you know, its one thing when your mother and father make you feel down and that your not good enough because you can always realize that they are like you or you really were better than them.

but what do you do when that person really was better than you?

Thats an aweful thing to live with, that you were treated like garbage and thought of as such because another person was inherently better than you.

They were just better than me and I can never get over that. they were made better than me, because I was meant to be garbage and their playthings, me and my fellow peoples.

I cannot convey the pain and feelings of entrapment. I'm bigger and stronger than my parents now, they can;t hurt me or scare me and I can get angrier than they ever could. and I'm the spitting image of some of the human demons in my life so there's no real problem there, they weren't better than me when they mis treated me.

but nothing gets me out of where I was at with the other guys that weren't human. for some reason they had a God given right to do this to me. And I don't thin ki will ever be anything but what I am now no matter how big, tall, smart, strong, or anything else my spirit being could ever, ever be.

I'm always going to be somebody's monkey, some no name, no account worm on the inside. I wish I could put my pain into this writing but I'm not even as much a spirit being as they are I'll bet so I can't.

Just this shell really, my physical is my best part. its all I really am or will ever be

folks, I'm living proof that 180- pounds of IQ go to shit real fast with brain damage.

And I've put lives in danger thanks to my inability to recognize stupidity.

Hope y'all got more to work with than I got, try to be careful.

incidently, if anyone, ever whether they are a lone guy or a big ball of light ever tells you anything in a dream and its not about how lucifer works but about a person you know or anything else.

DO NOT BELIEVE OR LISTEN TO THEM, unless the first thing they say to you is that Jesus Christ came in the flesh.

Don't even believe them if they give you a good feeling, tell you they love you, and make a lot of sense and say they speak for God or are against evil.

Those of you like me probably don't need to be told this but, some fall for the stupides tmagic tricks , like while they are awake they get a good feeling, feelk themselves flying upwards and then smell something nice and thing someone from heaven is there

PHONY, anybody with basic control of their brain can do that. Its one of the oldest and most fictisious tricks in the big book of being a con man or liar.

Most of you are too smart for that though but it gets some

you know, I've said a lot of stuff about him lately, about how he wasn't really human and probably didn't know pain. But you know something. I thought about it and I think he did.

when it said in Isaiah 53: 3 "He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not."

and Isaiah 52:14 "14 Just as there were many who were appalled at him, his appearance was so disfigured beyond that of any man and his form marred beyond human likeness"

That might have also meant his soul (or spirit being)

I mean, I think all his life he was cut to the core. He was probably born a powerful psychic so he was probably very aware of the world's and people's problems and could relate to a lot of the victims (just like the psychic detective in "suspect Zero")

He might have also been severly schizophrenic like most the people I've ever known. He might not have known he wasn't responsible for some things so maybe he knew what guilt was like perhaps?

I know schizophrenia can leave you at a loss as to whats real and what isn't, I can;t see how jesus wouldn't be familiar with that if he was like us. Can leave you wondering if what just happened really happened, who you are or are not. It can take away all the good things in life and leave you with an empty and meaningless existance.

It doesn't say but maybe Jesus also had a lot of medical problems before he was 30 and started his ministry. He might have always been in physical pain. Maybe he was also a slow mean earlier in his life and knew what it was like to not be able to figure out stuff and what it meant to have people despise him because they thought he was just some idiot his whole entire life.

Point being, I think Jesus really did know human misery in his life. All I know s that whoever he was, and whatever he went through, he did it in a way I always wished I could. He never got a bad attitude, and never did wrong to others. I know he didn't ever start to look like a demon on the inside. No matter how many puncture wounds his being got, it never went dark or got dried up. I know he never got hateful or prejudiced or became a psychopath or a killer.

Also keep in mind that he was abandoned by God when he was on that cross, you know, he yelled out "why have you forsaken me"
He felt all the pain and rejection some of us have felt when we looked up and saw a careless, heartless being watching us die in a black pit slowly.


I wish I were like him. But I guess no one is THAT good on the inside. (ceptin him I s'pose) he did prove his worth here though.

