Sup all sorry iv not posted anything lately just started college for the first time so ya lil stressed about that but things are going ok so far im going to be putting money aside for a con and to finish my bear suite so im excited about that cant wait me and my mate are doing good moved n with her witch is why im in school for fish and game warden is my college goal so ya thats whats been going on i got some art to post in my free time soon so miss you all.

Well after a week and a few days my camra is back from the shop fixed up looking almost brandnew just need to charge my batterys and i can start taking pics again dont know why im posting this i never get comissions any ways cuz i cant draw.

Not leave the fandom love it too much just no one wants to hang out with me and my mate iv not suited in mouths not taking any pics of suiteing in a long long time iv won my tail maby 3 times in 6 mouths. fell like none of my furry family or furfriends want too do anyrhing if i had plans i could always save up and do something. so if anyone wants to do anything let me know doughtfull but ill be here waiting like i always have been even just talking leting me know iv not been left be hind or forgotten.

just a crappy start to my day mikey is till very low on engery not eating and me and mom can not afored a 2nd vet bill if that happens wil will not have money for dry food and litter yes i know im wineing again but what else can i do i cant turn to anyone too help tamra from top cats has not called us back i just want mikey to get better and eating again sence he got the shot for the vomiting he has not threw up once sence 2:30 yesterday thats good ( knock on wood) but still is not eating or drinking much i just dont know what too do or who too talk to and ask for help.

Well good news and bad good is mikey does not have distemper bad is mom and i had to shell out 100 bucks now were very short on money dont know how much litter and food we can get this mouth. so me and mom and really stressed out about that.

JUst feel like no one wants to come over and hang out or none of the chico furs want too talk to me only my mate and my 2 andrew friends have came over to hang out miss going places with friends and family feel like i get left out of just about everthing cryed lil bit today just leting my thoughts get the better of me i guess but i just had to get this out not many read my stuff any more or take the time to talk to me.

Today is the last day to vote. Thanks so much for all of your help! I will let you know what we win. Thanks again.

PLEASE EVERONE THAT READS AND SEES THIS PLZ VOTE FOR THIS SHELTER

http://www.shelterchallenge.com/ type in the zipcode 95967 and click vote and if you sigh up after voteing anoumsly you can vote twice with facebook, the place is called topcats

Too everone on my facebook thanks to top cats who is a place that helps low income with there pets http://www.shelterchallenge.com/ when the page loads you will see serch put in the zip code 95967 and vote for topcats plz help this woman out for doing so much for me and my mom vaote daily plz will help her win money to help outhers out so im going to do my part. i challange you all do vote once a day for topcats.

Just been thinking and thinking they day i moved to look atfer my mom is they day they stoped calling wrighting and careing if i were too call any of my family and ask for a lil money help i would not get ever close for them to pick up it would go to voice mail and mabe if they lissiond to it id never get a call back. im just going to wright them off and call it quits last xmas will most likely be the last i will ever see anything from my blood family i know i keep saying this but im just done crying over it done worrying if there mad at me and my mom im just fucking done the ones that matter too me are the ones in my life right now and that is what holdes me together the love of my mom my 2nd family most importantly my mate. What broguht this up was guild was is onsale i was going to call and ask for some help seeing if theres anything i could do for my blood family then in the back of my mind said give up they dont care. So im going to find some way to earn that 25 bucks i have till the 11th or it goes back up too 50 thanks for reading leting me vent an just get the thoughts out of my mind.

it seams no matter how good my style of art none hand drawn doe snot get much here on fa its not porn or anythin like that and i have this feeling my art is being stolen or used with out me saying its ok im happy for the very few that fave one 2 that take the time too comment

this is not my stuff but as a fellow larper and cosplayer gear is not easy to make so plz read this keep an eye an ear out lets help this person here is what i know and i do have pics from facebook a buddy of mine posted it so let me know or email that person.


Today has been one of the worst days I've had in a very long time. This morning, while I was in Oakland, someone broke into my car and stole a black duffle bag from my trunk. Inside was a very important commission I had JUST finished that was worth about $4,000. I was supposed to send it out today/tomorrow, but now that it's stolen, that can't quite happen. I have spent a LOT of time and effort in these costumes and I have been in tears since I found out they were stolen. What's worse is the duffle back also had expensive scissors, chainmail, leather accessories, leather making tools, irreplaceable molds I made, and a wig I styled for the wonderful woman who the commission is for.

