is it bad if the casing on a laptop starts to crack? i came home and there was like a huge crack in the side of the casing, by the keyboard. .__. as you all know, i can't afford a new laptop. right now, there's literally a bandaid on it holding it together, and surprisingly, it's doing a fairly good job. XD i drew a :D face on it! XDD

yeah, i wanna make some dry erase board sketches. :3 1 dollar a piece, maximum 2 characters. after that, its 0.50 per char. note me!

i stumbled around walmart at 6:30 this morning looking like i was high cuz i had no sleep last night. =w= lmao that gave me an excuse to buy monster. the first one i've had in months <3 he was the only green one left, cuz the skyrim fanatics pretty much cleared out all the stock. :P i saved him from a tragic fate. i named him gerard. XD also, i have to work today. o3o and i re-found this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=reJFCM632jU

i'll most likely be singing that while cooking today, mmhmm. :P btw, yus i'm in a good mood for once, becaaaaaause, the past 12 hours have been epic, to say the least. spent the whole night with mah sammy. C: so. o3o i haz to have lunch now so bai bai. owo

~Kitty

got that desktop ponies thing, and the bad thing about being a fan is, i couldn't choose just one. so i had like 10 running across my desktop, all talking at the same time. XD it's now reduced to 4. rainbow dash, applejack, doctor whooves, and pinkamina. 83 had derpy up earlier. x3 gawd, i'm such a freak lmao.

anyone know any good greek mythology influenced games? ik that's a really random question of me to ask, but i happen to love mythology. and i need to escape reality for a few hours/days.

my panic attacks hurt someone i love dearly tonight. i'm done. idk what to do. i feel like the lowest of low right now. i'd leave this online world forever, never to return, but i know very well that i have no life outside of here and don't have the strength to leave. :/ guess i just gotta put up with my self-hate and try to control my attacks (HAHA TOTALLY NOT HAPPENING!) goddess, i hate myself...

i wish you all good luck. they only need one more vote to start the process of attacking art websites, yahoo, msn, facebook, twitter, tumblr. i'll have no way to keep in contact with my mates, and my closest friends. i'll most likely go into unreasonable depression and nothing will be able to stop me. just in case this works and my whole world is destroyed beyond repair, i love you all...blessed be.

the gray one who was alive and well is named smokey and im gonna be its mom for all intents and purposes when im there c: also, the little white one that was wounded SO badly is alive and healing. we dont see how cuz the wounds were down to the bone. i guess its a miracle o3o

i want out. the government is trying to shut down the sites that me and sammy and darc connect on. this is bullshit. if this bill passes, you know for a fact i won't let it settle. i'd rather die than lay down and take this... =__= im NOT letting them control me. without my mates, i am nothing.

my gf found 2 abandoned kittens, and one's in really bad shape cuz the mom beat it up. she needs some alternatives to kitten milk. please help. i'm like nearly in tears cuz i LOVE cats, and i don't want them to die... :,( please, please help...it'd be best if it's a remedy that can be at room temp, and not warmed.

[EDIT]: she found a surrogate mother for the kittens. the wounded one is so bad that it won't make it.

i've given up hope. life won't ever get any better, it's just getting worse. i'm so close to breaking and giving up all together that it's ridiculous. i'm staying here for sammy, but once she gives up hope too, i'm done. my life means nothing without her.

was in a good mood until i came online today. =3= yeah. that lasted about 10 minutes, if that. in other news, i got more commission stuff done. got a black and white paw scarf done and i just need to put a designer tag on it and get a box to ship it. also, i'm making steampunk paw gloves for auction. they're brown with white claws, purple pawpads, and go up to elbow length.

