Just a quickie here to give some credit where credit is due.
My new icon is made by this fabulous person right here! -> http://www.furaffinity.net/user/onyxavia/

I've been out of the loop for a while now. Its been months, probably almost a year since I really sat down to do any legitimate writing. I want to get back into the groove, but I need a wee bit of direction. If anyone out there is interested in a free story, or if anyone knows of someone who might be interested, feel free to message me here. My gallery has samples of some of my works. I'm willing to do both SFW and NSFW. If you're interested, let me know.

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 5

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ ] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 3

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hands
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 2

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5

Take your total and multiply it by two.
Final total: 56% Furry

(Stolen from -> http://www.furaffinity.net/user/tassy/ )

Stolen from this fantastic gentleman here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/user/tealeon

ALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: Dustin
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: 19890304
- Hair color: Dark Brown
- Eye color: Very light brown/green
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders
- What are you listening to right now?: "Tired of the Rain" by Black Stone Cherry
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mum
- How many buddies are online right now?: None, surprisingly enough
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: I like pretty much most animals
- Color(s): Red and Black
- Drink: Right now its V8 fruit... stuff...
- Element: Fire
- Food: Anything edible
- Game: SKYRIM
- Movie: Waaay too many to list here
- Song: Again, way too many good ones
- Subjects in school: Biology, Writing/Literature, Psychology, Philosophy
- T.V.: Big O
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Yes
- Bungee jumped?: No
- Made yourself throw up?: No
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Probably when I was real little, yeah
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
- Used someone?: Yes
- Done something you regret?: I try not to have regrets. I like to think of them more as... learning experiences.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Jeans and a plain light blue t-shirt
- Desktop picture: Uhm... you don't want to know *blushes*
- CD in player: Castlevania: "Leveler" by August Burns Red
- DVD in player: Battlestar Galactica

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: My mum
- Hugged: Mum again
- You kissed: N/A
- You IMed: Chirs
- Talk to online: Chris
- You sexed it up with: N/A
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Most of the time, yes
- Open-minded?: Again, most of the time
- Arrogant?: No
- Insecure?: I can be
- Random?: I try to be; keeps people guessing :P
- Hungry?: Yes. I haven't had breakfast yet
- Smart?: About a lot of things, yeah. I'm not a certifiable genius or anything. There's still a lot about the world that I'm completely ignorant about.
- Moody?: Most of the time, no. I keep that shit in check.
- Organized?: Moreso about some things than others
- Shy?: A little bit, yeah
- Difficult?: Some people would think so, sure
- Bored easily?: Lol, yes
- Entertained easily?: But then again, I'm also easily entertained. A paperclip and a rubber band entertains me for at least an hour.
- Obsessed?: No
- Lazy?: I can be at times
- Angry?: I'm just one big, living rage machine! Grrrr! :P
- Happy?: Meh... life entertains me
- Hyper?: I can be when I need to be
- Trusting?: No. There are some people around me that I still don't trust, and I've known them forever.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: Hop out of bed, take a piss and a shower, take my meds, then get on with the day whether that's getting online, running errands, or meeting up with someone (No more work for a while! w00t!)
- Love is: Honestly... a bit of a joke. I still don't think I believe in it.
- I dream about: You don't want to know about the nightmares that run around my head during my sleep
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Scent. I've got a powerful sniffer, and if I like the way you smell, then you've got a shot.
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: Chris
- Makes you smile: ... Funny people...? *shrugs*
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Whut...? o_0
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yes
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes, yeah <_< >_>
- Wish you were younger?: I'm only 22 years old! How young do you think I'd Want to be?!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I never cry in front of other people, but in private... yes
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: A couple of times. That's why I got rid of the stupid thing. No use in keeping something around if its just gonna keep breaking.
- Of Cd's I own: Too many to count. I buy all my music in CD form, that way I always have a hard copy incase, Gods forbid, something happens to my computer.
- Of scars on my body: A few surgical scars, and one bullet wound
- Of bones I've broken: None so far in my life. Hope I can keep it that way.

Its official. I couldn't hide it any longer. I had to come out and register. The consequences were not worth the risk of remaining unregistered.

http://www.supernaturalregistration.....WW1094186466US

So tonight I had an anxiety attack at work, and was ambulanced to the nearest hospital because I couldn't breathe. So tomorrow I'm heading down to a mental health institute for inpatient treating. Should only be there for a few days, but hopefully they can figure out what's wrong with me, and get me the meds I need. I don't know how all that is going to affect me with the different meds ir what have you. I"ll keep you all informed about what's going on, and where I'm gonna be. Though I know there only a few people who watch me, and even less who actually read my journals. Either way, I'm going to be gone for a few days, maybe a week. Stories may or may not continue when I get back, depending on how I'm doing.

Unflappable


You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.

You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.


Prudent


You look before you leap, think before you act, consider what you're about to say before you open your mouth to speak; that's why you rarely have to eat your words.

You usually don't get excited easily or blurt out the first thing that comes to mind without considering the consequences.


Introspective


You like your own company; you're a very interesting person. Tracking your own mental processes, knowing what you're thinking and why you do what you do, is important to you. Often, what's going on in your mind is more compelling than what's going on outside. For the most part, those with a high score on the "introspective" trait enjoy reading, taking long walks, learning new things, and other solitary activities.

You are not someone who is constantly looking to be among a group of friends; you never feel bored when you are by yourself.


Original


You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.

You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.


Scrupulous


You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.


Intellectual


You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.


Cautious


You very rarely make a move without first considering the pros and cons and, therefore, rarely do anything foolish or extravagant.

You are not rash; you almost never act before you think and, therefore, rarely end up doing things you later regret.


Responsible


You fulfill your obligations and responsibilities, are true to your word, and generally obey the rules. While the majority of those who have a high score on the "responsible" trait enjoy traveling, they are usually very happy to return home — and don’t mind staying put for a while.

You're opposed to making hasty decisions, you don't insist that you're above the rules, nor do you feel compelled to color outside the lines.


Organized


You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.


Innovative


You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.

You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.


http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central

Yes yes yes. I have, yet another unfinished series that I'm posting here. "When will you actually finish something?! I'm tired of getting stuck in the middle waiting for your lazy ass to get into gear!" you're probably yelling... or at least thinking along the same lines. Well I'll tell you the same thing I told myself. When I finish editing and posting the chapters of "Fate of the Monster Hunter", I'm going to get back onto "Star Wars: Silver Unity" and try to finish that up, as it is the closest to completion. Fear not readers. There are endings to these blasted series. They're just currently hog-tied, gagged, and locked in a closet deep in the recesses of my mind at the moment >_>.

I only just learned today about the loss of Athus Nadorian (Brian Dyer). He was taken from this world on October 11th, 2011 in a tragic car accident. And though I think I only shared a few, brief messages with him over the internet and through e-mail, I wish I had gotten a chance to get to know him better. I may be a total stranger to him and his saying this, but I think that the community, and the world in general is missing something special now. If anyone knew him better and would like to share something, or just simply wish to convey your condolences, you can vist www.athusnadorian.com , a website that his closest friends and family have set up. Athus, you will be missed by many people.

I need some inspiration and motivation. Does anyone want/need a story written? Or do you know someone who wants one done? I need to get back into the flow before I can continue doing my own personal stuff with any real improvement.