I'm Ready to take on the new year, on my highest note ever!... A new year a old reference..
So.. As of last year, i did this same post last year in 2019. Yey i didn't really post hardly any of the photos I've taken from cons of years past and or any of my other photos I've taken that I'd like to share. I do plan to start up on posting more photos here and sharing more updates too.

I'm also working on trying to reconnect with older friends who i haven't spoken to in a while. Hoping to see how that goes.

outside of that, I have alot more plans to come in this year, hopfully more shall come to light

"what is in the darkness comes to light, whats in the lighr comes to the dark" ~ RDR ~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

{ Yeah.. I realize that it is Febuaray 6th (Currently) that it is 37 days late for the happy new year post.. lol}

I'm Ready to take the new year on my highest note ever!.. A new year a old reference..

So for This year so far, I've gotten a fair bit of good news to start it off with. I'm now a student over at my community collage, I've gotten a job-ish? (loosely) as a assistant for a local photographer / Videographer in my area. Plus I am super close to getting my Drivers licences so far this year is looking good. (not trying to jinx it)

I'm going to start to doing some updates to my page here along with a few other places soon.. for one i'm going to give this page some updates and i'm going to upload some other photos from the latter half of 2018 so stuff from AC and a few trips will be up loaded soon.

Also i'm going to start up a youtube channel for film-making and computer related stuff later on.. or attest flirt with the idea a little more before i execute the plan of it.

outside of that good stuff. I'm going to try to upload a bit more here and there

~Rai

Please Help my friend!

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She is open to do commissions, and she is currently looking for more customer. Her Art is Freaking amazing. Here is some of her examples.

1: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14925470/

2: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13291187/

3: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13157618/

4: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13077493/

5: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27411514/

6: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24564082/

7: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24441114/

Her art is just freaking amazing, Please go and check her stuff out it is really good, she is really nice and cool to chat with.

Please Help my friend!

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I'm currently getting threw this depression, and dealing with it was like straddling two worlds and unable to see where to go clearly with a good frame of mind. I'm still fighting on going to back to school and right now it is only showing that i can go to a community college since the last school i went to screwed me over horribly, so at the moment I'm thinking of heading back to doing a few classes at the community college along with going to get my permit up and going since i've gotten everything i needed to straighten out.

I do plan to start on getting a few things going, I'm planning on starting up a studio soon. that is in the works. however. I do plan on starting up some youtube channels. One of Which are going be reviews and small skits some v-logs and other content i plan on making. as to the other account will be more of silly skits and reviews and random videos.

With all of that said i do plan on making 2018 the better year then this year and i plan on making some new thing happen and come to life and see what i can make happen.

"Keep Hope Alive"

I'm feeling so trapped mentally, it is getting to the point where i am either super Depressed or mad.. now it's like I'm losing motivation, slowly feeling numb to where i don't want to do the video projects i need to do.. and since it's the holiday season i'm feeling more of this mixture of depression,anger,anxiety, stress. Because of not getting far in my goals of doing video / projects or even getting further with school..

it is just murder to my mind that i want to make content and my mind and confidence says otherwise, i end up feeling scared and i don't know what to do. i really want to start to do more but i need to fight this depression and everything else that is hitting.

I do apologize about this vent, i know i need to get stuff off of my chest but this is been here for a while now.

the tittles says it all. I am, looking for an artist to commission for a youtube banner and a different one who i can commission for a talk sprites.

If you know any artist who are open and anyone that you recommend please link to them in the comments and or send me a note.

thanks you

Well since I uploaded most of my picture i took from ocean city and now i am looking at some other photos so i am looking into editing more of my photos. I'm currently thinking throwing more of them up here and along with linking to a few other various places.

I'm also going to be doing more with youtube pretty soon(ish) Not sure when i'll start but it is up in the works

Before i Post the full thing and start to go on a long draw out thing about how i am going to start to post more of my older Con photos and other photos. i am going to just throw this out there.. I've been fighting "Depression and stress" along with other thing i deal with. the thoughts of my post my "Photo and videos work on here or deviantart, Youtube,vimeo, flickr what have you. and from there those thoughts are what stopped from from doing that.. and from there it has had me not really to talk to any of my friends and or any for that matter.

