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give me yo ref sheets
Posted 10 years agopost em here maybe i'll draw one WHO KNOWS??
idk i just really need practice, so uhhh if you dont mind me experimentin with drawing ur character post ur ref
post as many refs as you like, idk it can be ur friends, ur moms or whatever i unno
idc bout species eitherrrr
ehhhh may or may not do em, certainly wont be able to do all of them~
idk i just really need practice, so uhhh if you dont mind me experimentin with drawing ur character post ur ref
post as many refs as you like, idk it can be ur friends, ur moms or whatever i unno
idc bout species eitherrrr
ehhhh may or may not do em, certainly wont be able to do all of them~
summer camp n snow n stuff
Posted 12 years agoheyo i never really update my journal bleh
but i went to see summer camp (the band) last night with my sister and it was so good wowie i loved it * v * it was like a super small venue and there werent many people (like less than 50 probs) and i stood at the front and i distracted jeremy (the backup singer guitarist guy) cuz i knew all the words to a few songs and he was laughing in the middle omg and like we got to meet him at the end and the whole band is literally just a bunch of cuties (there were 4 but its usually a duo group) check out their music its so good omg / u \ i got a shirt and my sis got one and a vinyl thing and the set list.
also it snowed for the first time yesterday i like love snow its so nice aaaaaaaaaaa i hope it snows more asdjndfjkdn
just waiting til i have to go talk to my teachers about my dumb grades ugh i dont wanna
i hope everyone else is having a good day!
but i went to see summer camp (the band) last night with my sister and it was so good wowie i loved it * v * it was like a super small venue and there werent many people (like less than 50 probs) and i stood at the front and i distracted jeremy (the backup singer guitarist guy) cuz i knew all the words to a few songs and he was laughing in the middle omg and like we got to meet him at the end and the whole band is literally just a bunch of cuties (there were 4 but its usually a duo group) check out their music its so good omg / u \ i got a shirt and my sis got one and a vinyl thing and the set list.
also it snowed for the first time yesterday i like love snow its so nice aaaaaaaaaaa i hope it snows more asdjndfjkdn
just waiting til i have to go talk to my teachers about my dumb grades ugh i dont wanna
i hope everyone else is having a good day!
rad
Posted 12 years agolast journal was whine-y
pushing it off my page
i hope everyone here has a nice day/week/year/life/
pushing it off my page
i hope everyone here has a nice day/week/year/life/
u m u
Posted 12 years agoidk i dont post a lot of journals and i don't really vent publicly but geeze just life rn
i guess this is a kinda safe place to just post this cuz nobody i know irl goes here so
my anxiety and stress is literally through the roof and like idk why i dont even have that much work to do, its really getting me down. i feel like im inferior to everyone around me, i just dont see myself as equal, as much as i like to try and think i am. i keep noticing it more and more recently and im really trying to break out of it. im too scared to tell anyone close to me as i feel like such a burden. my few close irl friends have their own problems so i just seem to bottle it all up. i just really needed to get this shit off my chest and written down somewhere, im so sorry.
i feel like i dont know how to react to things, i dont know how to talk to people, i want to ask stuff and engage in nice small talk with people but i feel embarrassed and awkward. / n \
i have an utterly horrible fear of rejection from peers. im so scared to talk to anyone incase i make a fool out of myself. i know that this problem developed a couple years ago after dealing with falling out with friends, ever since i just kept putting myself down and laughing at myself. i feel so stupid. i feel so inept at socialising right now. i feel like everyone is secretly laughing at me 24/7. i am utterly so thankful for my two irl best friends, they're the best people i know and idk i couldnt ask for better people, i love our small group. however idk i even feel like im making a fool out of myself online too, i love everyone ive ever talked to, i really do, but i have the constant anxiety that im like super annoying or something, im often kinda scared to talk on skype, i feel so boring. im scared constantly, i never used to be, i used to love talking to people online but now im just so paranoid incase im annoying everyone. im anxious to reply to comments, especially on dA, i let every message pile up until i try to tackle them all in one go, i love the messages but i feel awkward replying.
ugh i know this is rambling and whiney and so petty and im sorry ;__; i just have no where else for this.
bleh im glad thats over with im so sorry
gah
but in some lighter, nice news, my graphic design teacher asked me at the end of the lesson the other day to see if i'd be interested in training the teachers in photoshop and get paid. I was pretty excited but idk i have this sort of feeling that it wont happen, but if it does i'd love to do it. i'm still laughing at the concept of a student teaching the teachers haha
i guess this is a kinda safe place to just post this cuz nobody i know irl goes here so
my anxiety and stress is literally through the roof and like idk why i dont even have that much work to do, its really getting me down. i feel like im inferior to everyone around me, i just dont see myself as equal, as much as i like to try and think i am. i keep noticing it more and more recently and im really trying to break out of it. im too scared to tell anyone close to me as i feel like such a burden. my few close irl friends have their own problems so i just seem to bottle it all up. i just really needed to get this shit off my chest and written down somewhere, im so sorry.
i feel like i dont know how to react to things, i dont know how to talk to people, i want to ask stuff and engage in nice small talk with people but i feel embarrassed and awkward. / n \
i have an utterly horrible fear of rejection from peers. im so scared to talk to anyone incase i make a fool out of myself. i know that this problem developed a couple years ago after dealing with falling out with friends, ever since i just kept putting myself down and laughing at myself. i feel so stupid. i feel so inept at socialising right now. i feel like everyone is secretly laughing at me 24/7. i am utterly so thankful for my two irl best friends, they're the best people i know and idk i couldnt ask for better people, i love our small group. however idk i even feel like im making a fool out of myself online too, i love everyone ive ever talked to, i really do, but i have the constant anxiety that im like super annoying or something, im often kinda scared to talk on skype, i feel so boring. im scared constantly, i never used to be, i used to love talking to people online but now im just so paranoid incase im annoying everyone. im anxious to reply to comments, especially on dA, i let every message pile up until i try to tackle them all in one go, i love the messages but i feel awkward replying.
ugh i know this is rambling and whiney and so petty and im sorry ;__; i just have no where else for this.
bleh im glad thats over with im so sorry
gah
but in some lighter, nice news, my graphic design teacher asked me at the end of the lesson the other day to see if i'd be interested in training the teachers in photoshop and get paid. I was pretty excited but idk i have this sort of feeling that it wont happen, but if it does i'd love to do it. i'm still laughing at the concept of a student teaching the teachers haha
hey!
Posted 12 years agoThank you for the warm welcome to FA, everyone whose commented/watched/favourited my stuff in the past hours! I really appreciate it :'D
I'm new here and I'm hoping to meet new people and stuff and look at nice art bla bla bla.
I'm also organizing my commissions price list so that should be up soon too. :0
I've been on deviantart since forever and now I'm having a look to see what FA can offer. c:
yay first journal :n
I'm new here and I'm hoping to meet new people and stuff and look at nice art bla bla bla.
I'm also organizing my commissions price list so that should be up soon too. :0
I've been on deviantart since forever and now I'm having a look to see what FA can offer. c:
yay first journal :n
