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Posted 4 years agoBoy, I really don't write journals often...
Ok, so I debated whether to post something about this or not. But, I don't want to forget to inform anyone, and with all that's on my mind here, I know I will.
Monday morning my brother tested positive for Covid-19. He is also my roommate, so I am self quarantining in my room as best I can, and taking as many precautionary steps as I can to ensure I do not catch it as well. The odds of me catching it, however, are, well... its a pretty good chance that I will despite everything that I do. Rest assured that I am taking the precautions necessary to keep myself safe. Wearing a mask whenever I leave my room, washing my hands/using hand sanitizer before entering my room, etc. My brother is also doing what he can as well, wiping down anything he touches, using the mini fridge as his own fridge while leaving the main fridge as alone as he can, wearing a mask whenever he leaves his room.
I'm currently going to be staying at home from work for the next two weeks, but I may not be all that responsive on the different social platforms I'm on. I will do my best to remember to post an update journal if anything changes. As it stands right now, I am not going to get tested myself because there's no point in spending the money on it until my brother rids himself of the virus. I will get tested if I show any signs of a fever, as I already had a cough going from a known source that I do not feel is Covid-19 related.
There's a lot of stress going on right now, most of it related to the Covid-19 thing, parents and my middle brother were exposed as well, though everyone was wearing a mask, so fingers are crossed that they don't catch it. But, on top of the stress of the virus is my father's continuing degradation of mental health. His memory is getting worse still, and despite my brother's setting up his computer to be as fool proof as possible, he still unplugged cables he shouldn't have unplugged (unclear on the reasoning, though he says its from cleaning around his desk.) A 2 hour FaceTime call later and the issue still isn't resolved because of needing to repeat myself, needing to 'fix' when he paused the FaceTime video and other issues. The inability to be there and help him makes this incredibly stressful, and to see how far the mental health has deteriorated is... incredibly painful.
I ask for patience from those who know me and talk with me regularly, i will try my damnedest to not let my frustrations and stress boil over into any conversations or interactions I have with people, but, it is honestly getting to be too much for me, everything that's happenign right now, and I can't, in all honesty, promise that I won't 'break' from time to time when it gets to be too much.
This is, yet another, depressing and negative journal I've posted up, and doesn't give the best of impressions to people. Life is, generally (aside from current situation) going well for me. There are positives to enjoy and to hold onto, not the least of which is the fact that I am an Uncle for the first time this year. So, as I said, there are positives.
I hope you all stay safe, stay healthy, and stay kind to one another. The world needs kindness, spread it around, try to make someone smile every day... even if you can't see their face beneath their mask. I had made a goal for myself to try telling at least one joke a day when I'm at work, even if they are the type of joke that make people shake their head, or groan, or want to throw something at me, but that will take a pause for now until I return to work.
Ok, so I debated whether to post something about this or not. But, I don't want to forget to inform anyone, and with all that's on my mind here, I know I will.
Monday morning my brother tested positive for Covid-19. He is also my roommate, so I am self quarantining in my room as best I can, and taking as many precautionary steps as I can to ensure I do not catch it as well. The odds of me catching it, however, are, well... its a pretty good chance that I will despite everything that I do. Rest assured that I am taking the precautions necessary to keep myself safe. Wearing a mask whenever I leave my room, washing my hands/using hand sanitizer before entering my room, etc. My brother is also doing what he can as well, wiping down anything he touches, using the mini fridge as his own fridge while leaving the main fridge as alone as he can, wearing a mask whenever he leaves his room.
I'm currently going to be staying at home from work for the next two weeks, but I may not be all that responsive on the different social platforms I'm on. I will do my best to remember to post an update journal if anything changes. As it stands right now, I am not going to get tested myself because there's no point in spending the money on it until my brother rids himself of the virus. I will get tested if I show any signs of a fever, as I already had a cough going from a known source that I do not feel is Covid-19 related.
There's a lot of stress going on right now, most of it related to the Covid-19 thing, parents and my middle brother were exposed as well, though everyone was wearing a mask, so fingers are crossed that they don't catch it. But, on top of the stress of the virus is my father's continuing degradation of mental health. His memory is getting worse still, and despite my brother's setting up his computer to be as fool proof as possible, he still unplugged cables he shouldn't have unplugged (unclear on the reasoning, though he says its from cleaning around his desk.) A 2 hour FaceTime call later and the issue still isn't resolved because of needing to repeat myself, needing to 'fix' when he paused the FaceTime video and other issues. The inability to be there and help him makes this incredibly stressful, and to see how far the mental health has deteriorated is... incredibly painful.
