But on the other hand, I want to play a lot of games. Ace Combat 6, Dynasty Warriors 6, Soul Calibur 4, Smash Bros X, Mario Kart Wii, Boom Blox, The World is Ending, Advance Wars #, for example

it's so hot
and muggy
hello summertime my name is "I'm so fucking agitated"

~___~

Today I give the speech D:< I want to do a really really good job, but I am still kind of nervous. I didn't even get a rehearsal! I dunno the size of the crowd I'm working or anything, either. At least the words were already written for me. Plus I get an honorarium (aka money). It probably won't be very much money, but it will be money. I wonder if there'll be members of the press there? Maybe this will be where I'm discovered, lawl (i am an actor)

I am reading through Romance of the Three Kingdoms again. Boy do I love me this book. I'm up to the point where Dong Zhuo and Lu Bu are fighting over Sable Cicada. Of course, my favorite parts of the book are anything to do with Zhuge Liang, because he is a baller. I mean really, he sits in his little chariot and sets things on fire for a living. How awesome is that?

A; An act of fornication upon oneself (in the form of absolutely freaking the fuck out)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=BRzbYjHOX_4
http://youtube.com/watch?v=N_EFlQYBBn0 <-- the end of this is especially true
http://youtube.com/watch?v=qy4LEDdjLgs
http://youtube.com/watch?v=8Ckt-g4cDrU
http://youtube.com/watch?v=IwxU1x_J6GQ

I think June will be Sexy Suspender Striptease month.

1) The way to win your heart?
Being open, honest, and adventurous with a great sense of humor.

2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I eat the hell out of it with whatever instruments are available.

3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
I don't even know who the last person I kissed was...

4) What did you do last night?
Played a game, drew a picture, fell asleep?

5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
I don't drink milk, HARUMPH!

6) How long is your hair?
Black people.

7) Do you like Batman?
I like the fact that he's a fucking lunatic, but otherwise not really

8) What are you doing tonight?
Drawing, yelling at my parents.

9) Addicted to anything?
Probably still addicted to MMOs 'cause I really want to play them but i'm not playing them ;__;

10) What were you last listening to?
Konami Kukeiha Club - Dancing in Phantasmic Hell

11) Do you like anyone now?
Nope.

12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
ffff a few minutes ago

13) What did you have for breakfast?
Twizzlers! I ran out of cereal.

14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
Nope.

15) What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM.

16) Can you cook?
Sure can!

17) Did you have a nap today?
No.

18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
fuck if i know

19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans. Whenever I wear sweats I hear the resounding chorus "I can...see your package."

20) When is your birthday?
December the sixth

21) Want some green beans?
You know, last night I was craving some peas.

22) Do you swear a lot?
Not really

23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
A clothing store

24) Do you have any regrets?
Of course.

25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
Sometimes

26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Hair and height

27) Do you want something you can't have?
i would kill a nun for some brownies asiofhasofhasfh

28) Who would you like to see right now?
someone handing me a burlap sack full of cash

29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
Terribly social.

30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
No.

31) Do you have a tan?
PERMANENTLY.

32) Ever been in love?
I don't think so.

33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
Someone. I get really cold at night even under a million blankets. The downside to this is that I expel my body heat to the point where no one I know wants to join me 'cause I burn them up.

34) Ever had braces?
Yep, maybe got a half of my treatments done before I told my orthodontist to shove it

35) What do you wear to bed?
Nowdays undies and a t-shirt, but usually birthday suit

36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
fuck

37) Do you trust people?
Too much.

38) What are you wearing?
White tee, boxer briefs (they don't belong to me ;o) annnnd my glasses?

39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
just monday

40) What was the highlight of your week?
FREE MONEY EVERY YEAR FOR DELIVERING A SPEECH THAT WAS WRITTEN OVER A HUNDRED YEARS AGO

41) What type of people do you fall for?
Geeky people, down-to-earth people, quirky personalities

42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
a marriage of my fist to your mouth, yes

you know

I can't really post a lot of my old art

'cause they're all trapped in OC event files

and I've named the files things like "buttholechorus.wpe" and "dsadfjsdji.wpe" so i don't really know what they contain.

In the future, I will avoid doing this, heh. <_<

okay so

fight scenes were awesome

susan was awesome

satyrs are awesome

mouse swashbucklers are pretty darn keen

that is all i have to say.











long movie is long

where dem DC/Maryland/NoVA peoples at

sound off!

also

listening to Chains of Promathia soundtrack brings on nostalgia and makes me want to play FFXI. Then I remember what a horrible abusive relationship that was and I relent

I RELENT

I haven't played any mmo since I quit WoW a month ago. I haven't been playing games much in general. It kind of makes me sad. It also kind of makes me want to get a Wii.

tonight i shall view the cronultons of nyurnae, prance kashpon. I'm kind of excited about that

so I got a gig giving a speech in DC on Memorial day.