(if I'm wrong keep in mind I'm just some dumb shmoe, I't not like i'ma powerful psychic time traveler here or something)

In 1corinthians 6:12 I think God is trying to tell people they can have sex with anyone they want as long as its not human, animal, or evil.

Makes sense (always did to me)

what I can't figure out though is this whole "male prostitute, and homosexual offender thing.

Whats a homosexual offender? is having sex for fun prostituting?

If a person is raped why should they care? but honestly now, short of prison folk, how many here can ever claim to have seen a homosexual offender?

Seriously, them non violent, non scary anti human zoophile ones are some really fun people. WHO'S OFFENDED? Jesus? God? why would they give a damn? They don't seem to mind it as its in ever corner of the animal kingdom and a lot of guys just have it in them to be flaming qweer. I really don't think it matters to the boss at all so I think it means...I don't know, I'm baffled by it.

The more iread the more Isee that I slip through the cracks of the universe. I'm so glad i may choose to never live to see his future after the judgement.

when I slumber in my glass coffin for all eternity (a la Lenin) you may all come and visit me, I'll be wearing finer attire.

(sigh, the coming sun is MONTHS away it feels to me in time, won't someone get me the hell out of here BEFORE he shows?) I loath to meet him more than I do to go to heaven, (I'm not speaking of Jesus but Lucifer//Satan)

I know it sounds crazy but I know even more than what I've blabbed in all my talking with people. I'm not such an open book as y'all might think.

you know, these new testament books give a lot of important information on the spirit world as far as God and christianity is concerned (all makes perfect sense too, definatly worth reading and understanding)

I've noticed that infiltrated christians say a lot of verses at church and say they study the bible, but they have a funny knack for blocking things out and putting things in.
I was at church earlier, and the peopel there not only refused to look at the part that said "test the spirits" and then the part that said "false Christs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and miracles" and even the part that said don't be a fucking moron (be as wise as serpents...)

and instead claimed that the bible said that" no evil spirit could speak the name of Jesus or do good in for his people"

where the in the hell did they get THAT one? A freaking elder comes up with THAT? And I'm the one thats a heratic? go figure (Jesus said not to be surprised to be excluded for what I did actually)

my fellows are like me. I know many people with back rounds like mine, and they act like me too. I just hope that they are quick to catch on wherever they are these days.

I sure hope they will fight back and not be pushed around ,lied to , and put off in some corner.

incidently, big churches are a bad idea to ever go to. (hundreds of people)

they are run more like businesses, and talking with the pastor means talking with his bodyguards as well. Also, the bigger the church, the bigger the number of high up "deacons" or "elders" there are.

and they all lust for power and get high off of being your "shepard" hence they will also try to keep you as dumb as sheep even though Jesus himself says to be smart (wise as serpents)

Also, they will all form a collective to cover eachother. They will harbor curruptions of every sort and present a unified front.

AVOID BIG CHURCHES, when infiltration is detected there, there is no way to combat it or confront it. And all of them are fundamentally flawed.

(all have self seeking power wanting con men and all want either your money or to keep you there and worst of all, they all want you blind and powerless)

Go to a smaller church, so you can actively confront prophesying and healing spirits (we got several at my now former church being defended by the clergy, who want it kept a secret and not opposed or its cover blown)

the humans are just puppets of these beings.

but seriously, go to a small church with as few psychic christians as possible.

(I got one church here full of former occult members and another with natural born psychics, its all fubar here)

these psychic christians are fodder for luciferian agents, they are spiritual but deluded and blind and ignorant of how anything really works.

Perfect puppets, and they all seem saved (WARNING: their eyes will betray the emotions of the spirit beings speaking through them or using them)

saved or not, you can see the spirits emotions through them when they do its bidding. And the spirits WILL HEAL PEOPLE, and WILL SPEAK ABOUT YOU. (note, inaccuracies are a 100% giveaway of a demonic agent present)

IT DOESN'T TAKE A PSYCHIC TO SEE THEM ONLY A PERSON WITH BRAINS

Church demon showed up, spoke in the name of God. I questioned him right there in front of everybody.

he failed the test (clammed right up and pretended it never happened)

most the goyim must not have been spiritual people, they seemed to not know what the hell was going on. The elders then proceeded to confront me on how inappropriate I was to challenge a spirit being (holy or not) in the middle of the seminar.

