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Oh dear I've been gone for a while...
Posted 11 years ago...I actually didn't realise it had been so long since I logged on to this account. Just left 
open for a while, didn't realise it's been something past 4 months since I signed in here.
So I'm still not better, thought I'd start out with that. Whenever I think things start looking up, they never last.
But I am getting there with my current to-do list. It's almost done which is just the best. I still have school work and a small queue of promised commissions for friends, but for the most part, I am heading towards being able to re-open my various commissions again.
Personal art has been at such a standstill. I'm barely producing anything, due to being busy and lack of motivation and such. To be honest, almost everything I ever have to upload will be over on my Kloofsuits account.
But anyway, I hope to be back for the most part and ready to work and talk and be an active user and whatnot!
~Kloof
open for a while, didn't realise it's been something past 4 months since I signed in here.So I'm still not better, thought I'd start out with that. Whenever I think things start looking up, they never last.
But I am getting there with my current to-do list. It's almost done which is just the best. I still have school work and a small queue of promised commissions for friends, but for the most part, I am heading towards being able to re-open my various commissions again.
Personal art has been at such a standstill. I'm barely producing anything, due to being busy and lack of motivation and such. To be honest, almost everything I ever have to upload will be over on my Kloofsuits account.
But anyway, I hope to be back for the most part and ready to work and talk and be an active user and whatnot!
~Kloof
Don't expect much from me for a while
Posted 12 years agoThings are worse, and I'm not sure when they'll start looking up.
Just leaving a little message out there, I'll probably be away from drawing, work, etc for a while. I'm in a bad place and I've a lot to both work out and fix, so I'm not going to be terribly active with anything.
Sorry for the inconvenience.
~Kloof
Just leaving a little message out there, I'll probably be away from drawing, work, etc for a while. I'm in a bad place and I've a lot to both work out and fix, so I'm not going to be terribly active with anything.
Sorry for the inconvenience.
~Kloof
I don't really know where I belong right now
Posted 12 years agoSorry that y'all have to put up with this here, just a little personal vent, not really got a better place to put this, especially as it'll be seen by the wrong people. Please don't read it if you don't want to. You might just be curious, I don't really mind.
I'm sort of, in a complete state of 'lost'. I feel alone, and left to fend for myself when I need it most.
Every day I struggle to just ... be normal. Act normal and talk and laugh with my friends like a normal person. Not someone with all of my current ... defects, for want of a better word. I try and do everything right, and at the end of every day, I regret every single decision I've made that day. I say things I wish I didn't, and I do things I wish I didn't ... and I see every flaw of the day, which I usually regard as everything. Sometimes, I even don't say or do things and wish I did. One big thing in particular that I won't go into.
I come home, and I crash. And I just cry, sometimes for hours. Sometimes I spend the day really depressed, trying not to cry. And one time, I actually did, whilst at a friend's house with all of my 'friends' from school. I say 'friends' because, whilst sitting alone in a room with my best friend, she didn't even follow me out when I left to go outside because I began crying too much. She thought the iPad was more interesting. This is all history, really - school started again and I'm not even in the class with most of these people any more.
So I don't know what to do with myself. I constantly feel guilty and on my own. And when I have a pretty bad break down, I end up saying the same things to the same people over and over again. And I know this annoys them. I do it because they don't react. And I feel that, because I act the same every time I get like it, they just think that it 'can't be that bad'. So I say more, but end up failing and just repeating the same things and not making it seem like it's actually cause for concern. Which is just putting myself in this loop, where I inevitably feel like nobody really cares, and I can't judge the truth in that statement - I have an anxiety disorder. I automatically jump to the worst case scenario and it's incredibly difficult to convince me of anything but that as truth.
I'm not going to go into much more, it's late, I have school tomorrow and a convention on Saturday that I'm not remotely ready for, so probably won't sleep at all tonight because I'll be rushing to make everything I need. I just ... need to talk somewhere.
I'm on anti-depressants for both depression and anxiety at the moment, though only a very low dose. It's been over 2 weeks and nothing's changed, they want me to go for a follow-up, and they might give me a higher dose, or more of the same, or cut my dose - whatever they see fit depending on how I have been doing. Nothing seems to work right now, I don't even enjoy what I used to, so I can't use that to cheer me up or anything, added with my serious lack of motivation.
Even things that are going fine, my anxiety tells me are completely screwed. Nothing's ever positive any more, and I hate it. I'm ill with headaches and problems with my eyes and stuff on top of all of this, as well as settling in to my new course at school, in a class of almost entirely new people. And my boyfriend isn't even there half the time because he's going through minor surgery. How great for both of us :I
So things aren't at all great for me. My entire summer was lost to this horrible state-of-mind and now I'm struggling to get used to my even more dynamic school schedule, on top of everything else. My holiday (back at the start of summer) was ruined by all of this, and my return home came with news that my grandad had passed away. Now all I can rely on is my boyfriend, and he has a loooong way to go before he even understands relationship basics, let alone how to deal with my completely unstable self.
