Yasssssssssss deal with it furaffinity.net/user/The_Femboy_Kitty

I know alot of gay teens including myself deal with this issue. That being said i would like to share a story i do not tell many people. Lets go back about 3 months from now, i was just figuring myself out and knowing i was gay as i did not feel for girls and had a strong attraction to boys. At this time i was confused because growing up i was always told it was wrong and a sin and i would burn in hell if i was gay. I was honestly scared to be myself because of this belief and it sucked ass big time. Keep in mind during this time i have been living in a house that used the word faggot like any other word (i was saying it at 7 years old thats how bad it is) and i am still living in this house with my homophobic christian parents. Anyway skip forward about a month so 2 months ago, i had been talking to a friend and my bestie who was sorta in my postion too and i worked up the guts to say fuck it and come out. Now you may think how it happened i planned it but i did not i was still pondering ways, those ways were from drawing a rainbow on my arm and when my mom asked id tell to just straight up telling her. What happened was my dog snapped at me and i put him in his house. It shocked me because he normally does not bite and is a tiny little mofo. Now my mom got onto me and we argued a bit and she said something was bothering me blah blah blah and i said under my breath i was too young (as i decided to wait til 18 to come out).
She heard me and we agreed to go to my room so i could tell her. She stood in my doorway and asked what was up and i said it. Im gay. Her first response was "no youre not". Those words hit me like a pile of fuckin bricks and it hurt like hell because at that moment i knew she would never accept me. We argued and my dad came up and i told him. He took it a bit better but she broke down and cried putting a guilt trip on me (like ive noticed they do a fuckton) and i caved. I gave in and said id convert. I prayed with them and such and i went to bed crying myself to sleep as i knew i did not believe in god and was still my gay self. I knew they would never accept me as they said those exact words and it hurt so bad. Long story short here i am now. They think i am the perfect christian kid when im far from it. I am an Agnostic Atheist and proud Gay person. To anyone under 18 that wants to come out i urge you to wait and not make the mistake i have. Because i have to live with this every fucking day and it is not fun. Some of you may know the thing that happened today with my boyfriend. We have found a way to talk around what happened today and are slowly coming back together and i love him to death and wont let anything like this keep me away from him. If you do not know what happened just disregard this part. If you actually read this whole thing well you know my story. You know the story of the hardest thing ive ever dealt with.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8EjHzhxvW0
I dare anyone who reads this to listen to that and try not to dance like crazy :3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY2vH8PgLpg

Just listen and relax.