I
AM
SO
SICK
UGH

/dying

I went from an inner ear infection [almost burst my ear drum...wtf] to the stomach flu, to a sinus/head cold. I've been sick for three weeks straight.

Somebody shoot me.

Please.

kthx.

Buwaha. Forgot I wasn't done yet.

/oops


One confession, hmm?

>> screw rules, will go for one double-confession:
part one- confession about thoughts
part two- confession about personality


Part One:
Been considering making a fursona, as they are fun to draw, and I find it to be an interesting concept.

Part Two:
It will probably take me several months to come to a decision on that. As a personality flaw, I will not enter into any venture without excessive forethought, planning, and research. /has already been considering this for almost four months.

With that said, you can pretty much assume if I do ever murder somebody, it was definitely premeditated. xD

This addiction I have to meta cognition is applicable to any decision I have to make. It's pretty rare for me to make a decision on the fly.

1.) Quitting my current job

2.) Moving out

1.) Sincere type a person

2.) <3 accent

3.) Prefer tall people. >> balances out my shortness.

going to take this as four things that will make me less interested in a person as a friend/potential SO/etc.

1.) If you're going to point out everything I do wrong, forget it.

2.) General asshole-ery in a personality. Could be inability to listen, unwillingness to associate with special needs people, etc.

3.) Super loud people intimidate me >.>' So that's likely to push me away.

4.) Liars >/

1.) My Mom

2.) Rikki

3.) Drakea

4.) Sean

5.)Tyler [not the autistic one...kthx]

.....

uhm....awkward.

"six things you wish you'd never done."

All of them sucked at the time, but I'm glad I did them. =/ Soo....N/A.

Before somebody goes on a "everybody has regrets" kick...yeah. Mine last for about as long as the action, and then I'm over it. Everything I've done, good and bad, stupid and smart, silly and retarded, has built up to me being ME. Uh...I want to stay me, kthx. So, whether I'm proud of something I've done or not is irrelevant...'cause I'm still glad I did it, as it got me to where I am.


/end confusing babble.

1.) Why is this more complicated than it needs to be?

2.) Good God, she's annoying.

3.) No offense, God..>>'

4.) Why in the hell did she marry him? I can hardly stand him, and I don't even have to spend a lot of time with him.

5.) Crap. That was mean..I shouldn't have thought that.

6.) Why isn't this working? It works for everyone else...

7.) OH shut up, self, you're being a big fat whiner.

1.) Tell me the truth

2.) Listen

3.) Know how to laugh

4.) Hugs <3

5.) Be willing to argue

6.) -.- do not compliment me constantly. Save that for special occasions so I know you mean it.

7.)=P use real words, not swear words, during a conversation.

8.) Disney movies <3

1.) I am easily and often depressed

2.) I have a twisted sense of humor.

3.) I am manipulative, but I can also use that to help people if I feel like it.

4.) I get jealous a lot, but tend to keep it to myself.

5.) I get very extreme migraines, and sinus infections.

6.) I broke my tailbone in fourth grade, and it's still a little jacked up.

7.) My uncle is my stepdad.

8.) I love balinese cats and St. Bernard dogs.

9.) I want to move out, but I don't have the moneh.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

---

1.) Lie to me one more time. I dare you.

2.) Where the hell are you??

3.) Why can't you just leave me alone?

4.) I know you're worried, but you don't have to be. I know what I'm doing. Just trust me already.

5.) I'm sorry I stopped talking to you. It was just too stressful to handle. I still think about you when I see Disney movies, though.

6.) If I knew every word in every language I still would not have enough words to explain how important you are to me, and to everyone else.

7.) Stop trying so hard to be the you from four years ago. Be the you from this morning, and from right now. We're not going to love that you any less than we loved the old one.

8.) I miss you.

9.) THANK YOU.

10.) I'm Sorry.

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e.e' I need to sell stuff.... srsly.

So..I got Skype back xD

Probably won't be back on here.

I miss my friends

=/

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
----
R : Fucking crazy.
A : Easy to fall in love with.
E : Great in bed.

>> I agree that I am quite psychotic.

>> I really need a life...


[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend. [of course not >/]

[ ] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/mp3 player.

[ ] Your parents are still married.

[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.

[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.

T 0 T A L: 2


[x] You dress how you want to.

[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.

[x ] You have never been beaten up.

[x] You never cry more than twice a month. [too scared 2 cry xD]

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[ ] Your room is big enough for you.

[ ] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to a concert.


T 0 T A L: 5


[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.

[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.

[ ] You get allowance.

[ ] You collect something normal.

[ ] You look forward to going to school.

[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.

T 0 T A L: 1


[ ] You own a car.

[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends.

T 0 T A L: 2

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.

[x] You care about so many people.

[x] You are happy with your life.

[ ] You know more than one language.

[x] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to 5 songs.

[ ] You don't have any enemies.