I ask for patience from those who know me and talk with me regularly, i will try my damnedest to not let my frustrations and stress boil over into any conversations or interactions I have with people, but, it is honestly getting to be too much for me, everything that's happenign right now, and I can't, in all honesty, promise that I won't 'break' from time to time when it gets to be too much.
This is, yet another, depressing and negative journal I've posted up, and doesn't give the best of impressions to people. Life is, generally (aside from current situation) going well for me. There are positives to enjoy and to hold onto, not the least of which is the fact that I am an Uncle for the first time this year. So, as I said, there are positives.
I hope you all stay safe, stay healthy, and stay kind to one another. The world needs kindness, spread it around, try to make someone smile every day... even if you can't see their face beneath their mask. I had made a goal for myself to try telling at least one joke a day when I'm at work, even if they are the type of joke that make people shake their head, or groan, or want to throw something at me, but that will take a pause for now until I return to work.
Life update, little bit of a downer topic.
Posted 6 years agoI'm going to preface this by saying that I am writing this note as a simple matter of fact, a statement and explanation of things, not for trying to get sympathy.
Things in my life have been taking something of a turn. For those that aren't already in the know, I live with my parents, there are multiple reasons why, but they don't really matter any longer. What matters now is the reason I am (very likely) going to be living with them for quite some time more. My father has been showing increasing signs of either Alzheimer's or at least some form of memory issues. I am not willing to let my mother live on her own to deal with the stresses that this condition can and will cause to her, and I want to keep making sure I can take care of my father, making memories while I can.
I write this because there are different media in which I play with people, Roleplaying on F-chat, computer gaming, etc, and I want people to know if/why I may leave abruptly. I will do my absolute best to give a head's up that I am stepping away, but I am putting family first, so basically "RL comes first" as the phrase goes. This has been something that's happening more lately, and over the past year its affected my friendships with some people I like. I have only told a few people the real reason behind my incredibly flighty moods of late, but its past time I address this and be upfront about it. There has been stress for me as well regarding this issue, so its made for difficulty in finding (and keeping) the right mood to role play. To those that have been affected by this, I really am sorry, you deserve better than what I have been able to give you. I should've been up front about the actual reasons instead of dancing around the issue.
As for what I am planning to do moving forwards from here? As i said, I am probably going to be staying with the parents so I can help out where needed (currently this involves helping my father with managing his electronic devices), helping to make sure my Mom stays sane. There is also going to need to be a serious discussion on how to proceed forwards, there are ways to help slow the progression of memory loss, but we need to help my dad realize its something that needs to be done. There is (very understandably) a fear from him in truly acknowledging the depth of his memory issues. I mean, you can't even rely on your own mind, that is absolutely fucking TERRIFYING. I will be meeting with my brothers to see what we can do moving forwards as well. And, just as importantly, I am going to try my best to make what memories I can in the hopes that he will be able to remember them still years down the road.
I would make one request of my friends and any who read this journal. Hug the ones you love, do not take for granted the time you have with them. I am beginning to realize (a bit late but not too late) just how much more I should have done this.
Things in my life have been taking something of a turn. For those that aren't already in the know, I live with my parents, there are multiple reasons why, but they don't really matter any longer. What matters now is the reason I am (very likely) going to be living with them for quite some time more. My father has been showing increasing signs of either Alzheimer's or at least some form of memory issues. I am not willing to let my mother live on her own to deal with the stresses that this condition can and will cause to her, and I want to keep making sure I can take care of my father, making memories while I can.
I write this because there are different media in which I play with people, Roleplaying on F-chat, computer gaming, etc, and I want people to know if/why I may leave abruptly. I will do my absolute best to give a head's up that I am stepping away, but I am putting family first, so basically "RL comes first" as the phrase goes. This has been something that's happening more lately, and over the past year its affected my friendships with some people I like. I have only told a few people the real reason behind my incredibly flighty moods of late, but its past time I address this and be upfront about it. There has been stress for me as well regarding this issue, so its made for difficulty in finding (and keeping) the right mood to role play. To those that have been affected by this, I really am sorry, you deserve better than what I have been able to give you. I should've been up front about the actual reasons instead of dancing around the issue.
