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Tired and Upset (Angry Vent Warning)
Posted 5 years agoBasically the title says it all, I'm tired and I'm upset.
It feels like I'm never ever safe from being a punching bag for what I'm into.
It isn't my fault that I like it when hot people fart or shit, I didn't fucking choose this. I didn't choose to be turned on by it, if I could press a button or take a pill that would remove these horrid kinks I would, without any hesitation.
I'm treated like a second-class citizen anywhere on the internet besides here, where I rarely venture because often times this aspect of myself makes me feel terrible. It's one of my deepest insecurities, and I'm stuck with it for the rest of my life.
The fetish lottery didnt pull any punches, the slot machine of sexual desires bankrupt me.
So many times I'll see a comment under a post containing fart or scat content like: "What the fuck is wrong with these people?" to see that so many times just never feels good, I dont know what's fucking wrong with me, it's not my fault. At least with the internet it's easy to shrug them off, they're going on harassing people on a porn site... but..
I finally got the confidence to tell my SO, I finally trusted them enough to tell them about my desires that even I hate sometimes. The response? "I doubt I'll ever be comfortable with that," I know I'm overreacting, but it just hit too close to home. I feel like they'll never be fully comfortable with me now, that I'm somehow worse in their eyes for this, and I hate it.
It feels like I'm never ever safe from being a punching bag for what I'm into.
It isn't my fault that I like it when hot people fart or shit, I didn't fucking choose this. I didn't choose to be turned on by it, if I could press a button or take a pill that would remove these horrid kinks I would, without any hesitation.
I'm treated like a second-class citizen anywhere on the internet besides here, where I rarely venture because often times this aspect of myself makes me feel terrible. It's one of my deepest insecurities, and I'm stuck with it for the rest of my life.
The fetish lottery didnt pull any punches, the slot machine of sexual desires bankrupt me.
So many times I'll see a comment under a post containing fart or scat content like: "What the fuck is wrong with these people?" to see that so many times just never feels good, I dont know what's fucking wrong with me, it's not my fault. At least with the internet it's easy to shrug them off, they're going on harassing people on a porn site... but..
I finally got the confidence to tell my SO, I finally trusted them enough to tell them about my desires that even I hate sometimes. The response? "I doubt I'll ever be comfortable with that," I know I'm overreacting, but it just hit too close to home. I feel like they'll never be fully comfortable with me now, that I'm somehow worse in their eyes for this, and I hate it.
My Discord, Come Chat :)
Posted 5 years agoHi all! Just puttin my new discord here: OverlyDani#1857
-DMs open for RP or just chatting
-New Story(s) are in the works, but lifes been a bit hectic
-Thank you all for supporting me, i love y'all
-DMs open for RP or just chatting
-New Story(s) are in the works, but lifes been a bit hectic
-Thank you all for supporting me, i love y'all
Requests!
Posted 6 years agoHey all, I had a story for Thanksgiving but got a serious case of writer's block and haven't made much progress. So if you have any requests or ideas for stories please do tell! Also, Happy Thanksgiving! Thank you so much for all your support! <3 <3