My vent is over, sorry if you read this and I had to post it here, like I say - it's the one place I have left. I just needed to complain somewhere. I'm struggling with so much and I just ... wanted to get it out there somewhere.
~Kloof
I'm sort of, in a complete state of 'lost'. I feel alone, and left to fend for myself when I need it most.
Every day I struggle to just ... be normal. Act normal and talk and laugh with my friends like a normal person. Not someone with all of my current ... defects, for want of a better word. I try and do everything right, and at the end of every day, I regret every single decision I've made that day. I say things I wish I didn't, and I do things I wish I didn't ... and I see every flaw of the day, which I usually regard as everything. Sometimes, I even don't say or do things and wish I did. One big thing in particular that I won't go into.
I come home, and I crash. And I just cry, sometimes for hours. Sometimes I spend the day really depressed, trying not to cry. And one time, I actually did, whilst at a friend's house with all of my 'friends' from school. I say 'friends' because, whilst sitting alone in a room with my best friend, she didn't even follow me out when I left to go outside because I began crying too much. She thought the iPad was more interesting. This is all history, really - school started again and I'm not even in the class with most of these people any more.
So I don't know what to do with myself. I constantly feel guilty and on my own. And when I have a pretty bad break down, I end up saying the same things to the same people over and over again. And I know this annoys them. I do it because they don't react. And I feel that, because I act the same every time I get like it, they just think that it 'can't be that bad'. So I say more, but end up failing and just repeating the same things and not making it seem like it's actually cause for concern. Which is just putting myself in this loop, where I inevitably feel like nobody really cares, and I can't judge the truth in that statement - I have an anxiety disorder. I automatically jump to the worst case scenario and it's incredibly difficult to convince me of anything but that as truth.
I'm not going to go into much more, it's late, I have school tomorrow and a convention on Saturday that I'm not remotely ready for, so probably won't sleep at all tonight because I'll be rushing to make everything I need. I just ... need to talk somewhere.
I'm on anti-depressants for both depression and anxiety at the moment, though only a very low dose. It's been over 2 weeks and nothing's changed, they want me to go for a follow-up, and they might give me a higher dose, or more of the same, or cut my dose - whatever they see fit depending on how I have been doing. Nothing seems to work right now, I don't even enjoy what I used to, so I can't use that to cheer me up or anything, added with my serious lack of motivation.
Even things that are going fine, my anxiety tells me are completely screwed. Nothing's ever positive any more, and I hate it. I'm ill with headaches and problems with my eyes and stuff on top of all of this, as well as settling in to my new course at school, in a class of almost entirely new people. And my boyfriend isn't even there half the time because he's going through minor surgery. How great for both of us :I
So things aren't at all great for me. My entire summer was lost to this horrible state-of-mind and now I'm struggling to get used to my even more dynamic school schedule, on top of everything else. My holiday (back at the start of summer) was ruined by all of this, and my return home came with news that my grandad had passed away. Now all I can rely on is my boyfriend, and he has a loooong way to go before he even understands relationship basics, let alone how to deal with my completely unstable self.
My vent is over, sorry if you read this and I had to post it here, like I say - it's the one place I have left. I just needed to complain somewhere. I'm struggling with so much and I just ... wanted to get it out there somewhere.
~Kloof
On Holiday for a while!
Posted 12 years agoI'll be away from working for about 3 weeks, as I'm off on Holiday!
This means I won't be working, I might be drawing because there'll be a lot of relaxed time in the resort, and if I do they'll be uploaded on my usual drawing accounts.
Thank you for being patient! (:
~Kloof
This means I won't be working, I might be drawing because there'll be a lot of relaxed time in the resort, and if I do they'll be uploaded on my usual drawing accounts.
Thank you for being patient! (:
~Kloof
Head blank contest by Media
Posted 12 years ago
media is having a contest today. If you want to win a free head base visit his page at http://www.furaffinity.net/user/media/ and sighn up today. Valentine's Day Meme
Posted 12 years agoBecause this is the first year I'll be celebrating! c:
1. Are you single or taken?
Taken~
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Hmmm ... Flowers. I've never been given flowers before, and I need to cut down on chocolate.
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Not really 'Speacial' unless a movie/game evening after college counts?
4. Do you like anyone?
Oooof coooourse
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope.
6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
My Boyfriend <3
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I've never even received so much as a valentine's card before in my life, so I've never had to xD ... But I'm finally able to, so I plan on it!
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Um ... not really sure ... if I knew it wouldn't be all that secret. Had a load of people crushing on me but I'm not sure about an admirer.
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Pfft not sure. Depends if I loved someone and had something to write ;P
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Never even thought about it to be honest with you O_O ...