I left early

I was never in the propogande ministry, I've known a lot of people who were though, they should consider themselves lucky. I was soldier side, so I've sdeen a lot of their dirty laundry, I know about all those skeletons in their closets. Non humans can be just as psychotiuc as a dead human dictator or serial killer's demon. They wil lsay stuff like " I cannot be evil as I have no knowledge of right and wrong" they will say that while they kill or torture people. They view humans as animals, they place no value in you or your family or things you care about, they take being like Joseph Stalin to a whole new and different level actually. The best you can seem to get out of them is to have them stare at you with cold, dead eyes, devoid of any compassion or mercy when they breAK you. Lucifer holds a lot of humans he keeps around to break others with. Pawn to make the playthings in some places. Ever been someone's replicant (reference to the movie "bladerunner")? The ywill paint the portrait of you having been a monster because you killed a person or several and some superhuman monster will give you to their beloved pet (not like the psychos they keep as pets who are only tools to them) but to ones they treat as sons, though I doubt the ones they love know that the torments they themselves sustain are at behedst of their boss. Walk out a while, come back and make things better after a nasty spirit has had his fun for a little while (Lucifer does it to his own) he treats P.O.W'.s and lsaves much, much worse though. They keep slaves locked up and villianized and will let their loved ones have fun with them (nasty world) no one ever hears what a slave says if he's been branded and a monster. Even if he is a monster, he was made one by other monsters (what I saw once) Others he'll keep around for other purposes. he uses abused humans in the physical, that have been abused by other physical humans who did what unknown demon, former humans have told them. Ever seen the hatred with which a non-human can view you with? Stabs into you from their eyes. They can hate a person a LOT. I've seen their insatiable lust for taking out their hatred on people before. Some monsters get a sense of glee at what they do to the weaker, these non human ones satisfy an urge to hurt someone they hate. Though in the case of P.O.W.s (people who have opposed them I think though I'ts hard to know anymore what I seen) they will feel so good about how the ytreat the unfortunate one. (they keep them in prisons they can never get out of and they hold on to their captives like you would never believe) They never want to see soem of those in small places of horror and pain die. (powerful urge to not let go of them, vindictive beings) I saw that lucifer tortured beyond normal recognition his own beloved (funny that he has no love for humans as they are dirt to him and his fellow powers at work) when I was around 5 I guess, I saw a lot of stuff. I saw a lot of humans bad to others as well but The worst I've seen was what wasn't just normal human misery. They can do stuff to you that you never knew could be done. Horrible things. I think most people soldier side tyhat get away must be dead because I'm the only one I've met that knows as much as I do. I opposed them when I was around 5. At leats, I think I did. I tell their agent in my life everyday that I'm not on his side nowadays though.

