Hello dear friends! I know I haven't been here for a long time, but I'll try to explain where I've gone.

For the first month and a half of my absence, I was in a psycho-neurological dispensary (I have a personality disorder) due to stress. If you know or not, I live in Russia and since the beginning of the war with Ukraine the situation has been getting worse. It was not easy for me in 2022 to realize that the country,
where I live started a war.

In the last 3 months, Russia has passed several homophobic and transphobic laws that have made my life worse. I'm practically crying
every day, because I have to decide whether to leave the country or not, because my family is here, which can not survive without me.
Every day brings new fears that it will only get worse.

At some point, I almost stopped getting out of bed, except to collect things just in case. Me and my wife
there is only one option - to apply for political asylum in another country. Even as I write this now, I am crying.

I did not think that the situation in Russia would get worse since the beginning of the war, but, as you now know, it got worse. For now
I don't read the news and I try to get back to drawing furries, because I owe one or more art to a lot of people here.

I hope you don't hold a grudge against me for missing Furaffinity for 3 months. This text was not easy for me,
because even here I am afraid to write about the reasons for my absence. And scared of condemnation of my clients, I understand that they
unpleasant that I took their order and did not do it for a long time. I apologize to you friends!!!>_<

Over the past week, I have found the strength to continue working and made some art, which you can see in my gallery.
I also had a Windows reinstall a couple of weeks ago (the computer lagged a lot and I couldn’t draw) and to my horror
after reinstalling windows, I did not find the owners of two orders. I drew them and put them in the gallery, in the hope that
the owners of these characters will be found. Please note me if I owe you an art. Thank you!

Once again, I apologize!!!!
Your puddin
Sorry for my bad english ><

Hello friends! I remember all your orders, but I'm sick now and I'm not in a very stable condition. I'm sorry for the delay in orders! Don't worry, I'll get back to work as soon as I come to my senses <3

So, I have two YCH open! ^^

Orgy ych: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51620601/ (2 slots open!)

Summer ych: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51816546/ (fix price 90$! sfw and nsfw version)

your puddin

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51620601/

2 SLOTS OPEN!<3

your Puddin <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51620601/

2 SLOTS OPEN!<3

your Puddin <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51620601/ (3 slots open!)

your Puddin<3

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51620601/ ( 5 SLOTS OPEN!)

your Puddin~

Hello friends! Thank you for your support! I am very happy to be back. I manage to slowly finish the old orders (still ashamed that I did not manage for a whole year ><).

Now I opened one adopt (I did it for the first time!): https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51035581/
Price per adopt:
SB 35$
MIN $5
AB 100$

I also opened color sketches for $20 per art! Write to me in comments or notes if you are interested.

Thank you all for your attention!
Your Puddin <3

Friends, hello! I'm glad to be back again. To be honest, I just now fully feel that I am recovering (I have a depressive disorder, not counting schizotypal). A lot of terrible things happened to me in 2022 (I had coronavirus several times, I attempted suicide, the death of a close friend) and for this reason, most of my clients have been waiting for their orders for about a year. I am insanely ashamed of this, so feel free to remind me of your order in a comment or private message. Now I will gradually spread what I have been able to do over the past month. Thanks for your patience and support!

Hello, friends. I think you know that now there is a war between Russia and Ukraine. This is terrible. Two days ago Russia announced mobilization and I don't know if they will pick me up or not. I am very scared for my family and my friends. I don't understand how such a terrible war is possible in the 21st century. I do not support the President of Russia and I want to leave here, so I continue to take orders to save up for the move. Sorry again that you have to wait so long for your orders. I am now in a panic and stress and it is difficult for me to cope with myself.

1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48372931/ (one slot open!)

2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48686927/ (3 slots open!)

3. YCH collab with  handlerofspace https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48970856/ (3 slots open!)

4. YCH HELLOWEEN https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48970607/ (open!)

thank you! ^^

1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48356538/ (60$!)

2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48372931/ (one slot open!)

3. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48686927/ (3 slots open!)

4. YCH COLLAB https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48701152/ (open 3 slots!)

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1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48356538/ (60$ for all!)

2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48372931/ (1slot open!)

thank you!

1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47855847/ (3 slots open!)

2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48356538/ (fix price 60$ for all!)

3. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48372931/ (1 slot open!)

<3
I am gradually finishing my previous orders!

1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47855847/ (3 slots open!)

2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48356538/ (open!)

<3

1. Ych collab with  handlerofspace (line)
Color(me) <3

BID HERE: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48117433/

2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47855847/ (3 slots open!)

Hey!

One open YCH: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47855847/ (3 slots)

<333

Hi again! I continue to work on orders in turn, because some clients have been waiting for their orders for quite some time. If I can't do it in the next month and a half, then I will receive a pension and in July I will pay part of the money for some orders. Since the pension does not cover all my housing and food expenses, I will have to take on new orders, which I hope I can handle faster than usual. Thanks to new drugs, it is easier for me to work, but I still do it very slowly, unfortunately. Thank you for being with me and writing me messages of support!

Hi friends! I have not posted anything here for a long time and did not write to the magazine. Soon I will publish those works that I managed to do in a month (there are very few of them, my health leaves much to be desired). As long as I don't take commissions and don't do auctions, I want to finish everything I have in orders. Hope again for your understanding. Thank you for being with me! For some orders, I will refund the money, as now I receive a small but still disability pension. Since I cannot cope with the number of orders that I once took for treatment.
With love, puddin

Hi friends! I'm just keeping you posted. For several months, if you remember, I have been treated by a psychiatrist and psychologist. For this reason, I have to take more orders to pay for the treatment. Unfortunately, I do not have time to draw enough to quickly cope with all the orders. My conscience constantly gnaws at me, because I know that many of my clients wait for their orders for a long time. I apologize again, just wanted to let you know that I'm still working on your auctions and commissions. Thank you!!! ^^'

Omg I finally figured out how to pay for commissions and auctions!!! God, this was terribly stressful for me, but a close friend of mine told me that with the help of the boost, I can receive individual donations, and not for a subscription.

Just in case, I'll point it out here: https://boosty.to/puddinfluffy/sing.....re=target_link

So friends, I'm still open for commissions and auctions! I'm so happy!!!!

❤️ Thanks to one of my clients, I can get paid for commissions and auctions using the donation system: DONAT ❤️

Also now you can support me here: BOOSTY
Depending on your subscription, you may receive commission and auction discounts from me.

I also made a new auction and returned the old prices - $ 25 per SB. YCH: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46467468/

For now, I'm still in the hospital, but I'm continuing to work on your orders. True, I work slowly because I take antipsychotics. Thanks! I hug everyone!

Hello friends! I keep you updated. Now I am in a psychiatric hospital, but this time I was allowed to take a laptop! :) Therefore, I am gradually finishing your orders. Despite the situation in Russia, I try not to give up and believe in the best. If you want to help me, I found a way to get paid for commissions and auctions - www.donationalerts.com. As I understand it, this is an international system and you can send me payment for art through it.

I have not yet tested if this system works, but you can send me the minimum amount of usd to test.

Here is my link: https://www.donationalerts.com/r/puddinfluffy

I will be very grateful for your help! To be honest, I'm really tired of looking for some way out of this situation, since I can't imagine myself working outside the home and it would be great if this option worked. I will be glad if you send me a minimum of usd to check the functionality of this site.

Take care of yourself!

two days ago I had a suicide attempt, so there is a chance that I will be admitted to the hospital again. To be honest, I don't want to go to the hospital again, because it's hard enough and I'm not sure if they will help me there, besides, I have unfinished orders that I can't finish because of my condition. Sorry you have to wait SO LONG to get the art. This year I have a very bad job with my job, besides, now there is also a chance that I have lost it, since many online payment services from abroad have stopped working in Russia. One of the reasons why I wanted to die is because I no longer have a job and I don't see how I can move without telecommuting. Forgive me if you can. I'll be back as soon as it gets easier.

Hello friends! Forgive me for not getting in touch for so long - I was in the hospital (the disease worsened).

I have important news for you. Surely you are aware of what is happening now between Russia and Ukraine. It's terrible and scary. I am currently in Russia and can no longer accept payments via Paypal, but if I'm not mistaken, I have an alternative - paysend. It's easy enough to send payment through it, so I'll accept payments for auctions and commissions via paysend. I hope this doesn't interfere with our work!

In any case, I wish everyone health and safety, take care of yourself.