*smiles warmly and hugs all who will let her*
On this day of Love and Lovers I want to make sure all my friends and Lovers know, I Love you, so very much.

So, I have found a new girl I like more then just casually. She is fun to be with, kind, pretty, and wonderfully enough, she likes RPGs and gaming.
Unfortunately she is just coming out of a relationship with a guy that she did a lot of arguing with, whom she waited for, for some time (he was over seas), and she is still room-mates with.
But I am nothing if not patient and steadfast in Love.

Well, Thanksgiving will be here shortly, and everyone is cooking like mad. We have been at it for days already. The menu this year is similar to most years:
Turkey, stuffing, cranberries, sweet potatoes, black olives, mashed potatoes, rolls, corn, carrots & peas, mixed vegetables, and loads of pies and breads for dessert.

So, I ask my American watchers, what is your family's menu for Thanksgiving?

And for all my non-American watchers, do you have a similar holiday, one set around getting as much of your family together as you can and having a huge dinner? And if so, what kind of menu does your family have for that dinner?

So my oldest son, who has been doing semi-pro wrestling for the last year or two, just came home with his first belt. He is now the Pacific-Northwest Lightweight Champion !!

Good eve all of my wonderful watchers.
I do not know how many of you know the artist  Avencri but even if you do not, let me tell you, he has been having a terrible year.
This was posted in the note with the latest page of his wonderful web comic, The Eye of Ramalach: http://theeye.katbox.net/


"Hello guys!

This year has been awful for me and i got a lot of troubles in my personal life. So because of a mix of several of them, i won't be painting the pages of TEOR for a while. But i will update with B&W inks in the meanwhile, it is the only way i can keep up.

1- I still haven't found a job, and my savings will not be enough for a while.
2- Because i don't have a job, i am using the savings i had for my master's degree in order to pay the rent and food. I feel awful because of this.
3- I am unable to use my scanner, so i am having a hard time getting things ready for my art.
4- My Wacom Bamboo pen fell and broke, now my tablet is useless. I can't color properly and this is the reason of why i won't be coloring for a while. I am waiting for the new pen to arrive.
5- The whole mugging case is still haunting me. The mexican bureocracy is a total hell, no wonder a lot of people prefer not to do anything in those cases.
6- I was told that i am in a very vicious cycle... i have a lot of trouble working on the comic because my motivation dies since i percieve a lack of support in general. And well... if i don't do much the people won't be supportive either. I am trying to to get out of this issue. But really, the whole interest and support for The Eye is what keeps me going and seeing little to no interest in it makes me wonder if i am wasting my time. It worries me a lot when some people i consider good friends don't even read The Eye.

I should be feeling better soon i guess. For now enjoy some updates in just inks."


Now I know coming up with money, art, or other more tangible forms of support is not always easy or even possible, but, anyone can go, read his comic, comment on his FA page, or drop by the KatBox forums for a bit to show their support.
There is a saying, "Evil triumphs only when good men do nothing.", many people forget this is not just about the big things in our lives, but the smaller, personal things as well. Please take a moment from your day to let this wonderful artist know he is not without fans and support, even if it is just a note to say hi, or a hug offered from around the world.

*smiles*
For those few who do not know, I am a big time geek-girl, fantasy, sci-fi, D&D, video games, and all manner of other nerdy things. So when I saw the trailer for the remake of the series "V" from 1984 I had two thoughts.
1: Wow, pretty! It certainly looks awesome.
2: But oh how I hope they do not screw up what was a wonderful story and hope the pretty effects are enough to carry what did so well with crappy effects over 20 years ago.

So with that in mind, heres to hope!

*smiles warmly and passes out hugs*
You never really know how much you need something till it is not there for you. But I am back online, yay!

*pouts*
Well, other then using the wireless while I a p at the game shop, for D&D and such, I with out internet till some time after the 20th when my Mate gets paid.

*passes out hugs and licks*
Hope to see you all soon.

