Well... it's been like 3 years since I've even actively been on this account, and I'm not entirely sure I'm still watched or noticed by anyone who'll care about this notice, but I'm putting it up here for posterity.

I'm going to be coming back to this art site as a posting ground, but because my artwork has changed quite a bit, I will be nuking most of the submissions currently posted, or at the very least, be deleting some. I'm sorry to anyone who wants to keep these pictures, and suggest that if you really want them, you should save them while you can!

Why is it that everyone can call into work sick except me? -.-

... my computer got a boo boo and so is now in the shop for a few days. I'M SO MAD. Just when I actually get some art to post... and PORN no less, the computer dies. SIGH.

Anyways, life has been kinda tough as of late. I've been really depressed, which might come as no surprise to anyone considering my last journal entry, but it's been bad enough that I'm now getting... you know, medical attention. I hope it goes well... my group starts on Monday, and I'm very nervous.

So yes, that's been life. I miss FA and I miss drawing, so let's hope I can break out of the pattern of inactivity long enough to do some posting. I just cleaned out all 1000+ of the built up submissions, added a bunch of faves and comments, and will try to be on every few days to do the same. Yeesh.

Back on track. Or... at least trying to be.

I have tons of art to post, comments to leave and faves to click, but no will to do anything.

It's funny, how having someone care so much about you can be the most painful thing in the world.

Want my kitty. :(

/emo

... I picked this FA account name because I had no fursona at the time. Now, I've finally actually:

a) Admitted desire for one, and

b) Drawn, designed and named one

... SO tempted to get a new account reflecting this. Not sure if I will yet, but all the same, I felt like making some sort of announcement regarding this epiphany.

THIS IS FUNNY BECAUSE I TEASED OTHERS FOR THE SAME THING I JUST ADMITTED TO, SOB. -_-

SO YES. SNAKE NAMED HATSHEVORAX. I will post pictures tomorrow, most likely.

Oh god, World of Warcraft and severe art block drove me away. D: I had over 600 submissions to weed through yesterday and today! But I'm done! I did a crapload of faving and replying to comments.

 UltimateAntihero, I am so sorry. I am posting what I have finished of our trade to my scraps, because I WAS WORKING ON IT. I just couldn't even bear to look at artwork a lot of the time.

Fortunately, I *did* get a few things done, so expect some activity in the next little while.

I SUCK I KNOW. D:

... a distinct lack of avaliable females on Dentarg server. :D~ Or at least ones in my level range, to be more specific. Or hell, even males who are coherent and want to run around with me. I've got a level 15 nelf Priest who needs help with lots of quests. ;_; It's kinda pathetic how paper I am. And really, I would love a levelling/questing partner... so long as they don't mind how nooby I can be sometimes. I've only had the game for a week!

So... um yes, this was me joining in on  Shaihitan's WoW geeking. >.> (I joined The Rocket Surgeons, his guild. Like the name implies, we'll cut you open and BLOW YOU AWAY... which I totally think should be the new guild description. *coughMarkcough*)

Okay, so I'm up WAY too late/early again, but HOT DAMN I think I've broken the art block. UNF.

Props to  Mizziness for having a sexy fursona and a pretty mouse pet.

Now, let's hope I'm awake before 2pm tomorrow... sob.

Oh right, and someone remind me to post actual like... GOOD photos of the sculptures I've done? kthxdie. (as in.. me. x_x)

Everyone should do this meme! It's fun and it's really something to bring attention to lesser-known amazing artists. ^_^ I've tried to do that, but somehow  Bagheera worked his way in here, because his work is ultra awesome anyways.

1) Find a picture, that WOW's you. That inspires you, that makes you want to look over it more and more because of how WOWIFUL it is.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/409613/

2) Find a picture, that shocks you, makes you feel uncomfortable, or is just generally WTF

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/442324/ GOD I FUCKING HATE SPONGEBOB.

3) Find a picture that makes you laugh!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/343461/

4) Find a picture that makes you feel 'emotional'. Or just a little sad or happysad

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/241394/

5) Finally, find a picture that you just want to show, because its either cool, weird, funny or just omg or even if its a drawing/picture from a friend, that you think deserves to be seen!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/380593/ This picture is so beautiful, but it's gotten like... NO attention whatsoever! Go and pay her some love, she deserves it!

