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Posted 10 years agoAsk me ANYTHING
Dirty, clean, weird, random, and/or revealing questions appreciated!Commissions OPEN!!!
Posted 10 years agoAlright, guys! My commissions are officially open for the first time since registering! I have 5 slots open, and may or may not open after each one is finished. My commissions are FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE. That means the first one to pay is the first one to get a slot. I will NOT put your name on the list or start your commission before you pay.
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Posted 10 years agoI just feel like I either piss everyone off and annoy people. That was kind of proven when I told one of my friends that I have body image issues and want to starve myself so I can get skinny because I don't have the motivation to exercise, and then he ignored me until I ate something.
I also feel like people are starting to avoid me because I have anxiety and depression, and adding insomnia into the mix makes it even worse. My life is falling apart right before my eyes. I can't get a job because of all the university students here, not that I blame them, but I can't get a job until summer because of that. I rely on money I get from my grandparents every month, and it's only $100. That's not enough for everything I need, but I'm grateful for it anyway. I need a job so I can go to college. I want to take psychology and make a career out of that by being a gender and sexual orientation therapist. I like helping people find out who they are, I like helping validate people's feelings of oneself. I've helped maybe 10 people already by just putting a name to their feelings. All I want is to make a career out of it, but I can't get a fucking job!
I can't sleep, I can't eat, all I do is smoke, drink, and draw because it's all I'm good at. Nobody's buying my art, and I need that money to pay off overdraft fees and get a new hard drive for my failing computer. If I plan on going to school online, I kind of need a new hard drive so it doesn't bluescreen in the middle of an assignment. I want to go to online school because I can't be around too many strangers at once without having some form of breakdown.
I have an irrational fear of choking on pills, but I'm considering depression and anxiety meds to help me get the fuck out of bed. I feel like I'm losing friends because I'm both needy and antisocial. If I didn't have these problems, I would have more friends. Hell, I'd probably be a lot more happy and social! I lost 2 years of being self harm free today. I can't take it anymore. At this week's therapy appointment, I'm gonna see if I can get a recommendation for medication. I'm sick and tired (literally) of being this way. I need help, financially and mentally.
I also feel like people are starting to avoid me because I have anxiety and depression, and adding insomnia into the mix makes it even worse. My life is falling apart right before my eyes. I can't get a job because of all the university students here, not that I blame them, but I can't get a job until summer because of that. I rely on money I get from my grandparents every month, and it's only $100. That's not enough for everything I need, but I'm grateful for it anyway. I need a job so I can go to college. I want to take psychology and make a career out of that by being a gender and sexual orientation therapist. I like helping people find out who they are, I like helping validate people's feelings of oneself. I've helped maybe 10 people already by just putting a name to their feelings. All I want is to make a career out of it, but I can't get a fucking job!
I can't sleep, I can't eat, all I do is smoke, drink, and draw because it's all I'm good at. Nobody's buying my art, and I need that money to pay off overdraft fees and get a new hard drive for my failing computer. If I plan on going to school online, I kind of need a new hard drive so it doesn't bluescreen in the middle of an assignment. I want to go to online school because I can't be around too many strangers at once without having some form of breakdown.
I have an irrational fear of choking on pills, but I'm considering depression and anxiety meds to help me get the fuck out of bed. I feel like I'm losing friends because I'm both needy and antisocial. If I didn't have these problems, I would have more friends. Hell, I'd probably be a lot more happy and social! I lost 2 years of being self harm free today. I can't take it anymore. At this week's therapy appointment, I'm gonna see if I can get a recommendation for medication. I'm sick and tired (literally) of being this way. I need help, financially and mentally.
Aight I officially hate myself.
Posted 10 years agoIf I'm online tomorrow, it'll be a miracle.
Bye guys.
Bye guys.
Pokeball gif icons for sale!
Posted 10 years agoThey're $10 each!
Only 5 slots open!
This is NOT first come, first serve!
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RULES
-You must pay first, or I will not start your commission!
-Be respectful towards othersLooking for a master
Posted 10 years agoFirst thing you should know about me, I'm in an open relationship (closed on his end). I'd like it to be RP only, but if it grows into something more, I might be okay with that.
My name is Xen, and I'm agender and pansexual (if you have questions about my genitalia, please note me). I live in Utah, USA. I'm into DD/LG, BDSM, and Petplay. I'm 18 years old. I'd like my master to be 19-22 years old, and open minded with most fetishes.
Being my master may include me serving you both sexually and not. You're the master, you make the rules.
I'm ready to serve you, master.