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Nope
12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
I made one this year for my boyfreind but I've never done so before.
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Mmm Love Hearts. Tasty, but SO cheesey!
14. What is something you got last Valentines?
I didn't get anything last Valentine's. Or the one before that, or the one before that or the one...
15. Is Valentines depressing?
Eh ... not depressing but I always hated that I never had anyone to spend it with.
16. How is your love life?
I suppose it's good, if a 3-week relationship counts!
17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope.
18. How many roses would you want to receive?
Eh I'm not fussed about roses~
19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Yep, for the first time ever~
20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
Yes, very much so! Also nervous though. Try being 18 and celebrating your first Valentine's Day ... it's a scary thing xD
21. Who was your last Valentine from?
Never had one C;
22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
Hopefully one from my Boyfriend xD
23. What would you most like to receive most on Valentine?
Nothing in particular. Just ... something from the person I like that I can treasure as coming from them ^^;
24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
One.
25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
Never received one. This question's confusing, though I believe the answer is yes.
26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
None c;
27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Nooope!
28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Nope.
29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
No.
30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
Are you trying to rub it in that I've never received one? |D
31. What was the worst?
N/A
32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
Nope~
So ... if you read through this you must have gotten really bored, and you just learnt a bunch of pointless facts about me! Achievement Unlocked!
1. Are you single or taken?
Taken~
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Hmmm ... Flowers. I've never been given flowers before, and I need to cut down on chocolate.
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Not really 'Speacial' unless a movie/game evening after college counts?
4. Do you like anyone?
Oooof coooourse
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope.
6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
My Boyfriend <3
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I've never even received so much as a valentine's card before in my life, so I've never had to xD ... But I'm finally able to, so I plan on it!
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Um ... not really sure ... if I knew it wouldn't be all that secret. Had a load of people crushing on me but I'm not sure about an admirer.
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Pfft not sure. Depends if I loved someone and had something to write ;P
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Never even thought about it to be honest with you O_O ...
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Nope
12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
I made one this year for my boyfreind but I've never done so before.
13. Do you like candy hearts?
Mmm Love Hearts. Tasty, but SO cheesey!
14. What is something you got last Valentines?
I didn't get anything last Valentine's. Or the one before that, or the one before that or the one...
15. Is Valentines depressing?
Eh ... not depressing but I always hated that I never had anyone to spend it with.
16. How is your love life?
I suppose it's good, if a 3-week relationship counts!
17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope.
18. How many roses would you want to receive?
Eh I'm not fussed about roses~
19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
Yep, for the first time ever~
20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
Yes, very much so! Also nervous though. Try being 18 and celebrating your first Valentine's Day ... it's a scary thing xD
21. Who was your last Valentine from?
Never had one C;
22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
Hopefully one from my Boyfriend xD
23. What would you most like to receive most on Valentine?
Nothing in particular. Just ... something from the person I like that I can treasure as coming from them ^^;
24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
One.
25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
Never received one. This question's confusing, though I believe the answer is yes.
26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
None c;
27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Nooope!
28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Nope.
29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
No.
30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
Are you trying to rub it in that I've never received one? |D
31. What was the worst?
N/A
32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
Nope~
So ... if you read through this you must have gotten really bored, and you just learnt a bunch of pointless facts about me! Achievement Unlocked!
Streaming Avatar Fanart!
Posted 12 years agoSo, a little off-topic to furry related work, but I'm streaming work on a fan picture of Avatar : The Legend of Aang. Only got 2 of the 4 characters drawn out, and I'll be working on the colouring (:
https://secure.join.me/371-484-144
Would love if y'all could swing by~
~Kloof
https://secure.join.me/371-484-144
Would love if y'all could swing by~
~Kloof
Now I'm fed up of it all
Posted 12 years agoSo just about everything in my life is negative right now. I'm struggling to cope with anything, even the little things, and this is the only place I can just rant about this without my family or friends finding it.
I just can't deal with this work. The constant deadlines. My friends thinking they're not bang out of order for going ON AND ON about something which is clearly making my life that much more traumatic. Some friends?
I just hate that I'm constantly stressed and worried and I can't even bring myself to work on anything anymore. I just want to find a corner and hide in it, where nobody can get to me. At least then nothing else can make things worse.
Ugh sorry everyone, pelase do not feel the need to reply to this ... I need a place to rant. And the internet is the place to do that, in my opinion. I've tried writing things down in a letter to myself or whatnot and it just doesn't work.
I'm getting there with commissions slowly, but I'm just stressing about even things that don't need to be stressed about. Ugh. I hate you, school. I hate how my friends aren't being friends when I need it most. And why can't someone just speak their freaking mind and put half of this to an end?
I keep going through spurts of fursuit work (commissions) because I just need to bury myself in it for a minute. Problem is, I'm not working in the order I really should be.