I did NOT spend all night drawing Phoenix Wright porn and then decide JUST NOW that it is way too misproportioned and retarded-looking to bother posting.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RETARDED I FEEL, GOD IN HEAVEN KIRIBAN AT 666 NOW WITH UNRELATED BOLDED CAPSLOCK

I'm going to sleep. ;_;

EDIT: WHAT THE FUCK HOW DID I NOT NOTICE I AM AT 670 PAGEVIEWS. I HATE LIFE SLEEP NOW

Dude, so I'm totally not faving anything else for the rest of the day so I can leave this pic on my front page. C.O.W boys of Moo Mesa was awesome!

... though damn it, I guess this means I really DO have to enter  Shaihitan's contest. BAH! (And all of you should, too. He and his wife are offering sketches as prizes, and they're both fantastic artists.)

EVIL Kiriban at 666

Well, I'm about 20 pageviews away from my 600 Kiriban! So um... yeah, get refreshin'! Free request to whomever gets me a screenshot! :o

Also, to those I'm trading with, I've got a project due in two days, and another due next week... I'm still starting your stuff this week, but I'll really get to work hard on it after the 25th.

1. What is your character's name?
- Setreil

2. What is your character's name in another language?
- Um... Setreil. It really means nothing, I just kind of made it up, and haven't figured out a meaning for it yet.

3. How old is he/she?
-Nearing 100.

4. What is your character's race/species?
- Naga (They aren't called as such in their world, though.)

5. Do they have a crush?
- Definitely not. But he has a wife.

6. Do they have many friends?
- Many acquintances. Not too many friends. He's a ruler, and a generally liked one, but he only really has two friends.

7. What planet is your character from?
- The land is called Kir. (Keer, nor Kur.) Planet name unknown.

8. Does your character like to eat?
- Not especially, he's not a big eater.

9. What's his/her favorite food?
-The flatbread his wife makes, NOM NOM.

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
- Wine, since his serpent people don't make their own, so it's rare he gets any.

11. Is your character annoying?
- I don't think so. Ask his wife. :D

13. Is your character loved?
- Yes, by his wife Adelle, Children Tej, Jala, Aryan and Kyla and by Taylo, the village healer and one of his friends.

14. Is your character hated?
- Yes, but only by one.

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
- Hell no? That stuff doesn't even exist where he's from.

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
- Straight as a ruler. The thought of boys touching each other makes him kinda mad, but he tries to hide it.

17. Is she/he a virgin?
- Nope

18. Name 3 hobbies
- Making jewelry, fighting (sparring) and hunting.

19. Is your character normal?
- Nope.

20. Is your character attractive?
- Not anymore. He's old and scarred up now, and his people generally consider scars ugly. He used to be attractive.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
- Depends on which emotions you're talking about. He tends to overreact when situations when they're personal issues, but as far as making judgements when he's doing his duty, he's very calm and collected. He tends to act on impulse any other time, sometimes making rash decisions.

22. Does your character have other forms?
- No.

23. Does your character overreact?
- Usually. -_-

24. Is your character a criminal?
- No.

25. Does your character go to school?
- Never, he can't read or write either.

26. What's his/her IQ?
- He's clever, but not terribly intelligent.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
- No.

28. Is your character dead?
-No.

29. Does your character have a family?
- Yes! A wife and 4 kids.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
- Many, many, many of them.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
- When he first met Adelle and fell in love with her and they spent a week in her cabin talking and making love. :3

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
- No one. None of my friends are anything like this character.

33. Is your character single?
-No.

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
- His love and wife Adelle, of course, then there's Taylo, his friend, and Tariq, his second in command and best friend. Kwythis was a close friend of his too, until he passed away.

35. Does he/she have an element?
- Not really.

36. Do you role-play your character?
- Yesu.

37. Do you write about your character?
- Yes.

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
-A terrible one. When he feels threatened, or confronted with things he doesn't understand, he gets very angry and defensive, and can easily lose his temper. He's very, VERY jealous and protective of his property (wife and children included).

39. Does your character get depressed?
- Yes, but he feigns being fine and just gets introspective when it happens. he doesn't know it isn't fooling anyone.

