Over the past few years, I have made so many drawings of Crumbo the Yeti that it's impossible to count. Maybe I should switch my focus to drawing pictures of some of his friends including Bumper the Bear, Stormy the Lake Monster, and Mungo the Sasquatch. Because I'm sure that some of my viewers are getting tired of seeing Crumbo over and over again. Maybe they want to see something different.

Just because I like to believe in creatures such as Bigfoot, Yeti, and the Loch Ness Monster, or any other cryptid, even aliens, does not automatically mean that I'm some sort of right-wing conspiracy theorist.

You know what? I thought long and hard about this, and I made my own decision. I think I'm going to abandon my alt-account and start posting my NSFW art on my main account, because I'm getting too tired of switching accounts just to post mature themed or adult content.

I already have hundreds of pictures of Crumbo the yeti, since he is my favorite character to draw. But why don't I draw another picture of him with his female partner Jamba? I think that's a good idea.

I wanted to talk about this for quite a long time.

I love macaque monkeys. They're one of my favorite animals for quite a lot of reasons. But do you know what I'm really not a fan of? Those YouTube videos where they take macaque monkeys and dress them up in diapers or some other clothes that were meant for human babies and toddlers, and they force them do walk upright and do tricks like they're some kind of circus animal. It may look cute to you, but I can't bear to imagine what goes on behind the scenes of those videos. And I especially hate the videos where they show people torturing, abusing, and perhaps even killing monkeys for the sake of people's pleasure. I don't understand what kind of sick, messed up fantasy the people watching those videos have.

And another thing. I don't think apes and monkeys should be kept as pets. They're far too dangerous. They may look cute when they're babies, but as they get older, they get more violent and aggressive. I mean, have you heard what happened to that one chimpanzee named Travis? If not, then I think there are a number of videos about it that you could check out on YouTube.

So I just got back from seeing The Bad Guys 2 at the theatre with my friend, and I've got to admit, that was so much fun! I haven't seen a movie in 3D in quite a long time. The last time I saw a 3D movie in a theatre was around 2019, shortly before the start of the pandemic. I was so happy to see the shark, the wolf, the snake, the tarantula, the piranha, and Officer Karen (Sorry, I forgot her name) once again. I could relate to the shark since I've been feeling really anxious about stuff lately.

Prior to the screening that I attended, I saw a trailer for Zootopia 2. I was skeptical about seeing the movie at first, and I said that I was not interested in it, but I might give it a chance because it looks like some of my favorite animals are going to make an appearance in that movie (i.e. bears, moose, wolves, and hippos) even if they are just background characters. I'm not sure about bats though. Probably not, unfortunately. But one thing's for sure, there is going to be a snake. And didn't I tell you how much I love snakes? Might also want to check out The Goat. It looks interesting to me.

I think I'm going to take a break from DeviantArt because of the online bullying that is happening to me there. Someone took one of my drawings of my favorite character and turned it into something else, a joke that I didn't think was funny. I don't know how long this break would be, probably a week or a month or so. But for now, unless something happens, I'm staying on FurAffinity.

Excuse me, but why on Earth does everything in the 21st century have to look the same? Why are they so bland, dull, and minimalistic with grey, rectangular concrete walls and bright, white, fluorescent lighting, from fast food restaurants and supermarkets to supermarkets and even luxury apartments? My childhood shopping mall used to look all shiny and golden on the inside, but ever since its renovation a few years ago, it looks like a shell of what it used to be. That kind of aesthetic belongs in an Apple store, not a place like McDonald's or Starbucks, and especially not in Cracker Barrel.

It really wasn't like this 20 something years ago. This is why I wish I could paint the walls of my apartment, or maybe add some wallpaper that looks like wood paneling. I want my place to feel more like a home and less like a prison.

There is nothing wrong with being nostalgic, is there? Because that's how I've been feeling these days. I like to think about how fun life seemed to be in the Y2K era. I'm talking about the late 90s and early 2000s, when technology looked so advanced and surfing the internet felt more like an adventure. Back then, I thought I was living in paradise.

I wish I could go back to those days, but some people warn me that going back in time can be dangerous. Anyway, I'm still glad that I have those fun memories of going out to places like Future Shop and SilverCity and the like.