So with all of that said. i am planning to start up editing my old con photos, creating content on Two different youtube accounts, and going to do streams of me Editing photos , video, playing video games and more. i am going to try to throw out some good old content and seee where this takes me.

I am sorry for those who i stopped talking to and or hurt for not saying much of anything and or feeling like a shell of a thing. so as of now i am going to get started on my craft and throw stuff out there.

X.S

Greetings and a hearty hello I am Xyro Shrindo and i am here to let out this out and clear the air with why i haven't posted any Con Photos or any random other picture i've taken or edited for study purposes. I have been stuck in a rut for the last 2 years. I was hit by depression pretty hard and i ended up lossing sight on what i wantted to do and what i want to work on. as i went through this i started to lose a lot of ideas and everything i thought of fell flat. durring this time frame of the 2 year of not posting anything i started to look at my older photos and video, I got more inspired to work on Photography Videography/Filmmaking stuff again. and i am hopping to start to throw out more Photos and video next year and start to focus more on what i love to do.

I'll be updating my page later on today if not tomarrow. i'll be giving some updates to my fursona

i wounder if anyone is going to ANIME U.S.A, i am going there for afew days, i watted to see if anyone is going up there for the con

Taco are love, Taco are life, Tacos summoned all of it power and crate tuesday with it. to bring fourth the most random day of dinner and stuffy stuff. IDK but happy Taco Tuesday to all to Taco Tuesday.

Also ask me anything you want and thingy things

Brownies and ice coffee smacking you in the face with a face and tasty taste

my birthday is coming up on the 19th of the month, and i have know idea what to do now since i am out here in pittsburgh for classes and on my birthday i normaly hang out with friends and whatnot but i don't know about this year since i am away from my friends and things to do.

WHELP...

that mean i am moving my birthday to the 21 so i can get my copy of of omega ruby and play it until i g back to maryland for thanksgivving

Hey everyone i am sorry i have been able to post much on here as of late, i just moved from Maryland into pittsburgh to start school i am currently attending school over at the art institute of pittsburgh, i am currently getting better with my video Editing with learning Adobe Premiere and also Adobe After effects, i am going to say my filming isn't the best but i am taking classes on that now and that working on new techniques for film and cinematography.

I want to say that i do love the school and the people out here, there really nice and friendly and all but i hope i cn find friend out here, it is a bit lonely and i do hope i can find some friends out here hat are furs or Otakus (animes fans) and or some one it is boring when there is notthing to do and know oneto hang out with.

(I should stop with this tangent of looking for friends) my updeats are that i move out to pittsburgh and that i am attending classes over at here the art institute of pittsburgh going for DFVP (Digial Film & video Production) as i said earlier, i do want to say to all of my friend back home in maryland i do miss hanging out with you and that i wish i could attend some meets out there and hang out and whatnot. Right now i a happy that i am going to start on doing things.

~Xyro Shrindo

hello everone i am wantting to help a friend of mine out he just made a FA and he has just moved from iconfurststate: (Delaware) and now is living in the newjersey area and he is trying to find new friends, so please give a warm welcome to him his account is

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/diquarry78/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/diquarry78/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/diquarry78/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/diquarry78/

