Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day 2: Nine Things About Myself

1) Developing a crush on the character Artie from the concession comic is the main reason I came out as being a furry.
2) I have over 1000 songs on my ipod and over 700 of them are songs that were made before the 90s.
3) I can't sneeze outloud for some reason. All my sneezes seem to go back into my head
4) I still own my American Girl doll from when I was little and cried when they recently retired her from the official line.
5) There are consistently more animals then people living in my residence at any given time.
6) The first pet I ever had was a goldfish named Ariel, my dad killed it by trying to clean the fishbowl with a vaccuum cleaner.
7) I am deathly afraid of spiders and cannot even look at them on tv. I have to have someone else kill the spider enemies for me in Skyrim.
8) Despite being crushingly shy I enjoy tabletop gaming and will join any game even if it's with complete strangers.
9) I chronically fall asleep at my keyboard, sometimes in the middle of a skype call.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

1) You are like my grounding, I can't believe you put up with me sometimes but I'm so glad that you do. I love you so much.

2) You're a really good friend and it kills me that we fight as much as we do.

3) You're one of my best friends, but sometimes I feel like I stress you out and you don't say anything to me about it.

4) I liked you more before I actually talked to you.

5) There was a time when I had the hugest crush on you, now I don't understand why ^_^;;

6) You were like a sister to me once, I wish we could have worked through our problems instead of never talking again.

7) Yes I have a brightly colored character, No I don't care that you hate that, stop being mean about it.

8) I'm sorry I'm not there for you more often.

9) You tried to ruin me, nothing will ever let me forgive you.

10) I know it was you who she cheated with, all I have to say is....good fucking luck dude.

For Reasons. No big deal but life is decided it wants to pile stuff on thick and I think I just need a break to get it in order.

Ok...so I've had about five of my fur "friends" block me on Skype in the week. Why? Because I didn't talk to them daily...

Guys...seriously guys...I have a lot of people on skype. I have commissioners, family, RL friends, people from school, and fur friends. I have a FUCK TON of people on my Skype. I cannot always immediately pop on to say hello to you as soon as you sign of, especially if I have absolutely nothing really to talk about.

People who know me will tell you that I am terrible at small talk and I have a very hard time starting a conversation.

It's not that I don't like you, it's just my personality. I want nothing more to be friends with everyone I meet on FA but I'm not the most social person, I'm still trying to learn.

It just really pisses me off that I have to meet a certain quota of skype messages per week to be considered your friend. Like I don't have enough shite going on right now

I don't even know with today.

My dog has stopped responding to her treatments which means she's getting worse and the vet is demanding even more money from me to update her rabies license even though I bought a three year one last year.

My great uncle has stolen my grandmother's identity and cleared out her bank account. Now she has no way of paying her insurance which pays her chemotherapy bills.

My mom found out she needed surgery today. And it's scheduled next week.

My cousin I'd constantly reading me the riot act over spending money on porn and fetish furry shit even though I can prove with my bank statement I haven't spent a dime for anything but rent and food.

And my friend sprung on me today that he's coming over tomorrow at 8 am and I can't say no because it's the last day till he leaves for Iraq.

Guys...I'm drowning

What if...
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~What do you think about my~

● Personality:
● Eyes:
● Hair:
● Family:
● Smile:
•Me:

~Would you~

● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me? :
● Keep a secret if I told you one? :
● Hold my hand? :
● Study with me? :
● Cook for me? :
● Love me? :
● Date me? :
•Spend a night with me? :

~Have you ever ~

● Lied to make me feel better? :
● Wanted to kiss me? :
● Wanted to kill me? :
● Broke my heart? :
● Thought I was unbearably annoying? :
● Hated me? :
● Wanted to tell me something but didn't? :
● Wondered about my sanity? :
● Wanted to do something to me? :

~More ~

● When and how did we meet? :
● Describe me in three words. . . :
● What was your first impression of me? :
● What do you think of me now? :
● What reminds you of me? :
● Could you see us together forever? :
● When's the last time you saw me? :
● Are you going to re-post this to see what I'd said about you??? (you have the choice) :

Stolen from

So...I have this series I'd really like to get commissioned but the point of fact is that I do not have the monies for it. So here's the deal, I'm offering Pay What You Want Commissions in order to start saving up for this...the BIGGEST THING I WILL EVER COMMISSION!!!

If you can, spread the word and please, no amount is too little for this. I hate to sound like I'm begging but I'd reeeeaaaallly love to get this so please, drum up your commission ideas and let me at 'em!!