Bottom line ... I'm irritable right now. I've been slowly slipping downwards for a few days, DESPITE that I've just had time off fo christmas and my birthday and my New York trip ... I've come back feeling worse than when I left. I don't know how or why.
No, I don't expect any replies or anything here - I'm not giving anywhere near enough details for anyone to be able to help, but my gosh I'm reaching that breaking point now. Thanks for reading if you have, I hope, like many of my journal rants, that this will help even slightly.
~Kloof
I just can't deal with this work. The constant deadlines. My friends thinking they're not bang out of order for going ON AND ON about something which is clearly making my life that much more traumatic. Some friends?
I just hate that I'm constantly stressed and worried and I can't even bring myself to work on anything anymore. I just want to find a corner and hide in it, where nobody can get to me. At least then nothing else can make things worse.
Ugh sorry everyone, pelase do not feel the need to reply to this ... I need a place to rant. And the internet is the place to do that, in my opinion. I've tried writing things down in a letter to myself or whatnot and it just doesn't work.
I'm getting there with commissions slowly, but I'm just stressing about even things that don't need to be stressed about. Ugh. I hate you, school. I hate how my friends aren't being friends when I need it most. And why can't someone just speak their freaking mind and put half of this to an end?
I keep going through spurts of fursuit work (commissions) because I just need to bury myself in it for a minute. Problem is, I'm not working in the order I really should be.
Bottom line ... I'm irritable right now. I've been slowly slipping downwards for a few days, DESPITE that I've just had time off fo christmas and my birthday and my New York trip ... I've come back feeling worse than when I left. I don't know how or why.
No, I don't expect any replies or anything here - I'm not giving anywhere near enough details for anyone to be able to help, but my gosh I'm reaching that breaking point now. Thanks for reading if you have, I hope, like many of my journal rants, that this will help even slightly.
~Kloof
I REALLY hate my art...
Posted 12 years agoSo I've come to a realisation.
I really hate my art. It's SO rare I ever draw anything I'm proud of any more. I lose motivation to draw because of this - I just can't ever get things right. And when I do finally sit down and really try to draw, I have really great ideas - I just can't do it. So many ideas have tried and fallen in the past 2 months, things I've really loved the thought of, and then they've never gone anywhere. I've forgotten most of themnow. It's depressing.
I don't feel I've improved in SO long. I don't feel I'm ever making progress and I can't experiment with poses - refs just don't work for me. Even the poses I've always been drawing, I can't feel I ever get any better. My anatomy won't improve. I just feel to be at a total standstill. When I do feel I've done something right-ish, it's like a chibi or something incredibly cartoony - which is certainly not where I want to be with my art.
Just ranting to you guys here, you've probably noticed I've lacked art uploads here, and now you know why. I'm trying to finish the commissions I've had in but they're just not going anywhere. I'm hating their progress and it's just not good enough. I can't draw any personal art. I'm desparately trying to draw my characters more, and certainly trying to vent through art ... but it's just NOT WORKING for me. I feel awful about it all the time.
I'm not going to carry on because of the serious Jet Lag ... I got home from New York on Monday, drove 4 hours back to my house, showered, ate and slept at 10 or 11ish ... then woke up at 5am the enxt day to go back to London - Over 4 hours this time - on an art trip for school. Got home at 11:30 and then woke up the next morning for school. I'm sleepy and annoyed and spending too much time tonight thinking to myself - which is NOT what I want to be doing. Things don't ever end positively when I do.
You didn't have to read this at all, thank you if you did, I just needed somewhere to rage a little D<
~Kloof
I really hate my art. It's SO rare I ever draw anything I'm proud of any more. I lose motivation to draw because of this - I just can't ever get things right. And when I do finally sit down and really try to draw, I have really great ideas - I just can't do it. So many ideas have tried and fallen in the past 2 months, things I've really loved the thought of, and then they've never gone anywhere. I've forgotten most of themnow. It's depressing.
I don't feel I've improved in SO long. I don't feel I'm ever making progress and I can't experiment with poses - refs just don't work for me. Even the poses I've always been drawing, I can't feel I ever get any better. My anatomy won't improve. I just feel to be at a total standstill. When I do feel I've done something right-ish, it's like a chibi or something incredibly cartoony - which is certainly not where I want to be with my art.
Just ranting to you guys here, you've probably noticed I've lacked art uploads here, and now you know why. I'm trying to finish the commissions I've had in but they're just not going anywhere. I'm hating their progress and it's just not good enough. I can't draw any personal art. I'm desparately trying to draw my characters more, and certainly trying to vent through art ... but it's just NOT WORKING for me. I feel awful about it all the time.