Please welcome him

again Please and thank you for welcoming him to FA

..... i don't know I just don't know

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ix_gV2xSPSg

- Name: Xyro Shrindo
- Single or taken: Single but me and netflix has a thing going on right now
- Sex: male
- Birthday: November 19th
- Sign: scorpio
- Hair color: brown but i dyed it black
- Eye color: blueish green
- Height: 5’4”
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi.
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and shoulders
- What are you listening to right now?: Remember The Name By Fort Minor
- Who is the last person that called you?: Nitsua
- How many buddies are online right now?: fourteen (14)
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: Dragons wolves phenoix sharks
- Color: Red.. that is the only color that travles the farthest
- Drink: Monster Khaos,Monster DUB: Ballers Blend, Monster Black Ice
- Element: Fire & lighting
- Food: seafood
- Game: leggend of dragoon, Kingdom hearts, allen wake, & Mega man and mega man X series
- Movie: Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World, Balto 2 wolf quest , Tales of Vesperia & source code
- Song: “Leaves Falling" by ~ "Dead By April"
- Subjects in school: computer(operations, Repairs, specs) , English, Photography, Crative writting
- T.V: Arrow , community , Fairy tail , soul eater, Berserk, bojack horsemen , Supernatural
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: No
- Smoked?: No..
- Bungee jumped?: No.
- Made yourself throw up?: No..
- Skinny dipped?: No.
- Ever been in love?: Yes.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No.
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no.
- Cried when someone died?: Yes.
- Lied: yes..
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes.
- Used someone?: No.
- Done something you regret?: to manythings but not going to sit mope about it
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: my bleach shrit with blanks pants and gray socks
- Desktop picture: http://www.animevice.com/kazuma-yag....._55/83-357434/
- CD in player: i don't have one of those anymore but i do have a sony mp3 player if that counts
- DVD in player: a sony blu ray player and ps3
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: knowbody
- Hugged: a friend of mine
- You kissed: knowbody
- You IMed: No today
- Talk to online: random people on DN
- You sexed it up with: my pillow best sleep ever
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Very.
- Open-minded?: open minded and open hearted are me to a T
- Arrogant?: No, just no... but i have gotten into thing with people only about how we edit our amvs and such.. so dose that count? i am not sure
- Insecure?: to a degree on somethings
- Random?: you damn skippy
- Hungry?: hardly every but i do love me some shrimp
- Smart?: Ci don't know
- Moody?: i am a tad bit heated at the momment
- Organized?: i can't be organized for the life of me
- Shy?: to damn shy i can't even make a word form when i meet some in person
- Difficult?: not really but is hard for me to open up quickly to chat about things
- Bored easily?: kind of
- Entertained easily?: Yes.
- Obsessed?: yes to swords, daggers, fire, lighting, yin&yang symboil
- Lazy?: i am like 45% lazy the other 55% i am walking around out of eith er some type of saddness or wounder what convet store i should go to and what to buy
- Angry?: oh no i don't get mad.. my ultar XyRin is my rage and madness and that is something i don't like
- Happy?: i great deal of the time ^^
- Hyper?: i have my momments
- Trusting?: way to trusting for my own good
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: go for a 7 mile walk and then go back to sleep
- Love is: Honor, family, tradistion, and donuts
- I dream about: random and odd things
- What do you notice first in the person you're into: personality, interests , Eyes,
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: kazuma
- Makes you smile:  razorkumoriwolf
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: knowbody
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I have alot of times
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i think genderless should be a thing
- Wish you were younger?: no but i wish i could stay 24 yeard old for ever even though i am not even 24 yet
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes to both hurtfulness and kindness along with some things that popps here and there
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Several times
- Of Cd's I own: 74
- Of scars on my body: 7
- Of bones I've broken: 0

Taken from  theejolene

:SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get::

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = I really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

:] = you're cute

:b = we should get to know each other (as friends or as more)

;^) = we should hang out

<3 = love you

<:^ = I want to know you

@F@ = *stalk*

eue= ur hot

<:3 = ur a great friend

^_^ = we're friends

^.^ = we're best friends

-.- = i don't know you

WELP!

i just got a job at pizza hut. so my last post on my going to Ocean city is VOID
and I am currently starting to save up for other things i am going for. but mainly to go chicago illinois to go for a Certifcation for sony vegas Pro and also to start back at school in the Winter of 2014 or the Spring of 2015 witch every come frist.

but that is about it for this update on the updetes

Later daysz

Xyro Shrindo out

I am currently touching up the photo's i've taken at Anthrocon (witch it is hard to find people) and otakon and uploaded them some time with in the next few days and hoping to post more of them up with atlest by this friday i hope

and on this friday i am going to be away for a week i will be out in ocean city for a week from the 8/15/14 - 8/23/14 and from there i might have more to upload but i am not sure as of now but i will be postying more of these things