I'd also take donations to my paypal but I would prefer to draw you something *nod nod*

Request your pic here or shoot me a note! Whatever you please :3

So I got some new furniture in my place which is awesome!! I have a recliner and it is so comfy, I've never drawn in such luxury :3

On the flip side my only badge was destroyed and it's really meh (Immy I'm so sorry but my dog chewed it up WAAAAH!!) so now I need to commission a new on :(

So I pretty much had the best weekend ever. I went down to Key West, did a big of the old Duval Crawl and then got a tattoo (of an owl perched on top of a key) which I have wanted for quite a few years now. It came out really great and I had a lot of fun just talking to people and having an overall good time.

Then today I went and saw Iron Man 3 and OMG OMG it was so awesome!!!!! Especially for a Marvel fangirl like me.

All in all it was a pretty good birthday celebration (even though my birthday isn't until the 9th) :3


Also prepare for an influx of superhero art lol

I really miss DnD...are there any furs or gamers down here in South Florida that happen to play? Any Edition!! I have a level 5 bard character alllll ready to go if anyone does

I have my commissions tab up and everything ^_^

I would really really love to get some commissions from you guys. I don't think I charge at all too much and I've been told my stuff is super cute :3

So...yeah!!! Desperate self promotion woo!!

You know...I miss being a pokemon...

Maybe I was too hasty all those months ago >_>

Chibi- $2 per character Example Example Example

Sketch- $5 per character Example

Lines- $7 (+ $3 for each additional character)

Flat Colors- $10 (+ $4 for each additional character) Example Example Example

Full Shading- $15 (+ $5 for each additional character) Example Example Example Example

Commission Process: You note me and we discuss what you would like for a commission. For Sketch Commissions payment is required upfront. For all other commissions I will then draw an approval sketch which will be noted to you. Once you approve you will be required to send payment to my paypal (right now I can only accept Paypal payments). You can be given WIP shots if requested. Once the picture is finished it will emailed to you.

Each commissioner is allowed to request changes if I have made a mistake after the picture is sent. This is ONLY if I made a mistake on how your character looks. All other changes will be considered purely cosmetic and I may charge a fee

I look forward to working with all of you hopefully in the future. ^___^

So I'm sure some of you know about my comic, The Bottom Percentile. I've gotten maybe...10 pages done of it but as I've been working I've been thinking. I'm having a very hard time keeping up up with it...

And this is totally my fault for choosing to try and follow directly behind someone else's story but hey I thought it was a good idea at the time. So I'd like to ask you guys...should I keep going with this or should I pursue a new idea? It would be the loss of a lot of work but it also might be a lot more liberating story line wise. Well yeah...thanks for listening!!

I desperately need to nibs for my tablet pen but I don't have any money in my paypal at the moment v.v

Is there anyone who would be willing to get me some in exchange for some arts? any style any fetish for some nibs.

Or a tablet cord...but definitely nibs.

They can be found on my amazon wishlist which is here: http://www.amazon.com/registry/wish.....visitor-view=1

Comment here if you're interested in initiating the trade. I hate to sound like I'm begging but...I could really use the help v.v.

You're a 90's kid if:

You can finish this 'ice ice _'
You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, Bobby's World, Felix the cat, The Tick...AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
If you remember seeing hot tub bubbles make bubbly sounds before every music video on VH1.
when everything was settled by rock paper scissors..or bubble gum bubble gum in a dish...eeny meeny miney mo...and even better daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.
"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.
Captain Planet. He's a Hero.
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.
You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS.
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
You remember eating Warheads

You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladdin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies.
You remember Ring Pops.
You remember drinking Surge, and Tang.
If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"
When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
Making those little paper cootie-catcher things, and then predicting your life with them.
You played and/or collected "Pogs"
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.
. . . Furbies
Saved By The Bell was the coolest show ever!
You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
And Windows 95 was the best.
You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.
Michael Jordan was a king.
YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out.
You collected those Beanie Babies.
Mortal Kombat was awesome--the game and the movie
Carebears
Gak was the coolest stuff invented.
Lambchop's song never ended.
The old dollar bills.
Silver dollars, which were cool to have.
You remember a time before the WB.
You collected all the Troll dolls.
You had to read Weekly Reader's in class.
If you even know what an original walkman is.
You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You know the Macarena by heart.
"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said
You always said, "Then why don't you marry it?!"
You remember trying to collect all 150 original pokemon cards but never could and if you did you thought you were all that!
You remember Highlight's magazine.
You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.
You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.
Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
Before MIKE JONES . . .
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .
Before Spongebob . . .
Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was 0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was The new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkmans.
When gameboy was a brick.
You did MASH to figure out your future

Stolen from SlenderXLover on ff.net

50 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.

1. What is your natural hair color?
Dark Brown

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
Well…I drew it so…

3. What's your middle name?
Nicole

4. Your current relationship status?
Taken <3

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
I really really hope he does, cuz if he doesn’t I’ll be really sad

6. What is your current mood?
Frustrated

7. What's the color of your underwear?
Black and white stripes

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Hmmm…Fuzzy cute things

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?