[x] You are a generally nice person.

T O T A L: 5

Total: 15

45% :3

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It's worth it. I promise. xD

<< is so not a kids' movie. I mean honestly. My goodness. Stinking dead people all over the place, ghosts jumping out of cracks in the abyss in time with crescendos.. >O it's scary man! Scary!

....well, okay. I'll admit it wasn't scary for me. o_O but my sister'd crap a brick and have nightmares for the rest of eternity if we took her to see that.

What were they thinking? They couldn't have made it a LITTLE less intense for childrens' sake? Granted it's a great movie if your a teen or older--lot's of self-reflection information, awesome graphics, and an interesting story that sticks very closely to the original book [language included. They speak using words matching the time-frame of the story.] but sheesh o_O.

~~~EEVEE~~~
[ ] You are cute
[ ] You love to play
[x] You don't like getting into fights
[ ] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[x] You have a best friend forever
[x+infinity] You love your best friend very much
[x] You usually don't lie
[x] You don't say bad words [when I do you know you're in trouble]
[ ] Most people love you
[ ] You are youngest of all your siblings
[ ] You like to wish upon a star
[ ] You have a lots of stuffed animals [used to]
TOTAL: 5/12

~~~VAPOREON~~~
[x] You can swim
[ ] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week
[ ] You hate the racism
[ ] Someone has said that you are hot
[ ] You are very social
[ ] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping
[ ] You know most of your neighbors' names
[x] You can speak in another language than English.
[ ] You visit social places
[ ] People call you a "smiley face"
[ ] You LOVE spending time in the water
TOTAL: 3/12

~~~JOLTEON~~~
[ ] You are a street kid
[ ] You have been in an accident
[ ] You usually get into street fights
[ ] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[x ] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life.
[ ] People say you're too egoistic
[ ] You have tried gangsta style
[ ] You try to be really cool
[ ] You really want someone
[ ] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone.
[x] You hate something right now
TOTAL: 3/12

~~~FLAREON~~~
[x] You are kind of a hothead [the silent but deadly kind xD]
[ ] People try to calm you down [they don't usually know]
[ ] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it.
[x] You are seriously waiting for something right now
[x] You annoy people
[ ] You like cartoon villains more than heroes [love both]
[x] You would like to have red eyes. [>3 fuuuun]
[ ] You were born in summer or spring [autumn/winter]
[x] You can think of crazy things
[x] You have burned something
[ ] Things around you are stupid
[ ] You don't like your life at a moment
----TOTAL: 6/12

~~~ESPEON~~~
[ ] You believe in magic [I wish I did sometimes..]
[ ] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you
[x] You really love someone
[ ] You believe in love at first sight
[x] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol
[x] You are a goody-goody
[ ] ......or average
[x] You get injured easily [Oh yeah. I get over it fast, though]
[x] People don't really get you
[ ] You MUST do something right now
[x ] You are like a psychic
[ ] You have a great sight [HAHAHA. No. I'm practically blind.]
TOTAL: 6/12

~~~UMBREON~~~
[x] You love the dark.
[x] You like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] Glow in the dark stickers are cool.
[ ] You are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance.
[ ] You look out for yourself at times.
[ ] You have or would like to have a umbreon in your pokemon games.
[x] You are terrifyingly silent. [so says my family]
[ ] You have eyes that make people timid or afraid.
[ ] You have helped or been helped by someone but never said 'you're welcome' or 'thank you'.
[ ] You are somewhat of a loner.
[x] You love to go out in the night.
[ ] You have excellent vision in dark places. [again, HAHAHA]
TOTAL: 5/12

~~~LEAFEON~~~
[x] Fall or spring is one of your favorite seasons.
[x] You adore the color green. (it's my fav)
[x] You love flowers but choose not to pick them.
[ ] Clean, green and pristine is your way of life.
[ ] Animals adore you and you adore them.
[x] You are a very peaceful person. [sometimes xD]
[ ] You care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all. [actually pretty hard for me to care.]
[x] You enjoy long walks in nature or the woods.
[ ] You are a vegetarian.
[x] Your eyes are or you wish for them to be green.
[ ] You really can't stand cold days.
[ ] People really love to be around you.
TOTAL: 6/12

~~~GLACEON~~~
[x] Winter days are your favorite seasons.
[ ] Cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket. [I wish]
[ ] You have or wish to have amazingly snow white or light blue eyes.
[ ] You live in a place where it's cold all year round.
[x] Hot days are your most hated time of any week.
[x] You don't mind cold foods.
[x] You have once used a cold joke during cold times.
[ ] You adore very much the color white. [hate white]
[ ] You take long walks in the snow.
[x ] You have a cold personality.
[ ] People can't really call onto you for sympathy.
[ ] You have heard the song Cold by Crossfade.
TOTAL: 5/12


Leafeon, Espeon, Flareon. oO