life without him and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I love you, my king and I always will.
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✦ Gosh, this woman is such a sweetie! She is an amazing friend who I can share anything with. She's like a sister to me and I know I can always go to her when I need her. We share a lot of kinks and fascinations and she is so smart and great to talk to. I don't even know where to begin with her gorgeous artwork, I am proud to know such a talented lady. Please go check her out and give her some love.
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✿ I've known this awesome chika for awhile now and she is my sissy and waifu! I can go to her for anything and I will always have her back. No matter what happens she's always there when I need her most and she's an amazing and perfect sister. She goes through so much and she is so strong. I trust her with my life, and another lovely artist who deserves so much more attention! Love ya, Sissu. ;v;
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☪ Celina and I have known each other for over 3 years now. We have gone through so much together and I am happy to have her back in my life. I'm glad to have my sister and best friend back and I'll have her back through it all even if we've had a hard past. She's talented and intelligent, she can always brighten up a room with her bubbly personality. I'm glad to have her back in this weird ass family. Go give her some love for me and look at her fucking awesome work! <3
Commission Prices And Info [OPEN]
Posted 12 years ago◎ I am currently O P E N for commissions. ◎
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.Prices.
☼ Bust Sketches:: $5
☼ Waist Up Sketches:: $7
☼ Full Body Sketches:: $10
☼ To add colour is another $5.
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☽ Bust Flats:: $10
☽ Waist Up Flats:: $12
☽ Full Body Flats:: $15
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♧ Bust Full Colour:: $15
♧ Waist Up Full Colour: $17
♧ Full Body Full Colour:: $25
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♧ Dirty Close Ups :: $20
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♧ Chibis :: $15
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♧ Wiggle Icons :: $7 for single - $12 for Couples
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♧ Paw Icons :: $2
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♧ Simple Reference Sheets (Front and Back View, 1 Head shot, Eye detail, and colour palette) :: $40
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☯ Extra Characters will cost as much as the base price.
☯ Complicated designs, wings or complicated clothing will raise the price.
.TOS and Other Information.
.What I will not draw.
❂ I will not draw hard core vore, vomit, scat, cub porn, anything sexual between your character and mine or my fiance's characters, taurs, humans, backgrounds, etc.
Any questions about anything else I will not draw please ask.
❂ .If you have commissioned me, you are allowed to repost the artwork I have done for you WITH CREDIT. Please do not claim the work as yours. All artwork drawn is © to me, Ashley Arwood a.k.a. NineLives, and you will be reported for theft if you post without permission / claim the work as yours. Please do not upload my work to anywhere outside of Furaffinity.
IMPORTANT UPDATE.
Posted 12 years agoI'm sorry but my health comes first, mental and physical. Lately, I have no been inspired and on top of that my health is just continuing to decline. I am trying my best to take care of it but I don't know what else I can do. I need a break. Not want, Need. So I have to for just a week or maybe a few days more. I don't know what else to do. These seizures are scaring me and I don't think it's a good idea for me to try and produce a good quality commission while I am like this. I want to make them perfect and feel like the commissioner didn't waste their money and when I think I can't do that I will work when I feel I can. I'm really sorry. I just... I'm not doing well...Okay, this needs to be cleared up.
Posted 12 years agoRecently unforgivenshadow and I have befriended each other again. There had been some heat between us for a few months now but it's really nice to have things back where it should be. Yeah, we both made mistakes and were immature about a few things and I apologize for those things. I would like EVERYTHING to be back to the way it should be and acting poorly because of our decision to become friends again is very childish. Please do not note either of us about this with nasty comments or threats. I am not going to be stressed out because people decided to act immature about this and note Alena. I haven't gotten any notes yet but after this I expect it.
I'm happy to get along with everyone again and I really had hoped for a better outcome than this. This is ridiculous and childish. Please, do not start any more drama. I honestly do not know why you are acting this way but it needs to stop. If you're going to act this way I will cease contact with you. It's not good for my health to be stressed out all of the time. What you do after this is none of my business and if you choose to continue this pattern then I won't have any part of it.