As for what I am planning to do moving forwards from here? As i said, I am probably going to be staying with the parents so I can help out where needed (currently this involves helping my father with managing his electronic devices), helping to make sure my Mom stays sane. There is also going to need to be a serious discussion on how to proceed forwards, there are ways to help slow the progression of memory loss, but we need to help my dad realize its something that needs to be done. There is (very understandably) a fear from him in truly acknowledging the depth of his memory issues. I mean, you can't even rely on your own mind, that is absolutely fucking TERRIFYING. I will be meeting with my brothers to see what we can do moving forwards as well. And, just as importantly, I am going to try my best to make what memories I can in the hopes that he will be able to remember them still years down the road.
I would make one request of my friends and any who read this journal. Hug the ones you love, do not take for granted the time you have with them. I am beginning to realize (a bit late but not too late) just how much more I should have done this.
Looking for artist(s) for a specific idea
Posted 6 years agoI'm just starting to 'test the waters' for something that's been a growing desire of mine lately. Getting pictures drawn of male genitalia. Anyone know of artists that do such work that are open for commissions right at the moment? The idea is to have some of them be more on the ... exotic side in terms of design. I'd be looking for artist input as well for said drawings.
*Ding* Achievement Unlocked. Level 36 acquired
Posted 6 years agoToday marks 36 years that I have crawled/waked this Planet. Celebrating with some Guild Wars 2 purchases and also Loft House frosted cookies!
Obligatory MFF post
Posted 7 years agoThe convention is local to me, really only about a 30 minute drive from my place. Gonna attend this year, will be spending probably most of my time with 
LateinShowing and friends. I tend to be a bit reserved around folks I don't know, but feel free to say hello if you see me around.
LateinShowing and friends. I tend to be a bit reserved around folks I don't know, but feel free to say hello if you see me around.Heroine Appreciation month
Posted 7 years agoSo, 
DarkGodAriaz has made October Heroine Appreciation month. Go check it out at https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8895268 ! I only just found him at the time of this journal, but already I'm enjoying his artwork a great deal. Go +watch him for heroine goodness!
DarkGodAriaz has made October Heroine Appreciation month. Go check it out at https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8895268 ! I only just found him at the time of this journal, but already I'm enjoying his artwork a great deal. Go +watch him for heroine goodness!Current State of the Dragon
Posted 7 years agoI'm not the biggest of Journal writers out there, not even sure how many folks read mine, but I figured I should get another one up that's more recent than a completed and closed growth drive!
State of the Dragon: Been working at my job for roughly 15 years now, been having a lot of changes going on with the store, from one of the worst coworkers I've ever had getting fired back in 2015, to my store opening up a whole new section of the store dedicated to medical equipment, to really, finally, starting to get a better grasp on what I want out of my career. Its been a long journey, with still (hopefully) many many miles ahead of me left to go, and while its had it's fair share of difficulties, I'm fairly satisfied with where I am right now. As with everything, there are things that could be better (making more for example) but that's the same for pretty much everyone, so I'm not discontent about it.
I'll be reaching the age of 35 this year, come the end of May, and I found out somewhat recently that according to some in the furry community, that this makes me a Grey Muzzle... I'm unsure how I feel about that, because 35 isn't that old (never mind the protesting knees!) I mean, just because I have a grey (or white/silver) whisker here or there doesn't mean anything, right? ...Right? Ah whatever, life is what it is, I don't bemoan (that often) being the age I am. It means I've had more experience in life than those younger than me, and gives me an excuse now to go "Back when I was your age..." Which is, honestly, rather fun to do with the high school kids that work at my store. Like... Pogs! I collected the shit out of those when i was younger... never actually played a 'game' with them. Man, I wonder if I have them in the basement somewhere...
I'll have to check in the morning!
I know this isn't a 'complete' State of the Dragon, but it felt good to get this much written down. Now we'll have to see if another year passes before I put up another journal! To those who read this, stay safe and warm (or cool if you're in those climates)!
State of the Dragon: Been working at my job for roughly 15 years now, been having a lot of changes going on with the store, from one of the worst coworkers I've ever had getting fired back in 2015, to my store opening up a whole new section of the store dedicated to medical equipment, to really, finally, starting to get a better grasp on what I want out of my career. Its been a long journey, with still (hopefully) many many miles ahead of me left to go, and while its had it's fair share of difficulties, I'm fairly satisfied with where I am right now. As with everything, there are things that could be better (making more for example) but that's the same for pretty much everyone, so I'm not discontent about it.
