Just a quick update. I probably wont be posting things here much anymore, since my last updates were YEARS ago lol.
But I'm trying to be more active on Bluesky, so Please if you want to see more up to date art and even some animations im trying to get into, follow me on there. I'm also getting ready to get into maybe hopefully coding for a game for a personal project.
Be good all! (I still may post something here every blue moon depending on how much I like the pic, but don't expect much. ) >u<

https://bsky.app/profile/qmanshark.bsky.social

WOO! finally found a new streaming site to use for drawing and even gaming if I wanted to XD

its called piczel.tv and most importantly...ITS FREE BABY!! OWO

so expect much more active me in the future, ych's again, streams (finally), and even free art ^w^

and better than ever! :3

sorry for such a long hiatus away from FA, but just needed some time to myself is all.
but now I'm back ^w^

AND to make things so much better, I BOUGHT A NEW TABLET!!
its so fancy and so much easier to use than my old one! :D

so definitely expect more art coming from me soon.

so that being said, commissions ARE OPEN if anyone interested ^^

super cheap, very sexy, :P

'k I love you, bye bye now'

just going through some emotions right now about having to put our dog down..
so I'm sorry if I'm not responding much.

so I don't really know how to fix this problem :/...
I'm so much better with traditional art (since that's what I started with)
and my digital art isn't bad...
but its so frustrating that I really really WANT to be a digital artist, but I can barely dish out art digitally or I just cant draw the way I draw when its traditional...
if I sit down with paper and a pen, I could draw the sexiest, coolest furry there is...AND THEN I DRAW IT FAST...
but sitting at my computer, my hand starts cramping, my ideas start to stop...or just in general I try to draw, but I just CANT.

the only thing I can see that can solve the problem is either buying a fancy drawing tablet that lets me draw manually ON the tablet..or just keep practicing :S

ughh!!!

sorry for the rant peeps x3..
I just really want to make the best for my watchers~
well off to bed ( v=(I)=)>

anyone interested in cheap commissions?
I got nuthin to do right now o.o

wonder if people would want me to stream.. o3o...

been thinking about getting back into it idk though x3

Sorry to everyone that's been expecting booty and even the YCH that I made a few weeks back. a lot been going on with my life of lately and being sick for some days now XD.
But this is me saying ill definitely try to get back to things.

First off though, I want to apologize to those who applied for the YCH. Looks like I had to re-roll for B-Slot so Congrats to &
I'll get with you both very soon.

And I'm going through a bit of a financial struggle atm XD so commissions are encouraged ^^

Congrats to & for winning the YCH!!

WOO!! XD

and for the others, best of luck next time! :3
I'm sure to hold more YCH's in the future and even some free art ^w^

vvvv~or if you're interested in some cheap commissions~vvvv

Commissions Open~

join in the fun! vvvvvvv
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21426968/

Commissions are still open!~ $5-$20

get em while they're hot! :P

just a heads-up! I'm in need of some quick cash, so if you'd like a commission, I'm ready to serve! :P

just leave me a note if interested and I can give a basic price ^w^

Slots:

ANYONE ;W;

are thumbnails not showing up for anyone else right now? o3o;;

But this job is making it so much harder for me to do other things like drawing. In really really trying to get back into the swing of things.
But right now, the problem isn't even art block; it's just working a full-time overnight job that makes me sleep during the day so when I DO have time, it's either sleeping or doing more important things.

BUT I WILL GET BACK TO ART IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO!!!!
(◞≼◉ื≽◟ ;益;◞≼◉ื≽◟). ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ)

Boof!

idk what to even do anymore...

I feel like my art is at a standstill..and I have no idea what to really do.
its like art block, but the worse ive ever had...like...making me not want to draw for a really long time. and honestly hate being away from drawing for so long because with that comes no progress...
and I honestly don't know any artist who wants to keep dishing out the same art the same way over and over for years and years and years to come not getting any better, not doing anything new...

but if you do that, to each their own..

ugg...I want to know what to do next..
I want to ask people that draw or keep art blocks away, but sometimes that doesn't work out.
ive asked even some artist on this site and they either give me bulls#$% answers, or they don't know themselves how they do what they do..they just do it.

ive asked personal friends who even go to school for it, but, when I'm down to learn, the tricks and teaching don't seem to stick....its always one class..then ded.
I need constant influence and encouragement.. :/

I'm the type of person who can follow external expectation, but cant follow internal expectation...and therefore to be able to follow my own internal expectations, I need to make them EXTERNAL...and the best way for me to do that with art is either having someone constantly being there telling me theyre expecting art or wanting my help with art..id love to teach people what I know...OR by someone teaching me, turning my drawing as a hobbie, homework or an assignment. because lets be honest..as much as we hated school, it gave us the encouragement and ability to no PROCRASTINATE and that's all that happens now...

ugg...art books don't help, because all I do is skim through them saying "oh that's a nice trick to do 'so and so'"...and never do it =n=..
and all of this is so much more stressful to me than it may seem...

it really gets to me because id love to make this thing a career :/
sure I can draw...sure I'm good at it...but it wont get me anywhere if I don't do s#$%..

and even if I wanted to go to school for it....I mean....huff...

its just annoying and I wish someone could seriously help...and not by suggesting to draw their sona >~>..

because even though I'm asking for help with this seriously annoying art block, imma have dat one person just suggest me draw their sona lol....thinking that will help with the art block? or idk wanting free art probably :I

huff....

this is a cool song:

Woot woot
I'm 22!! （〜^∇^)〜
└｜゜ε゜｜┐
┗(＾0＾)┓
┏(｀ー´)┛
⊂((・▽・))⊃

F#$%ing bulls#$% art block pissing me off!!!

ugg cnat ardrtat jakjfopdijfalkfa wafnrt
really wannat dfja artS!!!

cant draawingainglaflkjaflinsdapfoin s#$%

its like I rerawllloyfa want to daraew but its not leltttminig meeeeeeeee

Woo!! so now I can draw again x3

so for those expecting pics, ill be on it as soon as possible ^w^

So my s@#$ computers are being s@#$ xd so until I completely wipe atleast one of them, art may have to be put on hold for a min. But hopefully shouldn't take too long
⊂(￣(工)￣)⊃⊂(・(ェ)・)⊃(￣(ｴ)￣)ﾉ(*￣(ｴ)￣*)(ó㉨ò)(/-(ｴ)-＼)(／￣(ｴ)￣)／

lol had some people say i should make one so i was like...

"meh, what the heck" XD

check it out~

I suffer from the same owo lol

How should someone feel about lying to someone they love to spare their feelings?....
Should they feel guilt for lying in the first place?
Or should they feel relieved they arnt hurting them?

And is it only wrong if they find out?

Pay what you want. ANYTHING ;W;

gosh..

im realizing how much money i need in life and my job isnt cutting it :c

so..idk what to really do besides let everyone know im pay what you want and always open for commissions.


thanks so much everyone for all the support and the love shown from the lucario booties!
didnt realize how much you all loved da tush <3

went today and finally met my buddy  succulentdragon for the first time EVAR!!

hehe so after thinking about it, i may be going either friday and/or saturday ;P

so if ya see a light skinned dude with hazel eyes, das me ^w^