Sorry watchers for this journal but this needed to be said, it's not directed towards EVERYONE just a certain group, not going to put names in though. This isn't a call out journal more of a "Please don't do this any more.".STREAMING RIGHT NOW.
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/shiverrafuntimes
Come watch me get pissed off at Legend of zelda. <<
Come watch me get pissed off at Legend of zelda. <<
Dear people on skype. :I
Posted 12 years agoDO NOT TAKE IT PERSONAL IF I DO NOT ANSWER YOU FOR AWHILE.
I have been under a lot of stress lately due to my health, not to mention I have also been working on these last three commissions. If I do not answer you, I'm sorry, but it isn't personal. 90% I am working and talking to dusk-runner on call. The other 10% of the time I am probably very sick and just laying down while talking to me kiwi.
And oh my god, guys, please, if I do not answer you do not keep messaging me to get my attention, that is just not cool. Unless you need my help with something important, please, don't fucking spam me, jesus. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go work, wheeze, and then go pee in a bottle.
-rolls off-Ugh...
Posted 12 years agoI'm having a really hard time breathing.. It's hard to catch my breath and when I do breathe in it feels like I want to vomit. I am so stressed out with trying to finish these last three commissions and then someone decides to show back up without warning, someone I had hoped was gone for good. I can't believe he fucking.. just.. god. I am literally so pissed off, I am calm. That is not a good thing.
//screeches and wheezes
Fuck people, mang.
Draggy is not a happy or healthy camper.
. ^ .Working as fast as I can. :c
Posted 12 years agoGuys, I am working as fast as I can to get all of your commissions done, I am working in no specific order right now which is making things go along quicker, please, be patient. Remember, I also have a lot of health issues so sometimes I can not work. Just because I am not done with your commission right now or haven't started on it doesn't mean I do not want to r will not do it/them. Most of you have gotten previews already of your commissions to show I have been working and to ask if anything needs changed.
Also, I do not do refunds, especially when I have already put time and effort into your commission. I am very sorry.
Like I said, I am working really hard, my kiwi says too hard but still, to get everything done. ; ^ ; Please, pleeease, be patient.Okay, This isn't working so~
Posted 12 years agoI'm going to start working on commissions in no particular order, it seems like it's a lot harder to do them when you have inspiration to do something else, so from now on I'll work on them in no order.
Sorry guys but it will make everything go quicker and make me a lot less stressed. I will be going back to working on one commission a day unless my health gets in the way.
For those who want to know the hours I work on commissions it's:
WeekDays:: 8:30PM - 5AM
Weekends:: 10:30PM - 6AM
So that's it everyone~TO DO LIST::.
Posted 12 years ago♣ T O D O L I S T ♣
1. OPEN.
2. OPEN.
3. OPEN.
▲ ALL COMMISSIONS WILL BE POSTED TO PuffPuff AS WELL AS THIS ACCOUNT.
▼ This is just a reminder for me. ;v;
✦ Remember Commissioners, I do not work in order of commission and sometimes my health likes to get in the way of my work, so thank you all for being so patient with me.
Back to twerk~
Posted 12 years agoCommissions are back on after a long break because pen.
Might be a bit slow due to my health but I will get them all out I promise. ;;
Sorry for the very long wait, guys!
Thank you all for being so patient with me.I MADE A COMMISSIONS ACCOUNT.
Posted 12 years agoI will be posting commission to 
from now on!
It'll be a lot easier for me and I will also be moving all the commission I have already done to this account.
LA LA LA GO WATCH IT DAMMIT.
YCH AUCTION!
Posted 12 years agoAn awesome friend of mine is holding a YCH auction with the starting bid of just $3! Go check it out and snatch it up!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10947778/
[ p.s. Yes I am still waiting for my tablet pen FFF ;A;]DEAR COMMISSIONERS. *IMPORTANT*
Posted 12 years agoGod fucking dammit, so my tablet pen has decided to go all 'HEY, I'MMA BREAK DURING YOUR COMMISSION RUN.', so there will be a delay. Fortunately, dusk-runner got me a new one and it should arrive here soon. I can't thank him enough for it though, omg, he's such a sweetheart but yeah, delay until I get the new pen.
