Sickening article it is. Involving "christian faith" or "ideals" into this sort of thing. I'd laugh but hate the thought of what they say, its sickening."using sexual drives to a higher purpose"??? I can;t stand this in these sorts of people. if you want a religion of sex go ahead but don't involve psuedo morality and the "way God intended it" BS. And I sure as hell don't care for my God being said to view all this as a good thing. I KNOW the christian god isn't as fucked in the head as these people make him look. he really isn't.

turning God and sex into a big soap opera, I hate that.


In the article when it mentioned sex that wasn't degrading or whatever. I figure that must mean like sex with a nun or something.

but then don't that sound like one of them Aphrodite sex cults of the days of old? Sex wit teh clergy.

This all reminds me of sex with other folks. Now we're heading into the territory of old.

I'm stopping. I'm just remembering my old sex cult days. Ahhhh the days of old. I never want to see those again. we weren't right back then.

(sex with christians < that'd be like with sheep wouldn't it?) Would you want that to get closer to God? I wouldn't.

Also, I don't understand that song of Solomon. Its not exactly a technical manual of need to know information on the subject. Sounds like its about an incubus though don't it?

You know, If i didn't read the name and see "song of Solomon" I would have thought thats just what it was.

read the article I posted a link to in the other entry about marriage to see why I fail to understand this as a useful or educational set of scripture for relationships.

(WARNING: this isn't actually funny but in my eyes as am laughing)

(by the way, these guys who wrote this AREN'T really christians but I have seen a lot , and I mean A LOT of this all before in actual christians)

http://www.sexinchrist.com/pornography.html

the people's views on sex are funny. You know I don't know the first thing abut sex or what Jesus or God think of t. But know I done seen a lot of homosexuality that he doesn't seem to mind in my life.

And as far as I'm concerned Sex with anything human AT ALL is degrading to the point of being absolutely horrible.

So I wonders, why would anyone care? Well I mean besides the fact that there are far far more important things n this dying sideshow of a world, Who knows what the hell a relationship is supposed to look like anyway.

Polygomy? (can't spell) it say NOTHING in the Bible about this being a problem. In fact most the great Jewish patriarchs had multiple wives or slept with their wives servants to get kids.

Maybe its all us monigomous types that are all wrong.

I don't suppose anyone's husband or wife ever became a demon after they died have they?

Where's the DEATH in that sort of "until death do we part" relationship anyway?

I find all of this of so funny, too bad no one can hear what i am saying. Someone should.

I also wonder if any levites ever had dreamsex, Am I the only one confused about the definition of bein a virgin? Cause I swear some dreamsex is more real than real sex.

Hey, if you have dreamsex while married is that adultry?

I hate "christian" views on purity and marriage. they are some of the most screwed up peopel I have ever met.

they disgust me the absolute most with their soap opera approach to sex and stuff. And nothing is more degrading than growing up with one of them. Funny, they will lock you out of the house to do dirty photos, and drink and watch x rated movies about serial killers that target men, and will yell at you and hate you your whole life... and then... BAM, purity...holiness...sanctity of marriage...faithful hearts and blah blah blah. the joy of shame repent amen ect.

Ain't broken monkeys funny when they have children? And all of a sudden they have no memory of all this. AND THEY STILL GET THAT WAY SOMETIMES!! AND THEY STILL DON'T SEE THEMSELVES DO IT!!

And they still harp on and on and on about porno is SIN and EVIL and leads to MURDER AND DEATH.

NO PORNO SAVES LIVES, KILLERS ARE MADE BY DEAD, MEAN FATHERS AND MOTHERS THAT ARE EVIL NOT PORNO, NOT VIOLENT VIDEO GAMES!!!!!!

I done blew up there,, feels good to vent. You know I was sort of married once as a kid. I did everything right. only time I ever did something I knew was right. know something? I was wrong.

I cannot for the life of me understand why a person would get into a monigomous relationship with anyone. I could never get into one again after my failed "marriage" couldn't even think of other people. Now other people is all I got but there is no place for them in my heart or my head. Now the other people are all gone, and so is anyplace any person could hold in that part of my life.

Its apparently still with the first one. I'm thinking people should probably either never have sex at all or only do it with anything that moves and say "who the hell cares?"

(unless you got one of them other deals going on, I love those, too bad I wasn't good enough to keep it if I ever had one, but most of them end up like Trent Reznor in the end anyway)

I was just running through places to keep me from doing anything stupid or degrading when I saw this and found it funny.