I'm not going to carry on because of the serious Jet Lag ... I got home from New York on Monday, drove 4 hours back to my house, showered, ate and slept at 10 or 11ish ... then woke up at 5am the enxt day to go back to London - Over 4 hours this time - on an art trip for school. Got home at 11:30 and then woke up the next morning for school. I'm sleepy and annoyed and spending too much time tonight thinking to myself - which is NOT what I want to be doing. Things don't ever end positively when I do.
You didn't have to read this at all, thank you if you did, I just needed somewhere to rage a little D<
~Kloof
Nearly 18! 8D
Posted 12 years agoIn just 2 days I'll hit that magical age of 18 ;w;
I'm not actually expecting anything ot be different ... I don't even like the taste of alcohol so It's not like I'll take advantage of the face I can go out and drink and stuff hahah! If anything, I'm a little down at the fact I'm getting older, still! I miss being like 10 ... Life was all very much easier.
But yeah ... thought I'd share that bit of news with y'all.
On a side note, I'll be resuming work after the christmas break asap so you should see updates on commissions/orders/etc anytime soon.
~Kloof
I'm not actually expecting anything ot be different ... I don't even like the taste of alcohol so It's not like I'll take advantage of the face I can go out and drink and stuff hahah! If anything, I'm a little down at the fact I'm getting older, still! I miss being like 10 ... Life was all very much easier.
But yeah ... thought I'd share that bit of news with y'all.
On a side note, I'll be resuming work after the christmas break asap so you should see updates on commissions/orders/etc anytime soon.
~Kloof
STREAMING NOW!
Posted 13 years agohttps://secure.join.me/797-111-740
I have A LOT of art to finish ;_; ... So I'll be doing a livestream for art at aroung 11/11:30 GMT in order to try and get it done.
I haaave:
Halloween Pic (Azul)
Sebes
The Anthro Spider who I always forget the name of
3 headshot sketches - Jory
A thankyou picture for the person who found my conbadge at MCM ;w; (Naruto Bijuu, Kyuubi and Azul in one pic)
I'm also going to be making some bats to hang in my porch on Halloween :3
I may move on to a fursuit stream after some point because I want to make a few tails ^^ And I have fursuit head foam carving work as well as fullsuit work to do.
Obviously I won't get all of this done, but I will cycle through the list of things I have to do so I can cover a lot of it.
Just keep an eye out - I need to get my parrot out for a bit, shower and eat breakfast and I'll be back!
~Kloof
I have A LOT of art to finish ;_; ... So I'll be doing a livestream for art at aroung 11/11:30 GMT in order to try and get it done.
I haaave:
Halloween Pic (Azul)
Sebes
The Anthro Spider who I always forget the name of
3 headshot sketches - Jory
A thankyou picture for the person who found my conbadge at MCM ;w; (Naruto Bijuu, Kyuubi and Azul in one pic)
I'm also going to be making some bats to hang in my porch on Halloween :3
I may move on to a fursuit stream after some point because I want to make a few tails ^^ And I have fursuit head foam carving work as well as fullsuit work to do.
Obviously I won't get all of this done, but I will cycle through the list of things I have to do so I can cover a lot of it.
Just keep an eye out - I need to get my parrot out for a bit, shower and eat breakfast and I'll be back!
~Kloof
ART STREAM COMING SOON TODAY!
Posted 13 years agoI have A LOT of art to finish ;_; ... So I'll be doing a livestream for art at aroung 11/11:30 GMT in order to try and get it done.
I haaave:
Halloween Pic (Azul)
Sebes
The Anthro Spider who I always forget the name of
3 headshot sketches - Jory
A thankyou picture for the person who found my conbadge at MCM ;w; (Naruto Bijuu, Kyuubi and Azul in one pic)
I'm also going to be making some bats to hang in my porch on Halloween :3
I may move on to a fursuit stream after some point because I want to make a few tails ^^ And I have fursuit head foam carving work as well as fullsuit work to do.
Obviously I won't get all of this done, but I will cycle through the list of things I have to do so I can cover a lot of it.
Just keep an eye out - I need to get my parrot out for a bit, shower and eat breakfast and I'll be back!
~Kloof
I haaave:
Halloween Pic (Azul)
Sebes
The Anthro Spider who I always forget the name of
3 headshot sketches - Jory
A thankyou picture for the person who found my conbadge at MCM ;w; (Naruto Bijuu, Kyuubi and Azul in one pic)
I'm also going to be making some bats to hang in my porch on Halloween :3
I may move on to a fursuit stream after some point because I want to make a few tails ^^ And I have fursuit head foam carving work as well as fullsuit work to do.
Obviously I won't get all of this done, but I will cycle through the list of things I have to do so I can cover a lot of it.
Just keep an eye out - I need to get my parrot out for a bit, shower and eat breakfast and I'll be back!
~Kloof
QUOTES OPEN FOR ONE PARTIAL FURSUIT OR HEAD
Posted 13 years agoTHIS IS THE LAST TIME I'LL BE POSTING ABOUT MY FURSUITS HERE. Only because I have recently changed accounts am I offering you the opportunity to find out about my quotes here. I won't be doing this again.