Taken from  whitefurr

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- Name: Anna L. J.
- Single or taken: Poly
- Sex: female
- Birthday: Dec. 29, 1976
- Sign: Capricorn
- Hair color: natural, very dark brown / presently, royal purple (yes my real hair)
- Eye color: true hazel
- Height: 5' 9"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Gay with a touch of Bi.
____________________________________________________________________________

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: clothes? *chuckles* I do not like them, so I do not spend much on them, thrift stores and such. I love older looking clothes.
- Favorite designer?: My Grandma
- What is your sexiest outfit?: My red bustier, dark black stockings, elbow length black gloves, and a dark purple long coat.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: nothing / plush purple houserobe
- What do you usually wear?: loose fitting blouses & long flowing skirts (I have many of each)
____________________________________________________________________________

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: 1: Suave - Deep Cleaning, 2: Suave - Full Body
- What are you listening to right now?: The Killers - Human
- Who is the last person that called you?: My older brother.
- How many buddies are online right now?: Twenty-two
____________________________________________________________________________

• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- Food: You do not have time for that list
- Girls' names: Amber, Ayla, & Jessie
- Boys' names: James & Maximilian
- Subjects in school: reading / writing & science
- Animals: Wolves, Bovines, Pythons, & Rabbits/Hares
____________________________________________________________________________

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath?: Several times.
- Smoked?: No
- Bungee jumped?: Does falling off a cliff on your safety line count?
- Made yourself throw up?: Yes, MSG and I do not get along, I I was informed I had just consumed a bunch of it.
- Skinny dipped?: This week? *chuckles* Yes
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: As a little kid, I am sure, we pretty much all did, since then, no.
- Pictured your crush naked?: All of them
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Many of them
- Cried when someone died?: Yes, every time
- Lied: I try not to, I will for a Loved one, but only if I must.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Several times
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: Many times many
____________________________________________________________________________

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: my houserobe
- Desktop picture: The cover art of an old D&D adventure.
- CD in player: none
- DVD in player: Command & Conquer 3

____________________________________________________________________________

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: My Mate, Tygra
- Hugged: My Grandson
- You kissed: My Mate
- You IMed: Neo
- Talk to online: Neo
- You sexed it up with: My Pet, Ayana

___________________________________________________________________________

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: I try my best to be.
- Open-minded?: Always
- Arrogant?: I hope not
- Insecure?: More then I can live with of late.
- Random?: Often
- Hungry?: Mm, baked goods
- Smart?: I certainly aspire to be
- Moody?: Bi-polar
- Organized?: Quite
- Shy?: *barks with laughter*
- Difficult?: I certainly can be
- Bored easily?: A.D.H.D.
- Obsessed?: More then I should be.
- Angry?: *sighs* From time to time, but more often then not, with myself.
- Happy?: Aye, as much as I can be.
- Hyper?: A.D.H.D. strikes again!
- Trusting?: Unless you prove you do not deserve it.

___________________________________________________________________________

• × • R A N D O M • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: Am not fit to be around people till I have been up a bit and gotten a glass of water.
- Love is: Life
- I dream about: Nothing most of the time.
- Sexual preference: Girls
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: How their skin feels, to rub over it everywhere.
___________________________________________________________________________

• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
___________________________________________________________________________

- Coke or Pepsi: Eww, soda.
- Flowers or candy: flowers
- Tall or short: *tilts her head* Why would it matter?
___________________________________________________________________________

• × • W H O • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: The truly ignorant
- Makes you smile: Most people
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Hm, no one of late.
___________________________________________________________________________

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I have
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: From time to time, would be very interesting to see the world as they do.
- Wish you were younger?: Regularly
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes, not to often.
___________________________________________________________________________

• × • N U M B E R • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Many
- Of guys I've kissed: Uh, err, a whole bunch? Just kissed? A couple hundred or so. I think hugs / kisses are the best form of greeting.
- Of girls I've kissed: ((see last question))
- Of Cd's I own: ((all approximates)) Music: 30, Computer info / programs: 20, & Video Games: 150
- Of scars on my body: Like, good sized enough to be really noticeable? Seven

I found a writers meme on  lamington's page. :)


~How often do you get writer’s block?
Writers block? Not to often, I just have day to day life get in the way of my writing to often.

~How do you fix it?
When I do get writer's block, I find reading helps a great deal.

~Do you type or write by hand?
My writing is bad and slow, so I type.

~Do you save everything you write?
Yes, I have the notes and such from my early writing even.

~Do you ever go back to an old idea long after you abandoned it?
Yes, I have done so many times.

~Do you have a constructive critic?
I have a few people I will run parts of my stories by to get their input.

