I wanna tell you guys I appreciate every one of you. Who been sharing their condolences with me these past couple of months have been really Hard on me. I've had 4 deaths in the ever 3 months. Started with my my beloved dog who I've had for almost 14 years. And then it was my mother who happened To die on the 1st day of fall how Ironic. And then I lost one of my coworker friends who die of heart failure who was younger than me.And now my best friend and brofur Brandyn skittles fox. I was so looking forward to seeing him this year at Megaplex...but I guess I won't be seeing him until the After life.

I just wanted tell you guys again thank you your concerns are well appreciated

I will miss you so much bro bye

I am sure that most of you are aware who Follow me on my social medias but this is for everyone else who only know me on FA.

My beloved mother Passed away early Monday morning at 11:15 a.m. I personally knew 1 or 2 things were going to Happen. I wanted her to make a full recovery as much as she could Or end her suffering. I wanted to tell you that she was a beloved mother to me and always showed so much affection to me and the rest of the family she was a bit of a firecracker at times but she always had of heart of gold. And yesterday was her funeral the service one beautifully I even did a little talk for her talking about 2 stories about people that impacted her life. One of the people I talked about Cindy Nollas She went out of her way to get the nicest table covers normally reserved for weddings Which I'm quite proud of.

My mom was always there to protect me be my shield. She had a lot of love and sympathy for me I was her baby and still am. You will be well missed

Love Matthew Luerssen (Kiba wolfpup)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33215725/
https://www.larkinmortuary.com/obit.....acom-luerssen/

Where are you coming from?

Salt Lake city,Utah

Means of transportation:
Flying then be pickup by one roommates  Mark-the-raccoon

Hotel you're staying at:
Main hotel

What day are you getting there?
Thursday afternoon

What days are you going to be at the con?
Thursday - Monday afternoon

Who will you be rooming with?
 Sands24 my brofur,  Mark-the-raccoon  Paradoxdragon  Framolianking and lastly  Raz-blu

Who will you be with throughout the con?
i will be hanging out with alot of people but mostly my roommates

i hope to meet new faces too! :3

What suit(s) will you be bringing?
My Kiba suit

What do you look like?
6'1 male short brown hair for the trip(most of the time long curly brown hair) a bit on heavy sidewith glasses looking like overgrow toddler

Do you do free art?
Not a artist

Do you do trades?
n/a

Do you do commissions?
n/a

Do you do badges?
n/a

What panels will you be attending?
Whatever catch my eye,the babyfur meet and greet

Are you in any panels?
nope

What is your gender/pronouns?
I am a guy,so he,him or my name Kiba

Taken?
nope :P and I am not looking

Can I talk to you?
by all means as long your not being creepy

How can I find you?
I not to hard to find I be wearing my rocket shirt as well as some stitch shirts and other little outfits but I be mostly with my friends

Will you be dressed for the Megaplex theme?
nope not really

Will you have a Megaplex-themed badge?
maybe

Best way to reach me:
Telegram: Kibawolfpup87
Twitter: mslkiba87
Facebook/messenger: Matthew.Luerssen

Main reason for going:
to see some old friends and make some new one

Took this idea from  colby-hedgey

For some you fellow me on my social media like my Facebook,Twitter,Instagram,and Telegram would know this but for everyone else.My beloved Dog King pass-away late last night,I was spending time with one good friends when my Father gave me a few called and I call him back.That when my mood turn from good to all over the place.After 10 mins of crying and screaming into a pillow,me and my friend head back to my place.It was Rain so hard it seem appropriate that the Heavens were crying as well for the lost of my best friend.So we get there about 11 pm and I see my dog just laying in my Mother & Father room with his paw out no color in his eye and gums and tongue showing.After having another cry my Sister show up,and the three of us help (my sister,me,and my friend) get him in a sheet and garbage bag. I end up taking hot bath and the other two put his body out on the deck.

I want to tell you a little bit about my "friend" King,I got him from one of my neighbor friends when I was still living in New York at the time,I was about to go into my 12 grade in High school.I begged my dad to let get one of these dogs from litter and so I my new best friend "King".The neighbors really love my doggo King most people took a liking to him and I understand why the dog had a loving personality most people like myself.There were so many up and down in are life with him but he had with him,but someone was looking out from him from above he was well protected and look over from a angle.