Not sure why exactly, oh yes, they probably say the same thing about me (whenever it is that I becoem useful if ever)
(definatly going to be useful to someone, they all tell me that, big secret hushh hush)

http://www.herpy.net/gallery/detail.....98507823e5a9a4

ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS AND I WOULD LEAVE WELL ENOUGH ALONE IF I COULD BUT IT WILL FIND ME AS ALL THINGS EVER DO.

when trouble wants you, it finds you. never had a choice in that one.

'm thinking of some stuff from a long time ago. Nothing that came up today.

While AM like Brannigan in all the episodes he's in. I am different in ONE way...

I don't like spankings

and I Am not ever overwheight looking I look morel ike an arch vile. Although to tell the truth I got a lot of muscle build up now.

And My hair isn't blond anymore

And IDon't like spankings and

I forget I forget which ones of those was the one thing thought was so important and funny about myself.

Ah who cares, no one ever reads this anyway.

I'm jus hopign tha oe of my friends crawls out of the woodwork and see's my converstain to them. Of course, they've neverheard me call myself one of many and I would never ant them to know abotu this but, well, I guess liek most of my life i didn't plan this all out very well did I?

Hey, that was a funny episode where bender mind melded with planet express ship. It was so hilarious wha happened to hi mat the very end. You know I SAW that happen to a freind of mine once afer sex or soemthing.

That was wierd. which reminds me, I hate feedback loops of ever y sort. I don't know why thats relevent except on the subject of odd sexual encounters thyat i heard abiut but never been in

called futurama. and in it is a character caleld Zap Brannigan.

And I am telling you all thta I am 100% absolutly, with very few exceptions that I am exactly like him to the small details.

(Only I know if thats true or not and I'm saying to you that it is)

Go ahead, ask the folks who know me and were there. He'll vouch for me

Also if (on a very serious note) if you decide to come over to help please don't. I am in no way trustign anyone at all in the slighest about anything without proper authorization. And you probably won't get that. I feel real bad about being rude when you get here if you do but I ain't joking or kidding when I mention that I've had problems with that sort of thing in the past and I KNOW about the neutral alliences

(note, I repeat NOT a reference to futurama. Nor are my views on actual neutrals at all related to Brannigan's as i feel that way about DIFFERENT kinds of neutral folks who ain't spiritual at all)

fruitless+futile=fruitile

Fruitile sounds like its a lethal word doesn't it?

Like fatal

And THAT sounds like a car don't it?

Like the Chevy Fatalis?

I forget ot what I m doing here. and so did he. so he did

I am often told that I wasn't just some experiment made in a lab. factory maybe but not a laboratory.

Funny, I was made rather blindly and folks often come by to observe the many interesting qualities that I've yielded...and now they are currently trying to duplicate some of them in other units underway.

I am currently under guard, but thats really more to keep me from getting out and about or gathering too many friends. I got a lot against me, trying to keep me under control and unable to do anything in the spirit world.

All kinds of subterfuge. (but thats better than the rest though, i was told they were too rough with me and that my fellows won't have it so bad, somehow I don't believe or trust them though)

Anyway, lol, I'm going to escape soon. But I got to wonder, why do good people sometimes work for the bad? My parents may have done what the locals told them, but they didn't know they were dong what someone else wanted.

may have, but I was so stark raving mad that I was in a dreamworld and couldn't tell what I was dong back then. don't know who pulled me out of my insanity to this day.

Anyway, I still work for the Boss(Jesus) and I am NEVER going to stop. I don't care how inhibited i am or how many commitees form on how to contain me or how far under wraps i get.

I want my fellows to be alright. hmm, so why am I here? I'm going somewhere else with this

Just in case I keep meeting folks from anything said on here. I am being activly sabotaged so if you come to see me and are friendly i may not be able to see or hear you. And its likely I will be having a radical and sudden change in my sleeping patterns (fate has it in for me if its not the usual agents at work)

Seriously though, i should be off limits so to speak, I have nasty folks in my life trying to ruin my image and...just avoid me. 9 out of 10 when a person comes over and they're noticed by the wrong folks something bad happens along the lines of false signals and communications being broadcasted.

DID I NOT SPECIFICALLY ASK ALL KNOWN PSYCHICS NOT TO CHANNEL ME OR TAP INTO ME AND ALL SPIRITUALLY MINDED PEOPLE TO NOT, I REPEAT NOT SEND FOLKS OVER TO SEE OR WATCH ME????

MY ROB ZOMBIE AND FORUM READING CAN ONLY DISTRACT ME AND TURN THEM AWAY SO MUCH BEFORE they get used to it I guess...

Now seriously, I try to stay the hell away from any and all thing remotly connected to the spirit world so WHY is it still coming to me?

