Commissions are Few and Far in between now. I think I already got two on the horizon of writing this. But I'll do my best to keep things updated for commissions from here on out. So if i ever need commisisons Ill post a journal about it now. In the meantime id like a week or so to just relax and acclimate to stuff around my job. (also to finish those other two commissions)

So if you're interested in a commission right now, I hate to disappoint, but i cant right now, Check back at like. September 16th. Or unless i make a post about something before that.

Sadly I didn't quite make my rent quota and ended up taking a little bit of money out of my savings, (which. didn't feel good at all) But I'm fine now, finacially. I'm back at my job again earning rent. Things are just rough cause I'm getting back into the swing of things. But its nothing I cant handle.

Thank you again to everybody who supported me through the summer. It was hard work.

So my current situation:

i need to raise at least $500 for rent (maybe more for groceries and other expenses) in the next two weeks

I would like to raise my prices a little more cause of desperation but I dont wanna wrestle with it at the moment and rather get started on some work.

the prices are as follows:

$17 for a sketch

$28 for a colored sketch

$45 for a shaded colored Sketch

$45 dollars for a Sketch page

~Animations~

$60 Sketch animations

$80 bux for a colored Sketch animation

~Additional Affects~

additional characters are $10

Backgrounds start at $8 for a sketch, $15 colored, $25 Shaded color

~Edits~

I may charge you more depending on how many after edits I need to make. it takes time and effort to change things that i have already made and I’d rather not argue over this. but try to keep your original description (for those who want something specific) very clear. I don’t want to misinterpret anything that will make the process anymore rough than it has to be.

with how urgent this kinda is for me, I want to bring all these things up in order to help the commission process as smoothly as possible.

If the edit is very minor I most likely wont charge extra. (i.e: maybe i forgot to draw a single claw, or the hand is facing the wrong way)

but if it were something like i got the fur pattern wrong or design wrong when you didn’t supply me with a nude reference or a full pattern reference then i’d have to add anything between $5 and $15 depending on the amount of edits or even more depending on the situation.

please don’t be scared to bring something up if i forget something. remember its a worst case scenario for me to charge you $15 or more.

~NSFW?~

I'll do nsfw but I wont post anything here of it. You should check out  artblush for works. 18+ only!

~Communication & Billing~

please contact me if you’re interested. feel free to Email me at artblush0[at]gmail.com . After we figure out an idea I’ll then bill you through Paypal. And after its paid, ill get started. My paypal is also my email so if you just wanna tip me thats totally fine too! i really appreciate it!

*EDIT* You can honestly just Note me if you'd like.

I will open a few slots to get started! ask for a slot and I’ll get you in once we decide on a commission. :)

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i have been..... pretty much dead here. I kinda miss being here. ive been busy i suppose. kinda absent still from FA. been on tumblr. been making smut. done a whole lotta thinking too. i wanted to come back. cant believe its been like two years since i visitted. (i think)

feel free to say whats up. i miss yall. if yall still remember me heh ^^;

Its where im going to post the more porny stuff at, so if youre into that drop on by: www.furaffinity.net/user/artblush

Not much of it. but im going to add more soon. it makes me embarrassed to post nsfw or even riskay stuff on this place so ima just throw stuff in that blog.

Currently is on Tumblr, sad i know but on that account i also post stuff from other places but i do my best to tag everything i do with "My Art" tag.

here check it out: http://artblush.tumblr.com/search/my+art

I would definitely want to start doing commissions.

So yeah, ill start getting prices all rounded up and present it in an image!
but this is so far what i would like to include:

Sketches, flat color, shading, abstract backgrounds, and sketch pages.

Now those are some to name off the top of my head so I might make changes to the list later on.

well shit, ive been planning for this ever since last year. but i seriously cant make it. i have a job and they are desperate for me to stay and work. So I'm kinda stuck.




*im just going to lie down over here for a while*

Due to improper timing and terrible communication with work. (and the concert happening in portland) My availability to go to Rain furrest this year seems to be dwindling to lesser and less time to actually be down there where its worth while. :C

I was really hoping to go ever since last year but things are crazy here and im not sure to go a day late (possibly by myself) and not have a hotel to stay in, or stay at home and do homework

working the night shift at work has been.... rather barren.

I would think its the nights that end up with me being so lonely. i come home to enjoy solitude, peace, and quiet. But what is it when theres no one to enjoy it with?

the past week has been quiet. very quiet. for the days i have off i end it just as the same. they all seem to blur into one and i want to talk to people but im so anxious that I will freak people out, make a fool of myself. or just make myself look like a total douche. Ive sometimes talked to people and it seems they don't reply at all. i feel like im going insane. i know they are my friends, i know that they are kind people. but i cant shake the feeling like someone out there is spreading rumors or something. i feel stupid, I feel sorry, I feel sad, and above all nothing seems to cheer me up. fuck me

ill even ask for an opinion and end up feeling like the question falls on deaf ears. nothing happens, nothing reacts, im nothing but a ghost. I don't know what to do.

even as I sit writing this next to my friend, ive never felt so shitty im my life

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.c.....-part-two.html

normally I don't share stuff from tumblr but I really wanted to share this with people.