I know a lot ofbout the satan's dirty laundry. Lot of his followers may not even know thats who they follow, Guys like bently and some others I've seen, they think Jesus or god is with them. Not so for some of them. like psychic surgeons. maybe some prophets. By the way, don't test a prophet over the internet or in writting. I suggest you speak with them in person, seriously, They can dodge getting caught in writting) Anyway, I seen a lot. never in the propganda min myself, They are making more like me though. Possibly a neutral allience I heard about, but I know they hold many other spirit beings in their pockets (standard human demons). I call a lot of what they do the "hammer and anvil" real life version of a comic stripe Jace did called "simple economics" Look it up, forget where found it. (good comic, I liked it, always wished something like that had happed to me as a child instad of what did) Anyway, I got an agent with me and I have to keep on watch he doesn't impersonate anyone holy again. Guard duty at church I spose. I paid a big price coem to think of it, for all this. It is a blessing to be thrown away as worthless, but I really do think that thje powers that be are responsible for my damaged neurons and arteries. I am not half the psychic or smart man I used to be, fatc is, I'm almost retarded. (on and off retardation and delerium and psychic ability ) I've been in some nasty places, I saw inside some nasty people. I guess I know a lot of stuff. Their agent here tells me that I'm not supposed to know about some stuff (like when I dream of other places and planets or whatever and principals at work in the astral plain and all) What psychic human could possibly not see what goes on though? The things his units do. the hatred and contempt and disregard he has for human life. how can people be blind to this? when I chose jesus, I know I may have chosen the one who made me and my fellow units garbage for every kind of monsters playthings, but He's not the one whose agents abuse peopel is he? and he gives a way into heaven. I don't think heaven could ever make up to me my rejection from there and the suffering I endured as what others considered a worthless animal, but do you really think Lucifer will be kind to you?? Not in a million years unless he was trying to prove a point to someone else.

when you go up to the coming sun, when he's in the physical, and ask him for a favor, if he didn't have people to fool, if it was just him and his agents and people he'd laught at you, and send you to hell at the hands of his men. (he'd also mock you) And thats not just christians, he will do that to ANYONE. He DOESN'T LOVE YOU. HE DOESN'T LOVE HUMANS. HE DESPISES THEM. HE SEES THEM AS NOTHING. (at best) I still got guys suffering in secret places because people are caving them into soldiers or slaves. I have clones. I can't save any of them. They are being torn beyong internal human recognition. A lot of people are suffering the worst fates out there. and no one even cares to acknowledge that they exist. They are dieing slowely and nameless in god aweful blackness. A lot of them probably because someone finds them amusing, like "this one is different from the others, lets take him apart, see what makes him tick, subject him to this, subject him to that, observe and throw away, try to guard lest someone steals him. by the way, the agents in my area KNOW that I cannot be reclaimed. and I know it too.

This has happened before to others so its important this be said.

I have a lot of spirit beings in my life and in the dreams of others. A lot of times I am impersonated for a good reason, but (since this is a problem for some especially given my backround, that is to say, their standard operating procedure and attempt to keep me isolated and villianized)

If you think you hear me in your head, its NOT me, but an enemy agent. (my enemy)

Their style is that way, and they have their malignant reasons. (long story, I got connections with folks against me and mine)

and as far as dreams are concerned, I bring that up because I seem to hang out with other folks who are often in the dreams of others. (one of them brought it up that they are often in someone else's dreams and would like to go to a (error, place of own, or actual location in the world's planes)

I was about to tell him same here, but I didn't get it out, anyway, If at all possible I like to only ever go out into someone else's dreams if I can help them out in some way or make them feel better if I can.

I've noticed that when I take big trips to most places my memory falls apart and I get amnesia (and some voice claims I wasn't supposed to know that or something they KNOW I hate to hear)

I'm pretty burned out on the spirit world anyway, big time burn out. I just want to stay at home if I'm not functional and make others better off if I am functional (either on my own or doing what someone else's programs tell me to do) only thing I live for really

I hate em, oft times a person coming from a luciferian/occultic backround will find that the bible doesn't make sense to them, Jesus won't protect them fully, they have no power of Jesus, and that nothing keeps them together from the inside except an unknown unit that what claims to be a protector.

They may also be prone to sabotage if they try to get away from it.


Well, going to a "christian" about that only gets you trouble, the idiots say you must "renounce being in the occult" Well,, DID IT EVER OCCUR TO THEM THAT THE OCCULT CHOOSES YOU, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND?!??!?! No, it doesn't.

Ever noticed how a lot of christians also fake having the holy spirit? They speak in nonexistant tongues that are gibberish and say stuff like "oh my child I am God and this vague thing is true and so on"

and the other one's that have occult backrounds are still psychics and they do what your guardians want?

And that the other psychic christians all mimic what the guys you live with think or say?


Its all true. These christians are no help at all, and churches should be avoided. 3 in my area all pick up broadcasts from the folks with me when I go to them. and ALL of them have a pastor say to me "well did you renounce this sin?"