I'll be reaching the age of 35 this year, come the end of May, and I found out somewhat recently that according to some in the furry community, that this makes me a Grey Muzzle... I'm unsure how I feel about that, because 35 isn't that old (never mind the protesting knees!) I mean, just because I have a grey (or white/silver) whisker here or there doesn't mean anything, right? ...Right? Ah whatever, life is what it is, I don't bemoan (that often) being the age I am. It means I've had more experience in life than those younger than me, and gives me an excuse now to go "Back when I was your age..." Which is, honestly, rather fun to do with the high school kids that work at my store. Like... Pogs! I collected the shit out of those when i was younger... never actually played a 'game' with them. Man, I wonder if I have them in the basement somewhere...
I'll have to check in the morning!
I know this isn't a 'complete' State of the Dragon, but it felt good to get this much written down. Now we'll have to see if another year passes before I put up another journal! To those who read this, stay safe and warm (or cool if you're in those climates)!
Signal boost!
Posted 9 years agoBeen a while, figure I should dust off the Journal section and get something new up.
What better way to do that than to signal boost a friend?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19454591/ Boosting! Give it a looksee!
What better way to do that than to signal boost a friend?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19454591/ Boosting! Give it a looksee!
Steven Colbert interviews Smaug
Posted 11 years agoHoly shit this is fantastic! Hide your milkshakes, pity the neutered Toothless, and don't laugh at a live dragon!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaRoqslM4W0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaRoqslM4W0
Snag with MFF plans
Posted 11 years agoJust keeping those who might care to see me posted that my plans for MFF have hit a snag, I will know more about what I'm doing by the end of this weekend.
Guild Wars 2 question
Posted 11 years agoI know I don't have a lot of folks who follow me or read my journals, but I'm posting this on the off chance that I get lucky. I'm wanting to get back into GW2 again, but I have been finding that running things solo is just a pain and not any kind of fun. I want to learn the dungeons, want to run them to get points for purchasing the gear later on down the road. I'd love to have some folks to hang around with and talk about the game, or other things even. Anyone know or have any suggestions? I play on Blackgate, though I think that will only matter if I want to join folks for any kind of WvW stuff, which is a possible interest of mine, but not my primary goal right now. I'd love to hear from people on this!
>>Signal boost for artist<<
Posted 11 years agoI don't have a whole lot of followers, but I figure any little bit can help out. That, and I need to get rid of my Wednesday rant journal from my front page with something positive, so here it is!
DeathJingle could use some folks picking up commissions from her as the art job she'd been hoping for didn't pan out the way she had hoped. If you want an artist who is patient and fun to work with, I highly recommend her. She's an absolute joy to work with and I've gotten 3 commissions from her thus far (only 2 are displayed at the moment because...damn moving, misplaced it in a box somewhere!), check them out, or better yet, check her gallery out for her fine work!
DeathJingle could use some folks picking up commissions from her as the art job she'd been hoping for didn't pan out the way she had hoped. If you want an artist who is patient and fun to work with, I highly recommend her. She's an absolute joy to work with and I've gotten 3 commissions from her thus far (only 2 are displayed at the moment because...damn moving, misplaced it in a box somewhere!), check them out, or better yet, check her gallery out for her fine work!Why I hate Wednesdays
Posted 12 years agoSo, for friends who know me, Wednesdays had always been a dy I dread to work because it feels like every Wednesday is a full moon where the loonies come out and stupid shit happens often (see: every week).
Take today for example. So far only half the day is done and already the AC in the building isn't working properly, and we had a lady take an atomic dump in the bathroom. Solid matter on the floor, on the seat, even tried to unclog the toilet with our plunger, but didn't know how to operate it and ended up getting shit on the bottom of the toilet when she tapped the plunger against the seat.
As for the no AC... I do not operate well in the heat... At all... Gonna be a fun rest of the night.
Take today for example. So far only half the day is done and already the AC in the building isn't working properly, and we had a lady take an atomic dump in the bathroom. Solid matter on the floor, on the seat, even tried to unclog the toilet with our plunger, but didn't know how to operate it and ended up getting shit on the bottom of the toilet when she tapped the plunger against the seat.
As for the no AC... I do not operate well in the heat... At all... Gonna be a fun rest of the night.
Alright, now at MFF
Posted 13 years agoGive me a holler if you are here and want to meet up. Provided folks are even looking at FA while here!
Midwest Furfest on Saturday
Posted 13 years agoAlright, so I'm going to head in on Saturday, don't know exactly what time I'll be going, and I don't really like just standing around, so I'll want people to do things with. I'll be identifiable as a red haired fellow wearing a brown cowboy hat, black jeans and...not sure yet on the shirt!
So...hopefully I get to meet up with people and not just wallflower at the con.