I am an unpleasant person, and I hope to go back to being forgotten. Seriously.

And I make prohpets cry and make spiritualists confused so whatever have to see is NOTHING WORTH SEEING.

WE're all better off forgetting about post-war surplus here. you must beLIEve me.
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Couldn't resist /

but seriusly, drop it whoever you are. God knows i don't need hell itself to find me, I'm too brain damaged for succubi (if any remaining) and I am NOT going back to whence i came so don't bother trying to see about that.

And no business agents, I don't want to waste folks' time.

No vampires either, I'm not pleasant enough for them either.

That reminds me, Jace, if you reading this I'm sorry about any trouble I causing. Someone once said I was "polluting the flowerpot of your mind" Or maybe it was me. I have a lot of dreams about you anyway.

But seriously, I didn't do it. Lost my point, (its the rammstein music) cathcy song though, lyrics aside. Cool scene in the music video, I kid you not I had a vision while I was watching the flamethrower scene.

And so on

...I'll bet arch-viles probably really exist somewheres, john romero always did draw and put into that game things that I saw in dreams.

oh well, where was I...oh yes...I was planjning on screaming extremly controversial things I was.

LUCIFER AND SATAN ARE THE SAME PERSON!!!!!!

THERE I SAID IT. WHY IS EVERYONE IN SOME SORT OF CONSPIRACY ANYWAY JUST WHO DO THEY THINK THEY'R FOOLING??!?!?!

AS IF I DIDN'T KNOW THAT GIVEN MY HISTORY, I MEAN REALLY!!

WHY IS EVERYONE ACTING SO BIZZARE ABOUT THIS?

"Astral projection is self willed and not from God. Just my thoughts."

I am so fucking pissed off at these people.

...need brains to do this stuff I guess, can;t do much on my own anymore it seems.

I stll don't know why being a Christian has to be synomynous with being an animalistic idiot though.

Want me to settle down, get married and have kids and live with my eyes on the ground and my thoughts on tommorows crops? Damn people. The de evolutionization of man hit them pretty hard and they have a sick fetish for it.

I wish I never lost my brain

"...First off, I'm a believer, and I've been experimenting with lucid dreaming (where you're conscious during your dreams and can make yourself fly and all kinds of cool stuff). Anyways I find this kind of thing utterly fascinating--the subconscious mind and how it works especially-- (and quite frankly an awesome way to spend my nights sleeping--like having your own personal holodeck!) and I was looking into astral projection out of curiosity, as it's loosely connected to those who practice lucid dreaming.

I've heard some very negative things about it from the Christian community so I didn't want to try it out without a bit more research... why does it have such negative feedback from Christians..."

The response to this...

"it's got a negative connotation for a very good reason.... those who practice witchcraft, sorcery, whatever you want to call it, often practice astral projection."

Anyone else irritated by this attitude? Since when was the christian god the god of simple monkeys? Whatever happened to REAL LIFE?

Since i often feel and think things that pop up in poular (maybe not so) music videos, movies, and song. I'm gonna juts come right out and say this.

They should make a hospital called "Angel of Mercy Hospital and have a skeleton with wings out front. On the building above the front enterance.

(in meaning that in this place the angel of death is YOUR friend. He's the one that sets you free.

(Named for a man I knew that came up with it) He was a doctor.

http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric......2571AB003F634C

I was banned for doing EXACTLY as this guy in that thread I posted did.

I also got into a fight wit ha moderator who insisted a suicidal person was a drama queen and shouldn't be welcome among them because they were " here to talk about christ, not demons of problems" or some dumb shit.

(interesting tidbit) All but one of the apostles died badly.

Peter, crucified upside down by Rome, rest met real bad fates as well in scattered locations. All were martyrs. Just saying because some catholics like to claim Peter was like the first pope or something, he may have been a bishop but I doubt he would have gone for that whole "first among equals" thing

"Your saying that you have more peace now that you have resigned yourself to being "honest"...I believe that is a false peace that the devil is giving you! So typical! The devil is telling you lies and causing you to think that we must STRIVE! The truth is, there is no striving! Just resting in Jesus and His precious promises!"

They don't get it, it takes more effort to fake christ than to be honest that you and him aren't twin brothers.

I knew idiots all my life that said this stuff to me. Same idiots that tell you to let go and rest when you have voices screaming at you to kill everybody (I seen it before) Fella didn't but thats only because he never stopped fighting like mad not to.

no thanks to his christian family and church.

by the way, a thing about being a christian is that Jesus and God make all the pain, suffering, and horrible things fit together like a puzzle to improve some aspect of yours or another's life later one. i think even so far ahead as the afterlife.

take a gander at this folks

http://www.worthyboards.com/index.p.....0363&st=10

Its not me, but its a man identcal to me (it sounds lke it anyway and he is having the same conversation there that i have with so many flakey psuedo christians)

he's right you know, christians are soldiers and people of action, not schizophrenics waiting for their daddy to spring up and make their fantasyland of happiness and miracles come true.