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
- Snakes. ;) Other than that... he kinda likes pretty, colourful birds.

41. Does your character have any fears?
- Losing Adelle or any of his family members.

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
- Well, he's going blind and is missing one eye, so I'd definitely count those as weaknesses. :x Other than that, he's mortal, so any serious wound can kill him.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
-The late elder Kwythis. He considered him to be a brilliant ruler and a great inspiration. He aspires to be like Kwythis was.

44. Does your character like music?
- They're not really musically inclined, as a species, but he likes it well enough.

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
- He finds the flute nice. (Tariq and Tariq's nephew Empol play flutes.)

46. Is he/she impatient?
-Not unless he's dealing with something he doesn't understand.

47. What's something funny about your character?
-He loses things quite a bit and can't find them because his memory is kinda bad and his eyesight is worse. I guess that's not too funny, though. >3

48. Name 5 nicknames
- He doesn't have any. :3

49. Does your character curse?
- Absolutely not.

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
- "I don't understand why you need to know all of this...."

I think the reason I do so little X-rated artwork is because I really have a hard time with the things that turn *me* on, so I rarely draw it. I can't draw something I'm not into, y'know?

Random thought of the night.

Trade with me! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/84733/

Art trades!!!! ^___________^

I've been in a great drawing mood lately, and so what better way to whip my own ass than by buying a flogger and getting to it.... er.... asking to be whored!

In any case, I know there's a small amount of you that watch me, and and even smaller amount who read my journals, but even so, I'd love to trade, especially with people who have furry characters. I find furries unnecessarily difficult to draw and would like to improve on that, and drawing my own (ONE) furry character is kind of blah after a while.

Besides, it's fun to trade with people. I like the excitement of wondering who they're going to decide to draw.

So yeah, if you're interested, comment or note me! I luffs j00! D:

Well, it took me long enough, let me tell you, but I'm finally coming up on my 500 pageviews mark. ^^ So! in the tradition of artists everywhere, I'm announcing my Kiriban. Get refreshin', ya'll!

Just for the sake of saying it though, I usually have another Kiriban at 666 as well, so this'll only be a one character commission, and whether or not it's coloured depends on a couple things, but most likely, unless you request otherwise, it will be.

All's I need is a screenshot of the 500 either noted to me or linked in a comment or shout. Thanks you guys, and here's to 500 more. ^_^

Alright, this is one of those weird things that should probably make more sense to me, but doesn't.

I'm a fat girl. Seriously, I weigh over 300lbs, I'm just... y'know, large. I understand that there's guys (and girls) out there who dig that sort of thing, but it's never been a thing I've understood. For the longest time, I didn't even know it was an actual fetish.

Now, my question is WHY? Being big myself, I've grown up with the whole "fat is bad and ugly and you're less of a person if you have it on your body," stigma which has affected me even until now. I'm less of a person because I can't get over my own appearance, and know that others can't either. But I'm on here a lot, and I see TONS of fat fur art... so my question to those who enjoy it, is what's the appeal? Is it just that the shape appeals to you? Is it a smothering thing? Is there an actual logic? Is fat beautiful to you?

I really hope someone answers this question. It might be a better thing for the forums, though, as I don't get many people through here as it is... and I don't imagine most of y'all watching me are into the fat fur thing. >_> You know... considering I don't draw it.

... just currently messed up in a HUGE and very unexpected art block. This is getting to me badly as I have a lot of work I need to do, including like three seperate commissions and finishing two gifts. I hate this. D:

Hugs to  Vegex, just because he's been going through some rough, rough shit. I don't know him very well at all, but I wish there was something I could do.

As for the rest of you, I hope you're all doing well, and thanks so much for watching me. :) I know you're doing it for a reason, and I promise I'll have some new art up soon. Well... once I actually produce it. The one picture I posted tonight is kind of just me refusing to have sucked tonight.

I had a sketch party with  Lmai and  Shaihitan and it didn't exactly turn out as I would have liked. Everyone drew some sort of picture except for me, and so I went home and tried again, and after some porny little doodles I will NOT upload, I decided to finally scan in some old stuff.

Speaking of which, I should post my mersona. Mwee! :3

Okay! I'm done now. Time to go play some Shining Force until I pass out.