PLEASE GO TO http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kloofsuits FOR MORE INFORMATION AND HOW TO GET A QUOTE, AS WELL AS HOW MY WHOLE ORDERING PROCESS WORKS.
Thankyou! :D
~Kloof
PLEASE GO TO http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kloofsuits FOR MORE INFORMATION AND HOW TO GET A QUOTE, AS WELL AS HOW MY WHOLE ORDERING PROCESS WORKS.
Thankyou! :D
~Kloof
NEW WEBSITES AND FURAFFINITY NOW
Posted 13 years ago - I totally just realised that I hadn't named the last journal and so thought I should to let you know -
So, I have a brand new website and furaffinity dedicated to my fursuiting. The website still has a long way to go and I'm just doing final touch ups and whatnot on the FA.
ALL OF MY FURSUIT RELATED UPLOADS ON THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE MOVED TO SCRAPS OR DELETED.
If you want, please go and check them out! (:
Website : http://kloofsuits.webs.com/
FurAffinity : http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kloofsuits/
Thanks!
~Kloof
So, I have a brand new website and furaffinity dedicated to my fursuiting. The website still has a long way to go and I'm just doing final touch ups and whatnot on the FA.
ALL OF MY FURSUIT RELATED UPLOADS ON THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE MOVED TO SCRAPS OR DELETED.
If you want, please go and check them out! (:
Website : http://kloofsuits.webs.com/
FurAffinity : http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kloofsuits/
Thanks!
~Kloof
FREE ART RAFFLE (UKTEHWHITEWOLF)
Posted 13 years agoGood friend of mine is spreading word about her art in order to gain enough money to attend CF next year.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3872015/
To do this, she's hosting a free art raffle!
Please be super awesome and go help her out, enter the raffle, commission her ... whatever you need! ;D
Thanks!
~Kloof
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3872015/
To do this, she's hosting a free art raffle!
Please be super awesome and go help her out, enter the raffle, commission her ... whatever you need! ;D
Thanks!
~Kloof
No Subject
Posted 13 years agoSo, I have a brand new website and furaffinity dedicated to my fursuiting. The website still has a long way to go and I'm just doing final touch ups and whatnot on the FA.
ALL OF MY FURSUIT RELATED UPLOADS ON THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE MOVED TO SCRAPS OR DELETED.
If you want, please go and check them out! (:
Website : http://kloofsuits.webs.com/
FurAffinity : http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kloofsuits/
Thanks!
~Kloof
ALL OF MY FURSUIT RELATED UPLOADS ON THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE MOVED TO SCRAPS OR DELETED.
If you want, please go and check them out! (:
Website : http://kloofsuits.webs.com/
FurAffinity : http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kloofsuits/
Thanks!
~Kloof
Short art stream session
Posted 13 years agoJust doodling for a bit. This includes maybe some free sketches and stuff ... IDK ... we'll see. Just need a bit of a time out from school work and stuff :/
https://secure.join.me/330-856-544
~Kloof
https://secure.join.me/330-856-544
~Kloof
IMPORTANT IF YOU WATCH ANY OF MY FURSUIT STUFF - NEW ACCOUNT
Posted 13 years agoI HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT FOR ANYTHING FURSUIT RELATED.
In the near future, all of my fursuit uploads will be removed from this account, and I will be uploading fursuit work ONLY to this account right here kloofsuits
I'm going to use the account solely for my fursuit work as that's where I focus my commissions and sales, so I want a more professional account where I don't deal with anything personal, I won't watch people or favourite anything - it'll be purely to showcase my fursuits and contact customers, upload WIPs, etc.
If you would like to watch ANY of my fursuit related work, it will ALL be shown over on kloofsuits
there's also a base price list (which will be updated regularly) and a whole journal on 'how to order' (a necessary read if you'd ever like to commission a suit from me), both of which are linked to, as well as some useful tutorial sites, in my profile info.
I sure hope to catch you guys over on there! (:
~Kloof
In the near future, all of my fursuit uploads will be removed from this account, and I will be uploading fursuit work ONLY to this account right here
kloofsuitsI'm going to use the account solely for my fursuit work as that's where I focus my commissions and sales, so I want a more professional account where I don't deal with anything personal, I won't watch people or favourite anything - it'll be purely to showcase my fursuits and contact customers, upload WIPs, etc.
If you would like to watch ANY of my fursuit related work, it will ALL be shown over on
kloofsuitsthere's also a base price list (which will be updated regularly) and a whole journal on 'how to order' (a necessary read if you'd ever like to commission a suit from me), both of which are linked to, as well as some useful tutorial sites, in my profile info.