10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
When my ex tried to talk to me the first time, I would walk past her instead of stopping

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
Can it be fictional? I would be a Mew :3

12. Ever had a near death experience?
When I was a freshmen in highschool my dad was driving me to school, a car clipped the back of his truck in and we almost went over the guardrail of the highway. My dad over corrected the wheel and we spun out, another car hit us and the impact forced my head into the window hard enough to crack it. And after all that my grandmother still made me go to school that day v.v

13. Something you do a lot?
Draw, play my gameboy, spend too much money on stupid stuff

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
Break Stuff by Limp Bizcuit

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?


16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Errr…*checks wikipediea*
Nokie Edwards
Charles Simic
Sonny Curtis

17. When was the last time you cried?
Today

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yes I have in my junior year of highschool

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Hmmmm…Psychic Powers like Jean Grey

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes then smile

21. What's your biggest secret?
I am actually an alien from Jupiter!! (a.k.a. I feel no reason to tell the internet a really big secret lol)

22. What's your favorite color?
Yellow and purple

23. When was the last time you lied?
A few hours ago when I had to explain what I was doing on the computer

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Mmm’yep

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Green Tea

26. What's your favorite smell?
The smell of the ocean when you’re on the fishing dock

27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
facepalm

28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Ummm…sometime last week

29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
I wish v.v

30. What are you thinking about right now?
How badly I want to storm off into the other room, but I can’t because it will cause more drama then me just sitting here

31. What should you be doing?
Lining my next comic page or working on my boyfriend’s Easter commission

32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
People who judge me and act like they know everything in the whole god d*** world

33. Do you like working in the yard?
Yes I love weeding and planting things, just not mowing the grass

34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Miller

35. Name 5 things in your closet:

1): Black and rainbow sundress
2): backpack
3): knit cap with kitty ears
4): Pirate hoodie
5): crocs

36. Do you act different around your crush?
Yes, but only because I’m much more relaxed around him then I am with other people

37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
Every night *holds up blue jay plushie*

38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
One every day, sometimes twice a day

39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Twice a day

40. Have you ever said something stupid infront of your crush?
All the time…he doesn’t seem to mind though ^///^

41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
Mmm yep

42. Do you lie about your age?
I’m 23 so…I don’t really need to lol

43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Yeah, it’s something I’m trying to work on but I get jealous over stupid shit

44. Do you pick your nose?
The only time my finger goes near my nose is to change my nose piercing

45. What's the one food you hate?
Peas o_<

46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
French fries

47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
W-what do you mean? H-He’s REAL!!

48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
Yeah, after I got my nose pierced. I was freaked out that the napkin was red O_O

49. Describe your favourite underwear you have?
RAINBOWWW!!!! With a purple band

50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Nope

Stolen from

My boyfriend is offering free short stories! He's an awesome writer and you won't regret it if you go to him for a bit of word play.

Just send your ideas for a story to in a note or comment on this journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4379802/

C'mon guys!! You know you want to!!

I'm bored...so I added an "Ask Me Anything" button to my tumblr. I will be answering questions in character (as any of my characters) sometimes maybe even replying with art depending on how mind crushingly bored I am at the time.

I'll also answer out of character too...I guess...not as much fun lol

Check it out here: paranoidnikki.tumblr.com

All us cool kids have a tumblr now!!! And once again I'm hugely behind the times nd just now getting one.

You can see all my arts there and also random videos and shite that I may post up, as well as keeping up with all my random obsessions at the time. If you're a fan of video games, British comedians, and questionable tastes you'd do well to check it out :P

http://paranoidnikki.tumblr.com/

Does this exist?! Is this all part of a fever dream?!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OL8Ho4VKdY

Meme taken from



Anal on Males: Certainly not against it but as a girl I find this heard to partake in lol

Anal on Females: Uuuuh maybe?

Breasts: I have a couple, I find them very nice lol

Breast Expansion: Mine already smack me in the face when I go over a speed bump too fast, no thanks. I love the IBTs

Weight Gain: Not a huge fan

Bondage: Heavy in RP, light in RL

Clothing: Hoodies for sure, Also gloves and legwarmers…but that’s not really all the way up to fetish level of enjoyment lol

Leather: Uuuuh…Yeah Leather is pretty cool

Stockings: I love stockings, again maybe not to fetish level but…I would definitely leave them on >_>

Shoe/Boots: I hate shoes D:< Bare paws all the way *wiggles toes*

Suit and Tie: Oh hell yes

Muscle, Male: *drools* Yes

Muscle, Female: Like…sleek gymnastic muscles

Cub: NO JUST NO

Baby/Diaper: Er…a lot of my friends like it. I…fuck no >_>

Transformation: Yes, my character is like…based around this concept

Macro/Micro: …I like tall guys…does that count?