Last night while I was sleeping, I had a rather interesting dream. It was a dream where I saw a video on YouTube about some wild ape-like creatures dancing in a forest in North America. These creatures looked like a mix between gorilla, orangutan, chimpanzee, and early human ancestor with some bear-like features, but they stood upright like humans. It looked like the creatures were dancing to some 90s techno dance song that someone played on the radio. I enjoyed that video so much that I wanted to download it on my computer before it disappeared from the internet. I also dreamed that I discovered a weird early 2000s sci-fi cartoon from Canada that had robots, aliens, and multiple characters who were voiced by Rick Jones.

Recently, I've become sick and tired of being known on the internet as NixWerld. If only there was a way for me to change my username on this website. I want to be known as Crumbominable from now on, if that's possible.

After hearing about a law that was recently passed in the UK, I feel worried about this current era the internet with all these major corporations, governments, and oligarchs taking control of it. I'm also afraid of what may come in the near future with the rise of artificial intelligence, censorship, and surveillance, all for the sake of "protecting the children". What would happen to me if I speak out against the techno-fascist regime? Do people even care about net neutrality anymore? What was net neutrality anyway?

I guess you're right. I shouldn't be paying so much attention to the news. I don't want to be listening to those drama and commentary slop channels whenever I'm drawing my pictures. Whatever they talk about makes me feel so disappointed in myself for living in this world. I want to focus on something else.

I'm getting tired of using FireAlpaca for drawing on my computer. I'm using it with my Wacom Intuos tablet and it keeps glitching out on me every few minutes. It won't register some of my pen strokes. Maybe I should try getting used to drawing with Krita or something.

By the way, the operating system that I'm currently using is Windows 10 and I have no plans to upgrade to Windows 11 anytime soon.

Honestly, the only reasons why I liked the Rampage movie starring Dwayne The Rock Johnson was because I thought that George in that movie looked kind of like a live-action Crumbo, and the fact that the director of the movie was born in Newfoundland like myself. I was disappointed in that movie because I expected it to be more like Pacific Rim for some reason, as in the three monsters team up to fight some alien invaders or something, instead of just fighting each other.

I must confess that ever since I was a young child with a vivid imagination, I loved daydreaming about going out to the woods and meeting Bigfoot, Sasquatch, Yeti, or whatever you like to call him. I loved the wild ape so much that I didn't care if he was real or make-believe. I don't even care that some of the pictures and videos of him that I see on the internet these days are made with the latest in state of the art AI technology. My interpretation of the creature is that he is a wild ape that stands at around 6-10 feet tall, who looks like a mix between an orangutan, a gorilla, and a chimpanzee, but he could stand upright like a human and he has a furry body and a scent like a grizzly bear. To be honest with you, I'm not a big fan of movies and shows that depict Bigfoot/Yeti as looking way too much like a human, but I'm OK with him looking much closer to an early human ancestor from prehistoric times.

Hey there. How's it going? I wish I could try to reunite with some of my old friends that I haven't spoken to in so long. I wonder how they've been doing these days. Maybe we could talk to each other once again.

So anyway, since I'm bored, I'm trying to go back to watching and faving, but I'm kind of skeptical about it. Some of the good artists have blocked me in the past, and for good reason. I was very a dramatic, obnoxious person when I was in my late teens and twenties, and there are a lot of things I did back then that I still regret to this day, like saying slurs and openly criticizing political movements, for example.

I decided to get rid of my BlueSky account the other night. That website reeks of performative activism, cancel culture, and political derangement syndrome. I can't handle it anymore. I think it may have become the new Twitter/X or something. I thought I was stupid when interacting with some of the people there.

I don't want to waste anymore of my time doom scrolling through posts uploaded by miserable people talking about the current state of the world. I'd rather be spending my time either working on my art, listening to music, or chatting with one of my online friends on Discord.

I love Crumbo, but I want to create a new friend for him. He will be a Bigfoot/Yeti ape just like him, but his fur will be brown. He will also have a unique name. I don't want to be drawing the same old yeti over and over again.

Perhaps I should draw reference sheets for my characters, including my newest Bigfoot/Yeti characters. I think that's a good idea.

Hi there. How are you doing today? Just wondering if any of my friends is OK. I'm feeling anxious and depressed right now and I'm in the mood to talk to someone about some of the things that have been bothering me a bit lately, and there are at least a couple of things that I don't want to talk about publicly. Maybe you could send me a note or a DM asking me what's up.