They are usually the same people who think smoking is a sin. Never believe what you hear in churches. I got psychic pastors that say what they are told to say to thwart me. (they were never even in the occult, they jsut think the readings they ge tare devine insight and they urges are the Holy Spirit) I don't even need to tes tthem, they all say stuff thats just off of accurate. Lot of people can only read me 90% but lack a small amount of insight that changes the whole picture (churchwise, never met a christian yet who could read me, most the non christians seem to know me better though, some of them, worry a few are in the old propoganda ministry, like yours truly grew up around. them boys will lie to you, a LOT)

no help there in them. Bible is hard to read, probably best done in a church rather than at home if it makes you too sleepy when you read it.

ANother thing: a lot of times in churches, the spirits with you will give you a good feeling or euphoria, (out of church too) and try to get you to think that means God is trying to say something to you or that you're right when you ain't Same thing with fear or terror. They can make all sorts of feelings to try to manipulate you. Be very wary of feelings on this subject or religion or the paranormal.

and watch out for the ones like Todd Bentley, they're enemy agents and preach things that are not only not true but hurt non christians and christians alike. (I don't need the ability to see their inner patternign to recognize them as such as their doctorine is severly but subtly flawed, I see the potential for massive trauma in lives)

-still under lock, key, and guard
One Of Many

for a guy thats mind-melded with the worst of the worst and the victims of such, I sure have a remarkably and stunningly small amount of psychic power.

I mean whats up with that? ALL the bad and none of the good?

eideteker= fancy word, think I may have been one of them as well. whatever, that relies on brains, maybe being a spiritual person does as well.

but seriously, what am I? The incredible .5 man? the legendary being of half size, half strength, half everything and all the bad sides of most things and none of the good?

It don't work like that. Mercy does not come from repentance (or submission as I see it)

The boss works the other way around. he gets you to repent by being merciful FIRST.

Y'all gotta know that, pretty damned important.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSlt.....eature=related

This is why I am so afraid of some of my friends.

and out of body experiences, God only knows where they'll put you.

freaky ain''t it. I'll bet the locals though t I was making stuff up when I made up them stories abotu that sort of thing.

Maybe I did who cares?

I want to be involved with spirit beings of any sort way less than I want a massive stroke t occur.

Todd Bently and his unit are offering restoration to abuse victims. Ones locked in basements most their childhoods and all. Bad stuff. (he has dreams like I have only he's calling people out from a crowd of people on this video)


RESTORATION?!?!? TO WHAT A CHILDHOOD YOU NEVER HAD? A FUCKING INSULT is what that is.

When someone robs you of so much of your life that you never had one. Restoration is no good.

All it is is a rotten trick anyway. I'm telling you not only is HIS restoration no good, but maybe no one's is. What are you going to restore them to that they'd want anyway? Seriously

hay maybe todd bentley's angels would set me free. HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!! That was a joke

Todd Bently spoke about how his team thinks he works better in conflict and that he brings and carries controversy.

How he went through a trial period and some fail and give up and its pathetic (he didn't use that word) and he endured and now he has power.

Talks about how he's the kind of man who will break through a spiritual door if its not opening at first.

I'd be exactly that kind of man except one thing...I hate and I mean I really hate the spirit world. The god damned thing can all got to hell for all I care I never want to see it again or have anything to do with it.

It was a bigger mistake than this world here.


"happiness only in that which cannot be explained"? BAH! BULLSHIT

nother thing, I been bound for over 10 years now, and I can wait another 10 years. I want no part of this man's crew's restoration or release.

I don't know if this is really being like this of not but sometimes you can see inside a person and learn things about them just looking at their writting.

It can be about them personally or (as I have noticed a lot) about a completly different thing altogether.

They can write some fiction or talk about a thing they said, sometimes only a small description of something can give a lot of insight.

The best ones I seen, they only have to look at your name and they know all about you. (they may have been actual (prophets of god though, not sure)

Some people will know a lot, some only get a little bit and its unreliable. True, but vague to varying degrees.

