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Posted 11 years ago To get that depressing one off my page. It scares people away. ;;
So uh.
Hi.
I've been working out.
For the first time in my life, ever.
And I'm pretty proud of myself for keeping at it.
I ache so terribly getting up out of a chair, or up and down the stairs, is just the worst pain right now, but I won't let that stop me x3;
I wanna keep at this.
I actually gave blood today (I'm feeling pretty sick, it was only a sore throat beforehand. I have to call in and tell them to toss it.), and I exercised anyway.
ssoo yaaay stuff and things.
I'm feeling a little better since Monday. I'm not used to not having my baby somewhere nearby.
Love you guys. . o.;;~♥ Exhausted Pan-PanFeeling not so okay. [personal.]
Posted 11 years agoToday we had to put our youngest cat, Rerun, to sleep. Exactly a year ago, we put our eldest cat down, she was my dads. But Rerun was my cat. I'm absolutely devastated, watching her die slowly over the past few days added onto the fact that they took her while I was in class, really is getting to me. I know my baby is in a better place, she hadn't eaten since Tuesday and she lost weight so quick and turned to this wobbling, shakey, ball of dirty, pee covered fluff. Healthy, she was a happy, chubby, long haired and silly kitty, with the biggest eyes I had seen on a cat in my life, who loved getting her back scratched more than anyone else. I'm going to miss her. A lot. I love her so much.
Also, I'm sorry that I haven't posted anything in a while. I've been hit with a real bad art block, and quite a bit of depression. I kicked the block last night, and I'll still be finishing my auction piece by the time I'd said, and tryin to post more auctions, just don't judge me please if it takes a little while for a new piece to show up. ;;~❤️ mourning Pan-PanLet's be cuddle people
Posted 11 years agoLike just warm snuggly feelings forever without touching anybody else yes
Let's do
..
yes.
very thank.~♥ Let's smoke a PanI mean I love you all
Posted 11 years ago but screeeEEEEEEEECH.
I'm broker than broke c':
And my last tank for my vape like.. fell apart
I wish I had the picture up somewhere so I could show you, but like it just pulled apart and the springy thingy and sponge and whatnot kinda pulled out and everything was everywhere, it happened when I was on a walk. :'c
I don't recommend ANYONE, not even my worst enemies, order ANYTHING from litecig.. My first battery, my passthrough, and all six of my tank thingies broke. And three of my tanks actually exploded while using, into my mouth, and burnt my tongue, while the passthrough died AS I WAS USING IT. It slowly stopped giving less and less and just died. Out of nowhere. I do not treat my vape badly, roughly, I keep it in a special pocket on my hipster or on my desk, it usually just does not leave my desk unless I walk to get the mail.
I JUST NEEDED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
but uh
I should probably do some YCH auctions. Or start begging people to commission my ass. Because I'm going insane without my vape.
We can be friends, I promise :c
~<3 Freaking out Pan-PanInterested in commissions? [Open]
Posted 11 years agoIn need of some cash, for some reason every part from the site I got my vape stuff on has had something wrong with it, they either fell apart, or some actually exploded into my mouth.
So, is anyone interested in a commission at the moment?
Planning on putting up one or two YCH pictures, maybe.
If anyone's interested, I'm currently not working on anything, waiting for stuff before I can continue other commissions
My prices are on my profile, but if you don't want to go look, here they are again;
Commission prices:
Sketch: 8$
Lined: 10$
Flat colors: 20$
Full colors: 25$
Specifics:
Chibis: 8$ (Always fullcolor unless requested otherwise.)
Ref sheet: 25-35$ (Depending on what you want in it.)
Extra characters: Two characters are free. After the second character, price goes up 5$ with each character added.. (EX: 2 person fullcolor pic: 25$, 3 person fullcolor: 30$, 4 person: 35$.. And so on)If anybody is interested, just send me a note or comment here~ c:[/b]
~Brokety broke broke Pan faceFrickle frack.
Posted 11 years agoIm hungover.
I don't get hangovers?
Well, I haven't in a few years.
How to make it go away?
Because I literally feel like vomit personified.~Gross as fuck dying Pando u promis
Posted 11 years ago2 luv me 5evr
rly
cusz
y drink sex so
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srs
u need 2~♥svrley rink pan
All this con talk..
