Ok so what the hell happened to the select all button on the submissions page? I've nuked all submissions cause I didn't notice and now I can't get back to any of them. BOOO. ;_; did it just move or is it completely gone?

Ever feel like you're going in circles?
never reaching the end
reaching out until every muscle burns
your heart aches
your legs give out
but still you stretch
and reach
but its always just at your finger tips

your eyes focus on the prize
you gain new determination and a fire starts
a burning need to get to your goal
you give one final stretch and peace fills you
you watch your fingertips stretch around it
and then it disappears
all the longing rushes back and you're left
empty
and alone

It wasn't there in the first place, just something that is dangled in front of you
you want to give up, so why haven't you?

So Im switching my name to my characters last name Bur, and will be creating accounts to match
YIM
Gmail
twitter ect.
Just wanted to see what everyone thought and how hard it would be for you all to get used to calling me Bur instead

I'm just tired of making plans to hang out with people and having them cancel every time for almost a year. I dunno if that excessive or not but I'm just getting kinda tired of it...

I'm 21 today! yay! :D

so...Im i'm the third disk and I made it out of the tutorial about 2 hours ago...This is the least favorite FF for me.

The tutorial was way too fucking long, and even if its fucking story line its mostly of people gasping, looking around, or running towards something. I think its FUBAR @.@ and the CP points? on tier 4 you need about 5 battles to get enough points to move one spot on board.

Its definately a beautiful game but i still think its lacking so far. Gonna write more once i fully finish it though.

The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

NOTE: Fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.


Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

TOTAL: $
Repost this Meme with it titled, "I went to jail and got fined $___

lots of things on my mind ^.^

like how I was sick last night for no apparent reason gasp!

or how i might be getting a job at the local library! woo ^.^

and how i can't remember the last time i had sex with my bf, and i live with him. le sigh

and i'm starting to re-read the harry potter books, just because i want too...and i'm bored so i may write reviews on them compared to their movie counterparts...would anybody be interested in reading them? :3

I got to go to the Pink Party and walk around with some friends...some of which had some drinks and started drama and started yelling at me for a good fourty minutes or so. My pride experience just flushed down the toilet and I dont think i wanna go to pride anymore because of it ;_;

:3 i like it, i think it works very nice *nods*

I dont really know what i want to write next...i dont think i want to continue with the neighbor series because the person its for hasn't even read them so i find it to be a moot point.

And poetry can only go so far, it can only be so abstract or so pre-cise

I dont know, maybe more porn for the dirty furries out there lol, anybody have any suggestions on what i should start up next?

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So usually when my friends wanna come visit me, the plans usually dont follow through and are usually canceled seven hours before they are supposed to arrive. well sigh, i guess i didn't really need to do all that cleaning this week. Though i'm far from angry, i'm just upset that i couldn't see my friend ;_;

No luck with work, reposted to craigslist, and my ipod is le broken ;_; i like listening to my music when i read oh well.

Family coming up on the eigth so im going to be pretty busy i suppose ^.^

woo! 20 today ^.^ ty to Caliburwolf for the "Amber Spyglass" book from the Golden Compass series! :3 ty to my roomate for RE5 ^.^ and oursgarou for a cool night in San Francisco.

I dont feel older hehe but my wisdom teeth are coming in and my muzzle is killing me!

1) Do you like your bears young or old?
ummm, older than me :D

2) What type of facial hair (Goatee, beard, mustache, none)?
i love goatees

3) Fat or muscled?
chubby, cannot exceed weight "OMG!@"

4) Tall or short?
my height usually

5) Favorite body part (Ass, stomach, chest, etc.)?
chest :D

6) Country/Rural/Cowboy type or City/Urban/White Collar type?
Country and white collar :D

7) Do you like your bear to be a top, bottom, or versatile?
Definately a top...mainly because i can be quite a bottom >.> but...i'm still virgin and innocent as the new fallen snow

8) Do you like them shy or bold?
bold

9) Do you have any sort of uniform or suit fetish for bears (Cop, Military, Business Man, etc)?
hmm, i'd say business man

10) What kind of cock do you like on your bear (Small, fat, long, etc.)?
nice and thick id say :3 i kinda like the idea of a PA as well

11) Do you prefer your bear to use dirty talk or loving talk while having sex?
dirty muahaha

12) Do you like your bear to call you "boy"?
yes, definatly >.>

13) Do you like your bear to call you "son"?
yes

14) Does your bear smoke (Pipe, cigar, etc)?
Cigar *murr* omg...i get er...very yiffy >.>

15) Would you repost this meme on your FA page?
:D

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stolen from  ollis

So...it was planned that i would be moving from sacramento CA, to san leandro, CA on June 15th 2008. to next weekend sometime, the weekend of the 6th.