I sure hope to catch you guys over on there! (:
~Kloof
POSSIBLE partial fursuit slot opening soon
Posted 13 years agoThis is only a MAYBE but my current commission is getting done fast, and so I may have an opening for a partial sometime soon. Once this current commission is done I need to get EVERYTHING on back order done, but I may take a partial at this time, and work on my smaller pieces before I get the supplies in, as well as at the same time as the partial. I also have a fursuit head to make after, which will likely be done alongside the partial (so I can just order the materials in one go).
This is only a possibility, but I'll need money to help fund the supplies for the expo that I'll be selling at in December (as well as christmas presents) But I can't make any promises on turnaround time and I WILL NOT be accepting a deadline. I can do my best to work to approximate dates, but being in a major year of school, I've got more work than I can handle at the moment, and I won't be able to work regularly.
Just putting the word out there so if anyone is interested, start thinking about what you might want and getting cash together. However, I will only be taking ONE and it's NOT a first come, first serve basis. I will be taking quotes for ONE WEEK and announcing which I will be taking on in the following week.
I MIGHT also add a few tail orders, since these are small and lots of fun. But only a possibility.
Thanks for reading
~Kloof
This is only a possibility, but I'll need money to help fund the supplies for the expo that I'll be selling at in December (as well as christmas presents) But I can't make any promises on turnaround time and I WILL NOT be accepting a deadline. I can do my best to work to approximate dates, but being in a major year of school, I've got more work than I can handle at the moment, and I won't be able to work regularly.
Just putting the word out there so if anyone is interested, start thinking about what you might want and getting cash together. However, I will only be taking ONE and it's NOT a first come, first serve basis. I will be taking quotes for ONE WEEK and announcing which I will be taking on in the following week.
I MIGHT also add a few tail orders, since these are small and lots of fun. But only a possibility.
Thanks for reading
~Kloof
Craaashing D:
Posted 13 years agoHow does that song go 'here you go, way too fast, don't slow down you're going to crash' ... I think that's it, by Matt Willis.
It's so true. As soon as I slow down with work, it gets on top of me and I crash pretty bad. ]
Well my problem is, I haven't once sped up with work over this summer and I've lived in a state of 'crash' where I've been constantly despressed, unwilling to do any work both of commissions and my coursework and now it's the last day of my summer holiday and I've got virtually nothing done.
Please, PLEASE be patient and bare with me, guys. I'm having a lot of personal troubles, which I'm certainly not delving into, but if you know me personally you probably know how much of an impact it's having on my life. I've barely been out, barely done any work ... spent the whole time wanting to sleep (but not sleeping during the day), not sleeping much at night because of insomnia, having frequent breakdowns that are sending me into this horrible state of depression, etc. I'm not functioning anywhere near properly and it's really messed me up.
Chances are, when I go back into school tomorrow they'll tell me I can't continue with the course because I haven't done all of the work they've set over summer, and I'll either be kicked out of one, 2 or all 3 of my subjects. (Although it's technically 4 A-levels, and if you know anything about A-levels, you'll understand that they're exhausting). I even had a lot of work planned for my coursework and my commissions that I'm going to really enjoy, and I just haven't got anywhere.
Once my current fursuit commission is out of the way, I'll be working on all of the smaller orders (but I will do some in-between) and finally I'll be getting my own fursuit made. After that, I will open for much smaller order batches. The problem is, I take some orders and then all sorts of thing, such as college and these problems, that get in the way and slow me down.
So again, I'm SO sorry for the inconvenience, everyone. I'm having a lot of problems in all sorts of ways and I'm struggling to keep up with it all. Thankyou for being so patient up until now.
~Kloof
It's so true. As soon as I slow down with work, it gets on top of me and I crash pretty bad. ]
Well my problem is, I haven't once sped up with work over this summer and I've lived in a state of 'crash' where I've been constantly despressed, unwilling to do any work both of commissions and my coursework and now it's the last day of my summer holiday and I've got virtually nothing done.
Please, PLEASE be patient and bare with me, guys. I'm having a lot of personal troubles, which I'm certainly not delving into, but if you know me personally you probably know how much of an impact it's having on my life. I've barely been out, barely done any work ... spent the whole time wanting to sleep (but not sleeping during the day), not sleeping much at night because of insomnia, having frequent breakdowns that are sending me into this horrible state of depression, etc. I'm not functioning anywhere near properly and it's really messed me up.
Chances are, when I go back into school tomorrow they'll tell me I can't continue with the course because I haven't done all of the work they've set over summer, and I'll either be kicked out of one, 2 or all 3 of my subjects. (Although it's technically 4 A-levels, and if you know anything about A-levels, you'll understand that they're exhausting). I even had a lot of work planned for my coursework and my commissions that I'm going to really enjoy, and I just haven't got anywhere.
Once my current fursuit commission is out of the way, I'll be working on all of the smaller orders (but I will do some in-between) and finally I'll be getting my own fursuit made. After that, I will open for much smaller order batches. The problem is, I take some orders and then all sorts of thing, such as college and these problems, that get in the way and slow me down.