Posted 11 years agoIs getting me extremely excited for AC.
How many of you babes are gonna be there?
Who wants to see me??!?
We can drink together
And probably fall around messily
Or something
Golly
I want all of you
In my face
For me to love
And get excited about
And do random head shotty things
Maybe
..
maybe.
I'll paint you with beautiful colors from snapped glowsticks
Unless you don't like that
then i'll just say hi
or something
.. andtellyouiloveyou.~♥Stupidly excited Pan kill me wow*Questions* ; Laptop problems
Posted 11 years agoMy laptop has been shutting off a lot recently, in the middle of work or a game, etc.
Found out last night that it's cause it's running WAY too hot.
Like, 80 C hot.
So once I'm done with these next 4 commissions, I'm gonna be doing a few YCH auctions so I can get a cooling pad and hopefully help out my poor laptop (Which is currently propped up on four empty cigarette packs for air).
My questions for you would be
What would you like to see?
Recommendations for good cooling pads? (18 inch.)
Pancakes or waffles?~♥ Over-heated PanGoal met/Queue
Posted 11 years ago So I did meet my goal, and paid who needed to be paid last weekend or so.
I kept the slots open for a while incase anyone else wanted to take advantage of these deals c:
Cause I love you guys and appreciate the help from everyone that did <3
I love my watchers like weh
But I'll be closing the slots now and finishing up what I owe, and I'll do a few more auctions since I tend to get some nice feedback from those
So if you all have things you'd like to see more of, let me know? c:
Now that that's been said, on to the queue!
A page of 
kly 's comic commission will be done every two pictures to be fair, since they tend to take some time x.x;;
1. 
kittoku Single Character [100%] done
2. kly Comic page [100%] done
3. 
lightpinkava Two character [100%] done
4. 
haruka_komatsu Two character [40%] Refining lines
5. kly Comic page [0%] Paid, not yet discussed.
6. haruka_komatsu Haru Reference sheet [0%] On hold
7. kittoku Reference sheet [0%] Paid
8. kly Comic page [0%] Paid, not yet discussed
I'll be cranking them out fast as possible . o.
kly
kittoku
lightpinkava
haruka_komatsu ~<3 Working Pan **Emergency Discounted Commissions** (fullcolor and refs)
Posted 12 years ago So I need money, quick. About 200$. I don't want to go too far into detail but I'm honestly terrified of not getting this money, it's going to paying someone back.
This will not go to commissions, art or otherwise. And is not for paying someone for such. (Disregard my last journal about needing an artist, please.)
That being said, I'm offering discounted commissions, on full-color pictures and reference sheets.
The full-color commissions will be, of course, full color, 1-2 characters, and background of choice. Any rating.
These will be 18$. Regularly 25$
10 slots
1. kittoku - Single Character [0%] [PAID]
2. lightpinkava - Two Character [PAID] [0%]
3. haruka_komatsu - Two Character [0%] [PAID]
4.
5.
...
The reference sheets will include a front and back pose (Side pose can be requested. free of charge.), an accessories slot (required and not), 3-4 closeups of markings/genitalia/etc., and up to 6 outfit chibis. (Also a mature and general rating version.)
These will be 25$. Regularly 35$
5 slots
1. haruka_komatsu - One full ref [0%] [PAID]
2.
3.
...
These are open until slots are full, please comment below..
If you can't get a commission, I would really appreciate if you would share this, I would really appreciate it and might even sketch you up something in my sketchbook. probablyaheadshot.
(Current commissions will be finished before this, this includes
fullcolor commission, YCH, Reference sheet, and a comic page. Comic will be finished over time, between other commissions and whenever I have the time.)
If I missed anything, please let me know ;;;
I'm under a lot of stress at this current point in time. ;;
~♥ A Pan-Pan in need.Looking for an artist..
Posted 12 years agoMy sister and I have been looking for an artist that will do our characters justice
Buuuut every time we find someone they either:
Are closed
Don't do incest-type things.