>.> i turned 19 today *shhh* oi, and i got a tattoo for it @.@ it stings

ok, i'm turning 19 next month, so i guess i'm not old XP especially compared to my real friends...but the people i'm around most weekdays make me feel old @.@

Well, i have written a couple new poems and have submitted them for your viewing pleasure. They are all abstract, some more than others, and i would really love your opinions on them. And if you don't understand something, i'd be glad to clarify and help you understand the meaning behind the words.

The latest submission, Titled: "Days seem like forever", has to be the most abstract, and don't worry, it doesn't mean i'm gonna kill myself. But i was thinking of using it as my final piece as a senior, and release it right before i graduate. Please, tell me what you think, all comments and criticism are welcome

So, my foster mom recently decided to go on the South Beach Diet, and to clear away all possibility of breaking the diet, me and her son and doing it as well. Its not that i don't want to diet, i mean, i'd like to lose some weight, and being on a diet and regularly going to a gym could really help. But the no carbs is seriously kicking my ass. I've started having stomach pains after 6 days on it, and i've been waking up off and on in the middle of the night. I'm also having a harder time going to sleep, and my insomnia is just aiding to the problem.

basically on this diet, for the first two weeks i can't eat anything "white" basically. but there are other things. the list is as such;

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BEEF:
Brisket (what?)
Liver (eewww)
Other fatty cuts
Rib Steaks

POULTRY:
Chicken, wings and legs
Duck
Goose
Poultry products, processed
(and i don't really eat any of these poultry anyways)

PORK:
Honey-baked Ham (I shall miss you delictable honey and ham combination)

VEAL:
Breast
(and i don't think i ever wanna even try veal @.@ i always imagine some sexy bull furry is mistaken for a calf @.@)

CHEESE:
Brie (Bree? i can't has bree?!)
Edam (wtf is that anyways?)
Non-reduced fat

VEGETABLES:
Beets (eww)
Carrots (damn, i can't lure rabbits anymore...whats another yiffable creature i can capture?)
Potatoes, white (which means no french fries or anything made from potatoes)
Potatoes, sweet (which means i can't make my favorite mashed potatoes)
Yams

FRUIT:
Avoid all fruts and fruit juices in Phase 1 including:
Apples (but how doez polar bear know what apples is?)
Apricots
Berries
Cantaloupe
Grapefruit
Peaches
Pears (but...but i liek pear)

STARCHES AND CARBS:
Avoid all starchy food in Phase 1, including:
Bread, all types
Cereal
Matzo
Oatmeal
Rice, all types
Pasta, all types
Pastry and baked goods, all types
(this part sucks, it basically means i can't eat at any fast food place, as well as i get to piss of some chefs in a restaurant)

DAIRY:
Avoid the following dairy in Phase 1:
Yogurt, cup-style and frozen
Ice cream
Milk, whole or 2%
Milk, soy
(but it doesn't say anything about "man made milk" ;3 )

MISCELLANEOUS:
Alcohol of any kind
(awwwwwwww >.<)

{Cited from "The South Beach Diet" By: Agatston, M.D.}

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GOD THIS DIET SUCKS >.< i don't recommend it, i actually recommend that if anyone says you should try it, you should force feed them a pound and a half of bread...

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Well, other than the diet, i've been good. My AP Comparative Government seems to be the only class i have taken in school that is actually a bit challenging. The reading is actually above a 6th grade reading level, which is amazing for a public school book. So its the only actual class i have ever studied for. ever. and for taking this class, i get 3 units towards any college i want to go to ^.^ so i liek it a lot.

I also found out i like to argue with people sometimes, like, not over stupid stuff like "you took my shoes!" heh, but like with Theology (Religion), and Politics, and societal views on society. So i've decided that when i grow up...i want to be a MEMBER OF THE BRITISH PARLIMENT! it would be so perfect, a couple hundred men in one room, in really close quarters, arguing....with everyone...it just so fun doesn't it?

http://youtube.com/watch?v=PLa9tm9lZGc

that one shows the benches about 1-2 min in, they sit so close together, its kinda creepy o.o

I got to vote today ^.^ my american government teacher would be proud hehe

hmm, to begin with, the registration line fucking sucks. @.@ i waited there for two hours to get registered, and someone else paid (thankyou, you know who you are, and i will be calling you very soon to set up how to get that money back to you) and then i was ambushed by every person i've met over the last year, every five minutes. so it was like...

*bumps into someone* hi! *hugs* how are you? I was just head out to have a smoke. sure you can bum one off me *walks out, has cigarret with friend* *hugs* bai bai! *bumps into someone else* hi! how are you? *hugs* no, i was just headed to the art room. umm, i don't know where they are. well, maybe i'll see you later.