Totally immune to reality. Ignore them is best option and course of action. Jesus is a personal guy in that your relationship with him is NONE'S business but your. Not the church, not your mother, not mohammed's.

THATS the personal part. (he's probably more about getting people into heaven then being people's sugar daddy anyway)

Boss ain't powerless to help though. He's proving a point of some sort. Maybe he does care though, Maybe when we see him he'll say, sorry about that a lot went wrong but you pulled through and were a good example of grace under hell.

He will reward too (repay?), not that I will accept any. (but other deals are yet to be made tween me and him for other things, long story, unimportant)

So maybe he ain't so bad after all ,I mean, once you get to heaven and see him in person he may be an alright guy (I KNOW he is)

Continuation of previous thing

Jesus may not give all the answers (or many at all) and he may not be here to save anyone and we may all be dieing and troubled.

But he did gain me and me fellows admission to heaven for free.

My fellow are going to be there if they keep enduring and they focus on him. Do the best they can I know they will, I would.

So, we're going to have a better future, boys(and women I know of). if your out there hearing me anywhere.... hang in there, don't give up trying to do good. Don't hate God for the things. Just try to do as he would were he still here.

got a mission to complete

A christian said this..."Oh, how I easily forget. Drowned by the depts of crushing sinfullness of the world, how quickly I forget your ways oh Lord. Blinded by flashes of selfishness, ego, and pride, I so often forget what you look like. Choking in the battle against flesh through self control, my concerns so quickly find their way away from you."

and so one.

well, I knew a dragon once i did. He was of the sort to try to explain to others that doing good was practical and must be done for one's self. He NEVER felt that way himself, but he grew up with some sharklike folks and felt he had to propogate fair and just treatment of others and figured that he had to appeal to what people underdtood. (self preservation)

Well, this guy, he learned how to handle and deal with suffering he did. he learned the hard way that death eases the pain of others and he saw much of both he did.

SO. this christian up there, he matches all the others I have seen anyway, but this dragonlike fella. A man of despair, a man of pain and sorrow.

the only ways he knows are the utmost of draconic and stalnistic, that death is the only cure he ever saw and people's workings are well known to him.

Done come from a place where whole countries were sold out and millions died for power and control.

SO Fella I met, being of pride maybe, but when he turns to the world and ways he knows He doesn't do it for himself. And he doesn't do it for his pride.

He'll die for his pride, but he would fall away for want of HOPE for himself or others theat remind him of the ones under his command. Friends he lost in a war somewhere. Wouldn't talk to me on it. none of my business. Not for some thing of pleasure to be had not this SIN.

What are the ways of Heaven? No one knows. So who can relate to these folks? (christians as i hear them in general)

Do they sound like people you might meet in the real world? Not to me.

Christianity looks incompatable for some folks I know for a fact are striving to work with. It isn't but I suppose me and mine (my many friends like me) will just have to wait and see.

me and tim burton have almost identical handwritting (Identical it is)

You can see it in his batman movie with jack nicholas and michael keaton.

(its the card he wrote to whatshername the famous actress I cannot remember)

I am choosing to erase any and all traces of anything resembling memories of mine.

Why?

lest I be called a liar and a fake for being myself (an entity that means little to me anyway now that I learned how to lose such a thing)

People can put you into hell, and when you've defined yourself by how you overcame hell...they will take hell itself out of you and you cannot even say to have felt such pain and grief nor lost so much as you have no right to claim that you ever had it.

Your friends you lost... they never were, that nasty fall and rejection from heaven... wasn't you

And so on. All you ever were and ever will be is a ghost of something that never was.

Have I ever mentioned how much I HATE being human?

I really do A LOT.

...becaue no one reads these anyway

Scientists at Newcastle University have created part-human, part-animal hybrid embryos for the first time in the UK.

Put human genetic material into cow eggs.

Sounds good right? like we'll have furries someday?

Well WRONG. I know humans and you know nd I know that they do horrible things to each other over skin color and ancestry.

Think how monsterous things would get with a whole societal sub class of people "less human" than the rest.

Normal hatred of differences won't just apply, any hybrids would be abused in the most inhuman ways possible in medical research and commercial application on the basis of them not being legally human due to as little as a .03% primary genetic difference.

Bad idea there.