To those who do read this I'm not dead but well a lot has happened over the years. A year and a half ago my father passed and I ended up moving to phoenix. I am now attending Devry uni and am working on getting engaged to my girlfriend of 2 years come February and over all liking the changes that have come in my life. To those I call friends I have been distant but when your ridiculously busy that happens. I hope everyone is well and hope you all have a happy holidays.

Im boosting this cause a friend asked multiple spots for male charachter and a spot for all http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17231524/

I got up walked the dog found a cute little hand drawn picture from my mom my dad made coffee and then i proceded to have a boring uneventful dull devoid of friends visiting bday ....love when people dont keep their word cause some other cock fag some how pissed them off

http://www.gofundme.com/RenovationFunding will explain it all

I guess just reply with those


♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 t i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top.

so close homeworld remastered collection so close to release nyaaaaa

I know alot probably wont read this, BUT the ones that do read please some one help my dear friend  rainbowcandeh she is doing commissions to get enough to cover bills that a current roommate is skipping out on, her price sheets are all here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6316601/ and the reason is here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6397444/ . Please again help an artist trying to get buy when shits hitting the fan.

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

Was tagged by  wolfynightshade

1. What is your name?
Curian lightwing

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Cause mew?

3. Single or taken?
single

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Well minor shape shifting but thats about all

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Mary who?

6. What's your eye color?
A deep purple.

7. How about hair color?
Hair or fur? Hair red, fur is red black and bioluminescent neon blue.

8. Have you any family members?
Not really.

9. Oh? How about pets?
No

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
People. because people are stupid panicky animals, but a person i like cuase a person is smart, calm and sometimes thinks things through

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
I play video games, read, draw and snuggle persons when i can

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Many most unintentionally but yes i have hurt people

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Not yet

14. What kind of animal are you?
I am a Lynx hybrid

15. Name your worst habits
I dont really know

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Not really

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I'm bi

18. Do you go to school?
I'm going to go for my four years from the army hopefully

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Marry yes, kids we'll see

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
no

21. What are you most afraid of?
ending up totally alone

22. What do you usually wear?
boxers, unless im going somewhere

23. What's one food that tempts you?
steak with sauteed mushrooms and onions

24. Am I annoying you?
meh

25. Well, it's still not over!
Lies, Deciet, Mass rape

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Low i guess?

27. How many friends do you have?
I have 2 true friends irl, but am a little anti social ish

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
applepie is aaaaawesome

30. Favorite drink?
preferably something sweet with alchohol

31. What's your favorite place?
my bed

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
Yes but I cant be with them

33. That was a stupid question.
What when trampled who was with wishing demise how tipped where dimples why peanuts?

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
lake smaller fishes

35. What's your type?
sadly though bi its women .....and well as long as they have a wonderful personality and snuggle good im fine

36. Any fetishes?
none that i will speak of

37. Seme or uke?
um semuke?

38. Camping or indoors?
Both!

39. Tag People!

 Tachmanedwolf  spinningpeanut  goldcat  Garuu

Are you afraid of:

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders (Arachnophobia ;m;)
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 2

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns (more or less)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists(mainly the dentist x.x)
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 2

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 2

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 2

If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"

if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
if you get under 10, you're fearless. '=


and the heights fear isnt really a fear as a slight unease

My good friend  Anbu is in need of help or soon he wont have a roof over his head and might lose his things and his cats http://www.youcaring.com/other/plea.....-joshua/220383 please help if you can.

From my good friend  rainbowcandeh she is offering commissions, YCHs, characters for sale go get your arts now


comissions: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5963255/



YCHs: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14078443/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14077613/


Character for Sale: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14080803/

Sorry if you think this is ad for someones or mine cause its not this is a rant.


So over time i have entered quite a few character comission and such that were by bid ....and i have had multiple times lost such bid not cause i didnt have the money nor because i didnt want it but more cause the next person to bid above my bid didnt (as stated in every fucking ych and bidding on here i have seen) reply to the current highest bidder and therefore im never notified that i have been out bid and go on the next few days thinking well i won since no one bid then bam i go to check and oh look numnut who bid higher got it but oh they bid on someone else's bid to bids down and i think thats bull ......but ow well cant make people follow the rules anymore

Where are you staying?
I'll be somewhere very close

What day are you getting there?
Wednesday

Who will you be rooming with?
I'll be with  Garuu a friend of his and  rukamae

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
who ever i end up hanging with

What is the best way to find you?
uuuuum I dont know maybe look for the badge that says curian

Are there any panels you might be attending?
um the release of fox amoore's album and what ever else i decide

What do you look like?
look in my submissions you'll see me

Will you be suiting?
sadly no

Do you do free art?
Nope

Do you do trades?
nope

Do you do badges/commissions?
nope

What is your gender?
mail

How tall are you?
69" inches

Are you mated/in a relationship?
not just yet

Can I talk to you?
Sure if you wanna

Can I touch you?
like hugs?

Can I visit your room?
Not unless you're with me.

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure

Can I give you stuff?
Anything but STD's!
(Just kidding, I don't mind getting free stuff! But seriously, no std's)

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are a yes

Are you nice?
if you dont find out how to make me mad

How long are you going?
the whole con

Do you have an artist table?
nope

Will you be going to parties?
IDK

Will you be performing?
nope

Do you have prints/CDs?
Nope

Will you have art in the Art Show? General or Adult sections?
Nuup

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
say hi

Can I look in your sketchbook?
depends on what your looking for

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
sure

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
if you ask

Can I take your picture?
Sure =^.^=

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Um to go to the first con i have ever been to.

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $10.00
[ ] Blonde - $7.50
[ ] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00

$ 10.00

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[ ] Blue - $15.00
[x] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

$ 17.50

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[x] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[ ] Under 5′4 - $9.50

$ 25.00

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[x] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[ ] 0 to 18 - $10.00

$ 30.00

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[ ] First Born - $32.00
[x] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

$ 55.00

Drink?
[x] I did like once - $40.00
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $60.00

$ 95.00

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[x] Surgical correction -$10.00

$ 105.00

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[x] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[ ] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00
[ ] Horseshoes - $60.00 (Because it's not cheap)

$ 145.00

Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[x] Red - $60.00
[x] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[ ] Purple - $22.50
[ ] White - $40.00
[ ] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[ ] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00

$ 215.00

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[x] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[ ] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0

$ 220.00

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[x] white - $11.00
[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[ ] blue - $22.00
[ ] other - $35.00

$ 231.00

First letter of the person you last talked to

[] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[ ] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[x] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

$ 251.00

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00
[ ] some- $75.00

Total: $ 351.00

wow im kinda cheep.
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