After a long time Im back with drawing commissions I miss drawing and I need to pay some huge bills too. It'll be great any type of support!

Price Sheet is here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48766453/

Any questions ask below, thank you (:

Hello guys, I disappeared for a while and I cant promise Ill be back but I'll upload more drawings in the meanwhile so my page is not that abandoned. Thanks a lot to the people who keeps faving and liking my work, you have a place in my heart. This year wasn't the best and certainly it got way WORST. But good things come out with it. I am happy to announce that and I got engaged this past October 31st and I cant express how relieved and content I feel with it, it feels amazing when someone decides to spend a life with you, it warms my heart and gives me hope and motivates me to keep up with everything. I might go back and take commissions for our wedding project. Thank you everyone and I hope you have a good night.

Family issues were the fucking first thing had to happen just when this new "decade" started. I literally wasn't able to do work since my twin aunties got bitch crazy having a war with her other 4 sisters and. I literally couldn't get in my home, we had to hide from them for like one day after I came back of my short family vacations, the only time I felt better with my fam. But no, sorry, Pisces.

They threw stuff I didn't mean to throw away, but they didn't ask at all. They luckily didn't touch some saved money I saved with my ass, and some other importante stuff. I got a heart attack thinking they threw my tablet away, but luckily it was saved somewhere else, but is just fucked up have all your stuff touched and messed around.

They lost a base of my The Pirace Empress Boa Hancock sculpture figure :c I can't find it anywhere, I might ask them but not sure they'll give me good news about it...and I'm sad cause it was the last thing my mommy got me for Christmas before she passed away...We went to a anime store and she said "...Well...I got money for your b day (cause my b day is on February so I had the option to wait but I kinda wanted my gift already , lmao :,D.) ." and I was :OOOOOO "So pick anything with that price" And of course I saw my precious wife all beautiful, gorgeous and intimidating. My mommy was so understanding with my bisexuality... And yeah.

Since Im taking years to end commissions, I might offer you guys a 50% discount to compensate your long waiting. Thanks for your support and your patience, you are the best but I also want to be fair with my customers. So thank you, for real.

Andy.

Sometimes I forget to write things but sometimes I feel they are not too interested to be read on, but oh well. I've been doing quite better, just living out life. And deciding what would be good for myself. There are days I don't really want to do anything but stay in bed, but I hate feeling like that so I push myself up to do things, but I've been doing them in automatic. I wish I was more constant with drawing things. In other words, I am my worst enemy in this moment... And no one is going to help me with that if I don't do it myself. But at the same time I feel is so pointless...Keep up despite everything...keep up despite I feel like shit...

I don't even know anymore if I actually do it for myself or because I have to. I feel trapped. I feel bad all the time. Is getting harder pretend everyhing is O K. I just don't want to worry anyone. This is so pathetic, Im sorry.

I am not sure how to start it, but I'll I gotta say is I am doing well. Im back at drawing but I've been posting more at my Twitter, since the app is more accesible and all that. I really don't know how but Im looking for motivation to keep up despite my situation. Right now I've laid on music and anime. And people such as friends, relatives,my boyfriend etc.

I can't remember when was the last time I picked up my tablet to draw something, I might do that soon. But I've been hesitating since I've been living alone by myself. And my home is huge... And not all the rooms have lightbulbs since there's no need for it unless we have someone over. The first days sorta stressed me out cause I'll be alone knowing no one would be back at home. But now Im getting used to it. I have to.

I can't believe i'ts been two weeks since my last journal. I've been feeling too bad to do shit, but I am still here so... Let's keep moving. I'll be back uploading drawings. Thanks to everyone who give me their condolences.

Sorry I've been away, but my mom passed away this past Friday at 6:30 p.m. I did everyting I could for her, and I let her know how much I love her and I'll always carry her memory in my heart.

Sorry I haven't posted anything at all. My loved mother have been very sick herself. So I'm taking care of her the best way I can. But Im so mentally and physically drained. I've lost weight I was called out to don't stop eating, but honestly that's the very least I care for. I don't even have motivation to draw or do anything at all...I tried to keep myself strong but I failed horribly yesterday. Im scared cause I can't help but think the worst... I just hope everything goes better. I really really need this nightmare to end.

Wow, Im 2 followers for 100! Thank you everyone who is following my work and faving it. It makes me want to keep praticing and making good artwork for you to see it. So, I've been thinking on do a raffle once I get the 100 followers c: But that might take a while. Thaks for read!

So. Some guys asked me to do a AT with me, they send me a note and shit but my stupid ass decided to brows on her cellphone and I ended up deleting the notes... I know, Im so fucking derp, lol.

Now, Send another note or something and I'll list you down a jornal to don't forget again, mah bad.

Love ya ♥

Since Tumblr is being a bitch. I made myself a NSFW Twitter. If you want to go and hit me up there.

https://twitter.com/r4t1cky

Thank you. Hope you have a good day.

I love you, I'll promise I'll upload more shit as soon as I can, week of final projects just started.

♥ You the best ♥

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Anyone is interested? I'll draw anything lmao, Im happy with someone drawing my OC's. Please?

If you wish to ask me anything, go a head :D I love when Im asked things.

https://curiouscat.me/Raticky

I would like to do an Art Trade since a long time. And I think I could do at least a couple of them.

Anyone? c:

Tomorrow start school :,V I hope to do better in this than the last semester lol

I mean, would anyone be interested on buy me a commission? Or should I design some characters and make them adotables?

Idk XD Im honestly sorta insecure with my art and my style but who knows.

Okay, so. Based on my likes on dudes and gals I like in fiction, and the rps I've had with pals of mine, I've realized Im like... a 75% percent (?) attracted to people who are weaks or unwanted, like they the weirdos, the bullied and shit. Like, you are the only one that cherish them and actualy give them that love they looking for, becoming the only person in their lives that give a shit about them. I was wondering if that's a kink of some sort? Does that even make sense?

Is like for example my like for Mamimi Samejima, I feel so bad with her situation. Her bf dumped her for a blondie, the girl is bullied and thrown in to the river, the girl is alone herself, is not fully stated in the show, thou she kissed and made marks on Naota's neck with the need to take out her sexual frustration, and why not, the need to be notice or worshipped.

I have no fucking idea if Im fully explaining myself but yeah...Is a nice feeling think about it...At least for me.

Have you ever like, have so many things wanting to do but procrastionation, drugs and beer doesnt let you to do that? :O Oh well that happens to me. And also the fact I dont have a scanner, but a shitty camera so maybe I can show ya all the crappy traditional work I've done lol.

Well, time to start working my ass.

Also, Im open to draw two sketches of anything. Hit me up. Comment here or send me a note. Whateva'

Luv ya.

Raticky

Why... when you think something is the best thing you've ever had... doesnt work out like your expect... ? Why does it.. has to be now...?