A lot of times a psychic can pick up another person close to or next to you in the other dimension. Some folks get my age,gender, and demeanor mixed up sometimes so I noticed it.

But some people, and I have NO idea what decides which ones, can be seen inside of just from looking at their pictures or reading their stories.

if anyone ever wants to see the list of people I got just ask.


Wish O knew what it was. (I'm not a psychic by the way, I just know some)

Words of falsitude can be a powerfull thing. i seen a lot of lies in my time. Every sort you can i9magine and some most can't.

Children at a concentration camp once had to pretend for a viewing audeince that they were having a good time at a place that was fun once in a move of propoganda. (familiar with this one a LOT)

The Japanese made hundreds of civilians kill themselves by the village because they convinced them that american soldiers would torture them.

Millions have died in the past because they were tld they way they should be was to never surrender and had to prove something by dieing for a tyrant.

Lies have great power and much harm can and was done.

power of lies...seems like lies follow wars don't they?

You know, mar has deimos and phobos orbiting it (god of war orbited by fear and ?terror?) It should be Lies.

I know not words for that though in language not english.

I know they guys he's with. Not personally as individuals but I was part of their group sort of thing once.

Bentley probably really thinks he's doing the will of God. Obviously he's not himself as anyone with eyes can be seeing. But he probably really believes he's on God's side.

I'd like for him to be ok. But my prayers aren't worth much. Anyway, he's not necessarily a badguy just because he's with some of the most evil spirits on the planet.

Believe me I've seen my share of people who couldn't figure it out and tried to do good without realizing it was evil.

Anyway, He's a dangerous person and sure isn't on the right side at all. I'd advise people to not listen to anything he has to say on heaven or God.

And to not accept any annointings from him. bad trouble there and all. (and as for all people, he may be a closet psychopath who doesn't care one way or another about people, or he may be double minded and insane and can;t tell what he wants or is doing)

This description sounds remarkable, though very different from my fellows and comrades... brave men, tough men. You wouldn't believe those guys. I doubt this is a description of them but its close.

http://www.freshfire.ca/index.php?A.....54&bid=915

The ones I know of, they are forgotten and disrespected, and living in broken lives, minds, and bodies. No glory can be seen in them from the outside. But they are great people somewhere on the inside. and they have proven it time and time again under the worst circumstances some of them have.

somewhere out there. they are. No not where. but they're there. (the real ones anyway, no idea who this writing describes)

most of them live without hope or freedom in this world though. They fight on from wherever pit they were thrown into. No one cares for them, but they care for others. The world itself rejected them. But they carry on and wouldn't give in to the world for all its riches and glories and more. They are the loyalest, no amount of mistreatment (and they do endure it a lot with no respect or answers to their prayers) will shake their loyalty to the boss and right. (Jesus being the boss and right being the right thing to do)

When you are in a spiritual prison, your keepers always have a key.

A false prophet and teacher is the most capable of delivering the person gripped in their inner world of blackness and pain. When its one put on them, the kind caused by being someone else's spiritual property anyway.

Its true, and it directly relates to how todd bentley set his father free. from what I've read anyway

SWEET ZOMBIE JESUS LOOK WHAT I FOUND

“But this is a people robbed and plundered; all of them are snared in holes, and they are hidden in prison houses; they are for prey, and no one delivers; for plunder, and no one says, 'Restore'” (Is. 42:22).

I should have been a prophet, look like I ain't as crazy as i look am I? (I yell at the now empty room)

I don't know the official term for it is. I call it the luciferian hammer and anvil.

How many of you have ever seen it anyway? I have, a lot.

One group of demons cause the problem, the other rushes in to fix it an is your friend.

Its simple economics really. (in concept) (actually I'm a little worried I just plagerized a comic strip by a man named Jace. I hope I didn't I only said it because I'm bitter and I remember the mindset at work, oh ho, they will SO look down on you I ain't kidding. look at you and treat you like DIRT) I tell you what, if Jace spring up on me all of a suddenly here and says that i plagerized him, take him seriously. LOL I ought to sue Rob Zombie for stealing my character in house of 1000 corpses.

