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Just a random thought,
Paws has never been in anything over pg+13 rated. . . .
Neither has Nightmare for that matter (then again I don't really draw my mate's sona much)
Kinda would be a nice shock for him lol
idk where to take this though...

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how many people even actually read these things...

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hospital bracelets are annoying to take off without scissors
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So if you didn't read the previous journal, I almost had to go to the hospital Thursday due to my job.
Well it finally happened today, again the heat exhaustion. I passed out at my job today, laid out flat on my back in the back of the store.
From the four different versions I've heard, none of this was handled the way it should have been. Granted yes, everyone was dying of heat. see previous journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3579788/
But it finally happened that I hit the floor this time. I remember sitting on a milk crate in the back, and my co-worker BLUE (we'll call him), put a bag of ice on the back of my neck. After this, everything gets fuzzy and my next clearest memory is walking out of our walk in fridge, shaking, and searching for my inhaler.

When asked what happened this is what the 4 people said (names changed to colors) - keep in mind I don't recall ANY of this happening.

BLUE (co-worker / "team member"): "You fell on your ass. RED told you to take a break but you didn't want to."
WHITE (co-worker / "team member"): "RED dragged you into the fridge to cool off."
NAVY (co-worker / "assistant manager"): "You were going to get up, and you fainted, then ended up down for the count. So RED moved you into the fridge to cool you down and left you there. Said she would check up on you in a half hour."
RED ("store manager"): "I told you to go on your break and go into the fridge and you didn't listen. So I picked you up off the floor, and walked with you into the fridge and sat you down and said I'll be back in 30 minutes, cool off!"

As to my knowledge, when something like this happens, even if the person regains consciousness, the police are to be notified to send out an ambulance. Even if the person doesn't have to go to the hospital. EMT's are supposed to come and check them out to make sure they are okay to continue working. When I became aware of being in the fridge, I was shivering so I took the cup of ice water (no clue how I got that), and walked out, looking for my inhaler because it was too cold in the fridge. Upon walking out I realized that no one had done any sort of what they were meant to do in that situation. 911 was not called, EMT's were not notified, and no accident report was filled out. So after this realization, I sat in the office and began texting my mate and two other co-workers on what I should do. After this, FINALLY after roughly 4-5days of no air conditioning, the repair guy shows up. Thinking the store would get cooler, I went back to work. Within an hour I began to have a serious headache and my stomach was queezy. So my mate called the store to tell me he was calling my mom, and coming to take me to the hospital. I told "RED" I was going to the hospital, and was asked "why?" - like that needed to be answered... Yes I was feeling better than before I fainted, but I still wanted to be checked out. So "RED" told me to clock out and I left for the hospital.
They checked my fluids / blood work / and other standard stuff (blood sugar / blood pressure / heart rate / temp.) I was fine by the time I got there, just still had a bad headache. They had wanted to do an EKG on my heart, but I have no insurance so instead they checked my vitals, and set me up with a follow up dr. appointment here in my town.

My co-workers are telling me to send this all to the corporate offices, some are telling me to find out how to make the store owner pay my bill. I really just want to move on...I'm so fed up with this job....


As for my beagle, "Captain Jack" (aka Jack), I'm really nervous. I came home today from all that, and he wasn't himself. Usually when people he knows comes through the door (especially my mom and I) he howls, jumps, wags his tail, and licks the hell out of us. When I walked in the door, he was sitting on my stairs, shaking. No tail wag, no happy twinkle to his eyes. Just a submissive look, and shaking. He didn't even move. When I went to go pet him, he just lowered his head and continued to shake. I went to go take him outside. Usually, he goes happily to the door, and will bark at you if you take too long. I had to nudge him off the stairs. When I have the leash, I pat my chest, and he'll jump up to get his leash put on. Didn't even look up at me. Normally when taken outside, he'll rip your arm off the minute the door is open. He slowly walked out, and just looked around. Usually he is the one walking you. :C I got him to jog a little bit down to the stop sign on my road, he did his business, and then just sat down whimpering. I tugged him a few times and he wouldn't budge. He was shaking again. So I went to go pick him up, and he immediately yelped / cried / howled, out loud. I tried this a few more times, all with the same result. So finally I just picked him up and walked him back to my house. When we go back inside, normally, he'll dance around until you take his leash off, then bark at you until he gets water and a treat. He walked straight to the couch and laid down, again shaking. So I went in the kitchen and opened up his bag of chewey bones, (usually just the sound of the cabinet opening, gets him right by your side). nothing. I brought it too him (usually he'll almost take your hand off for ANY type of food), NOTHING. He wouldn't even look at it. :C My mom said he's been like this all day.... I was crying holding him downstairs. I don't know what to do....