Impregnation: Terrifies me actually…

Pregnancy: See above… >_>

Lactation: Uhh…I dunno, haven’t seen a lot of art with it

Anal Vore: Wut?

Soul Vore: WUT?

Cock Vore: WUUUUUT?!

Standard Soft Vore: Er, nah I’ll pass

Standard Hard Vore: Yeah I’ll definitely pass

Paw/Foot: Yeah I like paws and claws :3

Incest: In RP but super squicky in real life

Clonecest: …Sure ^_^;;

Yuri: Sometimes

Yaoi: Also Sometimes

Hetero (M/F): I gotta boyfriend so…that kind of goes without saying lol

Bi: Sometimes

Girly Boys: When the mood strikes me. I prefer adorkable to girly

Butch Girls: Um, yeah I can get behind that

Mind Control: Like Hypnosis? Heck Yeah

Rape: No...Just No

Giving: Giving Sex? YES PLEASE

Receiving: Receiving Sex? Yes Please

Uniform: Every Girl loves a man in uniform. Or well done cosplay in my case ^_^;;

Orgy: If I knew and liked all the people involved maybe?

Subbing/Doming: Yes

Biting: Mmmm Heck yeah

Solo Masturbation (Male): I don’t get to help? :/ I guess…I prefer to be a little more active

Solo Masturbation (Female): Eeeeeh

Scat: NO NO NO

Inflation: Pool toy inflation, eh yeah sure

Fat/Pudge: Belly pudge for extra snuggliness please!! I like belly pudge even on skinny guys

Tech: >_> <_< YES!!!

Watersports: No..icky..

Glasses: *drools* Everyone is sexier in glasses

Tentacles: Not really my thing…unless combined with Robotics (See my character Stephen…)

Oviposition: Nah, not interested

Masochism: Not in RL, I’m a wuss when it comes to pain

Sadism: Nothing passed some spanking, I don’t like to actually hurt people

Partial Nudity: Like doing it with clothes half on? YES!!!

Gore/guro (-): Er…I don’t wanna actually cut someone but blood is kinda a turn on. I prefer just heavy petting along with a bloody zombie movie >_>

Snuff (-): No…

Hyper: In art…sometimes…but not really

Zoophilia: Screwing animals? No, fuck off, no

Electricity: In RP a huge yes, can’t say in real life, I’m scared it would hurt too much

Cross-dressing: Girl as a guy, very much so. Guy as a girl, depends on the guy really.

Oral: YES PLEASE, giving much more than receiving

Asphyxiation: I love breath play in and RP, in RL I get panicked if I can’t breathe

Wet-look: Uh, no opinion in either direction really

Mud/Quicksand etc: Uh…no?

Sinking: Err…still no

Spooge: Eh in RP you can get graphic with cum but…eeeeh

Tickling: Noooo that totally ruins the mood

Algolagnia: Nah

Balloons: Nope

Body Hair: Everything but back hair is fine by me

Body Modification (Tattoos, Branding, Piercings, Scarification, etc.): *drool* except for scarifation…

Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.: But…that would hurt ;-;

Collar and Lead/Leash: Eh can take it or leave it

Cupping (Suction of the Skin): Also take it or leave it

Doctor/Nurse Fetish: In RP, but in RL I’m terrified of doctors

Ears: I love nibbling on ears!!

Feathers: Boyfriend is a birdy…this should be obvious lol

Guns (Gun Play, Worship): In RP I suppose, in RL Heeeeeellll No

Hair Pulling: God yes

Lace/Lingerie: I love to wear something sexy, if it’s rainbow bonus points

Massage: Oooh sounds nice

Master/Slave: I’ve seen way too many people get really twisted by this kind of relationship. RP is cool, but RL we’d have to be together for a really long time

Role Playing: I love role playing…probably more than I should >///>

Wrestling/Fighting: Wrestling around playfully…yeah…that affects me lol

Androids: If you know me at all you know the answer…FUUUUUUCK YEEEEESSSS I have a whole character just for this fetish!!

Seriously, check it out ^_^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4320280/

Just in time to be a Valentine's Day gift!!

Doing Chibi commissions $5 dollar flat rate for up to 5 characters ^_^ I could use the money for a storage unit, as I just got an offer on my house today and may need to move quicker than I intended.

I'm also doing Icon commissions for $3 soooo...yeah ^_^

As always my regular commissions are open as well ^_^

Things to do while your friend is vacationing in the Middle East:

Call Often to make sure they are ok and having a good time
Pack them some munchies in their bag so they don't get hungry on the plane
Recommend a good book to read on the flight over
Ask for a souvenir or postcard

Things NOT to do while your friend is vacationing in the Middle East:

Contact a security firm to face kidnap and interrogate them (Seriously humanity, WTF?!)