OKAY! I've never done this before because I've never felt the need, but charcoal_gray is so awesome and talented that it needs doing.

She is currently holding a raffle for some AWESOME commission work on her journal right now, so yeah, y'all should enter! Or buy her prints or stuff, even, because she's so awesome and sweet, and drew for me the awesomeness that is my Castlevania sketchbook. Too bad I'm too scared to use it, lest I ruin some of the pages. :( I'll use it eventually, I swear! (Picture of it here: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/38364392/ )

Anyways, the link to the contest details are here: http://charcoal-gray.deviantart.com.....rnal/10637816/

And really, I've entered, and I don't like winning by default! >( So, help her out with getting her Copics and buy a ticket or two.

C'MOOOON, WHAT IS A DOLLAR GOING TO DO FOR YOU? JUST ONE??? And that ONE could get you like.. craploads of awesomeness.

Okay, done now.

BUYBUYBUYBUYBUYBUYBUY.

Thank you for being finished in record time. <3

Life goes on, and so do we
Something something... family.
Something something... something else.
More somethings, I can hear this theme song in my head....

Damn it, I miss Family Matters.

And on a less random note, I've broken the 13 000 word mark on my NaNoWriMo. Death to my brain! And my drawing skill!

I felt just a little extreme not long ago... I bought a hat with fins on the side, and a girl is crocheting me a pair of armwarmers with scales on them. >.> IT IS THE FIRST STEP. SCALESUITS PLZ. RAAAWR.

(I still haven't decided if I'm fully kidding. XD)

Okay that's enough insanity. G'NIGHT.

ALSO!!! I'm looking for sculptors to commission, so if you know any, please let me know! A link to their gallery or website would be infinitely appreciated. ^_^

No more reading anyone's journal entries until this crap is over and done with, God.

My opinion doesn't matter. :)

I LIKE ARTS HOW BOUT YOU?

(Righto, and don't expect anything from me for the next month. I decided to participate in NaNoWriMo, and my wordcount means everything to me. :D)

It's a freaking meme that likely won't get answered. XD Oh well!

. Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me? Where?
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what i say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?

http://swgalaxies.datastart.hu/modu.....er-loituma.swf

And, secondly: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v.....fuyu/cream.jpg

Am unsure if I should finish that or not. Oh man, my anthros sucks. :3

Also, I seem to have abandoned my dA account temporarily. I kinda like posting to a friendly place where people offer kind comments and other such things regardless of a person's pageviews. Love you guys.

It's 4:30am. I have nothing to do. I have artwork in my head, a book beside me and a Nintendo DS in my bag waiting for me.

I don't have any inclination to do any of it. I just feel... happy. Nice, and calm, and happy.

It's been a long time since I've felt this way. I think I wanna let it last as long as I can.

I didn't like tonight's campaign too much, mostly because Mike, one of the players in our D&D bunch still makes me uneasy. He's got that air about him, wher he thinks he's better than us. Or at least it just seems that way to me.

I feel bad about my character, too. Trying to remake Setreil in an unfamiliar setting is totally impossible. I hate hate hate growing into characters, it makes me feel odd and vulnerable. Writing them is so much easier, when I have time to consider their actions before I'm put on the spot with them. Le sigh.

I'm randomly complaining. I'm actually in a good mood... and is it sad that I'm falling in love with one of my fictional characters? :( There's nothing like putting too much of yourself into something, seriously. I'm a fool.

And a rambling one. Off I goooo~

I want my tattoo. ;-; (My bitching was on LiveJournal. Suffice to say that my tattooist moved, and I want my work NOW NOW NOW!!!)

But anyways, there's a purpose to this entry. I also want art trades, but apparently the forums are bunk unless you can draw canines/felines/things I don't or haven't drawn before. I weep. I want trades!! (And not just offers of them! REAL ONES!)

So, erm... tell your friends, enemies, whatnot? Or if you're just browsing through, HI WE LIKE ART TRADES!!! :D :D :D

That is all.

*goes to curl up and pout in the corner* (Oh yes, I am feeling that pathetic today.)

Edit: OH HEY AND THIS THING'S BOLD FEATURE FAILS. WAY2GO