KITTYGOTAPROMOTIONATWORK. ;u; i'm now on salad duty. *flails* yay, i'll actually be able to breathe when i get home and not die from oil smoke inhalation! :D also, i found out the hard way that they keep the italian sauce there WAY TOO HOT...the hard way... I have no free use of my hand for prolly a week i'm guessing. ;n; at least until the swelling/pain goes away. but still, PROMOTION! SALADS! FLAILING! :D

http://www.livestream.com/nekokitty.....tarin?t=749520

be there in a sec. please be patient, my internet's being crappy cuz of my wifi misbehaving.

it's now 10:00. i'll be streaming at 10:30. drawing fursonas only. no backgrounds other than flat color please. sketches are free, color is $1.50 and all the proceeds go to getting me out to be with my gf by her birthday.

so...is this normal? one of my four wisdom teeth is starting to come in and it hurts like a mofo. like not just that one area. it's affecting both sides, and my bottom jaw. it's unbearable pain, to the point where even chewing the softest foods sends spikes of pain up and down my cheeks. after i had dinner, i noticed i can't even MOVE my jaws without them hurting. even if my tongue barely brushes against my tooth, it feels like someone slammed my face, from the bottom down, into a door. painkillers aren't helping at all. x.x think i should go to the doctor if this keeps up?

maybe. possibly. if things go well at work today and the pain settles down. i want to practice with this new program i'm using. :3 Will be drawing trades i owe first, THEN i'll be drawing fursona requests. just drawings of your fursonas. nothing else today. sorry. will be streaming close to 10:30-11 pm. it's now 2:41 pm.

anyone know any remedies for a hangover, other than caffiene...? .__. and no, i wasn't drunk. energy drinks give me an experience EXACTLY like a hangover. normally, i'd just remedy it with more caffiene, but that's not really an option atm. on top of that, my wisdom teeth decided to poke through yesterday and are KILLING ME. x.x

seems that writing stories of self hate and masochism helps me feel a little bit numb, even if the stories are exactly like my day-to-day life...i've given up on trying to feel better, it never lasts and always makes me even more depressed realizing i was somewhat okay a few hours ago. for fear of being reported as suicidal, i'm not posting my stories, as much as i love them. it's not like anyone would really want to read the writings of a madwoman anyways.

I MET IRON CHEF MICHAEL SYMON AND ANNE THORNTON FROM FOOD NETWORK. 83 this kitty is BEYOND squeeing. plus, i got a charm city cakes apron that i'm wearing to work tomorrow, then washing and never wearing again. XD GAAAAAH i'm like freaking out right now!

and i'll be taking DRAWING commissions, up until december 23rd. the 24th is my birthday and i refuse to work that day, unless i have to. right now, i'm not doing any kinda crafted commissions, cuz i need to concentrate on making prototypes and premades, and finish up the commission i do have.

LOWERED Prices:
Traditional:

Sketches - $2
Lineart - $3
Flat color - $5
Shaded coloring - $7
Shaded w/ highlights - $9

Badges:

Lineart - $2
Flat color - $4
Shaded coloring with or without highlights - $5


Digital:

Lineart - $5
Flat color - $7
Shaded - $8


If there's anything else you'd like to add, feel free to comment/note me. (: i only take paypal. All proceeds from now til july will go towards getting me out to be with my gf in time for her birthday. all help is appreciated.

Happy holidays
~Kitty

that half the fursonas on here have black fur, red hair, and are wolves? i have that BECAUSE IT REFLECTS WHO I AM IRL. not because it's cool. o3o get a grip, fA. stop being copycats and get a personality of your own. idk...just kinda pisses me off, and i'm sure i wasn't the FIRST person to have a sona like that, but i had it before it was cool. :I like i've had kat for prolly close to 2 years now. it's driving me nuts that people are so uncreative. not hating on people or targeting anyone, but seriously...you'd be mad too if you saw a sona identical to yours on the front page every single day.

i won't be on much, if at all this weekend, for many reasons. 1, i passed out today, and this time it wasn't from stress, so we have no clue. o-o i just randomly dropped. 2, it's my grandparents anniversary tomorrow so we're going out to eat, saturday's the one day i get to spend time with my mates all weekend, and sunday's the culinary expo. (yes i'm clearing out my ipod so i can take shitloads of pics. (: ) also, im feelin pretty sick. o-o it's snowing outside. IN NOVEMBER. and it was 70 degrees yesterday. and they wonder why i'm sick >>

http://fav.me/d4fq8sb

got a dA for my commissions, to try and cover all the commissioners i possibly can. :3