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possible hospital trip in my future.
well at least for this evening / night whatever you want to call it.
started hallucinating at work tonight :c

since the air conditioning is "broken" at my store, my co-workers and I have to deal with it. The heat had already been getting to me today and yesterday (yesterday not so bad cuz I went to a water park...) but when I clocked in today, the inside of the store was 90.2* according to the therm. we use to do temps. It was really busy and shortly after it got busier, I started feeling neasus, and then lost "my lunch" we'll say. that happened I think over 4 times? I couldn't hold food, drinks, and even straight up water...then around 5pm I took the temp again and it was 87.8*. I had 3 asthma attacks in the time I clocked in and clocked out as well. My inhaler of course didn't want to help me at all....
right around the last hour of my shift things got really scary.
felt like a weird trip...
still does a little bit. I'm a lot more coherent now that I'm sitting down in front of a fan....

Big brother is still on hold though if I start getting sick again...
blah :c

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~Goal: 109- 600$ ~
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All badge payments help pay off the hotel bill for the most part. If I can't reach at least 200$ by Friday, I will have to cancel the hotel, and enjoy a lovely cancellation fee.

-Busts only (waist up)
-25$
-lamination + shipping included
-badge tag clip not included.
-Ex:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8191595/
(w.i.p.) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8215292/
(w.i.p.) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8219479/
S L O T S
1) - - paid
2) -
3) -
4) -
5) -

Smaller Derp Badges:
-15$
-similar to ex. provided
-background geared towards your fursona
-laminated + shipping included
-badge tag clip not included
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6401177/
Three slots for now:
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Nice people.
Nice people are cool.

Sometimes creepy (overly nice, smile too much, barbie doll creepy crap)...
not cool haha

idk...
attempting this new thing called "sleep"
urban dictionary makes it sound fun!

and if you're the select few who haven't googled that meaning yet,
badge? please? commission? haha I needs them! or pimps it?
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/

know someone who is open and needs some pimpage? comment! I'll pimps them c:

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Yup, studying for my final here on FA.
Totally have my text book next to me.
Yup.

Catch me on skype! --> pawsthewolf

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I need help raising money for my trip to Lake George next week, so in need of this, and to avoid a painful fee for cancelling the hotel...and reservations made...

I am open for badge commissions. Link below, I hope to get better practice on my zombie badges, but normal badges are fine too! or headshot ones, or even chibi ones!

I know many are coming home from AC, and money is tight. If you can't afford a badge, please spread the word around?

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I'm open for con badges and smaller ones to help fund my vacation to Lake George.
This vacation is much needed for my mate and myself
as things are getting quite unbearable on both ends.

If you know anyone who needs a con badge, zombie badge, or small badge:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/

If the price is too high, I'm willing to do sketches + inks as well.
or spreading the words helps just as much!
:c

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HELP ME before I go insane?? :c
25$ con badges
(other badges also open)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3546965/

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Stolen from:

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

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~Goal: 0 - 600$ ~
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HELP ME before I go insane?? :c
25$ con badges
(other badges also open)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3546965/

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I just got skype up and running on my mates laptop.
figure since I've got nothing to do tonight,
maybe some q&a with Paws!

Been really down lately, and figure I could use a pick me up.
not sure if I'll do an open video chat, but maybe. if provoked enough c;

username: pawsthewolf

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IGNORE THIS WHOLE JOURNAL....

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I am a cranky bitch late at night when I'm exhausted
and just as much of a cranky bitch early in the mornings....


just got home from a day trip with my mate....
fucking exhausted...
to find all my fucking shit moved around in my fucking room....
too fucking tired to deal with this fucking shit....


rawr...blegh...

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IGNORE THIS WHOLE JOURNAL....

~Goal: 0 - 600$ ~
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when using toaster oven...
take flammable objects off the top first...

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open for badge commissions!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/

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~Goal: 0 - 600$ ~
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Money wise I mean...
I'm open for con badges and smaller ones to help fund my vacation to Lake George.
This vacation is much needed for my mate and myself
as things are getting quite unbearable on both ends.

If you know anyone who needs a con badge, zombie badge, or small badge:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3545251/

If the price is too high, I'm willing to do sketches + inks as well.
or spreading the words helps just as much!
:c

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Thinking of opening up badge commissions.
Things are getting to stressful for me to handle here and I need a much needed vacation...
My mate and I were looking for a quiet get-away and were thinking of heading up to Lake George.
any extra cash flow at this point would be perfect.

We were supposed to be going camping with my Birth-family for July4th...
but that fell through, and is turning sour :c unfortunately....
I found a place that I'm in love with up in Lake George, NY.
I spend every summer in Lake George, so any extra chance to be up there, would be amazing.
Especially since it will be our first official vacation alone together. (no friends, no family, no visiting anyone).


Thinking of offering con badges
-Busts only (waist up)
-25$
-lamination + shipping included
-badge tag clip not included.

probably opening next week, once I finish the trades I have (or at least 75% finish).
any takers?
~Paws