~Did you ever write a novel?
*smiles* That would be nice, but it is so different from my writing style I may never be able to put such a long story together.

~What genre would you love to write but haven’t?
Mystery

~What’s one genre you have never written, and probably never will?
Umm, I can not think of one I have never at least wrote a story or two in.

~How many writing projects are you working on right now?
Three

~Do you write for a living? Do you want to?
No, but that would be nice. Though at the rate I write I would never make anything like a deadline, not even close.

~Have you ever written something for a magazine or newspaper?
No.

~Have you ever won an award for your writing?
Several times in school, but no public awards.

~What are your five favorite words?
I have to pick only five?? Well, at the moment I would say: aye, indeed, xenobiology, biotech, & preservation.

~Do you ever write based on your dreams?
I have a few times, yes.

~Do you favor happy endings, sad endings, or cliff-hangers?
Depends on what the story needs.

~Have you ever written based on an artwork you’ve seen?
Yes, several times.

*hugs all and sundry as they come to chat with her*
Hello all. So, I have a question.
A friend asked me to make her wedding cake. She made sure to tell me to make it a white cake. I asked if she meant just the frosting, or the cake its self. She said the cake its self, because most people would prefer a white cake to a chocolate one.
Ok, I know I am odd, this is a fact of life, but I am pretty sure the love of chocolate is not all that odd. I ended up making the main cake white, and then making two smaller cakes, one chocolate, one strawberry. But it stuck with me. Do most people really prefer vanilla to chocolate?

Saw this in the journal of  Riocoont and thought it would be fun.



1. What is your character's name?
Omega Wolf

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Omega Lupus

3. How old is she/he?
4,485 years

4. What is your character's race/species?
Evolved Eurasian Wolf (Canis lupus lupus)

5. Do they have a crush?
Many

6. Do they have many friends?
Dozens

7. What planet is your character from?
Terra

8. Does your character like to eat?
Yes

9. What's her/his favorite food?
Sweets of all kinds

10. What's her/his favorite drink?
Wine

11. Is your character annoying?
Not if she can help it.

13. Is your character loved?
Yes~

14. Is your character hated?
Yes

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
Not often

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Bisexual with a heavy lesbian leaning.

17. Is she/he a virgin?
No, not even a little.

18. Name 3 hobbies
Cooking, snuggling, and archeology

19. Is your character normal?
Nope

20. Is your character attractive?
So she is told.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
Openly

22. Does your character have other forms?
Yes, but it is unpleasant.

23. Does your character overreact?
Some if it is funny.

24. Is your character a criminal?
Not lately

25. Does your character go to school?
Yes, she runs one.

26. What's her/his IQ?
Moderately high, 150+

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Yes, sort of?

28. Is your character dead?
Not at the moment.

29. Does your character have a family?
Yes, many.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Far to many.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
Any she spends with her children or lovers.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
Vasya

33. Is your character single?
Yes? No?

34. Has she/he developed any relationships?
As many as she can.

35. Does she/he have an element?
Wind or Water, a little of both.

36. Do you role-play your character?
Yes

37. Do you write about your character?
Yes

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Not very often at all.

39. Does your character get depressed?
Not often

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Non-anthro? Wolves.

41. Does your character have any fears?
To live on and on, without Love.

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Bright sunlight hurts her eyes badly.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Many people, for just as many reasons.

44. Does your character like music?
YES

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
Oddly enough, classical and techno.

46. Is she/he impatient?
Not but very infrequently.

47. What's something funny about your character?
She hates wearing clothes, a lot.

48. Name 5 nicknames
Omega, Meg, Den Mother, Mother Wolf, and Bitch.

49. Does your character curse?
Not much really.

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
*smiles warmly* Well, that was fun!

*passes out hugs to all who come by*
I want to take a moment to express my heart-felt thanks to all of those who wished me well, showed their caring, reminded me they loved me, or stood by me to console me and listen my crying, these last couple weeks. I love you, one and all.
I am feeling better now, moving out of my funk and sorrow, trying to get back to the living of life and the loving of those I care for. But I would have had a much harder time without you all, your concern, your love, thank you, and the Goddess bless you.