When me and Family move from NY to UT this was big trip for the now 2 year old dog,but we did it.One of his favorite place was a dog park called "Memory Grove Park" where you take your dog of leash and let them run arond and have fun the place was one of my favorite place to take him.my friend was show off when came to be a dog there was small water fall he love jumping off of at the park and the dog also love to dive under water and grab rock for some reason such silly dog.He also one time got a hold of an log not a stick and started walking with it being the show off that he was. Also this dog love take pictures he was always soo good about getting in right pose to take a picture and smile,he would also let me put hats on him and was so good about it put on him for a picture.

I tell you I going to miss my "brother" (my dog) alot but he is in a better place now

Matthew Luerssen (Kiba Wolf)

I got this idea from my friend  poofy-shark he brings up a lot of good points why every furries different even amongst us cubs.

What drew you to the babyfur fandom?
Well to be completely honest I show early sigh of being a Abdl as far back age 4 or 5 years old.I try to keep on the down low most my life.But I did slip up a few times and my family did find out.It wasn't until I was around age 25, I had a friend that I did everything with he ended up moving to California. It can affect me me in more ways than one. I wanted to look for a new outlet
and I found the furry fandom,seeing how I was already a abdl,I became a babyfur with some kidfur tendencies.

Are you more babyfur, diaperfur, or something else?
I said 25% babyfur,10% diaperfur,5% abdl,60% kidfur. And I enjoy all the perks that go with being a cub.

What are your favorite little space or babyfur-related activities and things?
I like A lot of things.I enjoy coloring,video games like SNES,N64,PS2,Wii.I love splashing in the rain.I enjoy a good PB&J with chocolate milk, chicken nuggets,oh and mac and cheese.Favorite shows Barney, Sesame Street, Lilo & Stitch,Paw Patrol,Rugrats, Mickey Mouse and his friends especially Goofy.
Also enjoy story books, Nerf guns and Super Soakers, water balloons, plushies of all shapes and sizes, ABC mats, Legos and Lego duplos. I enjoy going to parks and beaches specially playgrounds. All kinds of theme parks. And I always look forward to Halloween and Christmas.

I'm also curious on your thoughts on this subject?

Well guys I going to be going to  Megaplex this going be my first time coming Megaplex.I going to be Rooming my good buddies  Mark-the-raccoon &  ParadoxDragon and his mate  Hamuto but we did have some else Name Charles but something came up and he had pull out.I going to cut to the case we are looking for one more Roommate to lower the cost of the room,it cost 108$ if we can get one more person in the room.

We are looking for someone who attending the con the weekend.We are look for a someone who is Babyfur Friendly or another Cub themselves.I would really like it if we can find one another roommate

(I not into making long Journal sometimes)

I don't do this journal post very often over here but yesterday I had so much fun and I wanted to share a little bit about it. Yesterday I lucky enough I got the day off from work and I was planning on going to the Watchtower Cafe for a furry game night. I decided on go in my cub attire which was a Abu little pawz XL my Paw Patrol onesie and my black overalls, as well as my tail and three of my favorite bed, one by Tavi Munk,then one by my favorite artist Marina Neira, and lastly Marci McAdams.

Now most of the time when I when I dress in my cub attire I get really shy. And get a little self-conscious. It's funny I got so many compliments on it and it kind of made me blush a little. and on the plus side I think I found a potential caretaker who lives in the area. Any lives a few blocks away.Well I hope you like this update it felt good to cub out

Kiba

As some of you might know I went to go see Kevin Smith last month. Now I'm going to see his partner-in-crime Jason Mewes now.I had so much fun last time when I went to Kevin Smith. It's too bad they didn't do the show together.Anyway I digress I have fun regardless.but I wanted ask you guys what you guys think of Jason Mewes are you guys a fan of his work or if you don't like him at all. Anyways I going to warp this up the show going to start soon. Snoochie boochies

Well tonight I'm going to have a lot of fun I'm going to a show with one of my good friends and we're going to see Kevin Smith. And if you're wondering who that is he often goes by the role in his movies Silent Bob. He's a writer/ director and often acts in his own movies. He made movies as Clerks,Mallrats,Chasing Amy,Dogma,Clerks 2,and Red State. I've been so looking forward to this for a few weeks now enjoy having a few laughs and I'm hoping that he might sign my Clerks 2 DVD which is the only thing I could find.

