I am still brainstorming my "Lizard-Man" character, someone who would be an arch-nemesis of Crumbo. He is the kind of creature those crazy conspiracy theorists talk about. He may look like a scientifically inaccurate depiction of a velociraptor, but he has the ability to shapeshift into caricatures of famous celebrities and politicians and different animals as well. He could even transform into a Tyrannosaurus Rex. I would like to give him a unique sounding name.

I don't want to be on FurAffinity right now. I would much rather be on some other website. I'm afraid that something really, really bad might happen to me if I stay here.

Tonight, I will officially be 30 years old. Happy birthday to me!

Just so you know, I will turn 30 years old in a few days. I don't know what I want to do for that special occasion.

Now that BlueSky is growing and I have and account on that website, how do I find people there who aren't political weirdos who escaped from Twitter/X?

No, you people, I do not run a YouTube channel called What About. I am not affiliated with them in any way. And don't say that I lie to everyone when you have no evidence to prove it.

Just to let you know, my 30th birthday is coming in about a month from now. I think I might want to do something special on that day.

Apparently, there is someone who really hates me so much that he wrote a whole article badmouthing me on Encyclopedia Dramatica. Someone informed me about it on FA yesterday. What do you think about that website? Do you think it's worse than Kiwi Farms?

Hello there. How's it going? Did you have a good Halloween this year? It was OK for me. I just treated it like an ordinary day for myself.

Anyway, I'm searching for a video that I watched on Retrontario's Halloween stream on YouTube a few years ago, and I think it was a puppet show, probably from the 80s or 90s, and there were some bats inside a wooden shack and they were in a rock band and they were performing some music. Does anyone know which video I'm talking about? I'm quite certain the bat band was part of a show that was Canadian and it was broadcast on YTV or maybe TVO.

I'm finally sorting things out in my new basement apartment, and honestly, I prefer living here than in my old apartment, where I had to share the same building with a bunch of noisy kids.

Do you have a life outside of DeviantArt and/or FurAffinity? I'm asking this because I want to take a break from this website, since there's no way of getting rid of this obsessive stalker who's been posting rude comments on my profile for far too long. They claim to have been obsessed with me since around 2010. Their attacks usually happen at around midnight while you are sleeping. You don't understand the pain that I'm going through.

By the way, my theory about "Genesis Infinity Supernova Star" being the stalker has been proven wrong. But that doesn't excuse her toxic behavior towards me.

Just to let you know, I'll finally be leaving this old apartment in Calgary behind and be moving to my new basement apartment near Edmonton on Friday afternoon.

So, I think that the person who has been stalking me and making me feel less comfortable on DA and FA is none other than that toxic "ex-friend" of mine who went by many usernames. She seems really, really obsessed with me. She has never changed. She said in a message in one of her alt-accounts that someone on the internet has been stalking me and following me around since around 2010. Honestly, I'm not surprised that it's her in all those alt-accounts. I'm sure I've already told you who that person is.

I'm almost in my thirties, but I'm still acting like a child. I don't know why I am still behaving like this. I should be a mature adult and the one thing I need to do is that I must stop lashing out at people, even if they didn't do anything wrong.

You're right, people. I have anger issues and I need to learn how to control myself better. Maybe I should contact a therapist if I'm in a bad mood, or perhaps I could find something to keep those negative thoughts and feelings out of my mind.

I wish there was a way for me to express my more creative side. My humor is weird, politically incorrect, and sometimes gross. Something that's like inbetween a bad PG-13 or R rated comedy from the 90s and 2000s, one that I'm sure a lot of critics would've hated to see at the time, except with wild apes as well as other woodland creatures. Obviously, it's not for everyone.

For example, I would be happy to draw Crumbo's girlfriend once again, but this time, I want to have a black censor bar in front of her.

I'm OK with Bigfoot/Yeti being depicted as a sort of wild, hairy ape-man, or a giant ape-like creature like a Gigantopithecus. But for some reason I don't like it when he looks way too much like a human, if you know what I'm saying. How much is too much? Well, to be honest with you, I don't know.

List of characters that inspired me to draw Crumbo:

- The Bumble (Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer, 1964)
- The Abominable Snowman of Pasadena (Goosebumps)
- George (Rampage, 2018 film)
- Harry (Harry and the Hendersons)
- King Kong
- Donkey Kong
- Shrek
- The Grinch
- Snorlax (Pokemon)
- Gumpers (Pet Alien)
- Thunder-Karlsson (Pippi Longstocking)
- Cookie Monster (Sesame Street)
- Garfield the Cat (Garfield and Friends)
- Patrick Star (SpongeBob SquarePants)
- Eeyore (Winnie the Pooh)
- The yeti from SkiFree (MS-DOS game)
- Migo (Smallfoot)
- Everest (Abominable)
- Mr. Link (The Missing Link)

I have a confession to make. The only reason why I denied being a furry or a fetish artist is because I wanted to be accepted by some of the people that I meet online. Besides, there are certain folks out there who hate people who either support furries or are part of the furry fandom themselves.

Don't you hate it when someone shares a lot of neat and well thought out information in a comment below your picture but then deletes it immediately after you respond to it because they're afraid of getting mean comments and stuff like that? That's what happened to me on DeviantArt just now.

If these people are too embarrassed to share it publicly, then why couldn't they just send it to me in a private message and not write it down in a comment for other people to see?

Don't you hate it when you ask a serious question about a piece of obscure media that you are trying to find or a song that you want to identify, and what you get in return is a joke response?

Sometimes, I think I might be going crazy and making things up whenever I try to explain something to people. Either that, or they don't seem to care about what I say.

Like, there was this one cartoon I'm sure I've seen before. I know I saw it on TV years ago. I think it was about a cricket, and he was able to make music by playing his wings like a violin. I believe it was a Christmas special or something. Does anybody remember this or am I making things up? I don't think you know this about me, but I have so much nostalgia for the Rankin-Bass animated holiday specials and stuff like that.

So, my parents have finally sold their house, and we are moving to a new place somewhere close to Edmonton. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. At least I'm going to have some wonderful places close to me, and it's not too far away from the West Edmonton Mall.

Pretty soon, I will finally be saying goodbye to Calgary, and that apartment building I've been living in since 2019.

We know who you are, Kashi. We know it's you behind those hundreds of alt-accounts. I'll never forget the time when you called Crumbo an extremely racist slur.

I hope to God this website doesn't shut down. If it does, then I swear to God, I will lose my mind!

Just to let you guys know, unlike some certain people on the internet, I do NOT consider myself a fetish artist.

Yes, I have my own personal fetishes, but I would rather keep them to myself and my close friends, who are 18 years of age or older, as any sane person would do.