One of my Pack-mates just died an hour and a half ago. He had been sick for years, and the doctors told us this Monday that he had a couple weeks to live, I was working to get a ride to go see him on Friday, and now he is gone. I have not seen him in months.
He was a wonderful friend, always funny, and joking, a beautiful guitar player, and a good father to his four children. I will miss him so much.


The soul that knows love will never truly know death.
~ Omega Wolf J

Found this one from  Riocoont


YES OR NO.
This is a fairly straight forward little meme so let us get to it.


Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends? — No
Been arrested? — No
Kissed someone you didn't like? — Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? — Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? — Yes
Held a snake? — Yes
Ran a red light? — Yes
Been suspended from school? — Yes
Experienced love at first sight? — No
Totaled your car in an accident? — No
Been fired from a job? — No
Fired somebody? — No
Sung karaoke? — Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? — Yes
Did something you told yourself you wouldn't? — Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? — No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? — Yes
Kissed in the rain? — Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? — Yes
Saw someone die? — Yes
Played Spin-the-Bottle? — Yes
Smoked a cigar? — No
Sat on a rooftop? — Yes
Smuggled something into another country? — Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? -- Yes
Broken a bone? — No
Skipped school? — Yes
Eaten a bug? — Yes
Sleepwalked? — No
Walked on a moonlit beach? —Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? — Yes
Dumped someone? — Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? — No
Lied to avoid a ticket? — Yes
Ridden in a helicopter? — No
Shaved your head? — No
Blacked out from drinking? — No
Played a prank on someone? — Yes
Hit a home run? — No
Felt like killing someone? — Yes
Cross-dressed? — Yes
Been falling-down drunk? — No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? — Yes
Eaten snake? — Yes
Marched/Protested? — Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? — Yes
Puked on an amusement ride? — No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? — Yes
Knitted? — Yes
Been on TV? — No
Shot a gun? — Yes
Skinny-dipped? — Yes
Given someone stitches? — Yes
Eaten a whole habenero pepper? — Yes
Ridden a surfboard? — Yes
Drunk straight from a liquor bottle? — Yes
Had surgery? — No
Streaked? — Yes
Been taken by ambulance to a hospital? — No
Tripped on mushrooms? — No
Passed out when NOT drinking? — No
Peed on a bush? — No
Donated Blood? — No
Grabbed electric fence? — No
Eaten alligator meat? — No
Eaten cheesecake? — Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? — Yes
Peed your pants in public? — No
Snuck into a movie without paying? — No
Written graffiti? — Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? — Yes
Think about the future? — Yes
Been in handcuffs? — Yes
Believe in love? — Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? — Yes

So a few people have asked, in differing ways, "Why do you like to hug so much?"
Well the answer is simple, I try to love everyone that will let me, I greatly enjoy physical contact with others, and well, hugs are awesome!
I have on rare occasions run into people who do not like to be hugged, that is fine, just makes me sad, that they would cut themselves off from caring physical contact with others.

So, I would pose a question to those of you who actually read my ramblings.
Do you like hugs, yes or no, and why . . ?

Saw this in the journal of  ProjectBlue02

Thought it was an interesting way to share stuff about myself, so here we go.
I will underline the ones that are true of me.

1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert
7. Gotten/given a hand job-
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room


21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car
27. Gotten an x-ray
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
40. Been in love


41. French kissed
42. Laughed so hard you cried
43. Cried yourself to sleep
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself accident
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex
57. Dressed punk
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race.

61. Avoided somebody
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself not on purpose
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.


71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

Well I think everyone loves attention, but I am still quite shocked to have over fifty watchers. I know most of this is due to the wonderful gift art I have received.

I thank  pusspuss and  --CF1-- both VERY much for my lovely drawings.

I will strive to write the next chapter of my story so that you have at least something to watch me for. And thank you all.

*passes out hugs to one and all*

I was very nervous to post my first real story writing in years, but I have gotten positive responses so far. So I will keep cleaning up all my old notes and see about getting the next part written up soon.

Thank you all! *hugs*

Ok, I have been asked by friends and acquaintances for years to actually put all my notes and shorts about my fursona's life together. Well I have finally started writing "Omega Wolf's Lives, 01 - The Wolf and the Woman", so it should be up in a few days hopefully.
I haven't done much story writing in, well a couple years, most of my writing has been for RPG campaigns, so hopefully I haven't totally lost my touch. Guess we will see soon?