I bin toying with the idea of possibly going to Florida down in August for Megaplex.There are so many furry friend's I would like to meet and see again.The main person I like to meet tho is  MarinaNeira I am kinda curious who is planning on going to the convention

I tell my sweet wittle bwo  sands24Brandyn thank wou for getting me my bottle back and for getting some weally amazing gifts to go with,wike the Tigers Jammie,European Skittles, the baby powder scented oil, and the two nipple so make my own modified bottles.

I be honest I haven't felt this cubbies in a long time, I've been running kind of on Embers I'm going on day 5 of 7 of my work week and I think this will help me get through the week I can't thank you enough. And I also understand that you haven't been in the best of spirits yourself I wish I could really be there with you bro and give you a real hug.

Tank wou wittle bwo Brandyn *huggles*

My good friend  MarinaNeira is doing a group YCH picture and the slot is 35$

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21395668/

It know very offend that I post Journal here on.But after what I did yesterday I had tell you guys.Well it started out I was going to a local furmeet I had good time I suited up had good time and hangout with some local furry there.I had great time and I thought about having my friend Drew take me home after that but little did i know at the time he got my attention talking concert where there were a bunch of bands playing and one them was one of my bands growing up it was "The Offspring".I end hanging out with longer and my good friend Drew ended up buying me a Ticket.I can't Thank this friend enough.I was so pump for this and this place was outside concert and it was cold and rainier that day and I thought I was going to be cold I ended up taking off my Jacket cause I was hot by the end of the concert.They ended play a lot my favorite songs and stuff.I had to say that day ended out amazing I can't thank my Great Friend Drew he one great guy I say.

after hanging out with my sister doing my taxes I decided to go see the movie Deadpool.and what I could say about it it is an amazing movie it was really funny and had a nice balance of everything.a lot of good moments of breaking the fourth wall.overall I had a great time and I would love to see a sequel for this movie.feel free to ask me any thing in the comments down below

I what tell you thank for all the support I bin getting today all you guy on my birthday.Thank for all the gift pictures I bin getting and the faves on them as well,it really mean a lot to me.I bin get message from my Facebook,twitter,skype,etc.Any kinda hard for keep up with all of it.

Now tonight I going be having Birthday party tonight at FatCat Bowling ally with bunch of furfriend and some ABDL as well,and I going padded up as well.

and guy I can't thank you enough

I just found out some very sad news that kind of got me really depressed. I went to pick up my paycheck and I found out. my favorite boss at work David Marsh got shot at his other job and he's in critical condition. I fear the worse

I got more info on what happen it made the news here in Utah
http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=33873803

like I said it happen at his other job,David was one tho people who ever he meet he always made you feel good.I really do miss him a lot he still in critical condition


My boss my friend my mentor a father figure pass away at 11:15 pm.I feel sick,sad,mad,etc.I want justice to be served for tho who took his life away.


here is the fellow up report
http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=33940780

I nothing but the fondest of memory,for my boss David.The last memory when I saw him alive was good one at less.He told how much hard worker I was and he thank me for like normal dose.David you made everyone you meet really happy myself as well I will miss you a lot and so will others. David Marsh 1954-2015


I final got good news,they have catch the one who kill my boss.the name punk kid is Alexis Alan
Garcia who is now 20 years old (was 19 when he kill David).tho they catch the one who kill him this buddy is still out there,but I sure they will catch this guy as well the good thing is got the main person.I can now sleep a little better now this guy is behind bars.

http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=34248336

this most likely be my last update for this journal,I have some good new they have catch all the guys involved with the death with my boss David Marsh

http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=34355390

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6559887/

A artist I just found out about is doing a art Raffle she got really cute art style


Artist: takerushko

https://www.weasyl.com/~kibaoniwolf

feel free add me as a friend over there I might submit some of my art there

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6511878/

here a raffle that bit different you comment up to three times that will get you better odds of you wining,oh and I forgot win up to three times as well

artist  adrianasilva

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6419733/

there a group of artists that making plans to make a coloring book and are looking for some ideas for the book,now keep mind your idea might not make it in but still fun to pitch the idea.I wish the best of luck ^^

I was watch this lets play video of two guy doing Vech Sea of flames 2 a remake of his first one and at one point in the video one of them step in a hole of lava

I came across this video of one favorite anime and song

and for a lot you don't my fursona was inspired from two of these wolfs

I just came found this really great artist check her out she dose cub art

 LowenMutter

I am looking for some new Caretakers(mommy/daddy) the one have really don't talk to me much these days I still like to be friend with them,there great people don't get me wrong,but I need someone to talk sometimes or to role play with.

Can any make suggestion,any you who read this mind asking around