Xyro Shrindo ~~~~!~

Stolen from  strawbunny

Staying at:
Home and or with  strawbunny
Arrival and Departure:
Getting there thursday late morning,leaving Sunday afternoon or sunday evening

Mode of transportation:
Getting a ride from a friend and or the subway and bus

Con Plans:
going to the Otaku fur's furmeet  otakufurs Taking photo's at the  otakufurs furmeet/Photo shoot, going to both the AMV CONTEST & THE AMV OVER FLOW SHOWINGS!!!!!!! shopping in the dealers room, going to see some new animes and meet up with friend and hang out with friends along with making new ones.

How can I find you?
I will be waering all red on one of the days (but my tail and collar are both e red and i am going to be waering them all 4 days of the con) other then then 1st day I MIGHT do a cosplay of Death Note's Light Yagami Cosplay (this guy http://media.photobucket.com/user/K.....sort=1&o=1 )
on one of the other 2 days of the con but i am not sure as of yet.
Will you be fursuiting? if so: What suit(s)?
i wish i could do some fursuiting there. but i might be able to pull of a Death Note's Light Yagami Cosplay
(this guy http://media.photobucket.com/user/K.....sort=1&o=1 )
Will you be performing?
I have a amv in in the contest not sure if it is in the overflow or not .

Smoke?
Nope!

Drink?
yes

Gender:
Male

Can I hug you?
Yes ^^ all of the huggles

Can I talk to you?
Absolutely

Can I touch you?
yup yup yup, Hugs are awsome ther are always welcomed ^^

Can I buy you drinks?
Hell ya

How old are you?
21

If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
Yea.. i will be ok to chat and do stuff

Are you nice?
indeed i am my good sir and or madam

How tall?
5'4" or 5'5(ish)"

Can I Take pictures of you?
Yes, yes please, i would love to get in more otakon picture. I have be going there the last 6 years i should be in more or atlest more then 2 or 3

Will you get anything commissioned?
Not quite sure as of now i am on a tight budget for this otakon

How can I get your attention?
poke me or yell out some kind of shenanigans or "Xyro .. uh something'

Can I ask you to dance at the raves?
sure

Goals For the con: my goals for the con is to just have fun hang out with friend enjoy the furmeet and to make new friend have fun and to try to get into some photos this year and try to save some money for after the con.. other then that is to have pure fun for the next four days
See you guys at Otakon 2014!

Stolen From  darkmustang1

Basics

Name: My real name is Ryan. i normaly knowen as Xyro Shrindo
Nickname: my nickname is Rai i prefer Rai over ryan because i haven called that since i was 4 years old
Location: Randallstown Maryland
Age: 21
Height: 5'5ish (I think)
Zodiac sign: scorpio, Year of the monkey
Any pets: Sadly none as of right now
Favorite thing about yourself: Imagination and ideas i have for stories, movie, video and music
Fun fact: I sleep listening K&J pop and normal pop songs while i sleep and when i wake up i don't have as bad of feeling as i do when i sleep in Silence of the Night

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Bi /Stright
Romantic preference: Women and or Men
"Kinsey Scale" score: Uh....? idk
Myers/Briggs type: Uh.. What?
Hogwarts house: Slytherin

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night Owl
Bath or shower: Both but bath more for relaxing
First thought in the morning: " Just 15 more hours"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "Should i go walk up to 7 11 or stay in bed?"

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: I am student a CCBC cationville MD but i am not in rolled as of now but i am looking for another job since Wal-mart fires people for wanting to change there shift
What do you do well: Vidoe Editing, Photo Editing,Writting and Audio editing
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Getting to the half way point of breaing my studio out to the world with my ideas

Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: i drink every now and then but it varies
Smoke: i have way back when but only when stressed
Do Drugs: Nope Nope Nope Nope! if you mean likse monster enger then yes
Exercise: I got for about 5 hours walk and i do some sit ups and push up and that is about all
Have a go-to comfort food: Vanilla or Cherry Coke
Worst habit: I bite my finger nails and picking my scabs and or thinking of the worst
Have a nervous habit: I walk around alot when i am on the phone and i don't give my self enough time to think things through when in a tihht spot in convo

