I honestly wish that it was safe for me to say that I'm a furry. I like furries, but I'm not sure if I want to identify as one. I mean, the ones I met were mostly nice people, but it's no secret that the community has a bad reputation on the internet because of certain people who have done bad things to real animals. And it seems that the fandom has been the butt of all jokes for a very, very long time. Would terrible things happen to me if I come out as a furry?

A disgusting person just sent me a couple of rude comments on DeviantArt. I know it's them because they left a comment on my status update their debunking my involvement in a right-wing grifter channel called "What About". I checked the activity of that person, and it turns out that they are a sick, disgusting, pervert who likes to look at pictures of children who are as young as babies and toddlers with dirty diapers. People like them are absolutely disgusting and need to be reported, or better yet, thrown in prison along with other sexual offenders.

I had to ditch Photoshop recently because I got sick and tired for paying outrageous prices for Adobe products, so I switched to Photopea. I think that's what I'm going to use from now on or until someone else suggests some other program that I could use.

Is it OK if I draw Crumbo playing with mud or dirt? Or maybe throwing it at someone or something that he doesn't like? I'm just asking because that's a picture that I really want to draw so badly.

I keep having these dreams in my sleep about going to Florida for vacation. I'm not sure why that is. I mean, I really enjoyed the trips that I had there in the past, including my first trip to Walt Disney World in the year 2000, and I would like to travel to the USA again someday. I especially like Florida because of its warm climate, restaurants, theme parks, tourist traps, and alligators.

There are still a lot of things that I still like about America, like 50s diners, rock 'n roll, Coca-Cola, and megaplex movie theatres. But right now, I'm choosing to stay in Canada for the time being because of things that are going on in this world right now. Florida, especially, isn't getting a good reputation because of... well, you know.

Didn't I mention that I have a bad habit of talking about politics? As a matter of fact, I tend to criticize the United States, under one of the most hated men in the world right now, and my home country Canada, and its curent trend of blind patriotism. I also tend to talk about both countries and their complicated history in regards to race relations and how they mistreated their indigenous people and things like that. Canada is not the magical fairy tale land of diversity, tolerance, inclusion, acceptance, and "free health care" that a lot of people think it is.

No offense to my American friends, but the USA is a dead country to me. I've seen it decline over the past 10 years and unfortunately, due to that president of yours making threats to his trading partners, millions of us are refusing to set foot on American soil and would rather travel to places like Canada or Europe. Heck, what they have in cities like Dubai and Singapore right now would put Las Vegas to shame.

I'm staying in Canada for the time being, and I don't have any plans to leave my country in the foreseeable future.

That's it! I'm done! I absolutely had enough of this political drama and bullshit! It has made me extremely furious and it has gotten to a point where I no longer have trust in anyone!

I'm not feeling the greatest these days. I'm not getting much sleep at night because I've been paying way too much attention to politics and current events.

I had an interesting dream in my sleep last night. I was playing a romhack of Super Mario 64, but this time, I got to explore the world as a large ape that looked like a white furred Donkey Kong, and I thought to myself, "Hey, that looks like my boy Crumbo!"

I am still brainstorming my "Lizard-Man" character, someone who would be an arch-nemesis of Crumbo. He is the kind of creature those crazy conspiracy theorists talk about. He may look like a scientifically inaccurate depiction of a velociraptor, but he has the ability to shapeshift into caricatures of famous celebrities and politicians and different animals as well. He could even transform into a Tyrannosaurus Rex. I would like to give him a unique sounding name.

I don't want to be on FurAffinity right now. I would much rather be on some other website. I'm afraid that something really, really bad might happen to me if I stay here.

Tonight, I will officially be 30 years old. Happy birthday to me!

Just so you know, I will turn 30 years old in a few days. I don't know what I want to do for that special occasion.

Now that BlueSky is growing and I have and account on that website, how do I find people there who aren't political weirdos who escaped from Twitter/X?

No, you people, I do not run a YouTube channel called What About. I am not affiliated with them in any way. And don't say that I lie to everyone when you have no evidence to prove it.

Just to let you know, my 30th birthday is coming in about a month from now. I think I might want to do something special on that day.

Apparently, there is someone who really hates me so much that he wrote a whole article badmouthing me on Encyclopedia Dramatica. Someone informed me about it on FA yesterday. What do you think about that website? Do you think it's worse than Kiwi Farms?

Hello there. How's it going? Did you have a good Halloween this year? It was OK for me. I just treated it like an ordinary day for myself.

Anyway, I'm searching for a video that I watched on Retrontario's Halloween stream on YouTube a few years ago, and I think it was a puppet show, probably from the 80s or 90s, and there were some bats inside a wooden shack and they were in a rock band and they were performing some music. Does anyone know which video I'm talking about? I'm quite certain the bat band was part of a show that was Canadian and it was broadcast on YTV or maybe TVO.

I'm finally sorting things out in my new basement apartment, and honestly, I prefer living here than in my old apartment, where I had to share the same building with a bunch of noisy kids.

Do you have a life outside of DeviantArt and/or FurAffinity? I'm asking this because I want to take a break from this website, since there's no way of getting rid of this obsessive stalker who's been posting rude comments on my profile for far too long. They claim to have been obsessed with me since around 2010. Their attacks usually happen at around midnight while you are sleeping. You don't understand the pain that I'm going through.

By the way, my theory about "Genesis Infinity Supernova Star" being the stalker has been proven wrong. But that doesn't excuse her toxic behavior towards me.

Just to let you know, I'll finally be leaving this old apartment in Calgary behind and be moving to my new basement apartment near Edmonton on Friday afternoon.

So, I think that the person who has been stalking me and making me feel less comfortable on DA and FA is none other than that toxic "ex-friend" of mine who went by many usernames. She seems really, really obsessed with me. She has never changed. She said in a message in one of her alt-accounts that someone on the internet has been stalking me and following me around since around 2010. Honestly, I'm not surprised that it's her in all those alt-accounts. I'm sure I've already told you who that person is.

I'm almost in my thirties, but I'm still acting like a child. I don't know why I am still behaving like this. I should be a mature adult and the one thing I need to do is that I must stop lashing out at people, even if they didn't do anything wrong.

You're right, people. I have anger issues and I need to learn how to control myself better. Maybe I should contact a therapist if I'm in a bad mood, or perhaps I could find something to keep those negative thoughts and feelings out of my mind.

I wish there was a way for me to express my more creative side. My humor is weird, politically incorrect, and sometimes gross. Something that's like inbetween a bad PG-13 or R rated comedy from the 90s and 2000s, one that I'm sure a lot of critics would've hated to see at the time, except with wild apes as well as other woodland creatures. Obviously, it's not for everyone.

For example, I would be happy to draw Crumbo's girlfriend once again, but this time, I want to have a black censor bar in front of her.