For cash monies.

word

Let's OC tonite

me and you

just us, the moonlight, and our tablet pens scribbling

it'll be so romantic

lol gay furry secret rendezvous xxx goat on wolf murring

but it's really cute uuuu~

In this, the year of our lourde 2008

Thanks to all you curious people and people who like my stuff :3

SOMETIME THIS WEEK, I SWEAR IT i will have my scanner.

I will upload:

1. commissions owed
2. Fanart
3. giftart
4. the unveiling of my most beloved and brand spanking new goat character

I want to OC. <3

Currently pondering thoughts on starting up a comic. I want to provide the story, setting, and characters, I just need someone with a steady hand...

You will definitely hear more about this in the future.

What I meant to say was the mercy of the Lord endures forever.

Eat it, fatty!

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffuck i want one

so, my sex drive died, utterly and completely. To think of a man anywhere near me is stomach churning. I had been feeling like this was going to happen for a while now, but I guess now I'm done.

I suppose I should take up knitting or something.

god damn it atma

http://www.myspace.com/thejamesgangmusic

Fuck that 70's shit

All about the 20's, man. This is the soundtrack to my life. <3 <3 <3

in other news I got to play the new Mario Kart for the Wii...that shit is fun as hell.

I used to get so frustrated years ago when I would try to draw something but I just couldn't see how to get what was in my brain onto the paper.

I'm contemplating going through my old drawings and re-doing them, to give them a look closer to what I had imagined...

You do.

I DO NOT LIKE THE RAIN IN DC

it brings roaches god this is awful DELIVER ME FROM THIS PLACE
asfoasifasihfnausfhdaaaasd

and the rain
and cake
and small fluffy boys
and bigger, less fluffy boys
and also medium sized boys, of varying degrees of fluff

basically i want to hump something ffffffff

...is Fomalhaut Azhar. Pedrolino is some italian faggot.

Hopefully I should have a scanner monday. Thus, commissions will be scanned in, gift and fan art will be scanned in, and commissions shall be opened again for a sketchy, scratchy kind of headshot I've developed.

my nose is so itchy

apparently in reel leif i'm intimidating.

To all the tiny people i make feel uncomfortable

I APOLOGIZE. REALLY.

But not really. Eat it, fatty.

I like saying it. "Hell. Hell."

Go to hell.

What the hell?

Hell on earth.

Burn in hell.

I am terribly unhappy with my drawing style. It's not clean, it's never toony enough...I've been doing a -lot- of drawing in my sketchbook but without a scanner, mortal eyes shall never see the fruits of my labor.

I'm also kind of upset how I can't get the hang of drawing bodies. Grrrr. Nothing but disembodied heads! But I'm trying. A lot of my inspiration comes from anime and comic books, but I kind of wish it were more like american cartoons. I don't like having all my characters looking severe.

Other than that...nothing!

So, what's with all the racism in this country as of late. It kind of sucks. If you have any misconceptions about brown people, cast out your corrupt thoughts. If you don't the black panthers are going to break into your home and steal your TV and your bike and rape anything light skinned and female. But for serious I'm getting fed up with all the race cracks (and many people will tell you that I've been a phenomenally good sport about them). Let me tell you, the best way to get onto my bad side is to approach me and suggest I grow an afro and go stand by the entrance of the nearest pool and inform patrons that the pool is indeed closed. I don't -think- there are very many furs hanging nooses off trees or anything, but how long until things go from "shoop da woop" to full blown aids? I mean, racism? "I hate you, even if you are a fire kitsune, and now I am going to cause a scene" drama may not be too far off, because in many other groups and sub-groups it is becoming more apparent as well.

But seriously, I notice it a lot among furries. Why would race even come into play with people who masquerade as feral beasts? I'm pretty concerned about this because being a person of color (or otherwise known to people I have been intimate with, "Hot Sexual Chocolate) it is very important to me that I don't feel like I'm treated like shit because of my race. What especially bugs me is reservations about interracial relationships (admittedly because I do have a thing for dorky white guys hurrhurr).

In America race relations were never really resolved, I think, just kind of swept under the carpet. All the many different peoples living here still seem to have a seething resentment of each other for various reasons. I am just concerned as to why it is so prevalent among young people, notably gay people, and specifically furry people of any orientation or sex.

I want thoughts from deep fried people, mayonnaise people, and rice people. Oh and any variation between or offshoot (tortilla people, curry people, falafel people, etc).

Also I want to let you know that I made this journal post without any idea of what was going to appear when my fingers started moving.

Also LOL REAL ISSUES ON THE INTERNETS I apologize preemptively to furry goons for being so butthurt, enjoy.