My car was parked on 22nd St. In Oakland, CA this morning. The duffle bag is rectangular, black, brown trim, brown leather handles, and a red & green logo on the long side. Inside is the following:
Twilight Princess - Princess Zelda costume, accessories, boots, resin cast armor, petticoat, corset, and styled wig
Twilight Princess - Link partial costume, real leather accessories, real leather boots, and hand knit chainmail
Tools - 2x $45 shears, glue gun, soldering knife, assortment of leather crafting tools & needles, molds of many of the accessories for the Zelda costume, and several paint brushes
Other - clothes, threads, and makeup stuff

I have photos here of the pieces that are missing. If you see them on eBay, Craigslist, or any website, please get back to me. I have literally walked a mile in every direction from where it was stolen, looking for it in hopes they dumped it after realizing they can't sell it. I've asked the locals and the nearby homeless people for their help, but I haven't had any luck today.

So please keep your eyes peeled and your ears open for these costumes and pieces. I am so very sorry to ask this of you all, but I am so upset and devastated right now and I can't stop crying because I made these pieces myself and now I may have to refund the poor girl. Tomorrow I will be looking at the local pawn shops in hopes someone tried to sell them the bag.

If anything comes up, please contact me here or my email at JackieGoehner@gmail.com. Thank you!

Well i dont know if anyone wants too buy some of my art if so let me know iv been trying too sell but none seam too want too buy my style of art but im always open for selling/tradeing.

So today was the wosrt day in 4 years i had too put down my loveing snuggle bug my jack my cat i love him so much and miss him so much so so so very much so if you care comment i know who cares now ant who does not been crying all day i love you buddy so very much now you have everthing you ever waned.

Just one of the first days when iv been depressed mom struck is falling apart timeing chain and throttle going out the idel is too high and not have the money too get it fixed just dont know what too do.

well iv just giveing up ever time i save something happens i miss the only con in cal that i can get too ever year i have no income and i cant make my mom give me the money if her lazy ass worker would call her nack so i can get started on in home care program i can get payed for takeing care of my mom. so my birthday has past happy with what i got this year 2 cards and love from my mate took her too a moive with my bday money that i got felt nice too take her out on a date.

so on today my birthday i lay next to omy loveing mate relaxing had a great dinner and 2 good mives so i leave you all tonight too have a safe and wonderful night love you all might upload some pics toomarrow.

So this xmas this fuzz but got a coolpics L620 and i could not be happyer its my first camra in 8 years so im hopeing too be takeing more and more pics ut with limited transport can't do much right now. But best of all got too spend it with my mate and my mom got so me clothing and much needed sokes thanks too my mate got a gift care too star bucks tho i only go down too chio once a mouth for food shopping ^^. got 2 cost co bags of jerky witch didnt last long with me heehee also with the cam16 gig mem card witch means going back too my small leather case my mm got me yays! so i got my self 2 games on listia batman arkham asylum gotd for 2,999 creds and santum 2 for 200 i did serverys to earn cerds when ever i need them got some stuff for my tinkering from my mates mom witch will come in handy. So too all of you out there new years in around the bend dont drink to much but if you do eat as you drink will help break down the stuff you drink keeps the hang over away atlast for me.

well its almost x-mas it seams every year i get really depressed thanks too my past that im trying too let go its been hard but slowly i have been but iv lost so many people iv cared about over the last 5 years people i thought i could trust or people i thought were there for me just up and leave i know its part of life but its most hard for me growing up i had few people i could trust and they all know who they are and i now have a mate or have had for almost 2 years things in my mind have had too change i always thought id be alone so the hoildays were always sad for me most of my blood family does not give two shits about me and my mom http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZbOJelt5Oo sums it up so those who have stuck with me my love and trust has always been yours to those who watch and read what i post thank you for takeing the time .


I love my 2nd family ones that i have gained over my life were my family has not been that means more than anything too me .

so here is the link if i can get 35 people i might win some cool in game stuff card cods and mabe some skins so plz help out a furr http://lolrpoints.com/index.php?id=254261

So i was told that i would be taken too FC for my birthday im super excited so if anyone wants too by any of my art plz let me know im trying to get as much ia s i can from now till then

she has $450 fursuit partial? just trying too get more people too look at it http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:36384990

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im sorry too say yet again that i half too submit a report of bout the sexual herassment me and my mate are going throw this makes 9th time iv had too report the same person puting me down my mate down now my mom who has nothing too do with it so if anyone knows a way too have the person tracked plz let me know and a better note. iv been working on takeing new pics im hopeing to save up for the fc in 2014 me and my mate and some family will be going. just been staying at home finaly got my paint program on my new computer so now i can start putting up my pics that i have been taking will do that soon so i love you all i iwsh you guys a good night.


an_fgt is the one posting so plz everone report and block this person

So i have no idea how im going too add my markings on my head and still keep it soft so any thoughts lets me know.