So...hopefully I get to meet up with people and not just wallflower at the con.
So, MFF
Posted 13 years agoHuh, I haven't paid attention apparently, MFF is being held only 40 minutes from my house....which is closer than I recall it being. Must have switched locations again. Dunno if I'm gonna go, any people who know me heading there? I may show up if there's people I know whom I can do things with.
Birthday
Posted 14 years agoAnother Birthday has come and gone. My treat to myself? Planning a trip to visit Jalen and Flynn again.
Rest in Peace, Chicago has lost another great
Posted 15 years agoRon Santo died this morning of what I believe were complications with kidney cancer. The Cubs' family has lost one of their biggest fans, an amazing announcer for Cubs radio, you will be dearly missed.
Rest in peace Ron.
Rest in peace Ron.
Others are doing it, so why not me?
Posted 15 years ago test is here http://helloquizzy.okcupid.com/test.....enneagram-test
your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator")
"I am at peace"
Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.
How to Get Along with Me
• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
• I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
• Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
• Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
• Ask me questions to help me get clear.
• Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
• Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
• I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
• Let me know you like what I've done or said.
• Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.
What I Like About Being a NINE
• being nonjudgmental and accepting
• caring for and being concerned about others
• being able to relax and have a good time
• knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
• my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
• my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
• being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe
What's Hard About Being a NINE
• being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
• being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
• being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
• being confused about what I really want
• caring too much about what others will think of me
• not being listened to or taken seriously
NINEs as Children Often
• feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
• tune out a lot, especially when others argue
• are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves
NINEs as Parents
• are supportive, kind, and warm
• are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective
your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator")
"I am at peace"
Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.
How to Get Along with Me
• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
• I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
• Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
• Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
• Ask me questions to help me get clear.
• Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
• Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
• I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
• Let me know you like what I've done or said.
• Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.
What I Like About Being a NINE
• being nonjudgmental and accepting
• caring for and being concerned about others
• being able to relax and have a good time
• knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
• my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
• my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
• being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe
What's Hard About Being a NINE
• being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
• being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
• being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
• being confused about what I really want
• caring too much about what others will think of me
• not being listened to or taken seriously
NINEs as Children Often
• feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
• tune out a lot, especially when others argue
• are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves
NINEs as Parents
• are supportive, kind, and warm
• are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective
Looking for an animated avatar icon....thing
Posted 15 years agoI don't know if others can see it, but the icon I'm currently using, the one of the AIM Buddy icon dancing, then getting roasted and subsequently eaten by a dragon, is what I'm looking for. I had it saved to a hard drive that crashed with no way of getting anything off the HD. I don't actually recall who made it, but I do remember them saying it was for anyone to use. If anyone happens to know where I can get a hold of the file again, I'd love to hear from you!
Needing computer related help
Posted 16 years agoLong story short, my external hard drive was fine Sunday morning before work at 10, I come home about 4:30pm to hear it making a clicking sound. I shut it down at a friends suggestion due to it being a bit on the hot side to let it rest, did that at 6pm, got home at 11:10 pm to try plugging it back into my computer, and now my computer doesn't even find the external hard drive. I've got porn on there, yes, but that's not what I'm worried about, there are other, rather important things on it as well that I need to get off it.
Does anyone have any suggestions on what I can do? One friend said it sounds like the "heads" (I think that's the word) are thrashing against the hard drive...when the external turns on, it does the clicking, with a hand on it, it feels like its trying to start up, then stops after about 20 seconds. I am hoping I can still get my files from this thing >.<
Does anyone have any suggestions on what I can do? One friend said it sounds like the "heads" (I think that's the word) are thrashing against the hard drive...when the external turns on, it does the clicking, with a hand on it, it feels like its trying to start up, then stops after about 20 seconds. I am hoping I can still get my files from this thing >.<
Weekend from hell
Posted 16 years agoThis journal is mostly being posted so I can link my away message on AIM to my friends...since there's more to put here than can fit in the space alloted.
Friday I'm working 9am to 1pm, then 3pm to 8pm.
Saturday I've got class 9am to 3pm, then I'm driving 2 hours south to Normal, Illinois to watch my brother's performance, spending the night there.
Then Sunday morning I'm waking up at 6am to drive the 2 hours north back home so I can work 10am to 4pm, then 6pm to 11pm.
Friday I'm working 9am to 1pm, then 3pm to 8pm.
Saturday I've got class 9am to 3pm, then I'm driving 2 hours south to Normal, Illinois to watch my brother's performance, spending the night there.