My name is Xen, and I'm agender and pansexual (if you have questions about my genitalia, please note me). I live in Utah, USA. I'm into DD/LG, BDSM, and Petplay. I'm 18 years old. I'd like my master to be 19-22 years old, and open minded with most fetishes.
Being my master may include me serving you both sexually and not. You're the master, you make the rules.
I'm ready to serve you, master.
OC 30 Day Challenge!
Posted 10 years agoTaking applications for the 30 day OC trade challenge!
Please read the rules.
JUNE OC TRADE RULES
You and another artist trade characters for the month of June.
Completely.
They become YOUR OC.
You may give them haircuts and new outfits.
You may draw super porn of them if you want.
They’re YOURS for June. DO WHAT YOU WANT.
You may NOT draw the OC you trade away for the month. At all. When you get them back, it’s up to you whether or not their adventures were canon. But for June, they are out of your hands.
Obviously, only do this with a friend that you TRUST COMPLETELY. Or a friend that you don’t trust at all and want to watch bad things potentially happen to your OC. Or fun things. Who knows.
Obviously, if you depend upon your OCs for a living, be careful trading them away! You won’t be able to draw them. You can use your borrowed OC in their stead, though.
Taken from: 
Application, fill it out:
OC you want:
OC you're trading:
Example of your art work:
How often can you draw the OC:
How hardcore are you going to go with the OC:
How hardcore can I go with your OC:
Why should I trade with you:
Going to pick my trade partner on June 1st!!
So I've been wondering...
Posted 10 years agoAre there any furries who are actually against same-sex marriage, or the LGBT+ community in general?
I find it weird to think about, considering all the art and stories starring same-sex couples.
I find it weird to think about, considering all the art and stories starring same-sex couples.
I feel so guilty and selfish all the fucking time.
Posted 10 years agoWhenever someone's upset I blame myself for everything and rationalize it in any way possible, even though I KNOW it's not my fault. I just need to hear it from someone else.
The fact that I NEED to hear it from other people makes me feel selfish for even asking. The thing is, I KNOW I'm not the one that upset you, but I can't stop thinking that I am and my mind won't stop racing with thoughts that I said something wrong or did something wrong OR SAID SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES OR HAIR THAT UPSET YOU OR ABOUT ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM AND MY MIND JUST WON'T FUCKING SHUT UP!!!!
I need you to tell me that I'm not what pissed you off or made you cry.
The fact that I NEED to hear it from other people makes me feel selfish for even asking. The thing is, I KNOW I'm not the one that upset you, but I can't stop thinking that I am and my mind won't stop racing with thoughts that I said something wrong or did something wrong OR SAID SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES OR HAIR THAT UPSET YOU OR ABOUT ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM AND MY MIND JUST WON'T FUCKING SHUT UP!!!!
I need you to tell me that I'm not what pissed you off or made you cry.
I have decided to use my journals for personal purposes
Posted 10 years agoMy therapist told me that I should start writing a journal. Well, my handwriting sucks and I have a tenancy to grip my pencil tighter and press on the paper harder when I'm upset. So, I'm going to use my FA journals. Hell, maybe I'll get some support from you guys! I need it like, very often. All I need is a simple "Hey, it'll be okay!" and I'll be fine.
First, I'd like to vent about some recent events that have popped up on my Facebook. Apparently it's discrimination against heterosexual, cisgender men and women to hold gay pride parades and other events. Since when is there a rule that says "supporters are not welcome?" Even if you're cishet and support the LGBT+ community, you're fucking allowed.
"Why do you get gay pride? Why can't we have straight pride?"
Okay, I'm gonna stop you right there. You can be proud of yourself! You CAN be proud of yourself! You CAN be proud of yourself!!! But, if you're using your straight pride against the LGBT+ community, you're doing it wrong.
First, I'd like to vent about some recent events that have popped up on my Facebook. Apparently it's discrimination against heterosexual, cisgender men and women to hold gay pride parades and other events. Since when is there a rule that says "supporters are not welcome?" Even if you're cishet and support the LGBT+ community, you're fucking allowed.
"Why do you get gay pride? Why can't we have straight pride?"
Okay, I'm gonna stop you right there. You can be proud of yourself! You CAN be proud of yourself! You CAN be proud of yourself!!! But, if you're using your straight pride against the LGBT+ community, you're doing it wrong.
I think I like FA more than DA
Posted 10 years agoEveryone I've met so far is super nice and awesome, especially 
insaneboredom , 
valixy_grace , and 
videogamastr . You don't get this on DA for some reason. Maybe it's because we as a fandom have more in common than those on DA?
insaneboredom , 
valixy_grace , and 
videogamastr . You don't get this on DA for some reason. Maybe it's because we as a fandom have more in common than those on DA?