EVERY FIVE MINUTES!!!! after one conversation ends, another starts @.@ and then i get people who just want sex, and creepy people. and girls @.@ i love fag hags, but this was the fag hag hive for some reason...i kept running into girls everywhere @.@ and they all knew me...

anyways, FC '08 had some new twists. I met a few new friends. well, about 12 new friends that i actually like, and i met about 100 more people that i forgot about. also it was my first FC to attend without being a minor! woot. The parties rocked, and Jun was awesome with his music, as always. and if you didn't see me there, then you suck because i was pretty obvious. Shorts the whole con, a green sweater, blonde hair usually spiked, and a badge by DARK NATASHA that said my name on it. you should have found me

either that or you didn't bother to send me a PM to get my number so you could see me there. anyways, it was fun. next year i plan on bringing a stick with a piece of soap on the end, called the +1 wand of cleanliness, and whack the smelly people with it. there were way more this year than the last

i got this message this morning as i was running late to class....again

"someone by the name of Mark Genesis Gallardo (rugbylegend) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all. Copy and paste "

does anyone know about it?

A Dog's Plea

Treat me kindly, my beloved friend for no heart in all this world is more grateful for kindness than the loving heart of me.

Do not break my spirit with a stick for though I should lick your hand between blows, your patience and understanding will more quickly teach me the things you would have me learn.

Speak to me often, for your voice is the world's sweetest music, as you must know by the fierce wagging of my tail, when your footsteps fall upon my waiting ear.

Please take me inside when it is cold and wet for I am a domesticated animal, no longer accustomed to bitter elements.

I ask no greater glory than to have the privilege of sitting at your feet beside the hearth.

Keep my pan filled with water for I cannot tell you when I suffer thirst.

Feed me clean food that I may stay well, to romp and play and do your bidding, to walk by your side, and stand ready, wiliing and able to protect you with my life, should your life be in danger.

And my friend, when I am old and no longer enjoy good health and sight, do not make heroic efforts to keep me going, I am not having fun.

Please see that my trusting life is taken gently.

I shall leave this earth knowing with the last breath I draw that my fate was always safest in your hands.

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On January 8th, at 3:30pm
Sox Palaia, our 17yr old Labrador was injected with an OD of pain killers. 3 seconds later he took a breath, and let it out. and didn't take another one. And at 3:33, i was alone in the room with him, i reached down, closed his still open eyes, and patted his head one last time, tears falling on his fur, and i walked out of the exam room. I know its every pet owners nightmare to be faced with such a decision, but hopefully, this poem will help ease your thoughts whenever a decision like this comes up. Sox will always live in memory and heart. He will be missed dearly.

If you're not laughing, you take yourself waaaaaaaay too seriously.





Taken from  whyteyote

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Umm, yes

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
I like sex at any time...its a good way to wake me up, just lube up and slip in

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The outside, so when someone wakes me up, i can escape quickly hehe

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Vegitables

5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
nope, i had to pull over to let someone else puke @.@

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
umm, yes, i've modeled a bit @.@

7. Shower or bath?
Shower

8. Do you pee in the shower?
hellz no....er wait...maybe...what was the question again?
P.S. yes, it all goes down the drain

9. Mexican or Chinese?
Mexican ^.^

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
They have to be aggressive or they wouldn't be in bed with me in the first place...well, unless they are just really dominant, then i would just listen to them

11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
Yes! they better know who they are

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Personally? no, but they can still be my friend

13. Love or money?
umm, this question is stupid

14. Credit cards or cash?
you mean you'd actually give me a credit card? noob...you haven't seen me shop before ^.^

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
i ate them, problem solved

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
I'd camp, only if someone forces me against a tree, and a hotel, against the wall O.O;; i think...

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
My job, i was working at a theater at the time

18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
yes, but i get to choose the sum

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope

20. Ever been to a bar?
legally? no

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
yes, in mexico, i was escorted out by the mexican military for kissing my bf at the time, they forced us out with AK-47s

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
nope

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
noooooo, gay peoples suck ^.^ just kidding, didn't you read number 21?

24. Favorite drink?
alcoholic? a straight shot of vodka is good

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
yes, multiple times

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
yes actually, at an airport, and at a fastfood joint

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
yes, re-read numbers 17, and 25

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
yup ^.^ they have the neatest things

29. Bought something from an adult store?
nope, someone always buys it for me

30. Have you been caught having sex?
yes, by my mother and multiple times by my roomate. and once at FC '07

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
They are on the internet, everyone has naughty pics of me

32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?

i hates you all...umm...

 whyteyote  maya_chan  the_madbadger  Signet_the_roo  Elaki  Roo_boy

what do people want? i mean, people who live close enough to me get a personal present...but i'm not all stingy to everyone else...i was thinking of writing a story or something if people wanna be in it