I'm really sorry everyone, this tablet and pen are like 5 years old so I'm not surprised one of them broke. I'm just thankful it wasn't my tablet.
Again, really sorry. ; ^ ;$5 COMMISSION RUN! -CLOSED-
Posted 12 years ago
I'M HOSTING A SINGLE CHARACTER WING-IT LINEART/FLAT COLOUR RUN, $5 FOR FULL BODY LINES, $10 FOR FULL FLAT COLOURS!
LineArt Example • Flat Colour Example
I want to fill up my to-do list again because reasons. So 10 slots of $5 wing it full body lines for chu!
RULES
- Note me with the ref, tell me if you want clean or dirty and I will note you the paypal information.
-Wing-it commissions give me artistic freedom to draw your character how I please, however if there's anything you don't like and do not want seen please let me know.
- If you want a Certain theme please tell me! I'll be happy to draw it accordingly!
-Once money is sent I will get started on your piece.
- You will get a preview sketch for approval!
-I will work in order of commission, not preference so please give me time.
- I will not do humans, taurs, scat, watersports, cub porn, or massive inflation
Put 'BlueBerry' in your comment if you have read the rules, thank you!
SLOTS::
1. Ekou, Done.
2. Cearulwolf, lineart of Cearul.
3. shockley23, flat colour of Amber.
4. haruka.pyrocat, flat colour of Haruka.
5. snowfieldnebula, flat colour of Lulach.
6. snowfieldnebula, flat colour of Lulach.
7. snowfieldnebula, flat colour of Lulach.
8. xaenyth, Lineart of Xaenyth.
9. bcb, Lineart of Midnite.
10. Ekou, flat colour of IzumiWhat's been wrong with le kitten.
Posted 12 years agoOkay, now for the important updates.
Turns out I've been having small seizures, which explains my memory loss, shakiness and quite a few other things. There is a very large risk of epilepsy since it runs in my family and I plan to get tested as soon as we can find the right doctor. So, I haven't been taking a break because 'Waaaaah, my nose is runny.', no, it's because of the seizures and a few other health problems.
I'm very sorry for the inactivity and everything, I've just been trying to get my health back to where it should be. I'd like to thank dusk-runner for posting that journal for me and helping me so much. He's been a very helpful kiwi and I love him so much. Usually if something's wrong he'll make me stahp working and rest.
So, yeah, that's what has been going on.
I plan to resume working tomorrow, hopefully, if my body doesn't decide to fuck off.
I hope you guys aren't too mad at me. ;A; Wehweh.
Forgive meeeee! Gomen! *slams head on ground*COMMISSIONERS PLEASE READ *IMPORTANT*
Posted 12 years agoThis is 
ninelives fiance, I'm posting this for her as they she's really sick right now. To everyone who still has commissions being worked on from her it's going to take a little longer than expected because of this. I've made her get some rest and get better instead of stressing and working on these. Please everyone think of her and hope for my cute little fiance and brilliant artist to get better.
*Slithers off to curl around the sick little kitten*
ninelives fiance, I'm posting this for her as they she's really sick right now. To everyone who still has commissions being worked on from her it's going to take a little longer than expected because of this. I've made her get some rest and get better instead of stressing and working on these. Please everyone think of her and hope for my cute little fiance and brilliant artist to get better.*Slithers off to curl around the sick little kitten*
I made a FlightRising!
Posted 12 years agoI made a Flight Rising to preoccupy myself while trying to feel a bit better since my health seems to be declining.
You can find me under the name NineLives!
I luffles muh dragon Artymos he's so pretty!
But yush go on and add me, I need friiieends.
FFFFffffRrrrEEeeiiIiiinnNNNnnnndddDDDDdddsss...
-touches-
NEVERMIND ITS FIXED
Posted 12 years ago FUCKIN' FIXED THAT SHIT YEAAAAH.
[ATTENTION WATCHERS **Please read, Someone In Need*
Posted 12 years ago
Kasune is in need of urgent help, she's in an abusive household and needs to get out right away.
Please help her, I know what this is like and no one deserves to be in that situation.
Here's a link to the journal with all of the information: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4736735/.
I really hope she's going to be okay. :c