I know they type, they is all sorts of practical. Its their way. I know a lot about their ways of doing things. I don''t know why. I'm forgetful. Whatever.

I don't know nothing about nothing. I just keeps my minds on my business.

What am I? a theologian?

Thats the one behind the revival with Todd Bentley. You know, I wish I could remember what the ysign of change looked like.

Some sort of spiritual symbol with a meaning, There where several. I'm forgetful. What am I psychic? <<brains needed?

anyway, this guy means serious business, he ain't a phony like Joyce Meyer. This guy has power and he is 100% commited,dedicated, and focused on his work. Means business.

Don't listen to this guy's teachings. Some are right, But the others aren't at all. And too much of it hinges on his masters' power.

He KNOWs how to speak to men like me, he knows what your afraid of in heaven and he knows what you want here. I repeat, if you are one like me and a christian DO NOT LISTEN TO HIM. HE IS NOT A LEGITIMATE AUTHORITY ON THE WORD.

Seriously. he's not a christian he's a liar. and he's well trained to deal with people like me.

Not that a single soul ever hears me on here. Nor would they be the evangelical type.

But if your ever a man who has a sever and debilitating medical problem that doctors couldn't fix and you think to try to try to see anyone remotly related to or associated with a revival by a man named Todd Bently, based out of California.

STAY AWAY. He's not a christian and he's got "angels" with him. I know for a fact that if you get offered a healing by them types, (and believe me I KNOW these sorts of folks) DON'T ACCEPT IT.

YOU WILL BE FAR, far worse off than if you hadn't gotten one.

If they take a dislike to you, you in trouble. And it lasts too, you don't want to be well and then one day get 10 times worse when you start to question them or something.

Worse things than that can happen to folk healed by them though. WAY WORSE.

seriously, I am NOT kidding on that one. You don't want to be anywhere near them folks

"We aren't supposed to move into the supernatural realm. God meets us here, where we are and it's wonderful to get closer to God. Maybe I'm not understanding you correctly, but we aren't supposed to open doors into the supernatural areas."

No one could possible believe this is true about christians. I think its the products of a deranged mind. A weak-minded, schizophrenic, ,product of numerous generations of the worst kind of inbreeding.

There is NO WAY a human is supposed to be just meat. People are supposed to be psychic and lucid dream and project across places and all sorts of whatnot and whatever I'm thinking. People are supposed to be a lot of things we ain't. like taller and smarter and all that. LESS genetic illnesses.

Aggrevates me anyway when people deliberatly act like animals or simpletons.

Take it from me, Jesus doesn't want to keep you down. Thats what other people want you to think.

I am only saying this because they don't want me to. They made me in a lab so to speak. They are making others like me. Other people's are being chewed up and spat out. being toyed with. Dying.

They don't want me to talk. They erase my memory because they don't want me to know stuff. They don't want me to connect either.

They talk about trying to either kill or disable me to prevent me from getting away.

they are probably going to send someone out again for this I am saying

Few people will know what I am talking about

Who will bring me and them justice? who will be able to recompense us for our troubles?

I don't want them to be doing what I know they are doing to the others, but I can;t stop them, most are in prisons no one will ever find. Most probably don't want to find them.

AND they are liars. t was them that did these things to me, not the locals. It was THEM who made all this be.

We wanted our arms to draw. they cut them off when we were young.

We wanted our voice to speak, but they silenced us.

We had a name, but they erased it

We had a face, but they defaced it.

We were one, but they made us many.

We needed our eyes but they blinded us

We are from where no one wants to admit exists and none have ever come back from.

We are going to no where

Our purpose and existance is one of plausible deniability

One of many has no home and yet he fights on despite no hope for a future nor recognition of his past. or himself.

(it doesn't really matter, say disposable hero if you like, say soldier if you want. I am commited and thats all that matters and its all I have left.)