As most of you know, I've moved out yet again for another year to a new place (landlords wanting their places to sell/their families moving in etc). This has been causing me an insane amount of anxiety and burn out because I haven't even been able to financially recover from last year move.

As a plus and thanks to all this I don't sleep or eat well, I can't even focus on my work or do daily basic tasks because I feel like im drowning in everything.
I'm really not doing ok, I know my work has been slower than usual and I'm really sorry to everyone that are patiently waiting me to complete commissions.

Being totally honest I have no energy or will to keep on living when things never seem to ease down.

I'm exhausted, and I can't take on any more work because I have a queue + IRL things to finish and rent is yet again a couple weeks away to be paid.
I'm just... so tired, of everything. I'm sorry if I haven't been doing the best I can. I'm just really not alright. My crippling anxiety and depression are really taking the best of me and I can't seem to do anything about it.

I'll keep trying to do what I can in the meantime... I just thought it was fair for everyone to know whats going on with me as of lately.

Just thanks everyone for sticking around, I really appreciate it a lot.