Don't like herms
Don't draw muzzles/non-human dicks
Want 150+$ for it (NOT saying it isn't worth that, just that we're looking for something cheaper atm like 90 and under would be real cool)
I you guys have any suggestions and know they're currently open/are comfortable with the above things, that'd be way cool! c:
If you have any suggestions, comment them down below or note me them, please c: (Or Skype/etc)
Thanks~~
~♥ Art-hunting Pan-PanF5 F5 F5~~~
Posted 12 years agoYeah got new icons for myself and my babe ;o;
Such cute
Such amaze
Much love
♥
(Done by 
cupcakecreature she's our favorite.. And has done all our icons c: )
cupcakecreature~♥Very loving Pan-PanThe fact that...
Posted 12 years agoSome artists blow off their commissioners completely, seriously pisses me off.
(I just want to fucking strangle someone right now for repeatedly lying about something I ordered months ago. I don't like being lied to. Especially when I've paid for something and it never FUCKING arrives.)
~Royally pissed off Pan-Panman, right nw
Posted 12 years ago Everything is so adorable
show me everything adorable, please ♥
whilst I drink my happy up ~♥Happied Pan-Pan//Breathes heavily.
Posted 12 years agoHey
Hi
Hello
Just.. Hello.
I have a weird cold-y thing, it's a little hard to breathe.
I don't.. Like.. It.
I had no real reason to make a journal, just kinda wanted to.
Sssooo..
Post random, interesting facts in the comments? c:
I do know that the banana is a berry and the strawberry is a fruit.
I am also allergic to strawberries hhhhhh~♥The kinda tired but only because of boredom Pan-PanOn the subject of moving...
Posted 12 years agoI won't be.
But I WILL make accounts for other sites, which I'll put in my profile and probably make a whole new journal about.
I see no point in moving.. Sure, if this thing did really happen, I don't agree with it. BUT. That has nothing to do with me using this site.
I like FurAffinity.
I like the site.
And that has nothing to do with what I do and do not support.
My views on the issue are EXACTLY. THIS.
But if people who are watching me are moving, I will be making accounts so you may still watch me. But FurAffinity will probably stay my main thing.~♥ The reasonable Pan.The great fur migration
Posted 12 years agoWhat is going on?
I am so confused, got on this morning with like, 9001 journals about moving
:c
If you know exactly what's up, note me here or message me on Skype/Twitter :c
My name on everything is Panduhx3 ~♥ Extremely curious Pan-PanHas anyone else noticed... (ACNL-related)
Posted 12 years agoKicks is like, the most frickle fracking adorable little frick
Like..
Sob..
And Colton *~* ♥ ♥
Gosh I love my town~♥Your loving Mayor, Pan-PanHPYTSY NEW YEARS WOWOW
Posted 12 years agoIDC WHAT I SPLLED WRONG NOT CHANIFGN MYSELFFOR NOBODY
YEPP.
so happy new years
and uh
drink long and prosper
for flowers
and hot wng dip
man Ilove you all and I hope you love my too cause man this porn is ridiculous to draw holy spoop
also i was gonna say thislike,three hours agob ut whiskey
SOYEP
LOVE YU ALL
also i've been married for exactly a week now~♥SPOOPERMASTER BLACK VELVETY CARPET RIDECan we all just be very thankful
Posted 12 years agoThat I don't get hangovers
Or vomit while drinking
yes
hailsatan
Also, sorry if I annoyed anyone, if anyone un-watched me I 900% understand
cause i plan on having another fun night
Happy merry merry merry Holiday c:
(Also got my father to call our new Roomba 'satan'. JOYOUS DAY)
also i'm married now~♥Master of dick socks and possibly still being a little drunkgettin married
Posted 12 years ago
cappi
bawniidis msg goz out to blawniicappithingcatfluff
Posted 12 years ago♥ much love spread yes ♥
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Happy whatever holiday you celebrate c:
I just hope they involve drinking and food
yes
*glass clink* ~♥Panyep i guess.;; /rant. mostly for myself.
Posted 12 years agomy everything hurts.
my wrists and fingers are hurting for whatever damn reason they want.
doesn't make it any easier to work on fucking commissions.
my jaw is hurting because yay fucking teeth.
my head is hurting for who even fucking knows.
i have to go to the gyno cause my body is fucking retarded and hates me.
go female things.
and my stomach is in knots
cause everybody likes to let me know i'm an awful fucking person.
especially the ones that matter the most to me.
god. why do i bother with journals. they don't get read.
it's cool. makes me feel better to type shit to nobody, i guess.~♥pan i guess.