Then Sunday morning I'm waking up at 6am to drive the 2 hours north back home so I can work 10am to 4pm, then 6pm to 11pm.
Time for thanks giving
Posted 17 years agoI know there are people out there with their own versions of things they are thankful for, but I hardly ever write a journal entry...and this year I have been thinking a lot more, thus there are more things I realize I'm thankful for.
First and foremost, I'm thankful for my parents, without them I wouldn't have been born (obviously), but more than that, they have raised me to be the person I am today. They both have the patience of saints, if they didn't, I'd be living on the streets right now, or some other place...either way, it wouldn't be good.
I'm thankful for the experiences in my life, both good and bad, for they have helped to hammer out and further shape who I am.
For the friends both old and new, all have helped to guide me through this life where I was unable to talk to my parents for advice.
I am extremely thankful for one friend in particular, whom now that I know them, I can't imagine a life without them. They know who they are, my dear, dear friend.
...I'll amend this tomorrow when I'm not so exhausted from work.
First and foremost, I'm thankful for my parents, without them I wouldn't have been born (obviously), but more than that, they have raised me to be the person I am today. They both have the patience of saints, if they didn't, I'd be living on the streets right now, or some other place...either way, it wouldn't be good.
I'm thankful for the experiences in my life, both good and bad, for they have helped to hammer out and further shape who I am.
For the friends both old and new, all have helped to guide me through this life where I was unable to talk to my parents for advice.
I am extremely thankful for one friend in particular, whom now that I know them, I can't imagine a life without them. They know who they are, my dear, dear friend.
...I'll amend this tomorrow when I'm not so exhausted from work.
A reason to celebrate!
Posted 17 years agoFor the first time in at least 6 years, I now weigh less than 240 lbs. For at least six years now, I've hovered around 242 lbs, with the exception of last year when I was away from home when I got up to 253 lbs.
But lately, over the past 3 months or so, I've been doing what I can to exercise better and eat less junk food and more fruit. I've been riding my bike to work as much as I can, and having to push in carts at the grocery store I work at has helped as well.
I just got done weighing myself and I'm now at 237 lbs! I feel like dancing, or yelling (wait, already did that), or...I don't know, but I'm losing weight and it hurts so good! (well, the hurting part sucks, but the losing part is awesome!) So yes, time to go celebrate by eating some Mandarin Oranges!
But lately, over the past 3 months or so, I've been doing what I can to exercise better and eat less junk food and more fruit. I've been riding my bike to work as much as I can, and having to push in carts at the grocery store I work at has helped as well.
I just got done weighing myself and I'm now at 237 lbs! I feel like dancing, or yelling (wait, already did that), or...I don't know, but I'm losing weight and it hurts so good! (well, the hurting part sucks, but the losing part is awesome!) So yes, time to go celebrate by eating some Mandarin Oranges!
Something I discussed at work
Posted 17 years agoThis is something I discussed briefly with the pharmacist at my job this evening and I figured I'd share it with anyone who reads my journals (few as there are). I recall back in High School when I was struggling with doing homework and my parents felt that I would benefit from going to a "Learning Center" type program, one of the many things that they had me do there involved taking something as simple as a pencil, and attempting to describe it to someone who has never seen nor heard of one before.
I really liked this concept, even though it was really hard for me to complete that task. Its interesting how in this day and age there are so many things that we take for granted because we just KNOW what they are, but if we are tasked with having to describe said "things" we won't necessarily have an easy time with "dumbing" it down.
So my challenge, or request, however you'd like to view it is this:
I want to see how you guys would describe a pencil to, say, someone from another planet, dimension, whatever, but describe the pencil and its uses without using any words or descriptions that we take for granted in our world today.
For some of you, this may be really easy, for others not so much. Regardless, just let me know your descriptions and please leave out any jabs at another person's intelligence if they have a hard time with it but still step up to the challenge.
I really liked this concept, even though it was really hard for me to complete that task. Its interesting how in this day and age there are so many things that we take for granted because we just KNOW what they are, but if we are tasked with having to describe said "things" we won't necessarily have an easy time with "dumbing" it down.
So my challenge, or request, however you'd like to view it is this:
I want to see how you guys would describe a pencil to, say, someone from another planet, dimension, whatever, but describe the pencil and its uses without using any words or descriptions that we take for granted in our world today.
For some of you, this may be really easy, for others not so much. Regardless, just let me know your descriptions and please leave out any jabs at another person's intelligence if they have a hard time with it but still step up to the challenge.