How many of you guys remember Disney's Aladdin? I haven't watched that movie in a while and I was thinking about it recently. I'm a little embarrassed to say this in today's political climate, but it's one of my favorite movies of all time, and I love it so much that unlike a lot of people these days, including that one weird guy on YouTube who likes to talk about communism in his other videos, I wouldn't call it "racist". Just controversial because it featured a bit of dated, stereotypical humor that might have offended or upset some people back in the day. Hence, why they changed that song lyric in the beginning. But even in spite of its controversies, I'm glad that it introduced a whole new generation of people to South Asian and Middle Eastern culture. I even enjoyed the TV show and one of the direct-to-video sequels and I remember seeing a friend playing the video game on his Sega at one point in the 90s. I would love to see the Broadway musical one day if I ever had the chance to. And yes, I despised the live-action remake when it came out, even though I know it tried to right a few wrongs of the original movie.

After having another vivid dream last night about watching some scenes from an animated movie on a VHS tape that I found somewhere in the basement, I'm thinking about bringing back Chokey the Python and Cruncher the Crocodile. I know a lot of people loved my old pictures of those two guys.

Here is another regret that I have. There was a time, around the height of the pandemic, when I would go on YouTube and listen to videos from what I assumed were right-wing reactionary commentators, whether they would be ranting about gender pronouns in a video game or a "strong female lead" character in a franchise movie. These people, some of who were named Jeremy, would obsess over how much they hated Ghostbusters 2016, Star Wars: The Last Jedi, or the latest Disney live-action remake. I hate those movies, too, but those people would take their hatred way too far. I'm sure that some of them have bullied or harassed actors and screenwriters for doing their job. I know that one of them was milking the Johnny Depp vs. Amber Heard lawsuit by making hundreds of videos about it.

I'm done paying attention to those commentary channels. I no longer agree with what they have to say about the latest movie, TV show, video game, or comic book. Come to think of it, I'm pretty sure that Hollywood has already been "woke" several decades before this whole culture war was even a thing.

Honestly, I only played those videos because I wanted something to listen to as background noise when drawing pictures of Crumbo the yeti and some of his wild animal friends. I was recommended some of those YouTube channels who talked about movies by someone who I interacted with on this website back in late 2019. But now, I want to avoid videos from Clownfish TV or any of those other commentary channels. In fact, I wish to avoid listening to drama politics altogether. I'd rather have something else playing in the background like a compilation of 90s Eurodance music or some techno and bubblegum dance songs from the late 90s and early 2000s. Or maybe I could listen to a channel that talks about subjects that I find interesting like lost media and other nostalgic things.

There are so many things in life that I regret and one of them is spending my early days on the internet as a logo kid. I've moved on from that toxic community and I'm glad not to be a part of it anymore. I have other things to be interested in, like C.L.Y.D.E. and talking Christmas trees, for example.

You know what I think is weird? Those people accuse me of being a "fetish person", but they like to fetishize scenes of little kids crying from their favorite cartoons and pre-school shows.

There was a time, not too long ago, when I enjoyed going out to a theatre to see one of the latest movies on the big screen, with a large bag of popcorn, a soda cup, and some M&M's or Reese's Pieces by my side. I still want to go see another movie on the big screen one day, maybe in one of those theatres with big, fancy push button recliner seats. But a lot of what Hollywood has been releasing to theatres in the past few years isn't really capturing my attention.

The only movie I watched in the theatre this year so far is The Day the Earth Blew Up: A Looney Tunes Movie because I wanted to support the creative talents who worked so hard on that movie. I'm not interested in watching a Disney live-action remake or a video game adaptation. I wanted to give the Lilo and Stitch remake a chance until I found out what they did to Jumba and Pleakley, who were two of my favorite characters from the animated movie. I have mixed feelings about the How to Train Your Dragon remake. I could give The Bad Guys 2 a chance, but I'm not sure about Zootopia 2 because of my feelings towards the Disney brand name and my disappointment with the first Zootopia movie for having no representation of bats, which were my favorite animal at the time it came out. I could try the new Jurassic World, even though I was disappointed with the previous movie. And I could try watching the new Superman movie, even though I'm not a big superhero movie type of guy.

I don't know what other movies are coming out this year. Maybe it's because I haven't paid much attention to that sort of thing.

Maybe it's time for me to come out as a furry. After all, I enjoy the furry fandom with its colorful characters and such. Perhaps Crumbo the yeti could be my fursona, since you know I like to draw him quite a lot.