You should read it.

sketches. idk, just sketches... something. ugh ill just like do dollar doodles or something. im finally out of class and this weekend is over so now i have free time out of my own butt that i can use now. so ARGH just message me or something, just be like, "yo fizz got a dalla, u guna doodles a dingle dang ass doodle dang?"and ill say "probably"

also feel free to suggest themes or styles. im open to... basically everything. but a little touchy on nsfw. idk im just dum


k lets do this im going to bed been up for 2 days again. need to feed kthnxbye love you gaiz

maybe a thousand :U lol idk, but i should start doing something about this extra time I've been having lately. plus ive been notified that ill be kicked out of my house by next year and employers dont seem to like to hire me >:I. so im going to use my own skill of drawing and painting to use. I'm a little nervous to do this but hey. its worth a try :D.

My commissions have not been priced yet but I will think about it while I make an image for the prices and stuff. I look forward to working with some of you wonderful people.

I wonder what people watch me for. and i wonder what i could do for all of you as thanks.
thanks again for watching me. I feel like art is one of the few things I feel good at

i feel like shit, the last week has been chaotic, strange and confusing. i havent been able to draw right or feel right.

because of this i wont be posting for a while.... brb going to do "something" about this

not sure what im going to use it for... never really know what it was all about :I but i mainly have it for liking and following some people exclusive to tumblr. still finding a bunch of people and trying to fit my way into it but the whole thing is wierd abut cool

I dreamt that I entered a room. It felt like a prison, an abandoned one at that. It was dark. But warm and cold at the same time. I stayed for a bit to explore. I came across a voice. It spoke to me mysteriously. But then there was another voice. Different in tone and content. It seemed to have words filled with poison. I looked down at my feet to find the voices came from one snake.... But it had something different about its tail. It had another head on the end of it. I stood staring at the snake and couldn't do a thing. They spoke for a while but all they said passed over me. Bored and bewildered I found a door and entered. It took me again to a different room. It was very dark, and grew darker as I peered into the prison cell. Something was there. Eyes glowed red and had no definitive figure to make out. It seemed chained. But the chains were not connected to the wall. It had spider like appendages coming out of its back and when I drew near. It attacked my hand that I had put forth. It didn't sting, it didn't hurt. But it felt like a brush of wind of something sinister had need out in me. I left and went back through a different door. I was in the same place with the snake. It's voices were still echoing in the hall. But I looked down and couldn't see the creature. Both voices seemed bigger and bellowed. So I looked up. It towered above me, snaked within the rafters it was bigger than any sea serpent or eel I could ever think of. I was grabbed in the coils and they both talked to me. Asking questions and pestering about matters I do not recall. Then it faded into back and I woke up.

This dream has a lot of different aspects of it that make me think there is so much deeper meaning in it. And no matter how many times I think about it it makes me want to have the same dream again.

What was some of your favorite dreams? Or what is a dream that you find interesting? We all have different minds and its awesome that we actually see things even though our eyes are closed

in art we put shapes onto canvases and have fun doing it. but the best part is that you dont just see shapes, you see beyond them and view ideas, thoughts, and entities.


What do you see here?:

http://new.weavesilk.com/

ok nvm i got to stop being mystical and artsy fartsy with my words. this is weave silk: an interactive paint tool type of interface that takes your mouse clicks and registers them like painting. It is AWESOME I love it and i thought i should share with you guys

Looking into the void and something looks back.

Or looking into the void and nothing is there

Initially I didn't really think of it but my friends mentioned it to me that they think I'm borderline autistic. As I thought about it I noticed that I find trouble studying, sitting still for periods of times, playing video games, and I do some tasks without even thinking at times. Even for regular conversations with people and my friends I either think too much or almost disconnected from the conversation entirely. Possibly a wild imagination, interest loss, or autism? I don't know but if indeed it is autism. I wish to better myself, get through this handicap if possible.

(i got to stop making these journals about me ;__; I feel selfish)

Today i learned something. I learned that I dont like to draw in my house. I dont get it. I was in class today and i just started... drawing. just bam I was inspired, in fact i completely ignored my teacher for 10 minutes and just drew.(bad phys, BAD). I know this because I just wanted to, it happened and it was fun. then when I got home I still had the passion with me but it didn't want to flow. >:I

So now I don't know what to do.. or where to do it, but meh. I'll find a way.

I'm going to upload soon... and its a lot. Also I kinda want some practice with some head shots and other small things. So I'm going to start doing requests for doodles and some stuff. especially if I stream sometime.


I'm a little excited, and scared but... immma do it.

Ok, so I have reason to believe i can work well in silent environments normally. I actually kind of like it sometimes. But living in a house of 4 with at least 1 other lively person things dont really stay quiet especially if that person invites 5 or so people over :I

There's just some days where I just want to lock myself in my room but even still I cant find a very good place to draw. Is there a way you zone out? something to block out all that white noise of others around you?

This is my new account previous of the account: www.furaffinity.com/user/yellasno/ .Im Still in the process of making this page my new home but i will still appreaciate watching all of the artists i love <3