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): I like my hair and greenish blue eyes
In Others: Looks, my arms i guess
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Creativity
Food: Japanese and
Drink: Coke dr pepper & Root Beer
Animal: Dragons, phoenix, Wolves, Sharks,
Artist/Band/Group: Dead By april & Owl city and Eminem
Author/Poet: Eiichiro Oda , Kazue Kato, hayao miyazaki
TV Show: Arrow, supernatural, Ao No Exorcist (Blue Exoricist), One piece, Ben 10,
Actor/Actress: Dante Basco , jim cummings , Kyle Hebert, johny young bosch
Blogger: swoozie

Because why not

say whatever you want and i will let you know if it right or wrong


Updates:

I am going to post a post AC thingy thing later and i am going up update my page well i am at it

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my Neck

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Red

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
hell ya

4. Do you plan outfits?
only for interview, if not anything Red,Black,White or Silver will do fine

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
lonely and meh

6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
the clothes i am waering

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I was walking around in a volcano and i ended up in a weird portal that sent me to a new world where i was brothers with my childhood friend

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Nope.

9. What are you craving right now?
I want Redds Apple Ale

10. Do you floss?
Nope

11. What comes to mind when I say "cabbage"?
Avatar the last air bender's gabbage guy from the earth kingdom

12. Are you emotional?
You have no idea

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
i couldn't get passed 84 with out get destracted by Gameboy or something dealing with video games or a computer at the time. so i never got to reach that goal as of yet

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
i just put it into my coffeee

15. Do you like your hair?
i like it but not it's color

16. Do you like yourself?
Somepoints i do

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Fuck that nosie, that a dead end in a heart attck

18. What are you listening to right now?
Umbrella Beach Remix By Long Lost Sun

19. Are your parents strict?
Uh... i am 21 and my mom is no longer with us and my dad left me...

20. Would you go sky diving?
hell yea

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
no

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
no but i wish to meet afew someday

23. Do you rent movies often?
Netflix, 'nuff said.

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
my bed it tell me to sleep

25. How many countries have you visited?
America. The end.

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yes but drunkly

27. Ever been on a train?
Yepyep. Best way to travel.

28. Brown or white eggs?
Both but aren't they the same?

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes.

30. Do you use chap stick?
nope

31. Do you own a gun?
nope but i do love my wooden katana's i have for duel wielding and sword play (Swords are better then guns)

32. Can you use chop sticks?
I am still learning the art of these sticks

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
my bed and my pillow

34. Are you too forgiving?
i am but i don't know how it would be if my alternator are

35. Ever been in love?
I have and as of now no

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
Working, or beating all of the games in the tales of series

37. Ever have cream puffs?
nope

38. Last time you cried?
tonight

39. What was the last question you asked?
why the hell did i get up at 7:44 in the morning?

40. Favorite time of the year?
April or the rainy season

41. Do you have any tattoos?
i want to het 4 of them

42. Are you sarcastic?
Absolutely not, what would make you say that

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
no

44. Ever walked into a wall?
All the time

45. Favorite color(s)?
Red, Silver, Black,White,Violet

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes it felt good

47. Is your hair curly?
in the back my hair is curly but in the front and the sides there stright

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Dead By April Let The World Know

49. Do looks matter?
Nope

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Depends and if it was yu gi oh then never

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
it is about 80$ i am with verizon

52. Do you like your life right now?
No

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
nope

54. Can you handle the truth?
Probably i am not sure

55. Do you have good vision?
no i am waering glasses

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
i have a long long list

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
not to long

58. The last person you held hands with?
that person dosen't have an FA

59. What are you wearing?
a Red shrit and Red skiny jeans

60.What is your favorite animal?
Phoenix

61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
Sharron PA

62. Can you hula hoop?
Yea but that good at it

63. Do you have a job?
nope

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
2 NOS energy Drink 2 Monster Energy my new icon and a fullmetal alchemist pocket watch

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
all the times my grandparents locked me out