So again, I'm SO sorry for the inconvenience, everyone. I'm having a lot of problems in all sorts of ways and I'm struggling to keep up with it all. Thankyou for being so patient up until now.
~Kloof
Art Livestream tonight hopefully!
Posted 13 years agoI've been drawing for so darn long for school work, but I want to have some time to doodle for myself. Sooo I will literally just be doing doodle after doodle. Come along with your lols that you want me to doodle. Some funny, possible trolling doodles that I can just mess around with for a bit to help cheer me up and, tbh, clear my mind a little. Homework's really taking its toll on me D:
So yeah! Hope y'all can come along, don't know when I'll do it, or even if I will for sure, but I hope so C: ... will post when I do.
Might work on some commissions for a bit, but I want to unwind, really.
~Kloof
So yeah! Hope y'all can come along, don't know when I'll do it, or even if I will for sure, but I hope so C: ... will post when I do.
Might work on some commissions for a bit, but I want to unwind, really.
~Kloof
Time is Running Out
Posted 13 years agoSoo ... exactly as the title suggests. It's Thursday today, and next wednesday I go back to school. With all of the personal projects I've had, both my coursework for school, and my commissions, have been moving VERY slowly and I really hate that I have less than a week to get it all finished :|
Now I really need to pull my finger out - I've got absolutely loads of school books that are barely touched over summer and I need to do what they've set me or it's simple - I won't be able to continue the course next year. They just won't let me, seeing as it's not done. Soo ... here goes! A full 4 days of work - all day, every day. I feel, once I've finished the current task I'm doing, I'm going to eat, shower, and watch some TV as opposed to work until 11pm when I'll attempt to sleep. I'll need the energy more than anything, to be honest, and the best way of cracking on with a solid start, early tomorrow morning, will be to get a little bit of rest tonight.
Commissions are on hold until school work's done, be that before I go back or sometime in September when I get on track. I aim to have EVERYTHING out of the way before the end of September, but that is somewhat a dream, because I've got so much to do.
...I haven't even played my Xbox over summer ;_;
Yeah, a bit of a moan and a bit of a heads up about commissions and stuff - I really am struggling to get everything back on track and a really big ''Thank You'' for your patience. I'm sorry about any inconvenience caused.
~Kloof
Now I really need to pull my finger out - I've got absolutely loads of school books that are barely touched over summer and I need to do what they've set me or it's simple - I won't be able to continue the course next year. They just won't let me, seeing as it's not done. Soo ... here goes! A full 4 days of work - all day, every day. I feel, once I've finished the current task I'm doing, I'm going to eat, shower, and watch some TV as opposed to work until 11pm when I'll attempt to sleep. I'll need the energy more than anything, to be honest, and the best way of cracking on with a solid start, early tomorrow morning, will be to get a little bit of rest tonight.
Commissions are on hold until school work's done, be that before I go back or sometime in September when I get on track. I aim to have EVERYTHING out of the way before the end of September, but that is somewhat a dream, because I've got so much to do.
...I haven't even played my Xbox over summer ;_;
Yeah, a bit of a moan and a bit of a heads up about commissions and stuff - I really am struggling to get everything back on track and a really big ''Thank You'' for your patience. I'm sorry about any inconvenience caused.
~Kloof
...my laptop's doooooomed!
Posted 13 years agoSo, I've been doing homework on my laptop for the past few days straight. I was using it to draw on last night as a break from work, turned it off and that was that.
I've turned it on this morning and I need to buy a new battery :I ... I can't even afford some new coloring pencils!? D:
So ... my laptop's not doomed, but I am in need of a new battery >:
Sadface.
~Kloof
I've turned it on this morning and I need to buy a new battery :I ... I can't even afford some new coloring pencils!? D:
So ... my laptop's not doomed, but I am in need of a new battery >:
Sadface.
~Kloof
CONTEST!
Posted 13 years agoArt contest run by the fabulous 
Check it out here! Excellent prizes!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3796169/
Check it out here! Excellent prizes!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3796169/
I'm beginning to get back to work!
Posted 13 years agoI'm slowly feeling more up to working, while trying to sort out what's going on and while trying to get my summer homework done. I go back to college in the start of September and it all needs to be done by then. I'm also starting to work on the Azul fursuit for the London MCM expo in October.
So ... bottom line ... Work's getting done again, if still very slowly, so there should be more progress with commissions.
Again, I'm really sorry for the inconvenience and how slow these past few weeks have been, and thank you for taking the time to read this!
~Kloof
So ... bottom line ... Work's getting done again, if still very slowly, so there should be more progress with commissions.
Again, I'm really sorry for the inconvenience and how slow these past few weeks have been, and thank you for taking the time to read this!
~Kloof
